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Ashes of the Sun
I was raised to believe in things you can't see.
It is the foundation of everything. I am taught to accept the unacceptable. To embrace the terrifying.
To give everything to my family.
To my church.
To my god.
Because I have a purpose. I have been trained for my calling for as long as I can remember. As an acolyte for the Gathering of the Sun, I am taught that my life isn't my own. I worship. I serve. And when the time comes, I will greet my fate with open arms and a sin free heart.
People call us a cult.
We are judged. We are ridiculed and reviled. Pastor Carter tells me they will be lost when the end comes. So we hide ourselves away from their sick and dangerous world. And my soul is safe because I follow the path.
I am the perfect disciple. I am confident in my devotion.
Until doubt arrives wearing the face of a boy I never expected to love.
Bastian doesn't follow the path. His destiny is his own. He paints me a picture of a beautiful world. His words contradict everything I have been told.
He invites me to live when I have been prepared to die.
He gives me something new to believe in.
Love becomes the ultimate crisis of faith and now I am torn between two futures.
One that saves my soul.
And one that saves my heart.
*This book contains scenes that may trigger sensitive readers. Deals with topics including abuse and mental illness.*
It is the foundation of everything. I am taught to accept the unacceptable. To embrace the terrifying.
To give everything to my family.
To my church.
To my god.
Because I have a purpose. I have been trained for my calling for as long as I can remember. As an acolyte for the Gathering of the Sun, I am taught that my life isn't my own. I worship. I serve. And when the time comes, I will greet my fate with open arms and a sin free heart.
People call us a cult.
We are judged. We are ridiculed and reviled. Pastor Carter tells me they will be lost when the end comes. So we hide ourselves away from their sick and dangerous world. And my soul is safe because I follow the path.
I am the perfect disciple. I am confident in my devotion.
Until doubt arrives wearing the face of a boy I never expected to love.
Bastian doesn't follow the path. His destiny is his own. He paints me a picture of a beautiful world. His words contradict everything I have been told.
He invites me to live when I have been prepared to die.
He gives me something new to believe in.
Love becomes the ultimate crisis of faith and now I am torn between two futures.
One that saves my soul.
And one that saves my heart.
*This book contains scenes that may trigger sensitive readers. Deals with topics including abuse and mental illness.*
283 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 23, 2018
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July 3, 2018
*****FOUR STARS*****
{ARC Generously Provided by Author}
My eyes fluttered closed. I tilted my head up. And when he kissed me it was everything all at once. It was joy and passion. It was fear and devastation. It was the pulling apart of my entire existence. It ended parts of me I hadn’t realized were broken.
I’m not really a huge fan of books about cults. It’s hard to believe that there are people who would give up everything they own and blindly follow someone who is clearly taking advantage of people when they are at their weakest. But I know this author is pretty amazing and she was able to hold me captive for just a few hours with her latest story.
Sara is one of the devoted members of the Gathering of the Sun. She wasn’t always the perfect follower. Dragged into this life by her mother when she was only nine, she couldn’t understand the weird customs of Pastor Carter and his flock. Sara was punished and basically brainwashed at a very young age after many acts of defiance on her part. Now at nearly seventeen years of age, she has become one of Pastor Carter’s chosen ones. But when two brothers show up one night to join the Gathering, Sara starts to question her blind faith.
Bastian’s older brother David was an Army Ranger and was stationed in Afghanistan. He witnessed the deaths of nearly all of his friends who he was out on a mission with. He gets sent home a different man. Plagued by depression and PTSD, his family is struggling to find a way to help him. David ends up seeing some of Pastor Carter’s sermons online and decides he wants to join the Gathering. Bastian goes with his brother in hopes of being able to talk him out of it but once they get to the compound, he is left with no choice but to join with his brother.
Sara is intrigued by Bastian. She knows that he is only there to watch over his brother and any claim to wanting to join the Gathering is a bunch of bull on his part but she convinces the Pastor to let Bastian join. At first, all these two do is bicker. Bastian is really good at pushing all of Sara’s buttons but then things start to take a different turn between them and she begins to question her life at the compound.
The two end up falling for each other and they’re playing a very dangerous game with some pretty psychotic people. Things take a heartbreaking turn and all I can say is that I’m curious to see what’s in store for this couple in the conclusion to this gripping story.
Here are my overall ratings
Hero: 4
Heroine: 4
Plot: 4
Angst: 4
Steam: 3
Chemistry Between Hero & Heroine: 4
ASHES OF THE SUN is currently available.
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{ARC Generously Provided by Author}
My eyes fluttered closed. I tilted my head up. And when he kissed me it was everything all at once. It was joy and passion. It was fear and devastation. It was the pulling apart of my entire existence. It ended parts of me I hadn’t realized were broken.
I’m not really a huge fan of books about cults. It’s hard to believe that there are people who would give up everything they own and blindly follow someone who is clearly taking advantage of people when they are at their weakest. But I know this author is pretty amazing and she was able to hold me captive for just a few hours with her latest story.
Sara is one of the devoted members of the Gathering of the Sun. She wasn’t always the perfect follower. Dragged into this life by her mother when she was only nine, she couldn’t understand the weird customs of Pastor Carter and his flock. Sara was punished and basically brainwashed at a very young age after many acts of defiance on her part. Now at nearly seventeen years of age, she has become one of Pastor Carter’s chosen ones. But when two brothers show up one night to join the Gathering, Sara starts to question her blind faith.
Bastian’s older brother David was an Army Ranger and was stationed in Afghanistan. He witnessed the deaths of nearly all of his friends who he was out on a mission with. He gets sent home a different man. Plagued by depression and PTSD, his family is struggling to find a way to help him. David ends up seeing some of Pastor Carter’s sermons online and decides he wants to join the Gathering. Bastian goes with his brother in hopes of being able to talk him out of it but once they get to the compound, he is left with no choice but to join with his brother.
Sara is intrigued by Bastian. She knows that he is only there to watch over his brother and any claim to wanting to join the Gathering is a bunch of bull on his part but she convinces the Pastor to let Bastian join. At first, all these two do is bicker. Bastian is really good at pushing all of Sara’s buttons but then things start to take a different turn between them and she begins to question her life at the compound.
The two end up falling for each other and they’re playing a very dangerous game with some pretty psychotic people. Things take a heartbreaking turn and all I can say is that I’m curious to see what’s in store for this couple in the conclusion to this gripping story.
Here are my overall ratings
Hero: 4
Heroine: 4
Plot: 4
Angst: 4
Steam: 3
Chemistry Between Hero & Heroine: 4
ASHES OF THE SUN is currently available.
Amazon 🇺🇲️ : https://amzn.to/2Kj7opf
Amazon 🇬🇧️ : https://amzn.to/2IpN8NS
Amazon CA: https://amzn.to/2MWE9HC
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July 5, 2018
4 stars!
I am fascinated by books about religious cults. Even though they're usually heart breaking and emotional, I find the stories intriguing. Ashes of the Sun is about a girl named Sara who is brought into one of these cults by her emotionally unstable mother when she's only 8 years old. Now she's 18 and it's all she's known the last 10 years. Sara is devout and truly believes what Pastor Carter preaches. Then someone comes along that makes her question everything.
The last place Bastian wants to be is in the middle of nowhere with these crazy people, but when his brother, who is suffering from extreme PTSD decides he's going, Bastian has to follow him. He can't let David go on his own. He's there to protect his brother, and he doesn't expect anything else. Then he meets Sara. Sara is so much more then he expected her to be. Together, Bastian and Sara share their hopes and dreams and start to, for the first time, dream of a future away from it all.
But is that possible? Between Sara's mother, Pastor Carter, and the need Bastian has to protect his brother, it seems hopeless at times. This book. This book broke me by the end. My heart was in pieces. Now I'm waiting for the next one and tears are rolling down my cheeks thinking about it. It wasn't an easy read, but these types of books never are. Still, I look forward to seeing what happens next in Bastian and Sara's world. I'm anxious, yet ready to find out where they go from here! Their romance is an inaugural part of the story, but there is so much more to it. It's very much a coming of age story for Sara as well.
If you're looking for a book that is emotional and captivating this is one you need to read! I'm hoping the next book is out sooner rather than later!
I am fascinated by books about religious cults. Even though they're usually heart breaking and emotional, I find the stories intriguing. Ashes of the Sun is about a girl named Sara who is brought into one of these cults by her emotionally unstable mother when she's only 8 years old. Now she's 18 and it's all she's known the last 10 years. Sara is devout and truly believes what Pastor Carter preaches. Then someone comes along that makes her question everything.
Bastian’s stories didn’t mention horrible things. They made him happy. They made me smile. I wanted to know more about his version of the outside. What it was like beyond the gate. And I shouldn’t.
The last place Bastian wants to be is in the middle of nowhere with these crazy people, but when his brother, who is suffering from extreme PTSD decides he's going, Bastian has to follow him. He can't let David go on his own. He's there to protect his brother, and he doesn't expect anything else. Then he meets Sara. Sara is so much more then he expected her to be. Together, Bastian and Sara share their hopes and dreams and start to, for the first time, dream of a future away from it all.
But is that possible? Between Sara's mother, Pastor Carter, and the need Bastian has to protect his brother, it seems hopeless at times. This book. This book broke me by the end. My heart was in pieces. Now I'm waiting for the next one and tears are rolling down my cheeks thinking about it. It wasn't an easy read, but these types of books never are. Still, I look forward to seeing what happens next in Bastian and Sara's world. I'm anxious, yet ready to find out where they go from here! Their romance is an inaugural part of the story, but there is so much more to it. It's very much a coming of age story for Sara as well.
If you're looking for a book that is emotional and captivating this is one you need to read! I'm hoping the next book is out sooner rather than later!
“I feel as though I’ve waited my whole life to love you, Sara Bishop. My path—my journey—was finding my way to you.”
June 27, 2018
4 Stars
Pastor Carter is the leader of a cult in which our heroine has been a part of since she’s eight years old. The Gathering of the Sun is a bit obesesed with the sun, the state of their souls and some event that is approaching called… The Awakening.
