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392 pages, Paperback
First published March 5, 2018
"You think your mutism is unattractive but it’s not. Do you know what a relief it is to be able to feel what you’re saying… that you use your touch to express yourself?” Sway breathed deeply. “It’s so damn special to speak with you, Brian.”
“Hunt me, Brian,”
[…]
“You got fifteen minutes before I start. Inside only. It’ll be dark. Hide anywhere you want. When I find you,” Brian said, in all confidence. “I’ll show you what it’s like to be captured by me.”
Her [Sway’s Mom] warm eyes shone with affection as she watched that dark man with deadly weapons hanging off him, cradle her son to his chest as if he was the most precious thing in the world, […]
"You think your mutism is unattractive but it’s not. Do you know what a relief it is to be able to feel what you’re saying… that you use your touch to express yourself?” Sway breathed deeply. “It’s so damn special to speak with you, Brian.”
"He’d been able to read people his entire life, had built a career around it. Sway was strong. He wasn’t a coward. He was a real man, the kind of man Brian respected and trusted. He was his man."
“I want you so deep inside me until I lose my mind, Brian. I want… I need you, all of you, unguarded. I want to make you crazy for me. I want you to find your peace inside of me until you crave it; while I live on your every quiet moan, and every sharp breath you take. All night, I want you to make me feel safe in your arms. Then in the morning, when I wake up with my body still pinned under yours…” Sway pressed himself so tightly against Brian and held him with more strength than he’d known his sweet nurse possessed. And, it immediately shifted the floor safely beneath him. “In the morning, I want you to do it all over again… then again… and again. I’ll never get enough"
"Thank you for being a fighter. You heard me, well before I could speak… and you never ran from me. I’ve searched for you for so long. I’ve traveled the world ten times over and I’ve never met anyone as brave and special as you. I’ve hunted you for forty years, Sway. You are who I’ve really been searching for all this time.”
"I’m falling for you[...]I am. I’m falling so hard."~Sway
"Good. Because I don’t want to fall alone.”~Brian
Brian: "I wasn't sure I'd ever get here to this place in my head. A place where it's calm. It took a long time to get here. I don't feel the same way I used to. I was sure I'd be alone forever, Sway, before I met you. So, thank you. Thank you for being a fighter. You heard me well before I could speak and you never ran from me. I've searched for you for so long. I've travelled the world ten times over and I've never met anyone as brave and special as you. I've hunted you for 40 years, Sway. You are who I've really been searching for all this time."
Sway: "Thank YOU for being a fighter. Thank you for coming home. And Brian, I'll never run away from you. I promise."
Sway: "I'm... I'm falling so hard."
Brian: "Good. Because I don't want to fall alone."
“A lot can be said in silence.”
Sway held him tightly around his neck, his fingers threading through the short hairs on the back of his head. “I don’t need you to talk, Brian. I can hear you just fine,” Sway whispered softly, kissing his throat.
Something can only set you back if you allow it to take you back.