Alright…….what the FUCK????????? I spent 6 hours binge reading this godforsaken finale for THAT????? God help me.
There’s so much I thought about during this story but at this point, every thought has escaped me. Let me try to gather my thoughts once more.
1) for this story being praised as a romance, there was like , two pages of romance worth reading. That left me quite literally skimming pages because I got so bored. The last book at least introduced pregnancy as a concept, and then a fucking wild and, looking back at it now, unnecessary miscarriage. Like, why the fuck put those two through a miscarriage if none of the issues were at ALL resolved in the finale? What a useless plot point. Then her sister becomes pregnant and suddenly Aliza resorts back to an unstable and cold hearted bitch? PUSHING HER HUSBAND AWAY WHEN HE TRIES TO CONSOLE HER? JUST TO ACT LILE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED THE FOLLOWING MORNING? AND TO NEVER TOUCH ON IT AGAIN? Crazy bitch. Why not portray some kind of healing from this miscarriage? A stronger bond between husband and wife from shared trauma? Literally NOTHING came from that. I’m at a loss for anymore words about it.
2) why the FUCK did Cedric die like that?? Or actually, AT ALL???? It was SO random. So blunt. So fucking STRANGE. Just out of nowhere, he gets shot in a fucking hallway and Aliza is just like “oh damn, let’s go” AND JUST CHARGES OFF! WHAT THE FUCK? He was such a major character in the first story, never even MENTIONED in the second story, and then for the brief 6 pages he’s finally returned with his poor wife, he gets fucking SLAUGHTERED. What a fucking shame and also another random and seemingly forced plot trauma point that made the story end on a fucking AWFUL note. Now her poor sister who was so happy to finally be with the man she loved and expecting his child now has to bear his baby on her own without him ever knowing it. Fucking sad and fucking stupid.
3) the final build up to the main villain was so fucking dumb in my opinion. It’s another one of those creepy ass ghast things that possessed the body of their infamous Saint Ellias? Okay. So dumb. And how it all played out-Aliza being a useless incapable waste of space the entire fucking time, poor Alastair getting his fucking ass beat, and people dying who had no business dying.
I’m so sad to say that this story has ended with a bad taste in my mouth. The premise was so good, and so many small moments throughout the series had me thinking “wow, this might actually be a worth while read.” But alas, it all came to guttural halt at the very end, and I can’t help but feel like that entire last half was forced and unfinished. So what, now all the ghasts have disappeared? They’re just magically gone? Okay. Did Aliza ever get over her miscarriage? Did she and Alastair try for another baby? Is she truly incapable of carrying? Does she ever learn NOT to be useless and actually learn how to use a weapon? If I was Anjey I would’ve just died. There’s no living after that shit. Fucking awful.
Also, I mentioned this before in my other reviews, but I still can’t help but feel like this story was so underdeveloped and the writing style was meant for like, 12 year olds. These characters were full fledged adults! And they were running around like kids! What the fuck!
Whatever. I have to give at least 3 stars because I put so much of my own time and effort into this shit.