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The Bureau #3
Creature
Alone in a cell and lacking memories of his past, John has no idea who—or what—he is.
Alone on the streets of 1950s Los Angeles, Harry has far too many memories of his painful past and feels simply resignation in facing his empty future.
When Harry is given a chance to achieve his only dream—to become an agent with the Bureau of Trans-Species Affairs—all he has to do is prove his worth. Yet nothing has ever come easy for him. Now he must offer himself and John as bait, enticing a man who wants to conquer death. But first he and John must learn what distinguishes a monster from a man—and what a monster truly wants.
Alone on the streets of 1950s Los Angeles, Harry has far too many memories of his painful past and feels simply resignation in facing his empty future.
When Harry is given a chance to achieve his only dream—to become an agent with the Bureau of Trans-Species Affairs—all he has to do is prove his worth. Yet nothing has ever come easy for him. Now he must offer himself and John as bait, enticing a man who wants to conquer death. But first he and John must learn what distinguishes a monster from a man—and what a monster truly wants.
132 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 7, 2018
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Kim Fielding
175 books1,303 followersKim Fielding lives in Oregon and travels as often as she can manage. A professor by day, at night she rushes into a phone booth to change into her author costume (which involves comfy clothes instead of Spandex and is, sadly, lacking a cape). Her superpowers include the ability to write nearly anywhere, often while simultaneously doling out assistance to her family. Her favorite word to describe herself is "eclectic" and she finally got that seventh tattoo.
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January 19, 2023
AUDIOBOOK Jan 2023: Still love the hell out of this novella!
AUDIOBOOK June 2021: Joel Leslie is fab! Still love this story & this spectacular dark & captivating series ❤️💜❤️
EBOOK May 2018:
***4.5 Stars***
Oh my, I think this is my favorite of the three Bureau stories so far!
Can you say zombies? I know what you’re thinking. You see, zombies aren’t my thing. Dead people are not sexy. Not my kink. So imagine my surprise when I’m blown away by a novella starring a zombie (creature) named John.
Yes, this book was dark, but not because of the “creature.” No, what make this book dark are the humans. It’s how they treat John, how they think of him. John isn’t the creature here.
Then we have our other MC, a human who washed out of the Bureau training because he was too soft. He’s given an assignment that involves John, and this changes everything for them both.
This book is about tenderness, caring, and love. It’s about treating others as you would have them treat you. It’s about two broken individuals helping to make each other stronger together.
I simply adored it. Although one question remains unanswered for me...what does a zombie ejaculate during sex? For sex there was, and pleasure was had by all involved, dead and alive.
AUDIOBOOK June 2021: Joel Leslie is fab! Still love this story & this spectacular dark & captivating series ❤️💜❤️
EBOOK May 2018:
***4.5 Stars***
Oh my, I think this is my favorite of the three Bureau stories so far!
Can you say zombies? I know what you’re thinking. You see, zombies aren’t my thing. Dead people are not sexy. Not my kink. So imagine my surprise when I’m blown away by a novella starring a zombie (creature) named John.
Yes, this book was dark, but not because of the “creature.” No, what make this book dark are the humans. It’s how they treat John, how they think of him. John isn’t the creature here.
Then we have our other MC, a human who washed out of the Bureau training because he was too soft. He’s given an assignment that involves John, and this changes everything for them both.
This book is about tenderness, caring, and love. It’s about treating others as you would have them treat you. It’s about two broken individuals helping to make each other stronger together.
I simply adored it. Although one question remains unanswered for me...what does a zombie ejaculate during sex? For sex there was, and pleasure was had by all involved, dead and alive.
August 15, 2021
a human/zombie romance???? yes please!
John was the cutest zombie/creature ever!🥺
this was SO sad at times. i felt so sorry for John. this poor guy undeservedly suffered so much. he deserves love & happiness and i’m so glad he met Harry.
the simplest things made John happy. the sunshine, the sky, the grass, the stars. having his own clothes & being clean. having a book to read.
i suppose after years of having literally nothing and just living in a cold cell, having Harry’s kindness felt like the biggest gift.
i loved this novella. definitely glad i decided to continue reading this series!
John was the cutest zombie/creature ever!🥺
this was SO sad at times. i felt so sorry for John. this poor guy undeservedly suffered so much. he deserves love & happiness and i’m so glad he met Harry.
the simplest things made John happy. the sunshine, the sky, the grass, the stars. having his own clothes & being clean. having a book to read.
i suppose after years of having literally nothing and just living in a cold cell, having Harry’s kindness felt like the biggest gift.
i loved this novella. definitely glad i decided to continue reading this series!
April 10, 2022
4 Stars
I’m finding these books harder and harder to digest because the topic matter is tough. It’s depressing and sad, where the very existence of the Bureau is designed to help humanity from the monsters out there, but in reality, more often than not, it’s the very humans they’re trying to save that are the true horrors. It’s not a pretty picture at all.
