I like this book a lot. I think it is an excellent, almost needed book for the Super Powereds series. Owen/Titan is a very compelling and lovable character with a lot of heart. The world building is fluid and fleshed out, and the characters are all spectacular. Hayes shines the most when he is showing his characters.
Much like my other reviews, I am gonna try to list off what I like and dislike. But I still think this is a great book and one that most people can enjoy.
1. The Titan Scandal. One thing I feel readers should know going into this book is that there might be expectations/questions you as a reader want to see/know, and they will not be addressed. The main thing that falls into this category for me is the Titan Scandal. If you read Super Powereds before reading Corpies, you will know about this event from the perspective of a different character. If you find out about it in this book, you learn about it from Owen/Lenny.
Regardless, you find out that Titan was a family man who was caught by the media/paparazzi cheating on his wife with another hero named Tower, who is a man. And really, that is all the information you are going to get on this topic. So if you go into this book expecting any information or backstory or clue to the what exactly happened with the scandal, you will be disappointed. The book does not care about solving the mystery of the Titan Scandal. Which is disappointing. It feels like a giant plot point of information that the entire world knows about, but the author is refusing to elaborate on for the readers.
You never learn about who Titan's partner was, save for a name you've never heard before. You don't know if it was a slow burn or a first encounter, or if they were even on the same hero team. You don't know how or why they were together. And I find that frustrating because I wanted to know what happened. If Titan was even still in a relationship with the guy or not. It would have established more weight into the actions of what happened. Would have made me care a little bit more about Owen's side of the story in the event, or at least make his story more empathetic.
I kept waiting for information to come up about it, since the Titan Scandal was what pushed Titan out of the Hero business and what started the falling out with his family. When we had the encounter with Zone I was on edge waiting to get more pieces to the puzzle. Then surely when Bubble Bubble's own scandal dropped I was confident that we'd get more details. But nope. Just words saying "you didn't do anything wrong" coming from Titan. (I want to clarify that I agree that Bubble Bubble didn't do anything wrong. She didn't.) This was clearly a literary device to see comparisons between Titan and Bubble Bubble, and yet I know more about her scandal than the one that impacted the main character.
We don't even get any flashbacks or insight into Owen when he ran a gay bar. Which? Why are you running a gay bar if you are supposedly celibate for the last 10 years. Why a gay bar? Why not a regular bar? Why not a bookstore, or gym, or pet store, or whatever. Until a friend reminded me, I had forgotten entirely that he even ran a gay bar. Because it never comes up. It just feels like yet another aspect of his character is MIA for me.
So this was both an unsolved mystery for me as a reader, since we never learn about the circumstances of how Titan fell from grace, and it feels like a failed opportunity to explore a superhero who is gay. You can read this entire book, and save for a few lines of dialogue, completely ignore the fact that Owen is supposed to be gay. It feels... really disingenuous to say that Owen is a gay superhero, because it literally never comes up within the story. Because that isn't what this story is really about.
This is not a story about coming out, not about being gay, and not a romance. This is a story about owning mistakes, and learning how to be a father/parental figure.
And this is a good story to tell, don't get me wrong. I love a lot of the character growth that Owen has in this book. I think Hayes handles these themes really well. But if you are going to throw a world changing scandal event about a closeted gay character, then I wanted to see more information about that and how it impacts/impacted the main character. So this is a big plot point of the book that I feel was not well done for a book centered entirely around Owen. I didn't mind it being glossed over in Super Powereds because the Titan Scandal is not an important story beat in those books. It was never about Titan, but how Owen's absence affected Roy/Hershel.
2. Jeremiah. I love his character. I just feel bad because I think he was pretty wasted in this book as a potential romantic interest. This circles back to my previous point a little bit. This is not a book centered on romance. It is not trying to push any boundaries with showing gay heroes or couples. Canonically, the only gay couple in the Super Powereds world building are L-Ray and Steve. Titan and Jeremiah are the only other named gay characters. And zero of these characters have an on screen, on purpose, displays of affection relationship. L-Ray and Steve are side characters, and Owen and Jeremiah aren't even dating.
And this is because I feel like this series doesn't want to shake the boat. I suffered through all the blushy, heart racing, sex focused and relationship nonsense in Super Powereds. Julia and Roy, Mary and Hershel, Vince with Sasha and later Camille, etc. Each one has scenes with blushing and internal monologues about liking the other person and thinking about them. Heck we even see Dean Blaine pinning over Chad's mom, Alice's dad obsessing over her mom, and Clarissa mourning her unrequited love. So characters across the board all smitten with each other. We get the estranged relationship between Nick and Alice even. For all those characters, they get to explore their emotions and feelings. But Owen and Jeremiah? No. It feels like a business relationship - because it is one. And the finale feels flat because there's no buildup to it at all.
