This was quite an exceptional and intriguing story and one I thoroughly enjoyed reading. Miranda needs help; while she secretly wants to embrace the Lifestyle, she has a lot of doubts and fears to come to terms with. Keegan is a therapist and helps Miranda through exposure therapy, but then the doctor-client relationship is jeopardized when love enters the equation. I enjoyed reading this book and if this is your particular genre, then I would have no hesitation in recommending it.
Given Keegan’s personal interest in the Lifestyle, he has the insight to deal with BDSM-related challenges better than most therapists, but everything about Miranda screams help me and it sparks Keegan’s protective instincts. Miranda isn’t sure she can live without BDSM, but she also doesn’t think she can live with it either. Anxiety, depression and fear are holding Miranda back, all a result of her upbringing. Miranda wants Keegan to help her to be herself. While Keegan wants to challenge Miranda he doesn’t want to push her too hard, but where does the line between BDSM therapy end and true submission begin. Working with Miranda is obviously going to bring up a lot of emotions and she needs to learn that Keegan might push her boundaries sometimes, but will never ask for more than she is willing to give. Miranda just has to trust Keegan and he needs to be able to trust himself with her. Taking the exposure therapy one step further, Keegan takes Miranda into a private room to practice; it felt like a commitment of sorts, but Miranda trusts Keegan. In fact, Miranda is reacting too strongly to him and he has difficulty maintaining separation between the personal and the professional; he is letting his own desire for her override his duties as her therapist. Miranda knows Keegan has improved her confidence and won her trust, but has he officially crossed the line? When Miranda and Keegan have a BDSM date for real, Miranda never thought she would dare do this, but despite her excitement she is also terrified; what if she cannot handle it? Keegan likes the fact that Miranda is nervous, that she dares to step outside of her comfort zone and is willing to trust him, but Keegan couldn’t have known that his words would send Miranda into a panic attack. Realising that he is a bad influence on Miranda, Keegan breaks up with her for her own good; it is the hardest thing he has ever had to do, even if it was the right thing. 3-months later after working with a new therapist, Miranda is back at the Club and runs into Keegan. Even though Miranda hated him for what he did, she knows he was looking out for her in his own way. Keegan didn’t walk away because he didn’t care; he walked away because he cared too much and this was about her, not him. But pushing Miranda away was as much about punishing himself as protecting her. Keegan had wanted Miranda to be safe and not to be stuck with someone like him, but it was him that had helped her find herself, him that gave her the strength to stand up to her mother, him that made her see another therapist, him she fell in love with. For the first time since he walked away, Miranda felt alive; she is stronger now and Keegan was the push she needed to take control of her desires. A copy of this book was provided to me with no requirements for a review. I voluntarily read this book and my comments here are my honest opinion.