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After moving to Mexico with her parents, Winter Gutan had been hoping the local alternative medicine doctor would cure her mother’s illness. When her mother does not survive his controversial treatments, Winter’s life spirals in despair. Her father, a software engineer, insists his computer program, Fractalistic, will enable them to communicate with her mother’s spirit. But as his sanity begins to slip, Winter confides in her friend Rafa, a computer wizard, who tells her he’s found information about using fractal technology to treat false memories—nothing paranormal about it, leaving Winter confused and without hope. Will she lose her mother forever?

Suspecting her dad is hiding a deep secret, Winter runs Fractalistic behind his back, unveiling a sea of computer-generated imagery swirling on the screen. Her mother appears to her…begging for help! But is this all just Winter’s imagination?

Fractalistic may enable Winter to communicate with her deceased mother, but it might also unleash more mysterious memories buried within Winter’s mind. To figure it all out, Winter must hack into her father’s system to uncover a horrifying truth...or remain in the dark forever.

308 pages, Kindle Edition

Published July 9, 2019

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Gerardo Delgadillo

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Originally from San Francisco and raised in Mexico, former DJ, currently software architect by day and wordsmith whenever-is-possible, Gerardo Delgadillo writes about teens venturing into México or living in México. He has lived the life he writes about in his YA contemporary novels and loves to show México from an insider's perspective—the rich culture, mercados, tacos callejeros, futbol, and a lot more, intertwining as much Español as his editors allow him to.

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Author 20 books4,367 followers
March 2, 2020
The title and the cover of this book are the initial reasons someone would feel compelled to pick it up and learn more. I say that because it's eye-catching and pushes a person to wonder more deeply what it could be about. Would there be the potential for science-fiction or fantastical elements? I had little knowledge of the subject matter of fractals, but I was familiar with the author's work, as I've read (and very much enjoyed) two of his other books. I assumed the tale would have something to do with a 'broken' young adult and that it would focus on Mexican heritage (based on cover and past styles -- the author excels in these settings)! But what I read was so much more... and I'm excited to share my thoughts on it today.

Winter, ~17ish American girl, moves to Mexico with her parents, searching for a cure for her mother's illness. Unfortunately, it doesn't work, and her mother passes away. Winter and her father struggle to overcome the pain and loss. The book starts after the death, so we learn much of this in back story. The struggle is clear and obvious through the lack of words and emotion, brittle arguments, and abrasive moments between the two characters -- all done in a beautiful and heartfelt way. Winter then meets some new friends at school, something she was reluctant to allow because the last time she trusted her friends, they all abandoned her when her mother had gotten sick. She's been through a lot, but she is strong and pushes through the swirl around her. Winter is a fine balance of a young girl in need of love and guidance and a soon-to-be adult who is mature beyond her years.

Delgadillo lets us stir in confusion for a little while, trying to understand the mysterious fractals that her father is working on. All we know is that they are a way to communicate with his deceased wife, Winter's mom. They both want to see her again, whether it's real or spiritual, but we can clearly tell it's affecting them differently. Her father is angry and forceful to get Winter on board with trying harder to connect with her mom. We think he's being too aggressive, but there are reasons beyond what we know at the time. This is where we feel the fantastical elements, and it's a startling and beautiful moment of bliss and pain -- what if it actually works?

By midway, Winter's developed friends, even a boyfriend of sorts. He has his own issues. It's with her new best girl friend that Winter finds an intriguing connection, as her mother is also interested in the research Winter's father is conducting. We see the relationships grow among each of the people in Winter's life, all the while knowing something else is going on beyond what we've been told. It's not easy to figure out, and when it hits you about 75% through the book, you'll stop and need to take a breath. Our beloved characters are far worse off than we realized, but we feel even more enamored with them, hoping they can make the fractals work.

Delgadillo tells a poignant story. With several parts using Spanish (and enough English translations in the text to make the points clear), we have a different layer to the story. It's not just a typical family we might know; it's a family with different cultural beliefs, heritages, stories, and interpretations of life and death. I loved seeing these aspects in the book, as I felt it made the story even stronger. Winter is not a typical young adult, but in many ways, she is exactly the type of kid we've all seen somewhere along the path. Take away the science-fiction and 'death' turbulence in her life, she is going through all the normal things teenagers do... relocation, making new friends, dating a boy/girl for the first time, dealing with parental issues, etc.

Kudos to Delgadillo for a multi-dimensional story with tons of emotional peaks that will make you quite glad you took a chance on this one!
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6,815 reviews631 followers
May 21, 2019
Her family had hoped for a miracle when they moved to Mexico, hoped that the alternative medicine offered there would save her mother’s life, but Winter and her father were left alone, heartbroken and engulfed in a sea of grief. Now the seventeen-year-old and her software engineer father would find themselves disconnected from each other, except for the hope that his program, FRACTALISTIC would allow them to communicate with her mother from “beyond.” Was this the ravings of a man losing his grip on reality or would Winter truly be able to “talk” with her mother again? Or could there be something more to this high tech wizardry that her father isn’t sharing?

