In this book, the author of ‘Eat Club’ tackles some deep issues around marital problems, midlife existential angst, and the long shadow of sexual abuse. The book is divided into two sections. The first half focuses on the disintegration of the protagonist’s marriage, including the estrangement from her husband and the concern about her children. In the second half, the heroine embarks on a retreat on the island of Stromboli to find herself. This part focuses on the journey of the various retreat participants who struggle not only with their issues but also with the offerings of the self-proclaimed guru who is guiding the retreat. I picked up this book because I wanted to read something from a Dutch author. I had seen the movies based on Saskia Noort’s book and thought that this would be another psychological thriller. However, this was something much deeper. This book epitomises the quest for meaning that many people experience in the modern world. The protagonists search for answers, her alienation from her familiar world, and her attempts to fill the void with anything from drinking, to casual sex, to fake spirituality feel very familiar. This book is a bit like Michel Houellebecq’s Elementary Particles without the male focus and accompanying misogynism. There was a bit of men-bashing in the beginning, but this evolved into something more nuanced in the second half of the book. In addition to the quest for meaning in life, the book also tackles the subtle ways in which sexual abuse can create long-lasting problems for victims that may not even be obvious to the victims themselves. This is portrayed with much empathy and insight and carries an important message. Some of the subtleties of language may have been lost on me because my command of Dutch is a bit limited. For me, the book was readable, at times humorous, and at times very touching. It's a great book if you're going through a tough time and want to find something relatable to read.