The first thirty or so of the story is a bit redundant as the heroine goes over her daily life with mentally ill mom, Pastor Carter, and the path she works hard to stay on. It isn’t until a military vet named David shows up at the gate accompanied by his very concerned brother Bastian does the story really take off. As Sara starts to question everything she has been forced to accept with community by getting to know Sebastian.
"Why was I protecting him? Because of him, I was losing my way. Because of him I was waking up.”
The panic and excitement kicks in while Bastian and Sara fall for one another as he is desperate to save his brother from falling for all that Pastor Carter promises. The story takes a heartbreaking turn as it ends while leaving me eager to see what is next for these characters in the conclusion.
"I won’t save you. But I’ll help you save yourself.”
**ARC provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.**
Pastor Carter is the leader of a cult in which our heroine has been a part of since she’s eight years old. The Gathering of the Sun is a bit obesesed with the sun, the state of their souls and some event that is approaching called… The Awakening.
The first thirty or so of the story is a bit redundant as the heroine goes over her daily life with mentally ill mom, Pastor Carter, and the path she works hard to stay on. It isn’t until a military vet named David shows up at the gate accompanied by his very concerned brother Bastian does the story really take off. As Sara starts to question everything she has been forced to accept with community by getting to know Sebastian.
"Why was I protecting him? Because of him, I was losing my way. Because of him I was waking up.”
The panic and excitement kicks in while Bastian and Sara fall for one another as he is desperate to save his brother from falling for all that Pastor Carter promises. The story takes a heartbreaking turn as it ends while leaving me eager to see what is next for these characters in the conclusion.
"I won’t save you. But I’ll help you save yourself.”
**ARC provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.**
June 21, 2018
4,5 stars
The 0,5 stars missing is only related to my trigger and difficulties to read about such topic.
Pfew what a ride!
If I did not trust Meredith I would have stopped reading after 10 pages.
The topic featured in this book: cults, brainwashing, praying on the vulnerable is usually a topic I avoid at all costs.
Because it makes me sick and uncomfortable.
I find mind manipulation deeply repulsive.
Maybe because I was mentally harassed and manipulated at the beginning of my career to the point of nearly falling into depression. Until one night I reached my tipping point and decided that it would no longer affect me. I wouldn't allow it anymore. And my bully stopped having no grasp on my mind anymore.
So yes it was extremely painful for me to read how Sara had been indoctrinated till her tender age by this false "Pastor".
I was mad. Furious. I wanted to shout:"Open your eyes! Resist! Rebel!". Yet I knew deep down how manipulators are clever. How they make their demands seem perfectly reasonable and legitimate.
Obeying in everything? This is God's will. Pastor knows what's best for you.
Praying for hours and having no electricity save for Pastor's house? It's God's will.
Imprisoning a child for days without light nor food nor heat? Then having Pastor saving her by unlocking the door and tending to her wounds? It's because Pastor is your protector and your savior.
He is showing you your true Path and saving you from the evil that plagues the outside world.
I could go on and on how all this was terribly wrong.
But that's A. Meredith's trademark. She won't sugarcoat it to spare your feelings. She will show you the truth. She will back you in a tight corner so that you don't have any choice but to acknowledge the problem and its wrongness.
Sara has lived in this community for ten years. She tried to rebel as a kid till she understood the futility of it. Her mother has never been a mother to her. She is deranged. Ready to sacrifice her daughter.
Sara has learned to squash her hopes and rebellion in the bud. She is the perfect disciple.
Until Bastian and his brother David join the community.
David has joined of his own volition. Ex-ranger having suffered a traumatic event and being abandoned by the army he suffers from severe PTSD. He hopes to find his purpose and salvation in The Gathering of the Sun.
Bastian follows David in the hope of protecting him. Making him see reason and go home.
Bastian is your free electron. The one with eyes wide open that will make Sara really look at her community and its wrongness.
So many hard topics are exposed in this book!
-PTSD;
-How the army abandons her soldiers;
-Mind manipulation;
-Child sexual abuse and abuse by neglect;
-Perversion.
It takes courage to go against everything you've been taught was true. Even if deep down you know it's evil there is this saying "better the devil you know than the devil you don’t" “Denial was comfortable.”
Sara is strong, compassionate and smart. She also has a long way to go to see the truth. But that's what Bastian is there for. Luminous, jester, protective and generous Bastian.
Their love is not insta-love. Its roots are firmly planted in the ground but it will take time for the flowers to blossom.
A. Meredith has written a hard, true and uncomfortable story. One that made me want to stop reading many times because of my own personal issues. Yet she did it with boldness and rightness. She soldiered on. To denounce. To open our eyes. To make us see like Sara did.
I can only hope that my path will be easier in the sequel due in some weeks.
Do you read out of your comfort zone books?
Thanks for reading!
Sophie
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The 0,5 stars missing is only related to my trigger and difficulties to read about such topic.
Pfew what a ride!
If I did not trust Meredith I would have stopped reading after 10 pages.
The topic featured in this book: cults, brainwashing, praying on the vulnerable is usually a topic I avoid at all costs.
Because it makes me sick and uncomfortable.
I find mind manipulation deeply repulsive.
Maybe because I was mentally harassed and manipulated at the beginning of my career to the point of nearly falling into depression. Until one night I reached my tipping point and decided that it would no longer affect me. I wouldn't allow it anymore. And my bully stopped having no grasp on my mind anymore.
So yes it was extremely painful for me to read how Sara had been indoctrinated till her tender age by this false "Pastor".
I was mad. Furious. I wanted to shout:"Open your eyes! Resist! Rebel!". Yet I knew deep down how manipulators are clever. How they make their demands seem perfectly reasonable and legitimate.
Obeying in everything? This is God's will. Pastor knows what's best for you.
Praying for hours and having no electricity save for Pastor's house? It's God's will.
Imprisoning a child for days without light nor food nor heat? Then having Pastor saving her by unlocking the door and tending to her wounds? It's because Pastor is your protector and your savior.
He is showing you your true Path and saving you from the evil that plagues the outside world.
I could go on and on how all this was terribly wrong.
But that's A. Meredith's trademark. She won't sugarcoat it to spare your feelings. She will show you the truth. She will back you in a tight corner so that you don't have any choice but to acknowledge the problem and its wrongness.
Sara has lived in this community for ten years. She tried to rebel as a kid till she understood the futility of it. Her mother has never been a mother to her. She is deranged. Ready to sacrifice her daughter.
“I learned to follow the path. But only through fear of getting in trouble. Fear of being locked in a tiny room with no windows. Fear of the cold look in Pastor Carter’s eyes when I disappointed him.”
Sara has learned to squash her hopes and rebellion in the bud. She is the perfect disciple.
Until Bastian and his brother David join the community.
David has joined of his own volition. Ex-ranger having suffered a traumatic event and being abandoned by the army he suffers from severe PTSD. He hopes to find his purpose and salvation in The Gathering of the Sun.
Bastian follows David in the hope of protecting him. Making him see reason and go home.
Bastian is your free electron. The one with eyes wide open that will make Sara really look at her community and its wrongness.
So many hard topics are exposed in this book!
-PTSD;
-How the army abandons her soldiers;
-Mind manipulation;
-Child sexual abuse and abuse by neglect;
-Perversion.
It takes courage to go against everything you've been taught was true. Even if deep down you know it's evil there is this saying "better the devil you know than the devil you don’t" “Denial was comfortable.”
“What sort of life could a woman like me have? A woman without money or family or skills. Worst of all, a woman without faith. I felt the wind knocked out of me. A woman without faith. Had I lost my devotion? Had doubt clouded my mind? Had sin entered my heart? That scared me more than the memory of The Refuge. More than Mom’s anger and Pastor Carter’s reprimand. What was I without faith? A black hole.”
Sara is strong, compassionate and smart. She also has a long way to go to see the truth. But that's what Bastian is there for. Luminous, jester, protective and generous Bastian.
Their love is not insta-love. Its roots are firmly planted in the ground but it will take time for the flowers to blossom.
A. Meredith has written a hard, true and uncomfortable story. One that made me want to stop reading many times because of my own personal issues. Yet she did it with boldness and rightness. She soldiered on. To denounce. To open our eyes. To make us see like Sara did.
I can only hope that my path will be easier in the sequel due in some weeks.
Do you read out of your comfort zone books?
Thanks for reading!
Sophie
Find me on:
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Facebook group : Beware Book Boyfriends Alert
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June 28, 2018
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Type: Book 1 of 2 from The Gathering of the Sun duet
POV: First Person - Dual
Rating:
Sara Bishop's life centered on dedicating herself to god. As the model disciple at Gathering of the Sun she believed her existence had a sole purpose. But a new arrival challenged her believe system and threatened to change her carefully laid out path.
Bastian Scott didn't need anyone to tell him his place. He came with a purpose that he vowed to see it to the end. But a new distraction was not something he expected an d it could potentially complicated his plan.
For a sheep, surprisingly I didn't hate Sara. I understood where she came from, but I also appreciate how her character evolved organically.
Bastian spelled trouble right from the beginning. I like how he brought something new into the community. My favorite scene of him was the bible study scene.
I enjoyed the story overall. I love stories when characters were forced to reassess their beliefs. True to the author's nature, the writing was exceptional. However, I expected more intensity. There were some critical scenes that I felt lost their impact due to fade to black nature of it. I also felt some parts of the book was too slow for my preference.
Ashes of the Sun is the first part from The Gathering of the Sun duet. It would appeal to readers looking for a story in religious cult setting.
Books in the series:
🔸 ☀ 🔸 . . . (F)BR With Loyda . . . 🔸 ☀ 🔸
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Type: Book 1 of 2 from The Gathering of the Sun duet
POV: First Person - Dual
Rating:
Sara Bishop's life centered on dedicating herself to god. As the model disciple at Gathering of the Sun she believed her existence had a sole purpose. But a new arrival challenged her believe system and threatened to change her carefully laid out path.
Bastian Scott didn't need anyone to tell him his place. He came with a purpose that he vowed to see it to the end. But a new distraction was not something he expected an d it could potentially complicated his plan.
I didn’t know who I was without my belief in The Gathering’s message. Without my fate. Without my calling. I was scared that if I let that girl disappear there would be nothing left.
For a sheep, surprisingly I didn't hate Sara. I understood where she came from, but I also appreciate how her character evolved organically.