Here, poor John is one of those sad realities. Created and left in a cell for decades, not deemed even worth anyone’s time or attention but ”kept” just in case he should be deemed useful in the future. One day, he’s set “free” to lure another human monster trying to thwart mortality and push his own perverse agenda.
My heart twittered and cried and hurt so much for John. Not one ounce of kindness was given to him and yet he still was grateful and in awe for any bit of sunlight, new experience, or knowledge. If only we all had a smidge more of his outlook and hope - every single one of us could take a lesson from him, and I’m just grateful John got his happy ending that he truly deserved and risked his life for.
I’m finding these books harder and harder to digest because the topic matter is tough. It’s depressing and sad, where the very existence of the Bureau is designed to help humanity from the monsters out there, but in reality, more often than not, it’s the very humans they’re trying to save that are the true horrors. It’s not a pretty picture at all.
Here, poor John is one of those sad realities. Created and left in a cell for decades, not deemed even worth anyone’s time or attention but ”kept” just in case he should be deemed useful in the future. One day, he’s set “free” to lure another human monster trying to thwart mortality and push his own perverse agenda.
My heart twittered and cried and hurt so much for John. Not one ounce of kindness was given to him and yet he still was grateful and in awe for any bit of sunlight, new experience, or knowledge. If only we all had a smidge more of his outlook and hope - every single one of us could take a lesson from him, and I’m just grateful John got his happy ending that he truly deserved and risked his life for.
January 30, 2022
Checkmate.
I have been rendered powerless. I am utterly and completely at Fielding’s mercy. The first two installments had me, but this stellar piece owned me. John is unlike any creature I’ve ever known, tome-encased or otherwise. I didn’t just feel for him, I ached bone-deep. I didn’t just worry for him, my heart twisted in anguish. This story got under my skin and surged through every vein. I haven’t wanted to protect someone like this since the schoolyard bully attacked my daughter. Thank the literary gods, Harry felt the same. John deserves Harry’s careful handling and then some.
There are a few things you should know before setting your final pawn on the board. You will have questions. Many will not be answered. You will have pity. But more desire to shield. You will embark on a wild journey with a zombie-human couple. Do you dare? I can only hope that you do. And let me tell you why…
John has been existing. That’s a generous description and I’m not exaggerating. He doesn’t know much but he knows he is a man. His situation is disturbing. Then Harry comes along. Harry has longed to work for the Bureau and finally has his chance. He must fool a mad scientist and use some sort of “bait” in the process. He never imagined this task would involve someone like John. Most find John repulsive, but Harry sees a champion fighter under the sagging skin and weightless limbs. Beyond that, Harry spies a gentle soul with a pure heart. Humans require food and water, but zombies feed on different things. Some zombies feed on human flesh while others consume fears and anxiety. This particular zombie thrives on kindness and goodwill. No one has ever shared a friendly smile or a supportive hand, let alone a respectful demeanor with John, until Harry. Within a few days, John is different and begins to change before their very eyes. As Harry surges ahead with his plan firmly in place, something jostles. Turns out his heart has become vested in this mission. Turns out my heart suddenly was too! I want to tell you so much more but I can’t. Or more precisely, I won’t. It’s better if I don’t. I promise. But I can tell you this, I held on tight and didn’t want it to end. And I hope you discover why.
Beware of: Death in life, death after life, and life after death. When you have nothing, the smallest thing can mean everything. Two discarded pieces find their perfect fit!
This book is for: The heart of this story is all John and Harry but you would do yourself a favor by slipping back to a pair of private dicks that started this adventure! Start at the beginning, trust me, it’s worth it.
In case you didn’t know, all of the proceeds from the sale of this book go to DOCTORS WITHOUT BORDERS!
Book UNfunk
I have been rendered powerless. I am utterly and completely at Fielding’s mercy. The first two installments had me, but this stellar piece owned me. John is unlike any creature I’ve ever known, tome-encased or otherwise. I didn’t just feel for him, I ached bone-deep. I didn’t just worry for him, my heart twisted in anguish. This story got under my skin and surged through every vein. I haven’t wanted to protect someone like this since the schoolyard bully attacked my daughter. Thank the literary gods, Harry felt the same. John deserves Harry’s careful handling and then some.
