When I began to read Susan Minot's "Rapture", I was quite taken aback with the opening paragraph, which simply opens to a scene of oral sex being performed. To be honest, I was about to lay the book down and choose another, but I was persistent, I was determined to make it through. As I began to get deeper into the book, I began to see Minot's talent at portraying not the scenery or dialogue, but almost creating a world out of the thoughts and memories of the two lovers/main characters. The story essentially takes place in one day, one shared moment, yet the thoughts of the lovers in that moment allow the reader to trace their story to this moment. And it is the story in the memories that make the novel, make the central moment, everything it is.
Susan Minot has written a variety of different books and short story collections, and I chose her novel "Rapture". As stated above, the bluntness and quite graphic opening did deter me from continuing, yet once the focus shifted from the sexual to the mental, I was instantly enthralled. The thoughts of the male, Benjamin, and the female, Kay, seemed to be honest and real in an almost beautiful way. The main characters were damaged, heavily so. Benjamin was a man who had been with another woman, Vanessa, for over a decade, yet he was also entangled with Kay, who he met while shooting a film. Yet during the majority of the book, Minot painted the scenario as one of beauty, not of guilt. She basically excused Benjamin’s behavior, something women tend to do when the man they love hurts them. Minot summed up what every human being feels at certain times: “Something in his body knew she was going to change things” (Minot 10).
It was that newness that attracted them to each other. Minot paints Benjamin’s relationship with his girlfriend Vanessa as one that traps him, makes him too familiar with the mundane; paints it as routine. Kay, the “other woman” broke that, was fascinating. Yet as they went on, Minot begins to show how the familiarity sinks in, how the pain begins to wear on the characters. As their memories of their lives begin to get more painful and broken, the current moment in which they are remembering becomes less intimate. The memories where they were separated and where Kay denied him access to her were broken up by a sentence on the current moment, namely how separate Benjamin was from what Kay was doing to him.
All of this basically boils down to Minot’s technique in writing this novel. I found her style very interesting and found the way she described Kay and Benjamin made them appear really broken, and really somewhat unlikeable, yet I believe that is what she desired all along. Because while they were pretty unlikeable, they were very relatable. Every human speculates about the other potential prospects the world holds for them, and very few go out and pursue it. Benjamin does, and while he appears to enjoy it, Minot also allows the reader into his thoughts, into where he houses his doubts.
It is those doubts shared by both Kay and Benjamin that makes them human. It is that humanity with which Minot creates this story, this moment, that made the novel so beautiful. Sure, the moment they shared was recklessly formed, yet the memories and their thoughts made the moment what Minot was trying to make it-one last chance, one more shot. Even if it would never again happen, it was theirs, just like the memories, just like their thoughts. This novel was extremely human, and raw, and because of that brash honesty, I enjoyed it more than I thought I would.