Jeremiah initiates a relationship with Owen, but it doesn't go anywhere. After that literally nothing except platonic nonsense happens. Owen doesn't even get lost in thought about it. So it just feels flat. And this is another area that I wish the author would have done more of. If I am supposed to care and be excited about Owen dating again, then I want to see it happen. I want to see the dinner, or see Owen wanting to do it. At the end, having listened to it a couple times, it sounds like he's going just because he thinks he should. Not because he actually even likes the guy.
He lists off things like: Jeremiah doesn't age (just like Titan), he doesn't need to be protected, he has interesting superpowers. It feels like a freaking checklist. Then Owen literally says, "I just decided to try something new. We can always call it off if you get too annoying." And it is played as banter, but it's actually completely accurate. Owen doesn't care about Jeremiah. He really is just trying something new like dating again. So the finale feels really out of place. It doesn't feel like a high note to end on. I think it should have been flipped with the scene with Hexcellent. Which leads me to:
3. Owen learning to be a father/parental figure. One of the best aspects about the book. Now that I have vented my frustrations out, I can focus on this gem. Starting from the beginning of the book, we meet Owen and see that he has renewed dedication in joining the hero game. He knows he messed up and feels a sense of guilt for having run away from the life after his scandal. And his first opportunity back in the game is with the bench-warmers that are Corpies/PEERs. Right off the bat he sees them as weak imitations and children pretending to be Heroes.
He even refers to them as kids throughout the book. After a lot of insight and counseling with his old teammates and agent, he begins to see them as people. Getting to know how skilled a leader Galvanize is. How repressed and driven Bubble Bubbles is. How confident and unapologetic Hexcellent is. And how jealous and hurt Zone is. Each one is a new person and they all wiggle their way into Owen's heart by the end of the book. He even comments on having wanted a daughter when he is with Hexcellent near the end. (Which would've been a stronger ending than the Jeremiah scene.)
In a lot of ways, Owen is learning and experiencing what having kids is like. He missed out on that with Roy and Hershel. But here you can see him learning about trying to understand them on a personal, deep level. Each one's struggles are unique and they teach him how to open up again and how to be himself. No doubt as a way for Owen to get up enough courage and skill to approach his sons. He learns how to comfort and support Bubble Bubble. He learns to respect the intellect and leadership of Galvanize. He learns to accept and apologize with Zone. And he learns to love (parentally) openly with Hexcellent.
Let me clarify the last one a little bit. I am not saying Owen stopped loving Roy/Hershel. He does, and always has. But he stopped loving them openly and keeps them at a distance. He sees them as the children in the photos in his mind. I am sure that had he asked for them, He could have up to date and current pictures of both boys. But he keeps the ones with them together. And he reminisces on how they had been when he was there. Through Hexcellent as an allegory, Owen begins to see the boys as they are now. Hexcellent's summons being based on fear/loneliness and of a childhood fear, is comparable to Roy/Hershel's own fear and loneliness after Owen left.
Each one of the PEERs team is there to help Owen overcome the aftermath of the scandal and is a test to Owen coming back. Had Owen gone solo, or hung up the cape again, he would not have had the willpower or courage to show up in Year 3. And that is why this is such a great book. It is an opportunity to see this character redeem himself through actions and self growth. It also shows the story of a man learning how to be a father. And I love it for that.
4. This is also a book about overcoming mistakes. A book about redemption and owning one's guilt. One of the major reasons this book thrives is because it focuses on one aspect of Hero life that none of the others in the series has: guilt. The pain of not being there, and because of that people died/got hurt. This is seen most vividly with the Wild Bucks/Zone in my opinion.
The Wild Bucks are a team of strongmen who royally fucked up and have to come to terms that, through direct or indirect action, people died. The scene where Owen meets all 3 of them shows this best. Each person is a parallel to what Owen is going through on a larger scale. Again a literary comparison.
Juiced is the argumentative one; trying to down play her guilt and involvement. Distancing herself from what happened, like how Owen ran off to run a gay bar. Putting distance between those that got hurt and themselves. Juiced is the side of Owen that tries to hide. Owen brings up bigotry often through this book and once in Year 3. Claiming that his orientation is the reason a lot of people hate him. Though it is usually told to the reader by other characters. Lenny talks about it in the beginning, his old Dean brings it up, the question about being a gay hero that Jeremiah answers. Owen brings up the gay bar/life in Year 3 as the reason why his sons hate him. (Though Roy calls bullshit on it immediately. Love you Roy.) It's a familiar crutch to lean on instead of facing the real issue of his abandonment and false image.
