I received a copy of this book as an ARC from the author because she is nice, and I wanted to read it. No special consideration was given to this book because of that, or because we are friendly on assorted social media platforms. Any stars the author got from me she earned the hard way. I respect her time, and effort too much to bullshit her with false praise.
It was a beautiful Sunday, and I was spending the day at the pond looking for something to hold my interest when I remembered this book. I started it not sure if it would hold my interest, and I was hooked almost immediately. I am from a different part of New England, the Maine coast, as opposed to Massachusetts, but there was a lot in this book that rang true to where I come from. I think the author nailed the tension between some of the more traditional values, and the more progressive ideals. This was a region settled by Puritans, but it has always been a region known for a deep sense of individualism, and a respect for personal privacy, and the right to live on your own terms. It has always made for some odd tensions, and I love how well the author captured that feeling.
The characters were well drawn, and I appreciated that Jed was religious, but in the more personal way that so many people are religious here. I appreciated that his issues didn't arise from a conflict with his sexuality, and his personal faith, but were more about himself, and his family, and community. I loved that, even though he was shy, he wasn't the stereotypical timid virgin. He was sexually confidant, and passionate, and I loved that about him. I found Connor to be an equally interesting character, and I could understand how he still carried the baggage from his younger years with him. How he still, in some ways, saw himself as the boy he used to be. I understood his anger, and his insecurity, but I appreciated how he didn't let that rule him, and I love the life he made for himself. The balance between the two was nice, and I liked how much of the story was about them getting to know, and understand each other, and it wasn't about one of them saving or fixing the other.
The plot was nicely done, and I liked that it wasn't just about Jed and Connor, but about their families and their community as well. The secondary cast added a lot to the story, and I really liked Connor's models. I appreciated that they were real people, and that the photography and modeling was treated as a real job, and not a fantasy. I thought the conflict was nicely nuanced, and not nearly as simple as I feared it could be. I loved that this story gave all of it's characters the room to grow, and change, and it didn't feel like anyone was a stock hero or villain. The ending was nicely done, and it really fit the feeling, and the mood of the story. A happy ending, but one without miracle saves, or too much sap. I'm so happy I got a chance to read this one early.