We girls. Afraid of the wrong things, at the wrong times. Afraid of a burned face, when outside, outside waiting for you are fires you cannot imagine. Men, holding matches up to your gasoline eyes. Flames, flames all around you, licking at your just-born breasts, your just-bled body. And infernos. Infernos as wide as the world. Waiting to impoverish you, make you ash, and even the wind, even the wind. Even the wind, my dear, she thought, watching you burn, willing it, passing over you, and through you. Scattering you, because you are a girl, and because you are ash. — Shobha Rao, Girls Burn Brighter
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Shobha Rao’s “Girls Burn Brighter” should come with a warning, besides what’s summed up in the synopsis, it’s a very difficult one to digest. One of the most difficult books I’ve ever read. What these two girls go through are unfathomable and so frightening. It may be a fiction, but we know that these occurrences are actually happening around the world, it’s absolutely heartbreaking. This novel is almost perfect, almost, but the last third of it kind of ruined from being a five-star for me. Before I go on about the book, I want to mention couple things. I am grateful for Rao for writing such an incredible novel, as difficult it maybe, this novel touches on many urgent issues facing women today — domestic abuse, rape, human trafficking, immigration, and feminism. And also, I read variety of novels to fully experience wide spectrum of human endeavors, across different continents, and it delivered. This novel made me realize that I’m a human and was able to feel for these girls. It’s novels like this that makes me realize importance of reading, especially reading novels by POC authors.
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I don’t want to dwell too much on what exactly happens in the novel, it’s too difficult to articulate & write. In this dark, devastating, and heart-wrenching novel, alternating between two village girls Poornima & Savitha, two main characters of the novel in India, forges an unexpected friendship. Savitha works for Poornima’s dad, and he crosses an unthinkable boundary; then next day, she is missing. Poornima is off to marry a guy from a different village, whom she’s never met, and the in-laws make her life one living hell. And after couple of years, Poornima runs way to find Savitha. And during that time period, we learn about all the horrendous things Savitha goes through and was sold off to America. Determined to find Savitha, Poornima herself goes through many horrendous things, also eventually ending up in America after finding out that Savitha is there. There is lot happening in this novel, slow and suspenseful, these two girls don’t give up on the hope that burns within them and hope that they’ll find each one day. I’m so glad that they had each other, no matter the distance, it gave them the courage & hope to carry in their difficult lives.
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It is a dark, difficult read, it is unbearably painful. Almost perfect, it started out really strong, but started to fall apart in the last third part of the book and ending didn’t live up to its strong beginning. But I am so grateful for this reading experience and to be living in America. I know our country have its own painful issues we need to address; but in many aspects, we have a choice & option, even though the government act like we don’t, UGH! But we can have our voices heard, we can fight, we can march, and we can vote! It is so hard to fathom what thousands & millions of girls endure in other parts of the world. I hope that we continue to fight for equality, not just for the people in America, but for those around the country! This novel isn’t going to be everyone, especially the faint-hearted, but I hope that you’ll give a chance to hear the voices from girls that otherwise might not have if it wasn’t written for them.
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What really broke my heart is that these girls accepted their fates & took responsibilities for the their futures. They don’t consider themselves as victims & don’t point fingers at others. Even during the darkest times at the darkest corners of the world, they kept fighting & not giving up on hopes. Smart & courageous, just imagine all the possibilities of what they could become if they were born into a different family, culture, or country and just given the opportunities to pursue their dreams & reach their full potentials! Heartbreaking...