How many times have you wished for one more chance to be with a loved one who has left this life? Winter has made friends and begun to piece her life back together, but her father seems obsessed with his program, with communicating with his wife. And he is determined that Winter will, too, but if it works, what will she discover? With the help of a computer savvy friend, she will learn there is truth to her father’s words, but not what she was expecting…

Gerardo Delgadillo has done more than create a tale of technology, he has created a tale of salvation, of finding truths suppressed within Winter and he has done so in a brilliant and entertaining way for readers of all ages. He has told a tale of friendships, grief and the healing of a family in crisis.

Let this tale reel you in page by page as the hidden becomes revealed and your heart strings are pulled. What starts as a teen attempting to rebuild her life in a foreign country turns into so much more and Gerardo Delgadillo’s powerful imagination turns those pages into a powerful tale of life and the things we do for love.

I received a complimentary ARC edition from Gerardo Delgadillo!

Publisher: The Parliament House; PublishDrive edition (July 9, 2019)
Publication Date: July 9, 2019
Genre: YA
Print Length: 308 pages
Available from: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
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Author 3 books77 followers
May 24, 2018
I read an early version of this book, and LOVED it. So well done, with fascinating family dynamics, great emotion, and some cool science to top it all off.
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August 22, 2019
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Fractalistic was YA contemporary that revolved around Winter’s life after losing her mother. I will not limit it to just contemporary as there was good portion of book related to fractal theory and experiment so one can call it mix of Si-Fi, contemporary and romance. It was about grief, coping with loss of loved ones, shock and depression that affect mind and alters memory and behavior, trying to bring closure and move on in life.

Characters-

Winter was great in this book. Her voice was realistic, emotional and touching. I could feel her and could empathize with her. I and she are really opposite- I will not hesitate to confront anybody if I felt they were hiding something or lying. So I actually wanted to shake her a little and tell her to go ahead girl and find out the truth asap. But I could also understand her love for her father. Her development was gradual and like the way she cope with fears and grief and strength to face the horrible truth.

I liked secondary characters in the book. They all were great. They all tried to help her, lifted her spirit, made her to see the world she thought she will never like after leaving America, helped to see her mom and to find out, what really was happening with her, and loved her unconditionally.

What I liked-

The title and cover was eye-catching. I didn’t know anything about fractal theory before reading this book. It was interesting to see how it was used here in story.

Fractalistic was written from Winter’s perspective. Writing was amazing, easy to follow, page-turning, and description of characters and setting was vivid. The small Mexican town, language and life-style was lovely. I have read previous book by author so I knew there will be Spanish in the book. I cannot read it, of course, but those sentences were translated in English so it was relief for me.

Book started with Winter describing sadness and grief engulfed her house after losing her mother, her angst and frustration of new place and culture that she didn’t feel connected to after leaving America, her worry for her father who was obsessed with IFVI, fractal app he invented, whose sanity was slipping and was not loving her the way he used to.

But when she attended academy, made new friends, she got to know more about IFVI and other secrets. What was her dad hiding, why he was lying to her or so secretive about his app, were her friends genuinely trying to help her or there’s some hidden agenda? Was that app really working, helping to see her mom or was it all her imagination?

First few chapters were disjointed. I could not correlate them with each other- fractals used to communicate with her mother, then she got to know it was used to treat false memory, Julia insisting her to drink tea while watching fractal that sounded fishy, her dad’s horrible behavior towards her friends and then Chucho the dog and Misifus-cat. Lot was happening and I didn’t have clue where this was going, who to trust. Because of it I first thought I will rate it 4.

But as I read more, I could see it was meant feel disjointed, it was written in that style to show the mental status of Winter, the way she processed things. It all made sense when one by one I got answers to all question, fog of confusion lifted and horror of truth and reality was revealed.

I liked to read Winter’s relation with other characters– her father, Rafa, Julia, Bel and her dog and that Misifus cat. All these relations evolved beautifully throughout the book. It was first complicated, there was secrets, mistrust and fights but as I read more I could see it strengthening gradually. Young love of Rafa and Winter was quite cute. It was not the strongest, but I like to read this portion. It gave breathing space between depressing and poignant story of Winter.

Turns in the book was nicely placed. I could guess what might have happened after 40% of the book but I was curious to see how it happened and how Winter was going to discover it. End was satisfactory and liberating. I liked this even more than my previous books by the same author.

Overall, it was emotional poignant and heartfelt YA contemporary and those who has suffered loss will feel it intensely. I surely recommend this book.

*** Note: I received e-copy of this book from the author, in exchange for an honest review. ***
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5,010 reviews597 followers
July 9, 2019
Since reading Bacon Pie, which Gerardo Delgadillo wrote with Candace Robinson, I’ve been eager to read more of the author’s work. Bacon Pie was such a fun read, the two authors worked together so well, and I wanted to see what the author was capable alone. Although I have Summerlypse on my Kindle, Fractalistic appealed to me more. It seemed to have a science-fiction air surrounding it, and I have a big weakness for science-fiction.

