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204 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 27, 2018




"...We are who we are. We create our own destiny, not anyone else."
"How much money you have and what you do for a livinig has nothing to do with the kind of person you are or how you feel about people. Sometimes it just makes it easier to hide.
Find your truth, Roman, no matter what it is.
I’m sorry you spent the last twelve fucking years lying to yourself, but I’ll be damned before I let you walk out of this apartment without reminding you. - Leo Mancini
This is the sort of story that makes you want to weep for what might have been. If Antony hadn't seen them, if their parents had been different, if they had been older. It's Beautifully written. Tormenting, angry and oh so slow to give the reader detail. Due to not only the M/M relationship but the levels of internalised homophobia, self-loathing and psychological drama involved it can be very off-putting for some people, triggering for others.
The writing and storytelling are glorious. The leading men Leo and Roman are intriguing and multifaceted, opposites but with a magnetic pull towards each other. The characters shared past is revealed to the story slowly throughout the book in flashback as memories are triggered but events between them, conversation, touches. I've come to view involved writing that draws you in as Riley Hart's trademark. Yes this is a challenging story to a degree but I was in there I wanted their happiness, I wanted them to find their way back to each other even if they couldn't be the same as they were when they were 16 and clearly in love. The ending is not the happiest of HEA but it feels so realistic and that makes it perfect.
Sexuality fascinates me. Not the people who fit standards, homosexual or heterosexual, even to a degree bisexual but people who are outside that. Demis, aces, pans, polys (yes, I know polys are generally het but it's more than that). People like Roman. Roman might be as simple as gay, which is what he identifies as but in his head it's much more complicated. Due to years of forced repression of his sexuality his thought patterns are much more similar to a demi. And he doesn't enjoy sex with anyone other than Leo. He is a wonderful character from a sexuality standpoint, but he has a broken soul and that has changed him.
So my rating for this His Truth was difficult. I felt a sense of familiarity with the story and characters. At first, I put that down to this being my second try reading but I'm wondering if there are just a lot of tropes here as well. It didn't feel tropey, but it certainly didn't feel fresh either. I'm giving it 4 but the rating is coming more from brilliant characters and clever writing of the plot than the plot itself. But there is something holding me back from the 5.
How can I know who I am but be a stranger to myself at the same time? - Roman Cipriani
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