There are a few things you should know before setting your final pawn on the board. You will have questions. Many will not be answered. You will have pity. But more desire to shield. You will embark on a wild journey with a zombie-human couple. Do you dare? I can only hope that you do. And let me tell you why…
John has been existing. That’s a generous description and I’m not exaggerating. He doesn’t know much but he knows he is a man. His situation is disturbing. Then Harry comes along. Harry has longed to work for the Bureau and finally has his chance. He must fool a mad scientist and use some sort of “bait” in the process. He never imagined this task would involve someone like John. Most find John repulsive, but Harry sees a champion fighter under the sagging skin and weightless limbs. Beyond that, Harry spies a gentle soul with a pure heart. Humans require food and water, but zombies feed on different things. Some zombies feed on human flesh while others consume fears and anxiety. This particular zombie thrives on kindness and goodwill. No one has ever shared a friendly smile or a supportive hand, let alone a respectful demeanor with John, until Harry. Within a few days, John is different and begins to change before their very eyes. As Harry surges ahead with his plan firmly in place, something jostles. Turns out his heart has become vested in this mission. Turns out my heart suddenly was too! I want to tell you so much more but I can’t. Or more precisely, I won’t. It’s better if I don’t. I promise. But I can tell you this, I held on tight and didn’t want it to end. And I hope you discover why.
Beware of: Death in life, death after life, and life after death. When you have nothing, the smallest thing can mean everything. Two discarded pieces find their perfect fit!
This book is for: The heart of this story is all John and Harry but you would do yourself a favor by slipping back to a pair of private dicks that started this adventure! Start at the beginning, trust me, it’s worth it.
In case you didn’t know, all of the proceeds from the sale of this book go to DOCTORS WITHOUT BORDERS!
Book UNfunk
April 13, 2024
Heart gripping.
Thankfully John and Harry got their hea, I wouldn't have coped otherwise.
This is a novella, so the relationship development was rushed. I would have loved for John and Harry to spend more time together before they declared their love. Since their circumstances were very special it didn't bother me that much, though.
The author's unique and raw writing style was in sync with the plot.
Thankfully John and Harry got their hea, I wouldn't have coped otherwise.
This is a novella, so the relationship development was rushed. I would have loved for John and Harry to spend more time together before they declared their love. Since their circumstances were very special it didn't bother me that much, though.
The author's unique and raw writing style was in sync with the plot.
October 6, 2020
RE-READ: Oct 2020
I always cry when I read this story... And although Grimes and Ten are my favourite couple from the Bureau universe, I love Harry and especially John very much. They are so perfect together!
And it's true that we have no right to call somebody/something unnatural a monster simply because we are humans... It makes me so sad when I think of John :(
ORIGINAL REVIEW:
Beautiful, simply beautiful...
I hope you forgive me Kim Fielding, for sharing so many highlights, but your writing is just exquisite...
I think I love you! ;)
RTC when I'm more coherent than now... ;)
ETA: I am more coherent now... ;)
This story was yet again a win for me. But, no wonder, since it's Kim Fielding :D
In comparison to the first 2 books of the Bureau series, it was... sweeter? I think, that's a good word for John's story. Being a monster (a contemporary take on Frankenstein's creature), he should be ugly and vengeful and "bad". He should be. But despite the scars, the lack of muscles, hair and awful teeth, John is beautiful. He has a beautiful soul and a beautiful heart - both of which are not allowed to him. He knows he doesn't have a beating heart in his chest, and he doesn't have to eat to exist, so he knows he's not a MAN, but he DECIDES to be one and to have a name...
John rejoices in such small things, he loves the only visitor to his cell - the sun and he wonders about simple pleasure, like lying on the grass...
TBH, my heart was breaking for him and I was glad that he had Harry as his companion...
Harry was a failure, in his private and professional life. Even the Bureau didn't want him. And then, as a last-chance mission he gets the OBJECT - John and a task to complete. If he manages to fulfill this mission, he will get employed by the Bureau. Great, huh? Well, not exactly...
I'm going to finish my rambling at this. This story is too short and too good to spoil it anymore... :)
Highly recommended!!!
I always cry when I read this story... And although Grimes and Ten are my favourite couple from the Bureau universe, I love Harry and especially John very much. They are so perfect together!
And it's true that we have no right to call somebody/something unnatural a monster simply because we are humans... It makes me so sad when I think of John :(
ORIGINAL REVIEW:
Beautiful, simply beautiful...
I hope you forgive me Kim Fielding, for sharing so many highlights, but your writing is just exquisite...
I think I love you! ;)
RTC when I'm more coherent than now... ;)
ETA: I am more coherent now... ;)
This story was yet again a win for me. But, no wonder, since it's Kim Fielding :D
In comparison to the first 2 books of the Bureau series, it was... sweeter? I think, that's a good word for John's story. Being a monster (a contemporary take on Frankenstein's creature), he should be ugly and vengeful and "bad". He should be. But despite the scars, the lack of muscles, hair and awful teeth, John is beautiful. He has a beautiful soul and a beautiful heart - both of which are not allowed to him. He knows he doesn't have a beating heart in his chest, and he doesn't have to eat to exist, so he knows he's not a MAN, but he DECIDES to be one and to have a name...
John rejoices in such small things, he loves the only visitor to his cell - the sun and he wonders about simple pleasure, like lying on the grass...