I want to make it known this is not a science-fiction read. It sounds like it could be, but it’s very much a young adult contemporary. It wasn’t quite what I was looking for due to this, but it was a story that had me turning the pages to see how everything came together.

At first, I was a bit worried about this one. The story felt disjointed, it seemed to be bouncing around a lot, and I was worried about what this meant. It turns out, it’s a vital part of the story. In fact, it’s a choice made in the style of storytelling. When I realised this, I became more intrigued.

Within Fractalistic, we have what you expect from a young adult contemporary. There is the drama and angst, the romance and friendship, and the story dealing with a very real topic. I’m extremely picky about my young adult contemporary reads and found this one wasn’t quite to my taste. Things were dealt with a bit too quick and easy for my liking, it didn’t quite have the depth I like, but it kept me turning the pages. Thus, I can clearly see how this would appeal to many readers of the genre. It ticks all the boxes for lovers of the genre, and it’s an easy to read book that keeps you hooked.

Although Fractalistic wasn’t what I’d expected, it was a fun quick read.
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Author 5 books105 followers
July 10, 2019
I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Winter Gutan and her parents moved to Mexico seeking an alternative medicine remedy to her mother's illness. When the treatments fail, Winter finds herself trapped in a world with no mom; a world where her friends have stopped talking to her and her father takes an unhealthy interest in a computer program called Fractalistic, a program he says will help them communicate with her mother's spirit.

This book was a rollercoaster! I could not put it down! You expect a book about loss to have a lot of grief (and this book definitely does), but Delgadillo manages to cram so much into this story: hope, love, mystery, suspense, sadness. This story felt genuine and heartfelt as we bare witness to the effects of loss and how far we will go for a loved one. While the twists and turns will keep you guessing the entire time you're reading, the story is grounded in cautiously developed friendships that bring both peace and excitement to our young protagonists. In the end, this is a beautifully woven tale about saying goodbye and living on.

** trigger warnings for depression and suicide
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38 reviews1 follower
July 9, 2019
This book was amazing!!! I enjoyed every single part of it. It talks about the life of Winter and her father after her mother passed away. They live in a little town in Mexico where they moved from the States looking for an alternative cure for her mother.
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This book caught my attention from the beginning and I loved the fact that it has some expressions in Spanish (for me, being a Spanish speaker, it was amazing). The character are really well developed and every situation that happens to then generates more questions. It is those kind of books that you think you know what is going on, but after reading two more chapters, everything changes. It has a lot of twists and changes that help you stay hooked in the story. The book had a lot a concepts that made want to know more, so as I was reading I was searching in the internet to understand more. It is complex but not boring. Loved it from beginning to end.
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1,468 reviews9 followers
July 6, 2019
I loved this book! I loved everything about it!! The MC, Winter, is such a well developed character. I found myself so wrapped up in everything she was feeling, and going through. And Winter was dealing with an awful lot for a young girl. Then she met Rafa, who she was attracted to. I loved Rafa, i think everyone will love Rafa!! She also made friends with a girl from school named Julia. Winter really likes Julia, but then at times she’s not so sure she trusts her, or her mother.

I loved the whole concept of the fractals, it intrigued me throughout the story. Delgadillo was masterful the way he weaved together a story that dealt with so many issues, and brought in the fractals and a bit of mystery and even a little freakiness where Winter isn’t sure who to trust and weird things happen that freak her out. It just kept the plot moving at a nice steady pace, where you didn’t want to put the book down.

The beautifully, well-written characters had such a strong impact on the story, all of them. From the very strange to the very endearing, they all had a profound affect on me as i read the story. And the end will stay with me forever!! This is definitely a book i will read more than once, and i will be buying a copy for my library.
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520 reviews95 followers
July 25, 2019
I received a copy of this book from The Parliament House in exchange for an honest review. Thank you! In no way does this affect my rating or review.

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Content Warning: Death, Mental Health, Alcohol Abuse, Grief
It’s been a tough view for us since Mom died; it brought sorrow to our souls.
Not anymore.

A book like this is a unique find. Not only does the author have a recognizable voice, he weaves a bit of everything into these pages. Immediately, one will find that this book falls directly into categories that need more books in them! This YA read is set in Mexico, and features a culturally diverse cast, includes a decent amount of Spanish (with translations), and opens the doors to dive deeper into its surroundings and culture. While I wasn’t certain beforehand what this book was actually about, I was initially quite drawn by the title of this book. I haven’t come across anything quite like it, and thought, chyeah! It turns out that fractals are science/mathematical figures that are the key to Mr. Gutan’s computer program, Fractalistic. While there are some science”y” and mathematical references throughout this story, they weren’t overwhelming, nor did they overshadow the rest of the story with heavy jargon and details. Details that were necessary were given in the perfect amount of summation.

