British girl Dara loves nothing more than being the center of attention, and has her sights set on Hollywood. When she gets no part in the school musical, however, she has to rethink everything. Did she not get the part because she was adopted from Cambodia, so doesn't look like Maria von Trapp? Or was there another reason? She won't accept that she's a terrible actress, so she just can't figure it out. In the meantime, there are other dramas going on. She and her younger sister Georgia (adopted from Russia) loathe each other, and have to share a room, so Dara does all she can to make Georgia miserable. Then at school, Dara's best friend Lacey is resentful whenever Dara does something without her, to the point at which Dara is rethinking what a best friend is. Then there's Cambodia. She says she doesn't think about it, but she does. She wonders about her past, and about why she never sees any Cambodian faces in movies or advertising. When the chance comes up either to go to Cambodia or to take drama lessons, she has a tough choice to make.
A lot of this drove me nuts, probably deliberately--the pointless doodles on every page, Dara's ridiculous vocalizations, the changes in font size--but it does mimic the urgency of kids' feelings. Dara was difficult to like for quite a while, though she did warn readers in a prologue about that, and becoming more thoughtful and mindful does make her much nicer. What I liked about this was having representation of someone in Dara's position, and all the myriad thoughts that run through her mind. She really does think about it a lot, and her family is really helpful as Dara tries to figure out what's really important to her. I think a lot of kids will love seeing themselves in this, and others will learn a lot about what it might feel like for someone adopted from another country, especially if they are of a different ethnicity. And the older brother, Felix, was just amazing--I wish I'd had a brother like that! I did find the ending unbelievable, but overall I really liked this.