His presence at The Retreat felt like glass under my skin. Alien and potentially dangerous.
Bastian spelled trouble right from the beginning. I like how he brought something new into the community. My favorite scene of him was the bible study scene.
I enjoyed the story overall. I love stories when characters were forced to reassess their beliefs. True to the author's nature, the writing was exceptional. However, I expected more intensity. There were some critical scenes that I felt lost their impact due to fade to black nature of it. I also felt some parts of the book was too slow for my preference.
“The world isn’t all bad, Sara. It really isn’t. There’s so much good. So much beauty. And you’re missing all of it,” he said softly.
Ashes of the Sun is the first part from The Gathering of the Sun duet. It would appeal to readers looking for a story in religious cult setting.
Books in the series:
🔸 ☀ 🔸 . . . (F)BR With Loyda . . . 🔸 ☀ 🔸
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June 28, 2018
4★★★★ Stars
Genre:
Contemporary Romance
Type:
Book 1 of 2 from The Gathering of the Sun duet
POV:
First Person - Dual
"I won’t save you. But I’ll help you save yourself.”
Sara Bishop was raised by her mother at The Gathering since eight years old. She remembers a bit of what life was before the Gathering but so many years living this life of what she can and can't do; it make it hard for Sara to see the true light. Pastor Carter is the leader and he has a plan for his followers. They all must prepared for the awakening.
"Perhaps he wasn't a wolf amongst the sheep. Because I found myself liking him. Cautiously. Warily. And when he smiled, I smiled back."
Bastian Scott is conflicted; he only ever wanted to helped his brother so when he had to make a decision to stay with him he didn't think twice about it. However; once inside the gathering he knew he must do anything to get out of that place no matter what. He never imagined to feel something towards Sara.
"Maybe one day you'll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else."
I felt the love connection could have been stronger between this two but I still liked it a lot. The story is told from dual point of view; I found I enjoyed Bastian's point of view much better. He wanted to save his brother and Sara too; but he felt powerless at the same time. I loved his words though and how he acted in every situation.
“The world isn’t all bad, Sara. It really isn’t. There’s so much good. So much beauty. And you’re missing all of it,” he said softly."
The last twenty percent of the book I felt like I couldn't breathe. The panic and excitement was so much, I literally felt like I was in one of those dreams where someone is chasing you and you are trying to run as fast as you can hahaha. Sara and Bastian are bound to save the brother and desperate to get free and the events happening at the end of the book will leave you breathless.
I am really looking forward to see what is next for these characters in the conclusion. Readers who enjoy religious stories will find this book appealing.
☀☀☀ . . . (F)BR With War . . . ☀☀☀
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June 28, 2018
❝Maybe you’ll figure out that not everything you think is true really is,❞ I said with an air of superiority I didn’t quite feel.
❝And maybe one day you’ll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else,❞ he murmured.
I cannot tell you how much I LOVED this book! It's a beautiful, heart-wrenching story about love and faith. About friendship and trust. It's gut-wrenching, intense, and healing.
When Bastian's brother, David returns from the military, he's different. He's depressed and often volatile, and carries an enormous amount of guilt. When he happens upon a video of a preacher from the Gathering of the Sun church, David believes he's found the answer to true peace and an end to his misery. He decides to leave his family to join the congregation. Bastian refuses to let his brother leave without doing everything he can to talk him out of joining the Gathering of the Sun people. When the two finally reach the entry gates, Bastian realizes his only hope of reaching his brother is to walk through those iron bars alongside him.
It doesn't take long for Bastian to realize something isn't quite right with the teaching and practices of this church, which only causes him more worry where his brother is concerned. The only light in his day is the acolyte, Sara. She's beautiful, smart and funny. But she's also loyal to a fault. Bastian makes her see things in a different way and he's making her feel things she thought she'd locked away. As tension builds and the two grow closer, Sara realizes that while this has been the life she's been groomed for, it may not be the life she wants.
I am completely captivated by this story! The angst! Oh, my heart! It started kind of slowly but when things got going, GAH! The suspense of the arc in the plot nearly killed me. Between the buildup and the angst, I thought my heart would explode! 'Ashes of the Sun' is the first in The Gathering of the Sun Series. I can't wait to find out how this story ends with Tears of the Storm'!
I was provided a review copy by the author. This did not influence my opinion of the book nor my review.
June 25, 2018
A. Meredith Walters delivers one seriously intense, harrowing storyline in Ashes of the Sun. This story follows Sara Bishop, a character immersed in the twisted world of a religious cult until her true savior literally arrives at the gate. It's both fascinating and horrifying to witness the difficulty and heartache that evolves as Sara begins to question everything she's been conditioned to believe. Her inner turmoil is a palpable entity in this book as she struggles with reconciling everything she's been taught with everything she begins to long for.
The forbidden romance between Sara and Bastian that takes root in these impossibly dire circumstances brings such a refreshing light to an otherwise grim storyline. Their quiet attraction is a stark contrast to the realities they've both been existing in and I grew more intrigued by their dynamic with each turn of the page.
This first half of The Gathering of the Sun duet was an enjoyable one. I was enraged, frustrated, disgusted by the evil disguised as salvation. I was disturbed by so much of what Sara endures, especially the tenuous relationship she has with her mother. The leader of this cult is maddening, sure, but I was even more effected by the coldness of her mother. It's so unsettling, the feelings Sara's situation evokes in the reader. I was tormented. I was angered. I was captivated. And I was completely swept up in the possibly and hope that comes along with the blossoming, forbidden romance that begins to spark between Sara and Bastian.
This was a solid start to this duet and I'm anxious to read the next book. Walters is my go-to for heavy subject matter and dire circumstances woven beautifully with hopeful love stories. And what's heavier or more grim than a sinister cult disguised as a place of religious salvation? Bastian and Sara's romance serves as a beacon of light and hope against a dark backdrop of deception and abuse and I'm fully invested in what's to come for them. Looking forward to book 2!
The forbidden romance between Sara and Bastian that takes root in these impossibly dire circumstances brings such a refreshing light to an otherwise grim storyline. Their quiet attraction is a stark contrast to the realities they've both been existing in and I grew more intrigued by their dynamic with each turn of the page.
This first half of The Gathering of the Sun duet was an enjoyable one. I was enraged, frustrated, disgusted by the evil disguised as salvation. I was disturbed by so much of what Sara endures, especially the tenuous relationship she has with her mother. The leader of this cult is maddening, sure, but I was even more effected by the coldness of her mother. It's so unsettling, the feelings Sara's situation evokes in the reader. I was tormented. I was angered. I was captivated. And I was completely swept up in the possibly and hope that comes along with the blossoming, forbidden romance that begins to spark between Sara and Bastian.
This was a solid start to this duet and I'm anxious to read the next book. Walters is my go-to for heavy subject matter and dire circumstances woven beautifully with hopeful love stories. And what's heavier or more grim than a sinister cult disguised as a place of religious salvation? Bastian and Sara's romance serves as a beacon of light and hope against a dark backdrop of deception and abuse and I'm fully invested in what's to come for them. Looking forward to book 2!
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June 19, 2018
"There’s so much good. So much beauty. And you’re missing it all"
I was expecting a good read, but Sara and Bastians story blew me away.
So many emotions in this book!
The pain and frustration was real, I felt Sara's hurt and most of all I was championing her and Bastian to come out the other end together.
"Something started to crack inside me. I couldn’t stop it. Once it began to shatter, there would be no putting it back together again"
I cannot wait for The Gathering Part 2, please tell me someone bumps off The Pastor.
I was expecting a good read, but Sara and Bastians story blew me away.
So many emotions in this book!
The pain and frustration was real, I felt Sara's hurt and most of all I was championing her and Bastian to come out the other end together.
"Something started to crack inside me. I couldn’t stop it. Once it began to shatter, there would be no putting it back together again"
I cannot wait for The Gathering Part 2, please tell me someone bumps off The Pastor.
June 21, 2018
4 stars
I'll have a goodreads appropriate review soon, but until then, you can read it on my blog at Readin' Under Street Lamps here
I'll have a goodreads appropriate review soon, but until then, you can read it on my blog at Readin' Under Street Lamps here
July 5, 2018
Quando ho visto la cover di questo romanzo sulla pagina FB dell'autrice, l'ho immediatamente inserito nella WL. E quando ho scoperto di aver vinto una copia in anteprima ho fatto i salti di gioia! Così, senza alcun indugio, ho iniziato a leggerlo...
... ed è stato amore fin dal prologo ♥
Avevo già sperimentato la scrittura dell'autrice con l'irraggiungibile The Contradiction of Solitude, ed è stato bellissimo riscoprirla. Questa nuova storia mi ha presa da subito, nonostante il mio disprezzo per i culti religiosi che si rivelano essere vere e proprie sette. Fin dal momento in cui Bastian entra a far parte di questa comunità, ho iniziato a lanciare gridolini di eccitazione!
L'arrivo di Bastian altera gli equilibri e stravolge inevitabilmente la vita di Sara, la cui fede assoluta comincia a vacillare. Giorno dopo giorno, la vediamo scemare un poco di più, spinta via da un altro tipo di fede, dalla curiosità, dall'inconscio desiderio di una vita al di fuori di quel mondo isolato, di una vita normale.
Dall'amore ♥
Non è stato facile comprendere il comportamento della protagonista, non è stato facile accettarlo. A ogni parola per me insensata volevo entrare nel libro e prendere tutti quei fanatici a sberle. Per farli svegliare, per fargli capire quanto fosse sbagliato, per fargli vedere che razza di mostro stavano seguendo. Ah, il Pastore Carter... Non il messaggero di Dio, ma il Diavolo. E il Diavolo è così subdolo e ingannatore...
Questo romanzo è stato una sorpresa! Man mano che si prosegue, la lettura diventa sempre più coinvolgente, fino a piazzarci davanti una verità agghiacciante che mi ha fatto urlare per la disperazione e l'impotenza. Sono molto curiosa di leggere come si concluderà la storia di Bastian e Sara :D
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Il suo amore era la tempesta. Eclissava il sole.
