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70 pages, Paperback
First published April 1, 2007
To be a man, to be, to try. I hate the word man. I'm not crazy about the word husband or the word father either. To try. To heal the night or day. I'm busy selling fighters and bombers. The NASDAQ moves in my face. I'm wired to my greasy self-portrait. Every day in every way. America equals ghost. The wrong side of history. Flat matted yellow weeds. Who could believe "God chose me." Flat matted yellow weeds. God chose? You were dying that spring. Reading at some college I saw ROTC boys in fatigue. The talkiness of winter unwraps me now. In each room someone is fingering her or his soul. The talkiness of winter unwraps me now. The garden made unknowing by the snow. Erased by snow. Erased by snow. Two blocks from campus, a boy, maybe ten or eleven, yelled at a junior-high-school girl: "Ho-bag, incest baby, spread your legs." It's all naked out here. Nothing is here. It's all one big strip mall. We have a Ponderosa.- Broken World (2), pg. 15
*a strain of faded
storm light in my hand -If I cried out,
Who among the angelic orders would
Slap my face, who would steal my
Lunch money, knock me
Down - sailboats moored
In harbor, trees on the long
Breakwater, orange shimmer
Of late July evening - I can't stop
Wanting the voice that will come -- Prayer, Broken Off (1), pg. 31
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Simon says, put your hands on your head. Simon says, put your finger on your nose. Simon says, you haven't done enough. Simon says, you don't care enough. Simon says, compulsive old answers can't leave the world alone. Simon says, you're going to die. Simon says, don't let yourself care. Simon says, you can't stop caring. Simon says, man-tall but thin as a phone call, compulsive old answers can't leave the world alone. Simon says, you only have blood, marsh light, and sparrow. Simon says, put your hands on your head -- Little Lightning Bolt, pg. 24
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Simon says, put your hands on your
head, Simon says, put your finger on your
nose, Simon says you haven't done enough,
Simon says you don't care enough, Simon
says, you can't stop caring -
[...]- Prayer, Broken Off (2), pg. 32
*the word for dawn
is other
the word for light
is freefall
the word for hand
is other
the word for dawn
is sister
her weeds
her bridge
her clay-blue sky her wind
and rain her friends
her house
her stream
of ghosts
her horses
were her beauty
her horses
her stories
the word for dawn
is others
the word for light
is nothing- Ghosts, pg. 11-12
my handwriting, stories, Paul
Celan, phrases--
on the back of
a recipt--
somewhere
I made
the words--angry
enough-- pit--
hot--pit--
our
cheap history
keeps smiling--
"you've been disliked
for three thousand years:
do you ever look in the mirror--"