TBH, my heart was breaking for him and I was glad that he had Harry as his companion...
Harry was a failure, in his private and professional life. Even the Bureau didn't want him. And then, as a last-chance mission he gets the OBJECT - John and a task to complete. If he manages to fulfill this mission, he will get employed by the Bureau. Great, huh? Well, not exactly...
I'm going to finish my rambling at this. This story is too short and too good to spoil it anymore... :)
Highly recommended!!!
May 15, 2018
Yay! This book was a homerun for me. I was listening to an interminably long thriller and got bored with it. I wanted something quick and fun to blast through the book doldrums. "Creature" was the right pick. I loved it.
Kim begins with a heartbreaking scene showing the "creature", John, in captivity. This immediately establishes empathy for him. I have a soft spot for underdog characters (versus perfect alpha males), and so I fell in love with John at once and had to see him get his happy.
He's removed from what might be decades of solitary confinement by the Bureau and Harry, who is picked to use John on a case. John is so grateful to be free and to be treated kindly. And Harry soon realizes John is much more than a "thing".
This is a sweet, dark little fairy tale and I read it in one sitting. Kim's writing is so effortless and appealing, it just pulls you right through the book, forgetting everything else.
Highly recommended. Now I want to go back and read the first two Bureau books.
This is a sweet, dark little fairy tale and I read it in one sitting. Kim's writing is so effortless and appealing, it just pulls you right through the book, forgetting everything else.
Highly recommended. Now I want to go back and read the first two Bureau books.
Kim begins with a heartbreaking scene showing the "creature", John, in captivity. This immediately establishes empathy for him. I have a soft spot for underdog characters (versus perfect alpha males), and so I fell in love with John at once and had to see him get his happy.
He's removed from what might be decades of solitary confinement by the Bureau and Harry, who is picked to use John on a case. John is so grateful to be free and to be treated kindly. And Harry soon realizes John is much more than a "thing".
This is a sweet, dark little fairy tale and I read it in one sitting. Kim's writing is so effortless and appealing, it just pulls you right through the book, forgetting everything else.
Highly recommended. Now I want to go back and read the first two Bureau books.
This is a sweet, dark little fairy tale and I read it in one sitting. Kim's writing is so effortless and appealing, it just pulls you right through the book, forgetting everything else.
Highly recommended. Now I want to go back and read the first two Bureau books.
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April 10, 2018Like the other Bureau books, this story can be read as a standalone. All my proceeds from this series go to Doctors Without Borders.
Sometimes I get in the mood for something a little dark, and this time I was in a bit of a noir frame of mind as well, so beginning the story in Los Angeles in 1953 made perfect sense. Similar to the other stories in the series, this one encompasses paranormal aspects and deals with the theme of what separates men from monsters.
Don't be afraid of the dark--there's love here too. But the guys are going to travel a hard road to find it.
Sometimes I get in the mood for something a little dark, and this time I was in a bit of a noir frame of mind as well, so beginning the story in Los Angeles in 1953 made perfect sense. Similar to the other stories in the series, this one encompasses paranormal aspects and deals with the theme of what separates men from monsters.
Don't be afraid of the dark--there's love here too. But the guys are going to travel a hard road to find it.
September 25, 2018
5 Stars
I've really liked the other books in this series so far, but OMG I adored this one...especially how it examined what it means to be human, what it means to be "good" vs. "bad" and how it worked in comparisons (and eventual contrasts) to Frankenstein's monster. I honestly thought that this would be the installment that wouldn't end well, that would rip out my heart...it was aching so much for John by 3/4 of the way in that it would have almost been a welcome relief.
Should have trusted in KF's story-telling and the weird, non-conventional HFN's found in her books though.
I'm not sure if there are going to be any more tales of the Bureau and its agents, but if this is the last one it definitely ended on the best one.
I've really liked the other books in this series so far, but OMG I adored this one...especially how it examined what it means to be human, what it means to be "good" vs. "bad" and how it worked in comparisons (and eventual contrasts) to Frankenstein's monster. I honestly thought that this would be the installment that wouldn't end well, that would rip out my heart...it was aching so much for John by 3/4 of the way in that it would have almost been a welcome relief.
Should have trusted in KF's story-telling and the weird, non-conventional HFN's found in her books though.
I'm not sure if there are going to be any more tales of the Bureau and its agents, but if this is the last one it definitely ended on the best one.
July 30, 2018
Poignant, heartbreaking, but ultimately hopeful, Creature is loosely based on Frankenstein. John has love in him, "the likes of which you can scarcely imagine," and when it's nurtured, he soars.
This story begs the question of what it means to be a human, what it means to love. Harry's touch, his small acts of kindness, make John the man he's always been inside. And John saves Harry too.
The ending feels like a beginning.
This story begs the question of what it means to be a human, what it means to love. Harry's touch, his small acts of kindness, make John the man he's always been inside. And John saves Harry too.