Avevo già sperimentato la scrittura dell'autrice con l'irraggiungibile The Contradiction of Solitude, ed è stato bellissimo riscoprirla. Questa nuova storia mi ha presa da subito, nonostante il mio disprezzo per i culti religiosi che si rivelano essere vere e proprie sette. Fin dal momento in cui Bastian entra a far parte di questa comunità, ho iniziato a lanciare gridolini di eccitazione!
Sembrava così semplice. Respirare con lui. Stare sdraiata sull'erba accanto a lui.
Tanto, tanto semplice.
Eppure non lo era.
Neanche lontanamente.
La sua presenza portava con sé un uragano.
L'arrivo di Bastian altera gli equilibri e stravolge inevitabilmente la vita di Sara, la cui fede assoluta comincia a vacillare. Giorno dopo giorno, la vediamo scemare un poco di più, spinta via da un altro tipo di fede, dalla curiosità, dall'inconscio desiderio di una vita al di fuori di quel mondo isolato, di una vita normale.
Dall'amore ♥
Non è stato facile comprendere il comportamento della protagonista, non è stato facile accettarlo. A ogni parola per me insensata volevo entrare nel libro e prendere tutti quei fanatici a sberle. Per farli svegliare, per fargli capire quanto fosse sbagliato, per fargli vedere che razza di mostro stavano seguendo. Ah, il Pastore Carter... Non il messaggero di Dio, ma il Diavolo. E il Diavolo è così subdolo e ingannatore...
«Sara». Disse il mio nome con un singhiozzo strozzato. «Sara». Una preghiera. Una benedizione. Come se io fossi stata il suo cammino. Il suo viaggio.
La sua ragione.
«Credi in me» sussurrò, gli occhi pieni di speranza seppur diffidenti. «Abbi fede in questo».
Questo romanzo è stato una sorpresa! Man mano che si prosegue, la lettura diventa sempre più coinvolgente, fino a piazzarci davanti una verità agghiacciante che mi ha fatto urlare per la disperazione e l'impotenza. Sono molto curiosa di leggere come si concluderà la storia di Bastian e Sara :D
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June 19, 2018
Ashes of the Sun is a powerful story about betrayal. My heart is heavy will these words I carry. I’m still trying to process the magnitude of this story.
What if everything you were taught to believe was a lie? What would you do?
In Ashes of the Sun, we meet Sara whose path in life has been carved from the moment she stepped foot in The Gathering of the Sun. She was molded into the perfect disciple never questioning the beliefs of her leader.
This book had me questioning every form of belief system I grew up knowing. I also thought how in some cases some beliefs brainwash weak minded individuals who need structure and control. While I also considered how some individuals choose to conform for protection and a sense of unity. People tend to find the perfect fit for themselves. Beliefs don’t find the individual instead I think people seek out the belief system that serves a purpose that is adaptable to their needs.
Sara hadn’t chosen this place, it was bestowed upon her by her mother. As a young girl who valued her mothers choices she grew up to believe what was taught to her. So What happens when doubt begins to creep inside her mind?
This book isn’t against any form of religious beliefs. It’s simply trying to educate on how the methods used to share beliefs may not be honest.
This book showed me how easily individuals can be persuaded by words. It stated how assigning a purpose to those who need guidance will give them the hope they need to heal.
Bastian was the character who rocked the foundation that Pastor Carter created driving doubt into the minds of individuals who already had questioned the belief system they learned to conform to.
I can’t stop thinking about the conditioning thats taking place. I took this as a life experience in which individuals should ask questions. Asking questions doesn’t stunt growth it actually hinders it. I kept waiting for the unexpected to happen. I was on pins and needles waiting for that shocking moment to occur.
I loved how these two characters from different worlds shared moments together. They didn’t shy away from their differences and instead shared them with interest. While both held judgment against the other they still found a way to discount them by learning and talking.
“What do you need to be protected from? You need to ask yourself what it is that you don’t want the rest of the world to see?” I need to answer this question for Sara by stating, If you cage a person by depriving them of a free life then you hinder their ability to grow. Your taking their choices away and not giving them an opportunity to prove they can avoid temptation.
Ms. Walters brings much to debate about in this book. I look forward to reading Tears of the Storm.
What if everything you were taught to believe was a lie? What would you do?
In Ashes of the Sun, we meet Sara whose path in life has been carved from the moment she stepped foot in The Gathering of the Sun. She was molded into the perfect disciple never questioning the beliefs of her leader.
This book had me questioning every form of belief system I grew up knowing. I also thought how in some cases some beliefs brainwash weak minded individuals who need structure and control. While I also considered how some individuals choose to conform for protection and a sense of unity. People tend to find the perfect fit for themselves. Beliefs don’t find the individual instead I think people seek out the belief system that serves a purpose that is adaptable to their needs.
Sara hadn’t chosen this place, it was bestowed upon her by her mother. As a young girl who valued her mothers choices she grew up to believe what was taught to her. So What happens when doubt begins to creep inside her mind?
This book isn’t against any form of religious beliefs. It’s simply trying to educate on how the methods used to share beliefs may not be honest.
This book showed me how easily individuals can be persuaded by words. It stated how assigning a purpose to those who need guidance will give them the hope they need to heal.
Bastian was the character who rocked the foundation that Pastor Carter created driving doubt into the minds of individuals who already had questioned the belief system they learned to conform to.
I can’t stop thinking about the conditioning thats taking place. I took this as a life experience in which individuals should ask questions. Asking questions doesn’t stunt growth it actually hinders it. I kept waiting for the unexpected to happen. I was on pins and needles waiting for that shocking moment to occur.
I loved how these two characters from different worlds shared moments together. They didn’t shy away from their differences and instead shared them with interest. While both held judgment against the other they still found a way to discount them by learning and talking.
“What do you need to be protected from? You need to ask yourself what it is that you don’t want the rest of the world to see?” I need to answer this question for Sara by stating, If you cage a person by depriving them of a free life then you hinder their ability to grow. Your taking their choices away and not giving them an opportunity to prove they can avoid temptation.
Ms. Walters brings much to debate about in this book. I look forward to reading Tears of the Storm.
June 25, 2018
This was a very good read.
I don't look for these kind of plots really often but if an author I appreciate writes a story about a cult I'll absolutily want to read it.
A. Meredith Walters wonderfully told Sara and Bastian's story and even if most of the characters pissed me off I was intrigued and I couldn't turn the pages quick enough to find out how it woul have ended.
Sara lived at The Gathering of the Sun for ten year,she is Pastor's best disciple but her obedience isn't natural like for most of her "family" members.She is smart and strong and when Bastian comes to the compound she couldn't hold back her curiousity and her interest for him and his previous experiences.
Their lives couldn't be more different but something between them just clicks and their relationship will alter their paths for ever.
I recommend to read this book right now so you have some time to digest all the events before the next part comes out next month .
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July 1, 2018
Ashes Of The Sun
It was an interesting story but the pacing was slow and the typos didn't help matters as I had to read sentences over to make sense of them.
It was an interesting story but the pacing was slow and the typos didn't help matters as I had to read sentences over to make sense of them.
July 10, 2018
I have a fascination with religious cult books, well the romance ones. It might have to do with the fight they have to break free from all they have ever known to find happiness. Maybe it is just that it is so out of the box for me that I get sucked into their world and root for them to overcome it all. Whatever it is, I really enjoy these books.
“I feel as though I’ve waited my whole life to love you, Sara Bishop. My path—my journey—was finding my way to you.”
Sara kinda broke my heart. She got so brainwashed and fooled into so many things when she was a child. Some of the things involving her mother in the first half of the book became a little redundant but after that the book really picked up for me. Bastian arrived only to help watch over his brother David who joined after a horrible experience. I loved how he knew who he was and didn't let the Gathering change that. He made Sara wake up and feel something. This is where the book really picked up for me. I loved these two together. Their chemistry was off the charts from beginning to end.
"Why was I protecting him? Because of him, I was losing my way. Because of him I was waking up.”
There was a few things I would have liked to have played out more, some scenes I wish didn't FTB but overall the book was exceptional. The writing was on point the character development was flawless and the store consumed me. I look forward to the second book and I am so glad she went with having this story be in two book instead of rushing it and fitting it into one book. I don't say that very often but I really feel it was what is best for this story.
"I won’t save you. But I’ll help you save yourself.”
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“I feel as though I’ve waited my whole life to love you, Sara Bishop. My path—my journey—was finding my way to you.”
Sara kinda broke my heart. She got so brainwashed and fooled into so many things when she was a child. Some of the things involving her mother in the first half of the book became a little redundant but after that the book really picked up for me. Bastian arrived only to help watch over his brother David who joined after a horrible experience. I loved how he knew who he was and didn't let the Gathering change that. He made Sara wake up and feel something. This is where the book really picked up for me. I loved these two together. Their chemistry was off the charts from beginning to end.
"Why was I protecting him? Because of him, I was losing my way. Because of him I was waking up.”
There was a few things I would have liked to have played out more, some scenes I wish didn't FTB but overall the book was exceptional. The writing was on point the character development was flawless and the store consumed me. I look forward to the second book and I am so glad she went with having this story be in two book instead of rushing it and fitting it into one book. I don't say that very often but I really feel it was what is best for this story.
"I won’t save you. But I’ll help you save yourself.”
ARC in exchange for honest review
June 25, 2018
Ashes Of The Sun is the kind of story that I’m glad I waited for. Want to know why? Because it’s pure perfection. The author wanted to give us a mind blowing story and she did just that and so much more. I read so many books in a year that I need to be astonished and I was. A 10 star.
I won’t say too much about the kind of story it is because the readers need to experience this unique masterpiece. Sarah has been brainwashed to think, believe and act a certain way. That all comes crashing down when new comers, David and Bastian show up. What she knows and believe is not that anymore. She feels that things are not right. Bastian will show her the way.
This is an uniquely written story with a plot that keeps twisting. Characters that are perfectly crafted to make this story even better. I felt for them and their struggles. There are some that are pure evil. This was a suspenseful and an highly addicting story. A storyline that kept getting deeper and deeper. I had quite a few WTF moments that left me speechless. A web of lies and deceit. This was a story that was beautifully executed to perfection. A lot of time and effort were put in this story. Bottomline is this one of 2018 best read stories.
