A collection containing volumes four, five, and six in the Up-Ending Tad journey of discovery.
The strong writing continues here. Books four and five are a breath of fresh air, as there’s finally no BDSM or bizarre…stuff.
Book six…yeah. It’s not that it’s not hot…because it is. But also she somehow manages to make things even more cringe than in book one. The paddle could possibly be forgiven…if it weren’t for the pool stick. Creepy af.
Scott’s POV is surprisingly lackluster. Disappointing, even.
The author tries really hard to make this gay. And she almost completely succeeds sexually. But the rest of the narrative is straight-up M&M’s, from the repeatedly-thwarted kisses to the sexuality games to the coming out games to the foreign objects to the unnecessary condom usage.
Book five is the standout here. Four is good, but too much of a tease. Book six is tasteless. It ends up dragging down not just this bundle, but the overall series.
Here’s the deets…
Prized Possession
A part of him couldn’t help wondering, though, if it was more than simple nerves. Because every time Scott got him all riled up, Tad didn’t just feel like he was flailing, but tumbling heels-over-head.
Tad remains clueless as to why Max is irate with him.
Tad is slowly coming to terms with the fact that he is gay. Very. Very. Very. Slowly.
Thing was, he wanted to be sure he was gay before he told others as much.
(The author is gonna need to wrap that up quite soon. After all the sex that these two have had, there’s zero room for confusion. Nevermind the actual feelings they have for one another…)
Phone sex is hot.
Scott’s about to make dinner for the both of them, again, when plans change.
Scott is so kind to Tad’s closeted ass, especially throughout the encounters with Tad’s friends.
Kickboxing and wrestling. Great action afterwards.
Tad is definitely irritating, at points, during this book. However, Tad also makes some progress. But will it be enough for Scott?
A feeling of raw possessiveness rose into his chest. Scratch that. He didn’t want to be Scott’s anything. He wanted to be his everything. Didn’t even want Scott to think about anyone else.
😘
Bringing it Home
“All I’ve ever done was all I ever could. Wait. For you to open your eyes and see me. Really see me. Standing here. Waiting. For you.”
Episode Five of Tadpole and The Python.
Tad is out drinking with his friends, celebrating his buddy Breck’s birthday.
But when the guys inadvertently run into each other at the club, Tad gets a taste of his own medicine: how it feels to be someone’s secret side piece.
(Not for nothing, Tad has been such a fucking asshole about the whole Max thing. Like…bitch…you are a closet case who is stringing along the man’s best friend. And you’re salty cuz he throws you some side eye?!?)
Tad finally drops the G bomb. 🙌 With so much of this book being about Tad coming into his own as a gay man, more of his coming out moments would be helpful. We’re just kinda told how it went (with everyone but Jay).
Scott opens up even more. His father, substance abuse, getting fit…His story and his background are dark and beautiful—just like the man himself.
Scott has some…ahem…lessons for Tad.
“Don’t worry, shy boy. I promise to show you everything you need to know.”
Taking his cues from Scott’s tutelage (and maybe some Lil’ Wayne, too), Tad reciprocates.
“The big guy’s dying to go home.”
“Classy analogy.”
The first four books are super strong. But this one is legit next level. All the feels, the emotions, and the reveals. WoW! Scott’s confessions, and Tad’s, are amazing. This is an epic love story.
Explosive. Explicit. Riveting. Far and away, the strongest of the bunch so far.
This. Is. Stellar. Breathtaking, descriptive detail. So goddamn sensual. They’ve been making love throughout this entire series, but now they’re both fully cognizant of that fact.
Whatever the case, his expression was the most moving thing that Tad had ever seen. Raw vulnerability. Genuine hope. And this really fucking beautiful kind of trust. Tad’s chest clenched tight in realization. Scott was handing over his heart, too.
Afterglow
“Mm. Because as much as I love being your first…In this…I’d rather be your last.”
It’s a beautiful gay love story, with excellent descriptive detail. But the author’s unsavory preferences creep further and further into this book. Between The Paddling and The Pool Stick fiascos, deductions are obligatory here…
Tad has finally accepted himself. He’s come out as the gay man that he is.
At school, Tad can’t wait to see his boyfriend. Their kiss outside is quite welcome.
Home. What Tad was to Scott in so many ways. Funny, how it happened so fast.
It’s nice to see Tad continuing to check out and assess other men. Not in a cruising manner…just in a holy-shit-I’m-gay-and-wow-there-are-other-hot-dudes-out-there, lightbulb-moment kinda way.
We briefly get Scott’s POV. At last, we learn his last name—it’s Thompson.
Making him inexplicably both master and slave to the man held tight in his arms. His shy boy. His Tad. His absolute everything.
The spanking is…uncomfortable. And the pool stick is downright disgusting.
Talk of testing and safety are satisfying, as this (finally) leads to bareback. Hot sex; different with Tad in control.
“Taste your man.”
Too much time wasted on Max and Sean’s spin-off.
More substance in Scott’s POV would be helpful. Much too surface level. She also doesn’t give him a unique voice; he just sounds like a bossier version of Tad. Scott comes off as…kinda creepy. And he shouldn’t. He’s a good guy with a great heart. Just another misfire from this writer.
Ultimately, relieved that she ended the series here—before she could introduce additional foul foreign objects, itching creams, paddles, floggers, or whatever-the-fuck-else.
Really wish they’d said the L word in book 5 instead…rather than put us through this. Some PDA at school and a cute game of pool (until it’s very much not cute)…and hot sex…aren’t worth the rest of this.
“And here I thought all of that magic shit was crap.”
“Not where you and me are concerned.”