“You made me beautiful,” she said.
“I paint what I see.”
The story is about Hecuba Jones and John Rushmore. John's got 4 paintings that Hecuba needs, and so she breaks into his place in hopes of stealing them. But he catches her and they strike a deal. She'll be his muse for 4 of his paintings in exchange for the 4 paintings she wanted to retrieve for herself.
I went in thinking this was a purely steamy novella, and was pleasantly surprised to learn that this was a little bit more than just steam. This was as much about paintings and colors and art as it was about the steam. And I loved every bit of it.
To put it simply:
Painting 50%
Steam 30%
Love 20%
The author's writing style was very immersive. The way the author had described the paintings and the art and the colours— I was just so invested in the painting, like I wish the author had included images or illustrations of all the mentioned paintings. But even without those I had little trouble imagining them given the writing style was beautifully vivid.
Hecuba was the subject of the paintings and she was the subject of the story. I fell in love with her through John's eyes. But I also grew to fall in love with John through Hecuba's equally all-seeing eyes. I love that they both gave each other the respect and recognition they deserved.
John was a very feeling character with a lot of self-restraint. He was modest, and humble, and charming. He was a talented artist, with a lot of passion for art but without a lot of confidence in his work. Like a lot of artists he had the quality of being an observant person which added to him being charming and respectful to people around him.
Hecuba was one of those bold and brazen beauties. She was a very stubborn woman, but also a very righteous and practical-minded person. When she saw something she liked, she just went for it. No beating around the bush, no drama. Just plain honesty.
And John was absolutely enraptured by her— not just by her beauty but also by her open personality and her brilliance when it comes to art. She left him feeling thrilled and made him feel restless. And somehow she also completed him. He was absolutely consumed by the thoughts and presence of her. He knew her for who she was, and he loved every aspect of her. Neither of these characters were air-headed and I loved that about them.
He had accepted her rejection as final without berating her, without belittling her and without bullying.
If there was one character that I disliked though, it'd be Simon— John's older brother. He has this air of smugness and always being the right one in the room. Somehow in his head what he does is always the right thing to have been done and that annoyed me to extreme extent. He was very thoughtless and callous and had little to no regard for other people. And even at times he's trying to correct his ways he just ends up doing things that are plain stupid. But I think I might still read his book with Anne, coz she's got a fiery personality and I'm hoping that'll put him in his place and teach him to open his eyes.
I just wanna clarify something— the title suggests Hecuba posing for a nude painting, and John being the artist— it all sounds very objectified and debauched. But truth be told it was all very romantic and beautiful. John was a respectable artist whose honest intent was about the art. He never intended for anything to get sexual. He runs into Hecuba and finds inspiration in her beauty and persona. But somehow with time, the chemistry between the two gets sizzling and palpable, and they both give in to the undeniable physical attraction— with Hecuba being the one leading the way.
“Would it please you to have me at your mercy?” he countered.
“Aren’t you at my mercy already?” she teased.
So I just wanna clarify that John never had any mal-intent.
That being said the book was still a deliciously steamy read.
“I could spend hours like this,” he murmured as she arched into the stroke of his fingers. “Teasing that lovely cunt of yours, toying with you, seeing just how damn wet and hungry you can be.”