The ending feels like a beginning.
March 3, 2021
Still a bit too short, like all the others in the series, a little more time to develop the connection between the MCs wouldn’t have hurt as usual but in this case, it bothered me less.
Both MCs were well fleshed out, Harry was sweet and likeable but not perfect and John was too adorable for words, with his vulnerability, his wonder for life and strength. I loved him immediately and I liked a lot how his relationship with Harry was handled. At first I was worried about but the progression felt natural and I didn’t have any problem with it.
While I wouldn’t call it dark, I liked how the grim aspects of the setting and story counterbalanced the softer side that came from the relationship, and the plot wasn’t particularly complex but still substantial enough for the length of the book.
Overall, I think this is the best one in the series so far. In terms of characters and relationship, Harry and John are my favorites just as much as Charles and Tenrael, but this book didn’t have any of the issues I found with the first one and I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this is more than twice the length of book 1.
Note on the series timeline: I’m not sure if I missed something in the first two books, but I think this is also the first time that’s been stated in certain terms when the series is set. Creature takes place in 1953 and it’s been mentioned both in this book and the previous one that so that would put the second book chronologically after the third one.
Both MCs were well fleshed out, Harry was sweet and likeable but not perfect and John was too adorable for words, with his vulnerability, his wonder for life and strength. I loved him immediately and I liked a lot how his relationship with Harry was handled. At first I was worried about but the progression felt natural and I didn’t have any problem with it.
While I wouldn’t call it dark, I liked how the grim aspects of the setting and story counterbalanced the softer side that came from the relationship, and the plot wasn’t particularly complex but still substantial enough for the length of the book.
Overall, I think this is the best one in the series so far. In terms of characters and relationship, Harry and John are my favorites just as much as Charles and Tenrael, but this book didn’t have any of the issues I found with the first one and I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this is more than twice the length of book 1.
Note on the series timeline: I’m not sure if I missed something in the first two books, but I think this is also the first time that’s been stated in certain terms when the series is set. Creature takes place in 1953 and it’s been mentioned both in this book and the previous one that so that would put the second book chronologically after the third one.
December 13, 2022
“My heart doesn’t beat, but it aches.”
It felt so gloomy reading this. It hurts reading about John, the “zombie” and what he’s been through. I teared up a couple times, it hurt so bad, but cried harder when truth about John unfolds.
This was so easy to read, the storyline was catchy I couldn’t put it down at all and enjoyable at its best. It ends with HFN and moved quite fast but I loved it. Some parts were more mysterious, I can’t help but finish it right away :)
And who doesn’t love MC who kill for the other 😍😍😍😍 lmaoo just perfect!
It felt so gloomy reading this. It hurts reading about John, the “zombie” and what he’s been through. I teared up a couple times, it hurt so bad, but cried harder when truth about John unfolds.
This was so easy to read, the storyline was catchy I couldn’t put it down at all and enjoyable at its best. It ends with HFN and moved quite fast but I loved it. Some parts were more mysterious, I can’t help but finish it right away :)
And who doesn’t love MC who kill for the other 😍😍😍😍 lmaoo just perfect!
“I want to show you the world,” Harry said. “Maybe I’ll make a decent tour guide.”
“Show me, Harry.” John raised his hands high. “Show me everything.”
June 22, 2023
Reread/Relisten: June 2023
these are just as addictive as before. John and Harry were two lost souls trying to find their place in this world and they did with each other. i loved their story just as much the second time!
3.5 stars: December 2022
Okay Kim Fielding… I see you haha these novellas don’t feel like novellas they feel like full length novels with all that goes on in them!
Townsend is like an unofficial match maker haha
Love these two misunderstood characters! Can’t wait to see who else is in the bureau! On to volume two/book 4!
these are just as addictive as before. John and Harry were two lost souls trying to find their place in this world and they did with each other. i loved their story just as much the second time!
3.5 stars: December 2022
Okay Kim Fielding… I see you haha these novellas don’t feel like novellas they feel like full length novels with all that goes on in them!
Townsend is like an unofficial match maker haha
Love these two misunderstood characters! Can’t wait to see who else is in the bureau! On to volume two/book 4!
January 5, 2021
Creature is hands down my favorite book of the Bureau series so far, and one I will definitely reread later. Some parts were absolutely heartbreaking, some were downright scary, but overall, it was also very sweet — a potent combination that became a masterpiece in Fielding’s capable hands. John and Harry’s love story was beautiful, but John’s identity development was the main focus here. Such a wonderful, tragic character. 😭 I wouldn't mind seeing more of these two in the following books!
November 20, 2019
This is the kind of story that makes you think and remember it long after you've finished it. Told from dual POV it's deep, emotional and at times heart-breaking. What makes a being decent? How do you determine who gets to live or die? Who is the real monster? The story might be straightforward but it definitely raises questions and makes you feel for the two people who felt unworthy of love and yet found it in each other's arms.
