This was like super super super well-written? Like, if this is how debuts are going to be for 2018, I might be finally able to break my rating slump because this was super good. It was raw and real and just exactly all the heartbreak and emotion that I thought it was going to be.
To explain the book, you have to think of it not as a linear format. I like to think of it as a collection of moments in these people's lives brought together in a bridge collapse. We have two things going on at the same time - the aftermath of a huge disaster and delving into what brought our characters to this exact moment in their lives. It's little vignettes with the tension of these characters' loved ones' fate in the balance. It might not be for everyone since it does have moments of slow going and in-depth characterization focuses instead of just vrooming through the answers of the characters, but it was well-executed, timed well, and gave a good balance of the backstory and the presence. Everything was kind of timed perfectly, and I'm so insanely jealous of this???? WHY I CAN'T DO THAT? *forever crying*
The characters were all super intriguing and well done as well. I had two clear favorites, and they were Alexa and Skyler. I loved them dearly. Both of them were achingly real and raw and I felt their emotions with them. I most connected with Alexa, and I literally was going, you go, girl, I feel you the entire book. She was lost, and I just wanted her to be found so badly. Both girls were exceedingly strong and their voices were clear and realistic. I also found their stories to be the most captivating.
Scott was okay. I think he kind of got the short end of the stick when it came to the end since the story focused a lot more on Alexa, Jason, and Skyler at the end. I did enjoy parts of his story, though, and I was into it for the most part. I kind of wanted a bit more resolution for him. I hated Jason for like 3/4 of the novel, but I mean, I did understand his point of view and the fact that he was suffering and had a right to be. I guess I was just so deep with Alexa that I projected my feelings for Jason from her. But I think his character was still done wonderfully and he had all the little dynamics and flaws that was good for a character. I just kind of had a -_- face on him for a long time. Morgan was okay, too.
The other side characters were intriguing, too, and I can pretty much name almost all the side characters - and there were many - because they were so dynamic and stood out. Kyle was intriguing and I loved Kate, Skyler's sister. I was really impressed with this since I tend to forget like everyone but the main characters and the trusty, funny sidekick. XD
The writing was very good as well. The tone felt like such a pro storyteller format, and I was just super impressed. I feel like this is a story that was just meant to be narrated and it gave it a cool feeling - but maybe too cool because I was never completely sucked into the story to get my crying game on. However, at times, I did feel quite detached from the story. This story isn't one for warm and fuzzies, but I just wanted...well, a bit more of a strong emotional pull to it than what I was getting. I just didn't get to the emotional level even though I was invested in the storyline and characters.
Also, maybe study your Massachusetts' map because I felt so clueless with all the mentions about the places in it, lol???
P.S. no instalove!!!! Just truly deep and well developed love.
This was a great read, and I devoured it in pretty much 24 hours straight. The writing was fantastic, I truly enjoyed some of the characters, and the format did the story well. I did feel detached from the story at parts and I kind of really didn't like one of the characters, but it was still a really enjoyable read. Lawson provided a fantastic debut, and if he keeps writing contemporaries like this, I definitely think I'm going to keep reading them for a long time. 4 crowns and an Ariel rating!