Winter Gutan is a teenager and the main protagonist, who recently moved to Mexico with her parents to find a doctor who could heal her mother. Sadly, her mother did not make it, and Winter has been dealing with her death since. The plotline focuses on this aspect in detail, and it continues to unfold as the story develops. Her process of healing could probably have been easier if her father hadn’t began abusing alcohol. Or, that she hadn’t actually seen her mother’s ghost since her passing.

Amidst this, Winter appears to be the typical teenage girl. Caught between two different cultures, she learns way of life for a teenager in Mexico, which are very different than back in the U.S. Winter makes friends and “allies,” in a way, to navigate the complex waters of adolescence. It was incredibly refreshing that all of the characters that are introduced have layers of depth in Fractalistic. Each story has a developed backstory that links to another story--which was very enjoyable to read.

Fractalistic reads like a standard young adult contemporary book, but definitely includes some unique twists and elements which definitely spices up this take on the genre, in my opinion. For someone that doesn’t typically read contemporary fiction, I found this vibe to be very palatable.

All-in-all, I really enjoyed Fractalistic. I thought it was unique, and did such a great job and incorporating a lot of real-world experiences while peppering in the fantastic. I also loved how the story ended on such a positive note, given the context. My only desire was that there was more explanation in how the fractals worked. But, in all reality, it may have just gone over my head.

Vulgarity: Minimal.
Sexual content: Kissing.
Violence: None.

My Rating: ★★★★

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71 reviews2 followers
June 8, 2019
My fav quote: "love and churros" 😄

Pros: This was a very interesting story. It incorporated art, technology, sports, mental disabilities/abilities, friendship, young love, plant science, American and Mexican cultures, and grief. Loved the idea of using visual fractals to stimulate the brain.

Cons: So this is written in first person. Sometimes I find books like this awkward with a lot of short sentences. This was one of them at certain points during the story. The author also would sometimes start a conversation then tell you how it ended instead of finishing it for the reader to stay engaged. I'm not sure if this was done to reduce the length but if I pick up a 300+ page book I'm not worried about reading a long book.

Even though it was a bit awkward, I would still recommend this book to anyone who likes reading young adult science fiction.

Note: I received this book for free from the author for an honest review.
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299 reviews44 followers
May 27, 2019
The first thing I’m going to write about, is how much I love that this book takes place in a small town in Mexico. I think I may have mentioned before that my husband, and therefore my kids, are Mexican, so the country and culture hold a very special place in my heart. Now knowing that all of Gerardo’s books take place there, means I definitely want to read more. Also, this book is fantastic– Fàcilmente cinqo de cinqo estrellas.

This story is a bit hard to catagorize. It’s easy to call it contemporary YA, but just one look at this beautiful cover reveals to the reader that there maybe spiritual or Sci-Fi elements as well, and they would be correct. There’s also a very sweet romance between our main character and a handsome young soccer player added into the mix too. See, it’s impossible to fit Fractalistic into one genre, and that is what makes it so special.

Additionally, the story is tragic but beautiful, and there is a very strong lesson here about mental illess and the unbearable grief it can bring to families. Any time an author highlights important issues in fiction, they get extra brownie points from me.

But it’s not all sad, there is a mystery to be solved, friendships are formed, and a family torn apart is brought together again. All against the backdrop of a small Mexican town, both the beautiful parts and the ugly.

I really enjoyed this book, and I think it would make a wonderful addition to anyone’s Summer reading list.

Rating… A+

*I received this ARC in exchange for an honest review
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1,030 reviews33 followers
June 14, 2019
I received a free e-ARC through NetGalley from the publishers at Parliament House Press. Trigger warnings: death, death of a parent, death of a spouse, suicide, drowning, severe illness, hospitals, mental illness, depression, trauma, grief, bullying.

Winter and her parents moved to Mexico hoping that the alternative treatments there would cure her mother’s illness, but months after her death, Winter and her father haven’t been able to recover. Her father is obsessed with his experiments with a computer program called Fractalistic, which he hopes will allow him to communicate with his dead wife. Worried about her father’s drinking and obsession, Winter confides in a boy at school, Rafa, who’s excellent with computers. He tells her that fractal technology has been used to treat false memory, and Winter is more confused than ever. When she runs the program behind her father’s back, she’s able to see and speak to her mother. Is it only Winter’s imagination, or is she truly communicating with her mother’s spirit? What other secrets could her father and Fractalistic be hiding?

This wasn’t as weird as I was hoping it would be, and since the weirdness of the description is what drew me to it, that was a major downfall of the novel for me. Despite the premise, there’s very little sense in the novel that supernatural things are happening (even when strange things are happening), so I wouldn’t go into Fractalistic looking for that. Instead, it’s a contemporary novel about grief, losing a parent, and struggles with various kinds of mental illness–which is by no means bad. However, I don’t think it delves deeply enough into the mental illness questions that it raises, and everything is smoothed over a little too neatly at the end. (It takes exactly one day to resolve something that I suspect would take a lot more time and treatment.)