Harry and John are both so different but on fundamental level they are the same - lonely and inherently good. While investigating a possible murderer and worse both men figure things out about themselves, what they are meant to be and where to go forward. It's a tough world out there, but as long as they have each other, they have hope and love. I truly liked John and how he explored and learned everything around him. I admired Harry for his protectiveness over John and how wonderful and kind he was to him.
Everything turned out great for them, although there were couple of iffy moments where I wasn't so sure of the outcome. Good story with steady pace, likable characters and a bit of suspense. I enjoyed it a lot.
Harry and John are both so different but on fundamental level they are the same - lonely and inherently good. While investigating a possible murderer and worse both men figure things out about themselves, what they are meant to be and where to go forward. It's a tough world out there, but as long as they have each other, they have hope and love. I truly liked John and how he explored and learned everything around him. I admired Harry for his protectiveness over John and how wonderful and kind he was to him.
Everything turned out great for them, although there were couple of iffy moments where I wasn't so sure of the outcome. Good story with steady pace, likable characters and a bit of suspense. I enjoyed it a lot.
August 30, 2023
The creature John was the most wonderful "not human being". After years locked up he's just so grateful for everything. Really good storytelling. And the kind there I won't forget the story just after I finished the book.
May 20, 2018
4.5 stars, and my favorite of the Bureau tales so far! This one, more so even than the others, raises the question of what makes someone a monster, or human? It also showed a bit more clearly that The Bureau aren't exactly the good guys.
John has been in solitary confinement in a cell in the basement of The Bureau for so long, he doesn't remember who, or what, he is or how long he's been there. He's weak and wasted, his heart doesn't beat and he doesn't need to eat. But he remembers blue sky and green grass. Trees and the sound of wind. These things and the bit of sunlight he gets part of the day are his small comforts and his only company.
Harry was rejected by The Bureau when he applied to be an agent. He's down on his luck and starting to consider ways of supporting himself that he's not sure he could live with. He's then approached by Chief Townsend who dangles the carrot of Harry finally being made an agent if he'll just do this one, small job for The Bureau.
John is given to Harry to use on this job as bait, to catch yet another man trying to defeat death. But John is so sweet and so overcome with gratitude to be treated with kindness that Harry has a hard time viewing him as a monster. The more time they spend together, Harry finds his focus shifting from the job he's supposed to do and his possible reward to how he can protect John and keep him from the agency.
Kim Fielding always writes wonderful characters and stories but to do this so well and absolutely breaking my heart in a short novella is akin to making magic with words. As she does.
Loved this and can't wait to see what KF has for us next!
John has been in solitary confinement in a cell in the basement of The Bureau for so long, he doesn't remember who, or what, he is or how long he's been there. He's weak and wasted, his heart doesn't beat and he doesn't need to eat. But he remembers blue sky and green grass. Trees and the sound of wind. These things and the bit of sunlight he gets part of the day are his small comforts and his only company.
Harry was rejected by The Bureau when he applied to be an agent. He's down on his luck and starting to consider ways of supporting himself that he's not sure he could live with. He's then approached by Chief Townsend who dangles the carrot of Harry finally being made an agent if he'll just do this one, small job for The Bureau.
John is given to Harry to use on this job as bait, to catch yet another man trying to defeat death. But John is so sweet and so overcome with gratitude to be treated with kindness that Harry has a hard time viewing him as a monster. The more time they spend together, Harry finds his focus shifting from the job he's supposed to do and his possible reward to how he can protect John and keep him from the agency.
Kim Fielding always writes wonderful characters and stories but to do this so well and absolutely breaking my heart in a short novella is akin to making magic with words. As she does.
Loved this and can't wait to see what KF has for us next!
January 16, 2021
He pressed his hand to his chest .“My heart doesn ‘t beat , but it aches .”
Another incredible continuation of this series . I think “Creature” truly had its thrill -and terror moments and was so much darker ,which was a bonus for me .
At the beginning the story was so terrifying and poignant that it gripped me by the throat .But at the same time such a beautiful and sweet love story between Harry and John .
Oh John ! John was absolutely my favorite character in this book. I loved to read about his thoughts when he became aware of the simple beauty nature had to give .
How could anyone look at John for even a moment and not see his soul ? Even when he’d been hardly more than a skin-sheathed skeleton, his essence had shone in his eyes . He embodied more humanity than anyone Harry had met .
So far my most favorite one in this series !
Another incredible continuation of this series . I think “Creature” truly had its thrill -and terror moments and was so much darker ,which was a bonus for me .
At the beginning the story was so terrifying and poignant that it gripped me by the throat .But at the same time such a beautiful and sweet love story between Harry and John .
