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284 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 17, 2018
I liked the way he backed down when I was right. I liked other things about being around him, too. I liked the way he’d look at me, but look away as soon as I noticed. I liked that I didn’t feel the need to be on my best behavior. I could let down my defenses some. It felt safe to be my messy self with Abe.
A lump rose in Abe’s throat and he clenched his hands into fists beneath the table. He hadn’t said the things he wanted to say in a long time. He hadn’t let anything matter in an even longer time. The things that mattered were the things that could cause pain.
People told him he didn’t have anything to be guilty about. But it didn’t matter if that was true. Abe felt the need to atone. So he did. Every day.
"Hey, it's going to be okay." I didn't know what was upsetting him so badly, but I figured it would probably turn out okay.
He didn't look at me but shook his head. "When? When will it be okay?"
I swallowed, the hurt in his voice reaching down through my ears and pinching my own heart.