If the novel is a little shallow on the mental illness representation, it’s equally so on the computer technology. I think it assumes readers are already familiar with it, and I never felt we had adequate explanation of what fractals even are or what fractal software is supposed to do. The writing is a little repetitive, and it returns often to the same descriptions for characters (she’s tall and has an accent, she speaks in broken English, etc.). Winter’s friendships happen quickly, but I enjoyed seeing female characters bonding on-page (even if Winter thinks a hundred times that she doesn’t trust Julia). I was less enthusiastic about the romance, but that’s me; Rafa’s a decent love interest and a believable teenage boy, so I’m sure it’s perfectly fine for people who enjoy romantic subplots.

My favorite part of the novel is the strong sense of place. Delgadillo’s Mexico is complex and full of lush descriptions, from its slums and big cities to its suburbs and forests. I can’t even remember the last time I read a book that didn’t take place in America (shame on me), and it seems like we have to actively seek those out to find them in the U.S. There’s also frequent Spanish and translations, which made my Duolingo owl very happy. Even though the main character isn’t POC, most of the rest of the characters are, and the cultural representation is a nice change. It’s a fine novel; I would encourage readers who are looking for something a little different to pick it up if it sounds interesting.

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694 reviews41 followers
August 30, 2019
I received a digital arc in exchange for an honest review. This is simply my opinion on the book and is not influenced by any external factor.

Trigger warning: there are themes of mental illness, suicide, terminal illnesses and alcoholism.

Fractalistic follows the unique and creative story of Winter Gutan, an American teenager who has moved to Mexico with her family with the hope that the alternative medicine treatment the doctors there can provide her mother can help with her terminal illness. Unfortunately, the treatment is unsuccessful. Winter’s father is a software engineer who designs a computer program called Fractalistic which would enable them to communicate with her mother’s spirit. She then learns from a friend that fractal technology is used to treat false memories, which leads her on an investigation to uncover the secrets her father is hiding.

Here’s what you can expect while reading ‘Fractalistic’:
• It is a contemporary novel aimed for young adult readers with some aspects of fantasy, science fiction and a bit of romance. Any romantic interaction is clean and there is no adult content in the story.
• Ever had to go to a brand new school? You’ll definitely relate to Winter’s experiences here.
• A budding romance and a strong theme of friendship and backing each other – with Winter being the new kid on the block (so to speak), she sees new faces and meets new characters. Winter herself is a very strong heroine, who has had to look after herself when her mother died and her father focused all his time on his research. She’s not one of those heroines who depends on the love interest or a supporting character to make through obstacles, but is strong willed and self-sufficient.
• All the characters are very well developed, and almost all of them are hiding something. It’s really fun when you get to unravel all the mysteries, one by one.
• You may be a bit confused at first, with all the talk about Fractals and programming, but understanding the technology itself isn’t the main focus of the story. Keep going, it’s worth it!
• This is one of those stories where you just want to keep reading because it’s so fast paced
• The story is set in Mexico, so expect some Spanish phrases here and there. Don’t worry though; for non-Spanish speakers like myself, the author has provided a translation right after the phrases are said in a way that does not break the flow of the story. Gracias!
• There is a big focus on mental health – not in stigmatizing, but encouraging help and assistance for those suffering from mental illnesses. Without going into details or spoiling anything, we do see instances were individuals suffering from depression and grief require help to cope. All mention of mental health is treated sensitively and appropriately.
• Toward the end of the book, everything you believed from Winter’s narrative thus far will completely turn around, be ready for a shocking plot twist that puts everything in place.

Overall, this was an amazing story, and I would definitely recommend it to readers everywhere. In my opinion there are a few life lessons to be learned from the story: first, things are not always as they seem; second, our brains don’t always work the way we think they do when in a difficult situation; third, that sometimes you need to be strong to help others around you; and finally, with the support of good friends and family, you can get through anything.
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186 reviews37 followers
July 12, 2019
I received this ebook as part of the Takeover Tours. I want to thank The Parliament House and the author for giving me the opportunity to read and review this story.

I KNOW that it takes a lot of time to get over the loss of a loved one. I don’t really buy the phrase, time heals all wounds, because, in retrospect, no it doesn’t.

The wounds eventually become bearable to live with and while you may notice it from time to time, it gets easier. I could not imagine what I would do if I had lost my mother. I feel for Winter when she has to go through her life without her mother.

I love the name Winter, by the way. I think I fell in love with the name first before I knew the character. Names, to me, are so important. I’m not overly fond of nicknames like ‘pumpkin’ but that’s not a negativity toward the story, that’s just an annoyance I have.

Winter and her father are going through life with the loss of her mother/his wife. While Winter is coping the best she can, her father is doing EVERYTHING within his power, mentally/physically/financially to find a way to SEE the woman they love once again.
While Winter has gone along with and helped her father with the experiments with fractals and the app, too many changes and too many things begin to happen and now…what Winter suspects her father is hiding something…and memories are questioned.