This is part one of 2. Tears of The Storm is coming shortly. Story told in a dual POV. I strongly recommend this story . All of this authors previous books are all worth the readers precious time and money.
August 23, 2018
I loved this unique and emotional story. A. Meredith Walters has a beautiful way of writing stories of social justice and opening up topics of social awareness in ourselves and how we see the world. Her words are sincere, intense, strong and poetic.
I found Ashes of the Sun to be a unique take on love and the concepts surrounding love. The character dynamics were complex and intriguing. There were a couple of spots in the book, I found somewhat repetitive or slow but they didn't turn me away from being engaged and invested in the story. I really enjoyed Sara's storyline and felt he emotional tug on my heart for her. Bastian's character was refreshing and I enjoyed how he didn't have to be a stereotypical alpha/romance book boy for me to fall in love with him. I can't wait for book two to see where this story goes. It's going to be a wild ride. I've waited a while for new Walters' words and this didn't disappoint.
Ashes of the Sun was not your typical romance. In fact it's not a romance. It's a love story. It's a coming of age story with lots of discovery about Sara's character and everything she knows. Most of all it's a story of the heart.
D 3.5/5
I found Ashes of the Sun to be a unique take on love and the concepts surrounding love. The character dynamics were complex and intriguing. There were a couple of spots in the book, I found somewhat repetitive or slow but they didn't turn me away from being engaged and invested in the story. I really enjoyed Sara's storyline and felt he emotional tug on my heart for her. Bastian's character was refreshing and I enjoyed how he didn't have to be a stereotypical alpha/romance book boy for me to fall in love with him. I can't wait for book two to see where this story goes. It's going to be a wild ride. I've waited a while for new Walters' words and this didn't disappoint.
Ashes of the Sun was not your typical romance. In fact it's not a romance. It's a love story. It's a coming of age story with lots of discovery about Sara's character and everything she knows. Most of all it's a story of the heart.
D 3.5/5
June 27, 2018
Sara Bishop understands her place, not only in life but in her religious community, and while, early on, she questioned certain aspects of her faith, she quickly learned never to dispute her Pastor’s teachings regardless of how untoward or twisted they seem because doubting her elders and their practices is a punishable sin and without a mother to stand behind her, she has no choice but to fall in line or be forced to do so by less than amendable means.
As one of the most devout acolytes in her sect, it seems impossible for anyone to change Sara’s beliefs or alter her perspective, but all it takes is an intelligent and observant boy, who enters her world freely to protect someone else, to make her question EVERYTHING she’s ever known because with Bastian’s discerning eye, he easily sees and understands the reality of the environment he finds himself in and he refuses to allow Sara to blindly follow something that is universally wrong as well as evil.
Everything is contradictory in the community where Sara resides, but she doesn’t see it that way until Bastian exposes her to the truth…until he paints a much different picture of the world outside and makes it his mission to alter her perspective because that’s the only way that she has any hope of saving herself from the injustices that so many blindly follow due to the severe brainwashing that occurs.
Undoing thoughts that have been embedded into Sara’s psyche for so long, though, is not an easy task; it’s not something that can quickly occur, and it’s clear that Bastian understands that fact and is prepared to endure the emotional torment and helpless undoing Sara is bound to feel as she unravels the falsities that have been fed to her and figures out the truth amidst all of the lies.
It’s clear that A. Meredith Walters was diligent and detailed in her research of religious cults and the perverse ways they keep their members brainwashed, and while I’ll admit that it was extremely difficult to witness the elders’ abdominal acts and know that underneath their professions of righteousness and justice is a profound darkness…a den of evil that latches on to its prey and refuses to let go until everyone and everything is under its command, it lends solid credibility to the perceptions of these kind of religious cults and it also truly depicts what those against these kinds of communities are up against as they work to save the victims and persecute the villains.
Sara and Bastian’s forbidden romance has only just begun and with everything that’s being set in motion, it’s only a matter of time before their relationship, Sara’s new truths, and Bastian’s commitment to do right by Sara and those who have fallen prey to these sadistic leaders will be severely challenged, which means that Sara and Bastian need to hold steadfast to their new purpose and find a way to make it into the world Bastian has described.
4.5 Poison Apples (The Fairest of All Book Reviews)
As one of the most devout acolytes in her sect, it seems impossible for anyone to change Sara’s beliefs or alter her perspective, but all it takes is an intelligent and observant boy, who enters her world freely to protect someone else, to make her question EVERYTHING she’s ever known because with Bastian’s discerning eye, he easily sees and understands the reality of the environment he finds himself in and he refuses to allow Sara to blindly follow something that is universally wrong as well as evil.
Everything is contradictory in the community where Sara resides, but she doesn’t see it that way until Bastian exposes her to the truth…until he paints a much different picture of the world outside and makes it his mission to alter her perspective because that’s the only way that she has any hope of saving herself from the injustices that so many blindly follow due to the severe brainwashing that occurs.
Undoing thoughts that have been embedded into Sara’s psyche for so long, though, is not an easy task; it’s not something that can quickly occur, and it’s clear that Bastian understands that fact and is prepared to endure the emotional torment and helpless undoing Sara is bound to feel as she unravels the falsities that have been fed to her and figures out the truth amidst all of the lies.
It’s clear that A. Meredith Walters was diligent and detailed in her research of religious cults and the perverse ways they keep their members brainwashed, and while I’ll admit that it was extremely difficult to witness the elders’ abdominal acts and know that underneath their professions of righteousness and justice is a profound darkness…a den of evil that latches on to its prey and refuses to let go until everyone and everything is under its command, it lends solid credibility to the perceptions of these kind of religious cults and it also truly depicts what those against these kinds of communities are up against as they work to save the victims and persecute the villains.
Sara and Bastian’s forbidden romance has only just begun and with everything that’s being set in motion, it’s only a matter of time before their relationship, Sara’s new truths, and Bastian’s commitment to do right by Sara and those who have fallen prey to these sadistic leaders will be severely challenged, which means that Sara and Bastian need to hold steadfast to their new purpose and find a way to make it into the world Bastian has described.
4.5 Poison Apples (The Fairest of All Book Reviews)
June 25, 2018
“Bastian Scott had become my favorite sin.”
I want to start out this review with me saying these things:
1) A. Meredith Walters’ writing is one of my most favorite things on this planet. It soothes my soul.
2) Bastian Scott is the most defiant male I have met this year and he completely stole my heart.
3) Even though I gave this story three stars- I absolutely cannot wait to see where Bastian and Sara go next. I WILL be snatching up the second book ASAP.
Now, with me saying that, this wasn’t my most favorite A. Meredith Walters book. Simply because the first 40% of the book I had a very difficult time keeping up with the plot and story line within the book. Not to mention it was super slow. But once Sara and Bastian really started interacting more, it was smooth sailing for me. The two of them together was the perfect type of balance for me, I couldn’t have asked for anything more.
I love how A. Meredith Walters tackles subjects that most wouldn’t in a meaningful and impactful way. I think I’ve read almost everything from her now and not one of her books are ever the same. I respect that about her and as a reader I love that. Getting something different every time is a fun surprise for me. With this type of “following” or “cult” I had zero knowledge and no idea what to expect. I’m going to go out on a limb though and say she nailed this trope perfectly though. The grooming, the following- it all made me so sad for Sara. If an author can drag empathy out of me, I call it a good day for them.
“And when he kissed me it was everything all at once. It was joy and passion. It was fear and devastation. It was the pulling apart of my entire existence. It mended parts of me I hadn’t realized were broken.”
I can’t wait to see where these characters ventures lead to next. Despite the slow pacing and the dragging in the first half of the book, I thoroughly enjoyed Ashes of the Sun.
I want to start out this review with me saying these things:
1) A. Meredith Walters’ writing is one of my most favorite things on this planet. It soothes my soul.
2) Bastian Scott is the most defiant male I have met this year and he completely stole my heart.
3) Even though I gave this story three stars- I absolutely cannot wait to see where Bastian and Sara go next. I WILL be snatching up the second book ASAP.
Now, with me saying that, this wasn’t my most favorite A. Meredith Walters book. Simply because the first 40% of the book I had a very difficult time keeping up with the plot and story line within the book. Not to mention it was super slow. But once Sara and Bastian really started interacting more, it was smooth sailing for me. The two of them together was the perfect type of balance for me, I couldn’t have asked for anything more.
I love how A. Meredith Walters tackles subjects that most wouldn’t in a meaningful and impactful way. I think I’ve read almost everything from her now and not one of her books are ever the same. I respect that about her and as a reader I love that. Getting something different every time is a fun surprise for me. With this type of “following” or “cult” I had zero knowledge and no idea what to expect. I’m going to go out on a limb though and say she nailed this trope perfectly though. The grooming, the following- it all made me so sad for Sara. If an author can drag empathy out of me, I call it a good day for them.
“And when he kissed me it was everything all at once. It was joy and passion. It was fear and devastation. It was the pulling apart of my entire existence. It mended parts of me I hadn’t realized were broken.”
I can’t wait to see where these characters ventures lead to next. Despite the slow pacing and the dragging in the first half of the book, I thoroughly enjoyed Ashes of the Sun.
July 9, 2018
Along with her mentally unstable mother, Sara Bishop has been a part of The Gathering of the Sun flock and its cult-like practices since the age of eight living in blissful ignorance. That’s about to change with the arrival of the Scott brothers. You can feel the rebellion coming.
Walters is meticulous with her details allowing readers a real view of the community, its followers and the day-to-day monotony. The intrigue of blind acceptance is spellbinding in a mindboggling way to say the least. I’ve always found the subjects of cults and brainwashing fascinating – although sad and disgusting as well.
I don’t want to give a lot of the plot away. The first part ends with a major heartbreak and what looks to be a hard road ahead. Thank goodness the second part is expected sooner rather than later.
Walters is meticulous with her details allowing readers a real view of the community, its followers and the day-to-day monotony. The intrigue of blind acceptance is spellbinding in a mindboggling way to say the least. I’ve always found the subjects of cults and brainwashing fascinating – although sad and disgusting as well.
I don’t want to give a lot of the plot away. The first part ends with a major heartbreak and what looks to be a hard road ahead. Thank goodness the second part is expected sooner rather than later.
