"She is the power behind a storm, suffocating and lashing, her fist against my jaw and her fingers around my gills. I thrash and scream, but my actions do nothing, and my voice catches like a hapless fish within her grasp. She is the darkness of the abyss, the sense that there's no up or down, no way to escape. No matter how far I flee or which direction I move, I hit the seafloor, and a swarm of white-eyed sea crabs rises up, agonizingly tearing away my flesh."
Our Bloody Pearl is the debut self-published novel by D.N. Bryn (Danny).
Not only was this part of the SPFBO (Self-Published Fantasy Blog-Off) last year, but it made it all the way to the semi-finals, beating out hundreds (HUNDREDS) of books to get there! That's pretty fucking radical!
While Our Bloody Pearl does start strong out of the gate, the overall execution didn't quite work for me, unfortunately.
We follow Perle, a bloodthirsty siren who has been captured by the cruel pirate Kian, who has developed a device to block the effects of the sirens singing. Held aboard the ship, chained in a tub, Perle's tail has become paralyzed. Limiting their mobility significantly, Perle must learn to adapt to moving in different ways.
The ship is attacked by a rival crew that is captained by a man named Dejean. He finds Perle and takes them onto his ship, where he wants to protect them. Unlike Kian, he is incredibly kind to Perle. Perle, having suffered severe trauma while in captivity, is of course suspicious of Dejean. Much of the story focuses on the mistrust that Perle rightfully has towards humans and their developing relationship with Dejean.
I just didn't vibe with the whole savior complex situation. While I was more interested in Perle and their disability, learning to overcome the obstacles that they must now face because of it and the resulting PTSD from the violent trauma at the hands of Kian, Bryn doesn't necessarily go into much detail. Rather, the focus is on the bond between Perle and Dejean.
When much of the story is based on relationship and personal dynamics, I need to feel compelled by the characters. But I just wasn't. I didn't feel that connection between Perle and Dejean that so much of Our Bloody Pearl is centered around. Originally I thought perhaps it was because their interactions are a bit clumsy at first, understandably so. Sirens don't communicate in the same way that humans do, after all. But no. It wasn't that. I just don't think the characters were fleshed out enough for me to gravitate towards. This was especially evident with the secondary characters and how paper-thin their differences were from one another. Murielle, Simone, Storm. They are there, in the story. But they felt one-dimensional and far too similar to each other.
Another thing that held me back from the story was the lack of worldbuilding. Considering that a good chunk of the relatively short book took place in, well.. a tub. For a book with pirates, there wasn't much pirating going on, sadly! There was a missed opportunity to get into a more detailed look of that way of life on the sea, with Kian and Dejean.
There was some janky pacing issues, a bit too many "playfully" and "teasing" and "press my lips" which is just one example where the writing had a younger feel to it.. NOT THAT THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT! It definitely has YA, and even middle grade, crossover appeal. I'm sure this will work better for fans of that style, for sure. Unfortunately, I'm not really that intended audience.
There is much potential here and I don't want to shit all over it, because this is delightfully queer with SO MUCH rep that squeezes my heart in the best way. Nonbinary, asexual, disability, black and poc.
Our Bloody Pearl is an easily digestible story with some excellent action, a fascinating main character and wonderful diversity.
YMMV!
(Thanks to the author, D.N. Bryn, for sending me a copy in exchange for an honest review!)