First and foremost, I’ve not taken a Spanish class since college a few years ago. I rather like the occasional Spanish speaking and often I go back and read it to determine if I know what it means before I read the translation.

Most of it I remember what it said and some I tend to take a little longer to figure out before I’m like…all right, I give, what did that mean? I don’t care how nerdy that makes me, I rather like the Spanish and the code talk.

Winter does meet a new friend, sort of friend, named Julia and even I was skeptical. I mean, come on, if your dog keeps growling at someone…something is definitely wrong. Animals sense evil! Well, they also sense fear, so I can’t do that fully to Julia, even if she is acting weird – and for someone like me, that is saying something.

Can I also say that I love the name Chucho for a dog? I can totally see myself getting a German Shepherd and naming it (if male) Chucho!

The story as a whole was a great read. It was difficult to put down when I had to go to bed late in the evening…or you know…finish what I was doing earlier (like cleaning or cooking).

The storyline is different from what I normally read. While I get the pain of losing a loved one, going through such extremes, in my opinion, is selfish. I hate to live in a world where we have to go through the pain of loss, but I wouldn’t want to kill myself to bring them back just so I will feel better.

The characters were likable, even Julia (eventually). I can’t say much more about this book without spoiling it…so if you want to see what happened with Winter…you know what to do.

¡Gracias por el libro, Señor Delgadillo! (Thanks for the book, Mr. Delgadillo). Not too bad considering I’ll always remember that libro is Spanish for book.
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Author 9 books47 followers
July 3, 2019
Gerardo Delgadillo and I were in a writing group together for several years, so when he sent me an ARC of his latest book, Fractalistc, I was excited to read it. I’m glad I did, because Fractalistic is a fascinating book—part scifi, part bildungsroman, part romance, with a lovely dash of Mexican culture that makes the setting vivid and interesting.

In particular, I loved Fractalistic’s colorful and engaging cast of characters. Winter, the main character, has all the intensity and passion of a traumatized and confused teenager, in a good way. She’s deeply flawed and makes mistakes, but she’s also kind. I know that this is a small part of the book, but I loved Winter’s kindness to animals, including the dog she decides to adopt, and her sweetness to a crying child at one point in the story. Winter’s friends (or the classmates from her school who become her friends) are just as interesting, and have complex lives of their own. Even her love interest, Rafa, turns out to be way more than the hunky soccer player he seems at first. Meanwhile, grief and pain threaten to overwhelm Winter’s father, and the depictions of his drinking and descent into misery felt as vivid and painful as a fresh cut.

I thought the plot was also engaging, and it kept me guessing about people’s motives and their secrets through most of the book. Winter is distrustful, and with good reason, since many of the people close to her aren’t being very honest.

Overall, I really loved this book! The author’s depictions of Mexico are so real you can practically taste the churros, and I found myself wanting to attend a Mexican soccer game more than I’d ever have expected. I loved the characters and their relationships, and the story kept me guessing. I’d recommend it to anyone interested in YA, light scifi, or light, sweet romance. Fractalistic is available for preorder now, and comes out July 9, 2019!
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Author 11 books92 followers
July 8, 2019
Sometimes you come across a book, and after reading it, you get a hint at why the author chose that title. You see the evidence of that simple phrase or single word running throughout the story. In the case of FRACTILISTIC that title was the story. Winter is a girl whose pain and struggle could be viewed as fractured. And although the title references the technology or science her father uses to help her heal after her mother’s death, it also represents Winter. I loved connected with her. Going on this journey as she navigates a very vividly written small Mexican town and falls in love and gains a friend. Her hesitation at friendship, at first, seemed strange. But the more I got to know Winter, the better I understood. She was…fractured. And people who have gone through this sort of pain will have a hard time connecting.
Gerardo is masterful at is prose and the depth in which he created his characters (or cast. I always refer to them as cast) Rafi and Julia and their desire to stand by Winter was so damn touching. At times, I found myself wiping a stray tear. And Rafi, oh, such a sweet love story there. TRUST ME!
Her father, on the other hand, made me angry and sad, and frustrated. I wanted to scream so many times at him. Yet, I also understand his frustration and pain. Losing is wife and in a way losing his daughter as well. The lengths he went through to try and help Winter were admirable.
The mystery had me believing one thing and I was somewhat surprised there weren’t any (spoiler) this is a mark of a true story genius!
So, dear reader, I can’t recommend this book enough. Be prepared to be captivated and have her heart put in a vise.
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5 reviews
May 22, 2019
I received an advanced copy of this book for my unbiased review.

When I first saw the cover of Fractalistic, I was hooked and the blurb intrigued me even more, so when I was offered to read an early copy for review I jumped at the chance. I was not disappointed *at all* and Fractalistic has become my favorite book of the year. There are so many elements within the story’s pages that draw the reader deeper into the story, and I found myself wanting to get back into Winter’s world when I wasn’t reading.