Kaijou is the parallel to emotional burden. It is Kaijou saying he thought it was 8 people, not 9. Kaijou is the parallel to Owen's list of tangible victims, but also his sons and ex wife. Owen's actions hurting his sons who had idolized him, and who were abandoned by him. Kaijou is the allegory for empathy and pain that Owen also went through/is going through.
Deadlift is the parallel to ignoring the past/heavily focusing on the future. Trying to ignore the mistake by overly emphasizing the future and trying to wipe the slate clean. He even brings up wanting a 'fresh start' the same way that Owen tried to re-enter the Hero world and join a new team. Owen faces his own past in accepting that the past is a part of who he is, and how the Wild Bucks are always going to have their past on their records. This is also why Deadlift gets the most screen time imo. Because the heart of the story really comes to Titan/Owen truly making peace with his own past.
Zone represents another aspect of Owen's guilt. The kind that no matter what Owen does going forward, he will still have a level of guilt on his conscience. A part of his life that he can never get back. The guilt of not being there for his family, the guilt of letting others fight/die when he could have stepped in, and the guilt of doing nothing. Zone is not mad at any action that Titan/Owen did. Zone's pain is one of absence and abandonment. The same pain that Owen's sons felt. That by inaction, Titan's decision to leave the Hero life hurt other Super's and LGBT people.
I love how Hayes used these characters and scenes to truly show a story of overcoming mistakes and personal growth. Owen is a flawed, and earnest character. He is arrogant, he is a coward, he is hurt, and he gets back up again. It makes for a much better story than a flawless 1 dimensional hero.
5. The Antagonists. This is mostly Gale tbh. I... I don't like Gale. I know she is necessary because... they needed a way to show off Titan's powers before the end battle. But idk man. She just seemed like a really boring cartoon to me. Part of it was because I thought she was a few years out of HCP. Like mid 20s for most of the book until a friend told me she was way older than that. But she just felt... blah. Like I know she loves her city and that she wants to keep out glory-hungry Heroes. But she just felt forced most of the time. I loved her scene with the Powered girl and thought she would be a neutral Hero since she didn't actively hate Titan. But the pissing contest felt just like that.
And the author telling me that the match was a pissing contest, did not help. I did, however, like that none of her team felt the same way as she did. Because they thought it was stupid, and that's how I felt. But now that I know she is older, it feels even more stupid. She should know how strong and resourceful Titan is. The ambush was better, but still... you should have footage and stories that demonstrate that Titan is not just a meat head. He was out of the game for 10 years, not 40. They had cameras/reporters in the 90s. And that is me being generous, this was published in 2016, which means that 10 years ago would've been mid 2000s.
The other antagonist I did not like was the... last battle one. Mostly because it feels like there is no way that a game left plugged in for half a year would be the escalation for the final battle. I kept waiting for it to somehow tie in to the events at the end of Year 3. Or to a villain that was introduced into the series before. Or even an old rival or something. Maybe even Tower (though I am glad it was not Tower). This villain just seemed so random and uninvolved in the ongoing of the world at large. It very much felt like a super hero comic book. That the bad guy is just a Scooby-Doo villain with no plot relevance outside of the comic it is in. I just wanted a better tie in to the world.
6. The world building. Now I said at the start of this review that I feel this is a great addition and almost required reading for the Super Powereds series. And that is because this book finally answered a lot of the questions I have about how the world works outside of one hero college program in California. A major negative in Year 3 for me was that I had no stakes in the world at large that all the HCP kids are supposed to be saving. This book answers a lot of that.
We learn about PEERs response teams and how civis are evacuated. We learn about clean up services and how cities allocate funds for it. We learn how hero teams rotate patrols. Things like marketing events, communications through Dispatch (who is wonderful! I love her!!! I fan theory that she is Abridail's mom. No evidence but I love the idea). We learn about charity events and the Powered charity that was mentioned in Year 3. I finally feel like I know how the world works now.
This book did a great job of grounding the world in a way that now I care about what goes on after graduation. I wish it was done in the series proper, but I do like that it exists here at least. And while I did love it, I wanted more mentions of events from the other books. I think a reporter asking Titan about it would have been nice. Connecting the civis and media. I don't know exactly how old Titan is, but I think he'd have been around when Globe was still active. But Dean Jackson at least brings it up. Another side comment about the disappearing Wildfire from book 1 would have been fun. Maybe Jeremiah mentioning it as a potential fuel source or something.
The reason I give this 3/5 stars is because I felt a lot of potential was there and not explored. Both with the Titan Scandal and with romance through Jeremiah. The characters are fleshed out and vivid, acting as allegories to the larger story. The world is defined and grounds the reader in clear stakes that make the actions of the characters matter.