**grm** (probably some spoilers)
I really liked this book, but I wish there was more romance. I'm not saying that romance wasn't there, but I wanted more scene btw Alex and Beche and an epilogue about them not Philla. The Lady was a smart woman and thanks to her plan, her brother and the pirate will finally be able to have the life they desired, together, but I wanted Alex to be the one to fight and achieve this for him and his lover, not his sister. Alex grew up a lot during the year on Beche's ship and we saw his character change and grow, and I really liked him, but sometimes his personality missed something, and same I could say for Beche. They were hot and cute together, and sure we didn't see a lot of smut, but I dind't mind it and I actually understood why there weren't many sex scenes. Both of them weren't ready yet for more, Alex because his father had tried to cure him from being gay and had kinda traumatized the poor young lord, and Beche because never really thought he would feel this kind of attraction to another man. They were both young one 26 and the other barely 2 years older, and I'm sure they will have plenty of time to be together that way. The thing that made me roll my eyes a bit, were mostly in the first chapters or middle of the book. I didn't like how Beche believed that the soul of a woman was hiding in Alex and that for this reason he tried to treat him like a woman, he didn't understand that he was offending Alex and only when the mangrave became really angry he changed his way of talking, but for sure he still believed that, probably until the end of the book. Another thing I didn't like was how sometimes Alex's personality was one of a brave and smart man, and some other time he seemed an unsure scared puppy, he was way stronger than that, he had survived a lot, and I wish we could have seen more that brave side.
I also wanted to know more about the secondary chars and what they will do now, but like I said, the epilogue was short and all from Lady Philla's POV. We only know that she will try to find a woman for her sister Aster, someone that will love her sister and that will have a fake marriage with Alex. Not a bad idea, but I wish Beche and Alex were the ones to tell us so and maybe to show us more about their lives together.
Ps= I used the tag "both never with a man", but I'm not 100% sure Beche didn't sleep with a man, his way of talking let me believe he never did. And for the people that dont't like M/F in and M/M book, be aware that in the past Beche was married and that Alex was forced by the doctor that tried to "cure" him, to sleep with women(prostitutes).