June 25, 2018
I am fascinated with cults if there is a documentary about a cult you can bet I’ve either already watched it or have it sitting on a to watch list waiting for me to have the time to devote my full attention to it. So, of course, cult-based fiction is something I love and read whenever I have the chance. Ashes of the Sun delivered on my voyeuristic need to understand what makes a person join a cult or stay in one after they’re old enough to leave on their own.
I’ve long held the belief that certain books, excellently written books, can make you feel things beyond the emotions conveyed. Ashes of the Sun made me feel grimy; perhaps it was the unkempt hair or the lack of proper hot water. Maybe it was the precise descriptions of the physical labor the ‘disciples’ were required to perform, or even the subdued yet meticulous details given about their living conditions and wardrobe. All I know is I could feel the squalor Pastor Carter’s followers were forced to live in as if it was the clothes I wore; it was sublime.
Sara’s evolution in this book was everything. While it was obvious she wasn’t the perfect paradigm of devotion she showed to her ‘brothers and sisters’ equally apparent was her uncertainty about the life her mother had forced upon her. Her outward behavior, especially in the beginning, was occasionally frustrating, but the moment she stood up for Bastian and rebelled against the conditioning she’d experienced for her entire life, I knew she was stronger than her indoctrination. When she finally shed her cocoon and spread her wings, I was elated.
Bastian, while paramount in inciting Sara’s character arc, is still a bit of a question mark to me. In the context of this part of their story, it seemed right. We found out enough about him and his motives to understand his role in this story, but much like this book being centered in Sara’s world it also needed to be focused on her character. I loved him; desperately, for what he did for his brother and the spark he lit in Sara’s mind, he was the perfect counterpoint and support for both of them. I can’t wait to see more about him in Tears of the Storm.
Ashes of the Sun started slowly, and there were times I was frustrated with the speed it was progressing, looking back, however, that careful world building was essential to the aesthetic of the cult. It gave the novel a feeling of routine and complacency until the brothers, David and Bastian, arrived. The subtle changes in pacing as the story went on and Sara began admitting to herself that The Gathering wasn’t’ everything it purported to be gave the story a growing sense of foreboding and urgency. I loved how wonderfully Ms. Walters mirrored those two aspects of the book.
Ashes of the Sun is the first book in A. Meredith Walters’ The Gathering of the Sun duet. These two books will form one complete story and must be read in order. The novel is written in dual first-person perspective, narrated by Sara and Bastian.
A. Meredith Walters won my allegiance years ago with her Find You in the Dark series. Her writing completely enraptured me in that book, and she continued that intoxicating style in this novel. That, paired with her respectful treatment of sensitive subject matter makes her a go-to author for soul and heart-shattering reads.
I’ve long held the belief that certain books, excellently written books, can make you feel things beyond the emotions conveyed. Ashes of the Sun made me feel grimy; perhaps it was the unkempt hair or the lack of proper hot water. Maybe it was the precise descriptions of the physical labor the ‘disciples’ were required to perform, or even the subdued yet meticulous details given about their living conditions and wardrobe. All I know is I could feel the squalor Pastor Carter’s followers were forced to live in as if it was the clothes I wore; it was sublime.
Sara’s evolution in this book was everything. While it was obvious she wasn’t the perfect paradigm of devotion she showed to her ‘brothers and sisters’ equally apparent was her uncertainty about the life her mother had forced upon her. Her outward behavior, especially in the beginning, was occasionally frustrating, but the moment she stood up for Bastian and rebelled against the conditioning she’d experienced for her entire life, I knew she was stronger than her indoctrination. When she finally shed her cocoon and spread her wings, I was elated.
Bastian, while paramount in inciting Sara’s character arc, is still a bit of a question mark to me. In the context of this part of their story, it seemed right. We found out enough about him and his motives to understand his role in this story, but much like this book being centered in Sara’s world it also needed to be focused on her character. I loved him; desperately, for what he did for his brother and the spark he lit in Sara’s mind, he was the perfect counterpoint and support for both of them. I can’t wait to see more about him in Tears of the Storm.
Ashes of the Sun started slowly, and there were times I was frustrated with the speed it was progressing, looking back, however, that careful world building was essential to the aesthetic of the cult. It gave the novel a feeling of routine and complacency until the brothers, David and Bastian, arrived. The subtle changes in pacing as the story went on and Sara began admitting to herself that The Gathering wasn’t’ everything it purported to be gave the story a growing sense of foreboding and urgency. I loved how wonderfully Ms. Walters mirrored those two aspects of the book.
Ashes of the Sun is the first book in A. Meredith Walters’ The Gathering of the Sun duet. These two books will form one complete story and must be read in order. The novel is written in dual first-person perspective, narrated by Sara and Bastian.
A. Meredith Walters won my allegiance years ago with her Find You in the Dark series. Her writing completely enraptured me in that book, and she continued that intoxicating style in this novel. That, paired with her respectful treatment of sensitive subject matter makes her a go-to author for soul and heart-shattering reads.
June 23, 2018
I’m absolutely breathless, hungover and kinda have no words but I’m going to try and give this the review it deserves.
Our minds are strong, determined but yet also easily influenced and broken. Every person has a breaking point and survival is key, love is coveted even if its twisted, tainted and wrong. When we live it, it’s not wrong, it’s everything.
A heart stopping, breathtaking, soul owning rendition of the effect of one evil on a group of damaged minds. It’s not sugar coated, it’s not oh so sweet...it’s fanatically fantastic.
Beautifully written to perfection and I have the worst possible hangover. I crave to know these characters future...I must. I’ve joined the cult of A. Meredith and I’m needing the Kool-aid!
Our minds are strong, determined but yet also easily influenced and broken. Every person has a breaking point and survival is key, love is coveted even if its twisted, tainted and wrong. When we live it, it’s not wrong, it’s everything.
A heart stopping, breathtaking, soul owning rendition of the effect of one evil on a group of damaged minds. It’s not sugar coated, it’s not oh so sweet...it’s fanatically fantastic.
Beautifully written to perfection and I have the worst possible hangover. I crave to know these characters future...I must. I’ve joined the cult of A. Meredith and I’m needing the Kool-aid!
June 30, 2018
I love s good cult story. Wish I had waited until the series was entirely published.
July 2, 2018
This is a heartfelt, haunting and harrowing novel that gripped me from the very start and dragged me kicking and screaming on a journey of terror and truths, a realistic interpretation of cult life and the psychological processes of brainwashing and conditioning.
It is as if A. Meredith Walters has shone a light on the darkest, truest, scariest parts of humanity, a condensed magnification of human cruelty and abuse, that was truly terrifying to read and yet utterly necessary. Like a reminder to be kind, to think for yourself and follow your own path, but also a reminder to not take the little acts of free will for granted because not everyone has those. And the Pastor’s assessment of mental illness, especially in regards to David, was so satirically and shockingly accurate to social perceptions. And the hypocrisy, oh the hypocrisy. I can’t even.
There are no real words that can be conveyed spoiler free that’d cover everything I feel for this book. It made me feel everything, the horror and pain and angst and hope and happy moments, I felt every single emotion as if it were me experiencing those things. That is the power of Walters’ storytelling. A deeply moving and eye opening experience, conveyed through purely genius writing and an unpredictable plot. This novel is so unique and so eloquently written, I was captivated from start to finish, and ‘Oh F***’ became my catchphrase whilst reading it. And my mind? OFFICIALLY BLOWN. I need need need Tears of the Storm immediately!
It is as if A. Meredith Walters has shone a light on the darkest, truest, scariest parts of humanity, a condensed magnification of human cruelty and abuse, that was truly terrifying to read and yet utterly necessary. Like a reminder to be kind, to think for yourself and follow your own path, but also a reminder to not take the little acts of free will for granted because not everyone has those. And the Pastor’s assessment of mental illness, especially in regards to David, was so satirically and shockingly accurate to social perceptions. And the hypocrisy, oh the hypocrisy. I can’t even.
There are no real words that can be conveyed spoiler free that’d cover everything I feel for this book. It made me feel everything, the horror and pain and angst and hope and happy moments, I felt every single emotion as if it were me experiencing those things. That is the power of Walters’ storytelling. A deeply moving and eye opening experience, conveyed through purely genius writing and an unpredictable plot. This novel is so unique and so eloquently written, I was captivated from start to finish, and ‘Oh F***’ became my catchphrase whilst reading it. And my mind? OFFICIALLY BLOWN. I need need need Tears of the Storm immediately!
June 25, 2018
Wow... this was a full read! I felt the heaviness of this book. The first 17% of the book is just getting to know who’s who and how they all live their life’s. It was pretty unbelievable that people in this day in age...grown people willingly believe something so crazy. Just put their trust in ones man vision of the Bible. It was hard to read. This book reminded me a lot of those documentaries that come on TV about cults. How one man... an outcast needs to find a way to get people to follow him.
“Feel the heat. Feel the fire. Without it, we will die. Without it we will cease to be. Glory in the sun. Glory in the day. It is our gift.”
-Pastor Carter
Pastor Carter was your classic manipulator. He preyed on people’s weaknesses. He used the bible and twisted it to get his message across. People of all walks of life found him in their time of need. They were looking for way to see past their darkness. The pastor would welcome them in and started the process of slowly making them depend on him....on his words and his beliefs. It was shocking to read how these people were so willing to give up their rights to everything to a man they barely knew.
“I am God’s servant. I am his messenger. His will is mine. Mine is his. Trust in me, for what we do is holy.”
-Pastor Carter
We get introduced to a bunch of characters in the beginning of this book. And some of their stories of how they came to be in The Gathering of the Sun.
“The Awakening. The moment when we reached spiritual perfection. The moment God welcomed us home”
That was the pastor’s number one message. That was his ultimate promise to his followers. The awakening. That’s what all his followers wanted to be worthy of. To ascend to the next level of life.
It was sad to read because of the kids. The kids learned this at an early age. Most of the kids/teenagers were there because of their parent/parents. They had no choice. Some were brought there at a young age and some were brought there already knowing what was happening. That was hard to read.
Because these kids fought so hard to get their parents to open their eyes in their early days of arriving at The Gathering of the Sun. They were all so traumatize by it. The pastor broke them down and brainwashed them. And these parents let it all happen because they were so caught up on their own needs.
