Military Sexual Trauma is a serious condition and it affects so many of us today. As an MST sufferer, I wrote this to let you know that you are not alone and we will fight this together. The biggest betrayal one can have is not from those you don’t know and trust, but it only comes from those we put our lives on the line for. The ones that swore to protect us and watch our backs are the ones that are daggering us and firing bullets so deep, we sometimes never recover. The ones that survive just learn to deal with each day as they approach. MST has ruined and continues to ruin so many lives by being swept under the rug and pretending it’s a normal part of our service to our country. The war being fought is not with al-Qaida or ISIS but with ourselves. Some of us live to survive others Survive to live while plenty is resting in peace. The names of the characters in this book are fictitious to conceal their identity, but the story is true; here is my story.