Oh John ! John was absolutely my favorite character in this book. I loved to read about his thoughts when he became aware of the simple beauty nature had to give .
How could anyone look at John for even a moment and not see his soul ? Even when he’d been hardly more than a skin-sheathed skeleton, his essence had shone in his eyes . He embodied more humanity than anyone Harry had met .
So far my most favorite one in this series !
August 1, 2021
Well that was strange. But OK read. Frankenstein can have sex!
October 26, 2021
Original review, November 2019
This is my favorite of the series so far. The longest of the three I’ve read, it had more depth and dimension than the first two books. It was poignant and lovely. My heart was genuinely moved by the exploration of what defines man versus monster and the way Fielding portrayed the direct correlation between Harry’s kindness and John’s healing. Their interactions and souls were so touching and beautiful.
Again, no rating. This time it’s because while I truly enjoyed Creature, as a novella, it’s length inhibited the kind of development that I feel is necessary for a 5 star review. My enjoyment felt worthy of 4.5 stars, but there just wasn’t enough story and exploration for me to feel comfortable giving it that high of a rating. And yet, I feel it’s worthy of more than the 3-3.5 stars that feels right to me... Please pardon my wishy washy indecision.
If you’ve read and enjoyed the Corruption and Clay White, I feel fairly confident you’ll enjoy Creature. As with the rest of the stories, the sales of these books go to Doctors Without Borders <3
Review after second read, October 2021
I was wrong when I reviewed this the first time. Or maybe I’ve just changed my way of thinking. There WAS enough story and exploration necessary for a 4-5 star review. In fact, it’s impressive how much depth, emotion and punch Creature packed for a novella. This story is thought provoking and lovely and worth every bit of my 4.5 star rating.
This is my favorite of the series so far. The longest of the three I’ve read, it had more depth and dimension than the first two books. It was poignant and lovely. My heart was genuinely moved by the exploration of what defines man versus monster and the way Fielding portrayed the direct correlation between Harry’s kindness and John’s healing. Their interactions and souls were so touching and beautiful.
Again, no rating. This time it’s because while I truly enjoyed Creature, as a novella, it’s length inhibited the kind of development that I feel is necessary for a 5 star review. My enjoyment felt worthy of 4.5 stars, but there just wasn’t enough story and exploration for me to feel comfortable giving it that high of a rating. And yet, I feel it’s worthy of more than the 3-3.5 stars that feels right to me... Please pardon my wishy washy indecision.
If you’ve read and enjoyed the Corruption and Clay White, I feel fairly confident you’ll enjoy Creature. As with the rest of the stories, the sales of these books go to Doctors Without Borders <3
Review after second read, October 2021
I was wrong when I reviewed this the first time. Or maybe I’ve just changed my way of thinking. There WAS enough story and exploration necessary for a 4-5 star review. In fact, it’s impressive how much depth, emotion and punch Creature packed for a novella. This story is thought provoking and lovely and worth every bit of my 4.5 star rating.
December 1, 2021
My favorite so far!
August 4, 2023
3.5 rounded down
I quite enjoyed this one! You don't see a lot of the Frankenstein monster concept in Supernaturals, so it was interesting to see it crop up here, and the characters were both really compelling. It on the shorter side, and I do think some of the romantic build was sacrificed with the shorter length. I enjoyed this one enough that I do wish the author had made it longer, because while I think it worked OK at its current length, the pacing and emotional beats did feel rushed and a little less developed than I'd have preferred. I also felt
I quite enjoyed this one! You don't see a lot of the Frankenstein monster concept in Supernaturals, so it was interesting to see it crop up here, and the characters were both really compelling. It on the shorter side, and I do think some of the romantic build was sacrificed with the shorter length. I enjoyed this one enough that I do wish the author had made it longer, because while I think it worked OK at its current length, the pacing and emotional beats did feel rushed and a little less developed than I'd have preferred. I also felt
July 17, 2020
This is a short take on Frankenstein that broke my heart in the first pages, showing that the definition of monster is not always accurate.
Jhon is a creature who was brought back from the dead, he doesn't have memories, he doesn't know who or what he is, and most importantly he doesn't know if he was/is bad or good. The Bureau took him from his original creator, studied him, hurted him and then put him in a cell without reason, because Jhon didn't do anything wrong.
Harry, a guy who tried to be an agent but was turned down because he's just too good in his heart to be in cases were horrible things happen; gets a last chance at being in the Bureau: somebody is trying to create another Jhon, and he needs to seduce him to get evidence of his experiments and if that doesn't work he gets to show him the creature to entice him.
Thats how the two of them met, and thats how a creature and a human showed that your actions are what makes you a monster or not.
The pain in Jhon felt so real that it broke my heart everytime, thank god he found Harry who treated him like a person and not a thing. Lovely read! ❤
Jhon is a creature who was brought back from the dead, he doesn't have memories, he doesn't know who or what he is, and most importantly he doesn't know if he was/is bad or good. The Bureau took him from his original creator, studied him, hurted him and then put him in a cell without reason, because Jhon didn't do anything wrong.