“I was an unwilling acolyte. It took years of tears and unhappiness before I embraced all that I had been given.”
-Sara
Sara really struggled throughout this book. I even felt she struggled when she was at her happiest. Deep down she knew certain things weren’t right. But she always prayed to make it right with god for her unholy thoughts.
Things started to change once David and Bastian came into their world. Brothers coming for two entirely different reasons. David was looking for help. He heard Pastor Carters words and he wanted to believe that this was his path in life. And Bastian was there to help his brother. He wasn’t a believer. But Bastian knew he couldn’t live with himself if he left his brother behind. So he stayed with his brother.
He tested Sara and her beliefs every step of the way. He gave Sara reason to question her beliefs.
“And maybe one day you’ll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else,”
-Bastian
There was a lot going on in this book. It was such an emotional roller coaster. There was a lot of anticipation of what’s to come... the build up of what was going to happen in this book that had me anxious to read faster!
The second book is going to be interesting to read. The aftermath of everything that went down in this book. I’m curious to see how it all turns out for everyone
This was an incredible book! Once agin Mrs. Walters has managed to sweep me off my feet! She has a way with words that leave me wanting more.
*ARC provided for an honest review*
-Michelle
“Feel the heat. Feel the fire. Without it, we will die. Without it we will cease to be. Glory in the sun. Glory in the day. It is our gift.”
-Pastor Carter
Pastor Carter was your classic manipulator. He preyed on people’s weaknesses. He used the bible and twisted it to get his message across. People of all walks of life found him in their time of need. They were looking for way to see past their darkness. The pastor would welcome them in and started the process of slowly making them depend on him....on his words and his beliefs. It was shocking to read how these people were so willing to give up their rights to everything to a man they barely knew.
“I am God’s servant. I am his messenger. His will is mine. Mine is his. Trust in me, for what we do is holy.”
-Pastor Carter
We get introduced to a bunch of characters in the beginning of this book. And some of their stories of how they came to be in The Gathering of the Sun.
“The Awakening. The moment when we reached spiritual perfection. The moment God welcomed us home”
That was the pastor’s number one message. That was his ultimate promise to his followers. The awakening. That’s what all his followers wanted to be worthy of. To ascend to the next level of life.
It was sad to read because of the kids. The kids learned this at an early age. Most of the kids/teenagers were there because of their parent/parents. They had no choice. Some were brought there at a young age and some were brought there already knowing what was happening. That was hard to read.
Because these kids fought so hard to get their parents to open their eyes in their early days of arriving at The Gathering of the Sun. They were all so traumatize by it. The pastor broke them down and brainwashed them. And these parents let it all happen because they were so caught up on their own needs.
“I was an unwilling acolyte. It took years of tears and unhappiness before I embraced all that I had been given.”
-Sara
Sara really struggled throughout this book. I even felt she struggled when she was at her happiest. Deep down she knew certain things weren’t right. But she always prayed to make it right with god for her unholy thoughts.
Things started to change once David and Bastian came into their world. Brothers coming for two entirely different reasons. David was looking for help. He heard Pastor Carters words and he wanted to believe that this was his path in life. And Bastian was there to help his brother. He wasn’t a believer. But Bastian knew he couldn’t live with himself if he left his brother behind. So he stayed with his brother.
He tested Sara and her beliefs every step of the way. He gave Sara reason to question her beliefs.
“And maybe one day you’ll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else,”
-Bastian
There was a lot going on in this book. It was such an emotional roller coaster. There was a lot of anticipation of what’s to come... the build up of what was going to happen in this book that had me anxious to read faster!
The second book is going to be interesting to read. The aftermath of everything that went down in this book. I’m curious to see how it all turns out for everyone
This was an incredible book! Once agin Mrs. Walters has managed to sweep me off my feet! She has a way with words that leave me wanting more.
*ARC provided for an honest review*
-Michelle
June 25, 2018
Wow... this was a full read! I felt the heaviness of this book. The first 17% of the book is just getting to know who’s who and how they all live their life’s. It was pretty unbelievable that people in this day in age...grown people willingly believe something so crazy. Just put their trust in ones man vision of the Bible. It was hard to read. This book reminded me a lot of those documentaries that come on TV about cults. How one man... an outcast needs to find a way to get people to follow him.
“Feel the heat. Feel the fire. Without it, we will die. Without it we will cease to be. Glory in the sun. Glory in the day. It is our gift.”
-Pastor Carter
Pastor Carter was your classic manipulator. He preyed on people’s weaknesses. He used the bible and twisted it to get his message across. People of all walks of life found him in their time of need. They were looking for way to see past their darkness. The pastor would welcome them in and started the process of slowly making them depend on him....on his words and his beliefs. It was shocking to read how these people were so willing to give up their rights to everything to a man they barely knew.
“I am God’s servant. I am his messenger. His will is mine. Mine is his. Trust in me, for what we do is holy.”
-Pastor Carter
We get introduced to a bunch of characters in the beginning of this book. And some of their stories of how they came to be in The Gathering of the Sun.
“The Awakening. The moment when we reached spiritual perfection. The moment God welcomed us home”
That was the pastor’s number one message. That was his ultimate promise to his followers. The awakening. That’s what all his followers wanted to be worthy of. To ascend to the next level of life.
It was sad to read because of the kids. The kids learned this at an early age. Most of the kids/teenagers were there because of their parent/parents. They had no choice. Some were brought there at a young age and some were brought there already knowing what was happening. That was hard to read.
Because these kids fought so hard to get their parents to open their eyes in their early days of arriving at The Gathering of the Sun. They were all so traumatize by it. The pastor broke them down and brainwashed them. And these parents let it all happen because they were so caught up on their own needs.
“I was an unwilling acolyte. It took years of tears and unhappiness before I embraced all that I had been given.”
-Sara
Sara really struggled throughout this book. I even felt she struggled when she was at her happiest. Deep down she knew certain things weren’t right. But she always prayed to make it right with god for her unholy thoughts.
Things started to change once David and Bastian came into their world. Brothers coming for two entirely different reasons. David was looking for help. He heard Pastor Carters words and he wanted to believe that this was his path in life. And Bastian was there to help his brother. He wasn’t a believer. But Bastian knew he couldn’t live with himself if he left his brother behind. So he stayed with his brother.
He tested Sara and her beliefs every step of the way. He gave Sara reason to question her beliefs.
“And maybe one day you’ll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else,”
-Bastian
There was a lot going on in this book. It was such an emotional roller coaster. There was a lot of anticipation of what’s to come... the build up of what was going to happen in this book that had me anxious to read faster!
The second book is going to be interesting to read. The aftermath of everything that went down in this book. I’m curious to see how it all turns out for everyone
This was an incredible book! Once agin Mrs. Walters has managed to sweep me off my feet! She has a way with words that leave me wanting more.
*ARC provided for an honest review*
(This same review is on my blog Goodreads account.)
“Feel the heat. Feel the fire. Without it, we will die. Without it we will cease to be. Glory in the sun. Glory in the day. It is our gift.”
-Pastor Carter
Pastor Carter was your classic manipulator. He preyed on people’s weaknesses. He used the bible and twisted it to get his message across. People of all walks of life found him in their time of need. They were looking for way to see past their darkness. The pastor would welcome them in and started the process of slowly making them depend on him....on his words and his beliefs. It was shocking to read how these people were so willing to give up their rights to everything to a man they barely knew.
“I am God’s servant. I am his messenger. His will is mine. Mine is his. Trust in me, for what we do is holy.”
-Pastor Carter
We get introduced to a bunch of characters in the beginning of this book. And some of their stories of how they came to be in The Gathering of the Sun.
“The Awakening. The moment when we reached spiritual perfection. The moment God welcomed us home”
That was the pastor’s number one message. That was his ultimate promise to his followers. The awakening. That’s what all his followers wanted to be worthy of. To ascend to the next level of life.
It was sad to read because of the kids. The kids learned this at an early age. Most of the kids/teenagers were there because of their parent/parents. They had no choice. Some were brought there at a young age and some were brought there already knowing what was happening. That was hard to read.
Because these kids fought so hard to get their parents to open their eyes in their early days of arriving at The Gathering of the Sun. They were all so traumatize by it. The pastor broke them down and brainwashed them. And these parents let it all happen because they were so caught up on their own needs.
“I was an unwilling acolyte. It took years of tears and unhappiness before I embraced all that I had been given.”
-Sara
Sara really struggled throughout this book. I even felt she struggled when she was at her happiest. Deep down she knew certain things weren’t right. But she always prayed to make it right with god for her unholy thoughts.
Things started to change once David and Bastian came into their world. Brothers coming for two entirely different reasons. David was looking for help. He heard Pastor Carters words and he wanted to believe that this was his path in life. And Bastian was there to help his brother. He wasn’t a believer. But Bastian knew he couldn’t live with himself if he left his brother behind. So he stayed with his brother.
He tested Sara and her beliefs every step of the way. He gave Sara reason to question her beliefs.
“And maybe one day you’ll figure out that lying to yourself is almost worse than lying to someone else,”
-Bastian
There was a lot going on in this book. It was such an emotional roller coaster. There was a lot of anticipation of what’s to come... the build up of what was going to happen in this book that had me anxious to read faster!
The second book is going to be interesting to read. The aftermath of everything that went down in this book. I’m curious to see how it all turns out for everyone
This was an incredible book! Once agin Mrs. Walters has managed to sweep me off my feet! She has a way with words that leave me wanting more.
*ARC provided for an honest review*
(This same review is on my blog Goodreads account.)
April 20, 2020
This was such a thought-provoking and emotional read. This was my first time reading a novel about a cult, and I'm impressed at the amount of research that was done to make the story. I liked how the religious cult of The Gathering of the Sun was described in great detail and while the amount of detail may seem overwhelming for others, I didn't mind it at all and in fact, it helped me understand what the cult's purpose and visions are for its community and how they lived their day-to-day lives. This book also tackles a lot of hard and serious topics such as mental illness, child and sexual abuse, manipulation, etc.