First, Winter is a well-drawn character who jumps off the page. She’s hurting from her mother’s death but it’s her father’s distance and unwillingness to let go of the past that begin to affect her health. Winter is afraid to let people get close to her, and even when a cute, geeky-jock guy starts showing interest in her she won’t acknowledge she has worth. Slowly as the story progresses, we get more layers to Winter’s story until the breathtaking climax.

The natural world-building within the story is incredible, with small details about Winter’s surroundings that connect you with her world until you become lost in the pages. The characters are well drawn and thoughtful – Rafa, the cute, geeky-jock who is interested in Winter but has his own problems to sift through; Julia, the fake-blonde popular girl with a heart of gold and her own past; Winter and her dad, struggling through their loss and pain to find their way back to each other. I enjoyed every second of this book. I just wish there was a sequel. *hint, hint*
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33 reviews2 followers
August 11, 2019
When I started the book, I didn't think it would be so engaging as it was! The first thing which caught my attention was technology. I love when books include geek topics, such as programming, hacking, and so on. Winter's dad is completely focused on his application because he wants Winter to communicate with her mother, who died "in an accident", and this app allows Winter to see the "fractals" accessing memories.
Also, we have Rafa, a geek boy who tries to get on well with Winter and help her with the app. He is so sweet with her, and it is obvious he likes her, but she is not sure about why Rafa is helping her all the time.
Winter wants her dad to stop using her for his experiments because she feels headaches, and another thing she thinks is her father is going crazy, obsessed.
On the way to know the truth, she meets some girls who will help her, however Winter doesn't trust in anyone. Julia, one of the girls, comes from a similar background like Winter, because she has lost her father. She offers Winter special tea, for relaxing. But Winter realizes she can see her mother when uses the app and drinks the tea... This is another situation to pay attention.
From my point of view, it is a nice read with friendship, love and mystery, and these three features are the ones I look for when I choose a book. I would have liked to find more about Rafa's story, because I hadn't expected him to have that background! He is an important character and I like how he behaves with Winter.
To end, I recommend this book because it is easy to follow the story and you will get answers for every question!
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Author 5 books59 followers
July 9, 2019
5 out of 5 stars

Let me start by saying that I'm generally a romance and contemporary reader...not sci-fi...but something about the premise of this one grabbed me. And truly, though there are sci-fi elements, this story is a strong contemporary with romantic elements, so I found it right up my alley.

Winter's struggle is real and palpable throughout the book. She obviously misses her mother, but there's a sadness of sorts that clings to her, like she's trying to discover who she really or her place in the world. This makes more sense after a major plot twist unravels toward the end, but no spoilers from me!

The scientific elements of the fractal technology was super interesting, and I love how Gerardo expertly wove these elements in to the narrative. The budding love interest between Winter and Rafe was sweet, and he was super swoon-worthy! He's my favorite type of leading guy--someone who's strong, yet broken on the inside and somehow pulls through it all to be this incredibly awesome guy.

I also thought the setting was spectacularly done--it even felt at times like I was walking down the cobblestone streets, standing near the soccer fields, or loitering in the abandoned apartment complex's courtyard.

Overall, this was a great read. Gerardo crafts an intriguing story that combines technology, love, loss, heartbreak, and family dynamics. I couldn't put it down!
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Author 1 book10 followers
June 11, 2019
Fractalistic, a YA Contemporary novel, juxtaposes family and friendship with grief and loss. Science with magic realism (or maybe a bit of the paranormal). Beauty with tragedy. Fútbol with art.

This is a story about Winter, an American teenager, adjusting to life in a small town in Mexico, while dealing with the death of her mother. Her father has turned to alcohol and to developing a fractal program that might be used to communicate with the dead. His obsessions further sunder their relationship, already hurt by their loss.

Winter has to heal her family, and fixing the program is the key. Fractals and a special ingredient or two might work. If successful, Winter will reconnect with her mother's spirit, bridging the rift with her father, or unlock a dark secret hidden deep in her mind.

Fortunately, not all of Winter's life is bleak. She develops friendships, gets a dog (a good boy, a very good boy), and discovers a talent for painting.