Harry, a guy who tried to be an agent but was turned down because he's just too good in his heart to be in cases were horrible things happen; gets a last chance at being in the Bureau: somebody is trying to create another Jhon, and he needs to seduce him to get evidence of his experiments and if that doesn't work he gets to show him the creature to entice him.
Thats how the two of them met, and thats how a creature and a human showed that your actions are what makes you a monster or not.
The pain in Jhon felt so real that it broke my heart everytime, thank god he found Harry who treated him like a person and not a thing. Lovely read! ❤
February 4, 2022
I love these short books by Kim Felding in the bureau series. This one I would give 4.25 stars.
Set an alternative history in the 1950s, this story revolves around Harry, a failed bureau applicant, and John, the "monster."
The Creature is inspired by Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, which is mentioned several times in the book.
Set an alternative history in the 1950s, this story revolves around Harry, a failed bureau applicant, and John, the "monster."
The Creature is inspired by Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, which is mentioned several times in the book.
February 3, 2021
Even though the first story was my favorite, I gave this 5 stars because it was heart breaking and very satisfying. It was definitely another one that stuck with me til now.
February 21, 2021
This is the saddest thing I’ve read in a while.
John’s story really put me emotionally through the wringer. He’s called ‘it’...a creature and a monster, but he’s anything but.
What other hope do I have but you? And I do hope. I feel...My heart doesn’t beat, but it aches
John and Harry are so perfect for each one. They are two beautiful individuals who have been abused and are so very lonely, so why not get together and create their own happiness? I loved Harry’s kind and protective nature, which was exactly what John needed.
I’m glad the author is adding more pages to this series, primarily because I’m addicted, but also because it allows for more relationship development, which we got here.
I loved that Harry realized his worth and gained a sense of purpose, despite being shit on his entire life. I loved that John grew stronger and “more human” just from being tended to. Loved that John got to experience all the simple things he believed was nothing more than unattainable musings. Who would’ve thought a zombie could be so dreamy?
John’s story really put me emotionally through the wringer. He’s called ‘it’...a creature and a monster, but he’s anything but.
What other hope do I have but you? And I do hope. I feel...My heart doesn’t beat, but it aches
John and Harry are so perfect for each one. They are two beautiful individuals who have been abused and are so very lonely, so why not get together and create their own happiness? I loved Harry’s kind and protective nature, which was exactly what John needed.
I’m glad the author is adding more pages to this series, primarily because I’m addicted, but also because it allows for more relationship development, which we got here.
I loved that Harry realized his worth and gained a sense of purpose, despite being shit on his entire life. I loved that John grew stronger and “more human” just from being tended to. Loved that John got to experience all the simple things he believed was nothing more than unattainable musings. Who would’ve thought a zombie could be so dreamy?
May 18, 2018
How do you define what a monster is? is the theme of this series. This third installment is set in an alternate reality in the 1950s where a motel room for the night costs eight dollars. Each of the stories so far has looked at the question of what makes someone a monster from a different angle. ‘Creature’ is the one I found most difficult to read, maybe because it is the most extreme case of a “monster” as defined by the Bureau of Trans-Species Affairs. To me there was nothing monstrous about the man who calls himself John. In my mind it was the people who imprisoned and tortured him whose humanity is questionable at best. Between John and Harry – the would-be agent who is told to use John as bait to catch a man attempting to conquer death – this story turned into a fascinating character study as well as a suspenseful adventure.
Please find my full review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Please find my full review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
May 8, 2018
A really terrific addition to Kim Fielding’s Bureau series. Beautiful love story emulating the classic Frankenstein’s lonely monster. Set in Portland eight years after WWII. Very atmospheric and reflective of the era. Loved it.
May 26, 2018
I liked this one a lot. I've enjoyed this entire series so far. This one, though . . . Maybe it's just the well-developed atmosphere, but it just seemed really, really sad. I'm glad it all worked out in the end, but it made my heart hurt getting there.
August 17, 2024
I've always felt sympathetic and protective of the "creature" in its many variations and forms through books and movies over the years. This was no different. Gut-wrenching and bone-deep is the best way to describe it. My soul hurt for John, and Harry. Let's not forget the wonder that is Harry. The ultimate maker of John, by shear love alone. God I loved it. Wrap it around a good plot and you have another exceptional Bureau tale. Btw, the Bureau isn't the end-all here. Keeping John locked in a basement for years after experimentation with knives and prods and God knows what else. Shit rolls downhill at the Bureau too.😡 So, we know the Bureau isn't a total beam of light in the darkness. It has it's demons (no pun intended - sorry Ten!)🐦🔥💜
***** ginormous stars
***** ginormous stars
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