Sara Bishop is a compassionate and caring young woman who spent the past ten years of her life living in a remote area within the mountains together with her mom and the members of The Gathering of the Sun, which is led by a man named Pastor Carter. I liked Sara a lot though my heart just broke for her after seeing all the horrible things that she went through in the hands of Pastor Carter. It's so sad that while she is indeed a strong young man, the fire to fight within her was constantly subdued by the teachings and practices that were forcibly ingrained in her at such a very young age. Her character development was so well written and I'm looking forward to see how her character will further develop once she starts walking on the path to healing.
Bastian Scott is a young man who joined The Gathering of the Sun together with his older brother, David, who is an ex-Army Ranger and is also suffering from PTSD. While David joined the cult at his own will, Bastian joined not because he wanted to but because he wanted to look after his brother and hopes that he could convince him to go back home with him. I loved Bastian. He's an intelligent, outgoing guy who wears his heart on his sleeve, and I liked how firm he was on his own beliefs and how he helped Sara wake up to the truth of what the community that she lives in really does to its members.
While I enjoyed reading this book, it was also kind of hard for me to read. There were some parts of the story where I found it uncomfortable to read and I was mostly worried for some of the characters for what's about to happen to them. However, there were also a lot of heartwarming and heart-fluttering moments that made me smile. The romance between Sara and Bastian was built up and developed so well and I loved reading their moments together. This book also highlights family and friendship, and I really liked the friendship between Sara and Anne, and the brotherhood between David and Bastian.
Overall, I loved this book. Reading it was like a rollercoaster ride especially with its heartbreaking ending. I know that there is a second book in this duet, which is Tears of the Storm, and I'm definitely looking forward to read that book and see what happens next to Sara and Bastian's story.
Sara Bishop is a compassionate and caring young woman who spent the past ten years of her life living in a remote area within the mountains together with her mom and the members of The Gathering of the Sun, which is led by a man named Pastor Carter. I liked Sara a lot though my heart just broke for her after seeing all the horrible things that she went through in the hands of Pastor Carter. It's so sad that while she is indeed a strong young man, the fire to fight within her was constantly subdued by the teachings and practices that were forcibly ingrained in her at such a very young age. Her character development was so well written and I'm looking forward to see how her character will further develop once she starts walking on the path to healing.
Bastian Scott is a young man who joined The Gathering of the Sun together with his older brother, David, who is an ex-Army Ranger and is also suffering from PTSD. While David joined the cult at his own will, Bastian joined not because he wanted to but because he wanted to look after his brother and hopes that he could convince him to go back home with him. I loved Bastian. He's an intelligent, outgoing guy who wears his heart on his sleeve, and I liked how firm he was on his own beliefs and how he helped Sara wake up to the truth of what the community that she lives in really does to its members.
While I enjoyed reading this book, it was also kind of hard for me to read. There were some parts of the story where I found it uncomfortable to read and I was mostly worried for some of the characters for what's about to happen to them. However, there were also a lot of heartwarming and heart-fluttering moments that made me smile. The romance between Sara and Bastian was built up and developed so well and I loved reading their moments together. This book also highlights family and friendship, and I really liked the friendship between Sara and Anne, and the brotherhood between David and Bastian.
Overall, I loved this book. Reading it was like a rollercoaster ride especially with its heartbreaking ending. I know that there is a second book in this duet, which is Tears of the Storm, and I'm definitely looking forward to read that book and see what happens next to Sara and Bastian's story.
June 24, 2018
Ashes of the Sun is definitely one of the most powerful books that A. Meredith Walters has written. I was spellbound by this tale of blind devotion right from the start. Captivated by the world that Sara Bishop is forced to obey, it was hard to look away as she begins to unravel her mind as to the actual goings on at her beloved Gathering of the Sun. Getting the daily rituals described to us as both Sara and her best friend in Anne Landes go about their dreary existence, it amazed me just how easy it seemed to be caught in the revered Pastor Jeremy Carter's web of promised salvation. How his swarmy ways were firmly entrenched in the minds of Sara and Anne's extended 'family' and how two brothers seemingly changed all that in just a few months time.
Oh my goodness. I had such of feeling of unease as this story progressed. Sara's memories of when she was initially forced to live at the Retreat with Pastor Carter with her mentally unstable mother and how they would come to the forefront as she begins a reluctant friendship with Bastian Scott, were hard to fathom. That people could be so easily brainwashed by the mysterious Pastor and give all of their worldly goods to him in the name of God. It was almost too much to even consider!! I was at times as frustrated as Bastian was despite the fact that he joined the Gathering to make sure his PTSD-riddled brother David was not taken advantage of. And I know I'd be just as outspoken and outraged at the practices demanded of the Pastor's numb flock of sheep.
Knowing that these kinds of outlandish cult-type of compounds exist made this story all too real. With comparisons to a Koresh or a Jones, the Author stepped into a world we only know from news reports and handled such a delicate matter masterfully. Just having that afore-mentioned unease I felt over and over again shows just how gifted a storyteller Walters continues to be.
There are some lighter moments that are all too brief as even the thought of breaking daily observances would give most of the Gathering pause and ironically fear the wrath of God coming down upon them. But the touching moments that catch both Sara and Bastian by surprise are the true light in a world of perpetual darkness. The author beautifully blends the mundane with a beacon of hope and pure joy. With a brief respite for David as well from his inner demons that is desperate to shake.
Ending on a somewhat optimistic note, I can tell that book two will truly be a test for both Sara and Bastian as their world drastically changes. With the pain felt through so much of this book already, I am extremely curious as to how their lives will forever be altered as horrid events played out that were never even considered, are always at the forefront of their minds.
Well written and thought provoking, I give Ashes of the Sun a huge 5 stars!
Oh my goodness. I had such of feeling of unease as this story progressed. Sara's memories of when she was initially forced to live at the Retreat with Pastor Carter with her mentally unstable mother and how they would come to the forefront as she begins a reluctant friendship with Bastian Scott, were hard to fathom. That people could be so easily brainwashed by the mysterious Pastor and give all of their worldly goods to him in the name of God. It was almost too much to even consider!! I was at times as frustrated as Bastian was despite the fact that he joined the Gathering to make sure his PTSD-riddled brother David was not taken advantage of. And I know I'd be just as outspoken and outraged at the practices demanded of the Pastor's numb flock of sheep.
Knowing that these kinds of outlandish cult-type of compounds exist made this story all too real. With comparisons to a Koresh or a Jones, the Author stepped into a world we only know from news reports and handled such a delicate matter masterfully. Just having that afore-mentioned unease I felt over and over again shows just how gifted a storyteller Walters continues to be.
There are some lighter moments that are all too brief as even the thought of breaking daily observances would give most of the Gathering pause and ironically fear the wrath of God coming down upon them. But the touching moments that catch both Sara and Bastian by surprise are the true light in a world of perpetual darkness. The author beautifully blends the mundane with a beacon of hope and pure joy. With a brief respite for David as well from his inner demons that is desperate to shake.
Ending on a somewhat optimistic note, I can tell that book two will truly be a test for both Sara and Bastian as their world drastically changes. With the pain felt through so much of this book already, I am extremely curious as to how their lives will forever be altered as horrid events played out that were never even considered, are always at the forefront of their minds.
Well written and thought provoking, I give Ashes of the Sun a huge 5 stars!
June 26, 2018
This is not my usual type of read, but was very intrigued by the blurb and couldn't wait to get started with this one - it turned out to be a very good story, very powerful, the storyline dealing with a lot of very difficult issues.
Sara Bishop has lived at The Retreat since she was 8yrs old, brought by her mother after her father left them. She became an acolyte of The Gathering of the Sun run by Pastor Carter, devoting her life to God and his teachings through the Pastor in preparation for their Awakening. Its not until two brothers, David and Bastian, arrive at the gate of The Retreat, David desperate to get in and walk the Path with the Pastor, as opposed to Bastian who is trying his best to save his brother, that Sara's view of the world she lives in begins to change.
Brilliantly written, I was engrossed in this harrowing and difficult story. The relationship Sara has with her mother was just awful, it really got under my skin, she is so cold, abusive and nasty to Sara!! The Pastor, oh my goodness me, he set my skin crawling with his holier than thou speeches and sermons, whilst all the while being just as evil as you can be!! The children there and what they had to witness and go through every day just about broke my heart. David with his PTSD and his grim determination to follow the Path set by the Pastor being his only salvation was just grim, I so wanted to help him!
Bastian was the light relief in this story at times, with his determination to show Sara how wrong the world she was living in really was. The game of hide and seek with the children in the forest, such a simple everyday pleasure that we take for granted was the children's only bit of brief respite from all the rules and praying they had to endure, but their terror when they were found out was just palpable in the pages!!
This was a tense and anxious read, engrossing all the same, all the time I was willing Sara to open her eyes to the evil around her!! I really can't wait for book 2 to find out how Sara and Bastian get on.
Sara Bishop has lived at The Retreat since she was 8yrs old, brought by her mother after her father left them. She became an acolyte of The Gathering of the Sun run by Pastor Carter, devoting her life to God and his teachings through the Pastor in preparation for their Awakening. Its not until two brothers, David and Bastian, arrive at the gate of The Retreat, David desperate to get in and walk the Path with the Pastor, as opposed to Bastian who is trying his best to save his brother, that Sara's view of the world she lives in begins to change.
Brilliantly written, I was engrossed in this harrowing and difficult story. The relationship Sara has with her mother was just awful, it really got under my skin, she is so cold, abusive and nasty to Sara!! The Pastor, oh my goodness me, he set my skin crawling with his holier than thou speeches and sermons, whilst all the while being just as evil as you can be!! The children there and what they had to witness and go through every day just about broke my heart. David with his PTSD and his grim determination to follow the Path set by the Pastor being his only salvation was just grim, I so wanted to help him!
Bastian was the light relief in this story at times, with his determination to show Sara how wrong the world she was living in really was. The game of hide and seek with the children in the forest, such a simple everyday pleasure that we take for granted was the children's only bit of brief respite from all the rules and praying they had to endure, but their terror when they were found out was just palpable in the pages!!
This was a tense and anxious read, engrossing all the same, all the time I was willing Sara to open her eyes to the evil around her!! I really can't wait for book 2 to find out how Sara and Bastian get on.
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