The book is a fantastic read (an eARC provided by the author). Although it has plenty of tension and twists, Fractalistic is mostly slice of life with great characters, churros, and a cat named Misifús.
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433 reviews
March 8, 2020
My main grievance with this book was the awful portrayal of teenage girls and how they interact with one another. I mean... a few pages in and not-like-other-girls MC Winter is already "making enemies" with the other girls at her school because she doesn't wear designer clothes or makeup... and apparently that makes her the target of bullying? And the way she stops getting bullied is by mounting a fake fight with a friend over the most popular boy in school... and winning. This then makes her popular and no longer bullied because now the other girls respect her.
Seriously. This guys needs to stop writing teenage girls. I'm lowkey convinced that he wrote Winter as his fantasy woman and fantasizes about women fighting over him the same way he made Winter fight over her now boyfriend.
Honestly, you don't even need to read the whole book. You can skip over chapters of poorly written teen-drama at a time and still know what's going on.
Brilliant idea, poorly executed.
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152 reviews2 followers
May 10, 2019
This story has everything! Intrigue, mystery, grief, discovery, romance, bonding, you name it and it's all packed in there.
Winter's story pulled me in from the beginning and we journey along with her as she unravels the world around her. She's lost her mother, her father is working too hard on his project and she's had to change schools. Everything has changed for her and it's like 'life before' and 'life after'. Starting in a new school is never easy, but somehow she gets through it and finds herself with some new friends (who baffle and confuse her, but still...).
Reading this let my inner geek out and still hold onto my fantasy self. It's nice to get a feel for Mexico and the culture there. You could even learn some Mexican/Spanish (as well as a little coding, if you understand geek!).
I couldn't recommend it more - Gerardo does it again with a fabulous read.
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Author 26 books241 followers
July 26, 2019
Be warned that this book tackles some heavy duty issues like depression, death, and suicide; however, it does so with sensitivity.

The loss of a parent is so devastating for a teen to experience. We empathize with Winter and her father right out of the gate and are willing to follow them through the Fractalistic journey, hoping they find peace and healing. Delgadillo creates additional mystery to keep us turning those pages. All is not exactly what it seems, yet some things are merely colored by grief. *No spoilers here.* Meanwhile, we are charmed by Winter's friendships and young romance, and amused by some of the teen drama. The author has a knack for capturing a YA voice, which is one of the things that makes this book shine.

I look forward to Delgadillo's future books, as I know he delivers. If you enjoy YA, don't miss out on this one.
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54 reviews
July 12, 2019
** I was given a copy by the publisher for an honest review**

Fractalistic ended up being a lot different then I thought it would be! when I first started I wasn't sure if I was going to like it. The story was a bit jumpy it was strange at first but as the story progressed more and more pieces started to fall into place and by the end you get that "AH OK' moment. This book was more of a contemporary then paranormal, I liked the characters the setting was cool I liked the descriptions of the small town the story is set in, I thought the story progressed well but it just didn't blow me away, there's some sad moments and sweet moments and parts that made me smile. Overall Fractalistic was a quick and enjoyable read.
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Author 2 books54 followers
May 21, 2019
A great read!

Delgadillo starts with the normal angst of a teenaged girl, puts her in not only a new town, but a different country, adds a heaping dose of grief and anger from watching her mother die after an extended illness. Adding to the tension is a father more concerned with his next drink and his research than with helping his daughter heal. That research, however, turns out to be everything, and Delgadillo uses it to add a combination of technology and the paranormal to the mix of loss, anger, despair, and hope. The story is well-crafted, and each page demands to be turned. Don't expect to put this book down for long!
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Author 2 books4 followers
June 18, 2019
This was a fast-paced story with interesting and relatable characters that kept me engaged until the end. It's contemporary with a sci-fi/paranormal/magical twist. For me, the story's biggest strength was that it kept me constantly guessing as to what was happening and what the characters' motivations were. I was a little disappointed by the simplicity of the ending--I was expecting a more complex, exciting answer to the mystery--but I still highly recommend the book. It's full of quirky and lovable characters who are a delight to read about, and the setting is beautifully described. Very enjoyable story!
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27 reviews
June 30, 2019
I was captivated by the cover of this YA novel, so I requested an ARC. I am glad I did, as this was an intriguing storyline combining teenage life (and drama), with elements of sci-fi technology, and probing elements of death, grief, and memory.

Told from the perspective of Winter, a teenage girl from the US living in Mexico, the readers are drawn into her changing world. We are led through her life as she encounters a new school, bullies, crushes, the pressures of academics and sports, cultural differences, all while still coping with the death of her mother. The ending seemed a bit hokey (trying to wrap up a subplot in the storyline?), but overall, it is a worthwhile read.
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Author 21 books63 followers
November 16, 2019
This is such a delightful book. Gerardo's love of Mexico, where he grew up, is so evident in this YA story packed with unique characters, interesting environments, and a plot that appears to have paranormal aspects... but does it really? Gerardo and I have been part of the same writing groups over the years, so I'd heard early versions of several chapters, but the final plot twist completely surprised me. It's ultimately a thought-provoking exploration of the invisible bonds between parents and children.
2 reviews
May 16, 2019
A truly electrifying story that captures the juxtaposition of humanity and technology.
The combination of math, mysticism, science, and engineering will leave any reader on the edge of their seat as the next part of the story unfolds.
A very well written book that fully engages the reader so deeply that time slips away as the next chapter is a must read
18 reviews
June 13, 2019
An original and compelling read - it kept me guessing till the end. The lively cast of characters brought positivity and light to a story rooted in sadness. I also loved that it was set in Mexico and felt absorbed in the culture - it's somewhere I want to visit now because of this book!

The themes are something that will stay with me and provide lots of food for thought!
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