When I heard the premise for this book, I was really excited. I’ve been really into the second chance romance especially when it features an estranged married couple that comes back together again. They tend to be full of delicious drama, hurt, angst and misunderstanding between the couple especially when there’s unrequited love on the one side, and this book exactly all the that and some other things thrown in there to add flair to the story. I really enjoyed it, and I did tear up just like I thought I would just something was missing that I didn’t get the full blown feels like I was expecting. I don’t know exactly what it was, but it was something, which was why I couldn’t give this a five stars.
This story was fraught with emotion from the very beginning. Skye was broken-hearted and hurt over the state of her marriage especially when she found out about the circumstances surrounding her marriage. I didn’t blame her for feeling the way she did, and how much she had loved Matteo, but only married her for access to a hotel that her family owned. It hurt her. Bad. And she didn’t want to be in a marriage when she felt she was unwanted and unloved. She had enough in her life and she didn’t need anymore. And once she found out she was pregnant, that just really set things into motion with ending her marriage.
Then they had a battle and the butted heads about ending their marriage especially when Matteo learned that she was pregnant. He never put his heart out there while she did, and it was hard to witness because her love for him was very clear and she wasn’t getting it back. Their relationship tended to focus on the passion side instead of the emotional side, not until much later anyway. It was an uphill battle and a fight.
There were some tender moments between them as they worked through their marriage. They had some little romantic moments here and there, which were really sweet. Matteo showed his tender loving care in his own way. He got to know her, and really started to understand why she felt the way she felt about the marriage, and how unfair he had been to her. I wish they discussed more about her childhood in more detail which shaped why she kept resisting this second chance they were given and kept him at arm’s length for quite awhile. Then I think he would have understood fully then and see where she was coming from. He knew she didn’t have a happy childhood, but he didn’t know the extent or her feelings on that. I wish it was more explored so I could see them connecting more on a mental level.
I think what really touched me the most was when Matteo basically groveled and put his heart and soul into that declaration. It was beautiful. It was heartbreaking. It was breathtaking. It was touching. Just so much emotion was in that scene when he put all his feelings out on the table, and I really loved that. I really could see where his heart was in that moment, and just how much it was breaking him that she was leaving him for the final time. It crushed him. I don’t think I have read a hero that broken up over losing his girl, the love of his lie. I may have been unsure, a little bit, about his feelings in the beginning, but at this moment I was totally sure that he was totally in love with her, and it was beautiful to see. This really was a bittersweet moment, but he didn’t fail to impress with this moment and later on where he poured out his soul again when they were reunited once more.
Overall it was a good story. It could have been a little more angsty for my liking, and there could have been more exploration of the pain of her past not only in her marriage but her childhood as well, but it was nice little romance between Matteo and Skye. They went through the emotional wringer to work through their marriage and get it back on track. It was a struggle, but they learned how important they were to each other and how much they needed each other in each other’s lives especially on Matteo’s part. He did some major groveling, romantic gestures, and poured out his heart and soul to Skye, and it was heartbreaking to watch because his heart was breaking that she was leaving him. He impressed me at the end. He really did. He ripped out my heart just like his heart was ripped out. It was breathtakingly beautiful. I really appreciated that. I really enjoyed it and will probably will reread it again sometime in the future.