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Love & Other Curses
“I’m pretty sure I’m the only guy in my school who can replace a faulty kick-down switch and also create the perfect smoky eye.”
The Weyward family has been haunted by a curse for generations—if a Weyward falls in love before their seventeenth birthday, the person they love dies.
Sam doesn’t plan to fall for anyone in the weeks before his birthday. He’ll spend his time working at the Eezy-Freeze with his dad; cooking up some midsummer magic with his grandmother, great-grandmother, and great-great-grandmother (the Grands); and experimenting with drag with the help of the queens at the Shangri-La, the local gay club.
But when a new guy comes to town, Sam finds himself in trouble when they strike up a friendship that might be way more than that.
As Sam’s birthday approaches and he still hasn’t quite fallen in love, the curse seems to get more powerful and less specific about who it targets.
A mysterious girl Sam talks to on the phone late at night and a woman he’s only seen in a dream might have the answers he’s been looking for—but time is running out to save the people he cares about.
The Weyward family has been haunted by a curse for generations—if a Weyward falls in love before their seventeenth birthday, the person they love dies.
Sam doesn’t plan to fall for anyone in the weeks before his birthday. He’ll spend his time working at the Eezy-Freeze with his dad; cooking up some midsummer magic with his grandmother, great-grandmother, and great-great-grandmother (the Grands); and experimenting with drag with the help of the queens at the Shangri-La, the local gay club.
But when a new guy comes to town, Sam finds himself in trouble when they strike up a friendship that might be way more than that.
As Sam’s birthday approaches and he still hasn’t quite fallen in love, the curse seems to get more powerful and less specific about who it targets.
A mysterious girl Sam talks to on the phone late at night and a woman he’s only seen in a dream might have the answers he’s been looking for—but time is running out to save the people he cares about.
352 pages, Hardcover
First published April 9, 2019
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Michael Thomas Ford
61 books803 followersMichael Thomas Ford is the author of more than 75 books in genres ranging from humor to horror, literary fiction to nonfiction. His work for adult readers includes the best-selling novels What We Remember, The Road Home, Changing Tides, Full Circle, Looking for It and Last Summer, and his five essay collections in the "Trials of My Queer Life" series. His novel Lily was a Tiptree Award Longlist title and a finalist for both the Lambda Literary Award and the Shirley Jackson Award. He is also the author of the Sickening Adventures series of books featuring popular contestants from RuPaul's Drag Race.
As a writer for young adults he is the author of the novels Suicide Notes, Z, and Love & Other Curses, and under the name Isobel Bird he wrote the popular "Circle of Three" series. His work has been nominated for 14 Lambda Literary Awards, twice winning for Best Humor Book, twice for Best Romance Novel, and once for Best Mystery. He was also nominated for a Horror Writers Association Bram Stoker Award (for his novel The Dollhouse That Time Forgot).
As a writer for young adults he is the author of the novels Suicide Notes, Z, and Love & Other Curses, and under the name Isobel Bird he wrote the popular "Circle of Three" series. His work has been nominated for 14 Lambda Literary Awards, twice winning for Best Humor Book, twice for Best Romance Novel, and once for Best Mystery. He was also nominated for a Horror Writers Association Bram Stoker Award (for his novel The Dollhouse That Time Forgot).
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May 26, 2020
Content warning: this review contains spoilers and references to NSFW content+suicidal characters. I am convinced that the spoilers and content is necessary for a complete review that will be useful to readers, librarians, and to the author.
Sam is a gay boy in a small town in upstate New York, and his life–while fulfilling–is pretty full of secrets. At home, he avoids telling his three magic-practicing, pie-eating grandmothers that he spends much of his free time at the Shangri-La, his town’s only gay bar. When he’s at the Shangri-La, meanwhile, hanging out with drag queens Lola, Farrah and Paloma and trying on his own drag personas, he has to conceal the curse that has haunted his family for generations: whenever a Weyward child falls in love before age seventeen, their beloved inevitably meets with disaster. The curse has stalked Sam’s great-great-grandmother, his great-grandmother, his grandmother, and his father–Sam’s mother has been missing since his birth, and Sam believes her to be dead. Sam has almost made it to age seventeen, but just when he thinks he is safe, a new boy, Tom, shows up for the summer, and Sam develops an unfortunate crush that he’s afraid will turn into something worse. Readers of Becky Albertalli, Adam Silvera, David Levithan and Mackenzi Lee will be interested in this realistic, magic-laced coming-of-age story about friendship, grief, family, and growing up.
NOW.
What this book doesn’t advertise on the jacket–but what is revealed in the first page after the introduction of Tom Swift, Sam’s love interest–is that Tom is a trans boy.
As a gay trans man who came out in 2010, I can say with assurance that there has not been very much widely-consumed representation of trans men in fiction in the media I grew up with, and recent years have–despite much media coverage– not much changed that fact. When we appear, we tend to either be background characters or be exploited as a source of pathos and angst (Boys Don’t Cry, Cole on the Fosters in early seasons, Albert Nobbs, 3 Generations). Representations of transmasculine spectrum people also tend to still be written by cisgender people, resulting in portrayals that are focused heavily on transition narratives, pain, suicide attempts, and voyeurism. The best representation of a teenage trans boy (and one of the only gay trans boys in any popular art that I know of) is Max, the central character in Taylor Mac’s play Hir . Mac, who uses “judy” as a gender pronoun, is trans spectrum of some kind, so judy’s detail and emotionally visceral and authentic writing in Hir makes sense. When I first realized that the love interest in Love and Other Curses was trans, I was excited that for the first time there might be a fully developed trans gay boy love interest in a YA which could provide solace and hope to closeted or recently-out trans teens (plus reassurance and excitement to the boys and others who are into them). Unfortunately, at the end of the book, I came away disappointed.
Before I talk about issues I have with Tom Swift’s characterization in Ford’s book, I want to name the things in Ford’s book that he does well.
1. I LOVE the Practical Magic spin-off premise with a gay boy protagonist. If you could pick my subconscious for most-wanted YA novels, “17 year old weird drag queen with three generations of magic-practicing grandmas living in a rural house and working at an ice cream store and having conversations on the phone with strangers for fun” is pretty close to the top. In general I like the curse arc, and how it’s resolved.
2. I LOVE the feeling that Sam’s scenes at the small-town gay bar Shangri La evoke in me. I grew up gay in a small town with one gay bar too, and I know what it feels like to need mentorship but to not be allowed into any of the spaces of revelry or solidarity that provide gay community. Unlike Sam, I had an LGBT youth group and a lot of punk friends who invited me to gay shows –and I had an annual drag show to look forward to, and a yearly Queer Rock Camp. But the loneliness was still real! I love the mentorship and love that Farrah, Paloma, and Lola provide to Sam, and I like the descriptions of Sam’s own explorations of drag. These scenes are homey and touching and affirm how good gay family can be.
3. The scene where Sam dresses up as mysterious day-glo drag queen Kandy Korn for Pride is OUTSTANDING and captures really beautifully what it feels like to be in gay community and do drag and try on new faces. It reminds me somewhat of Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore’s beautiful descriptions of club life, but it’s accessible and teen-focused and also feels like the scene in the Perks of Being A Wallflower movie where the characters are dancing to “Come On Eileen“. It’s an authentic image of queer youth, and the music references (MIKA, Scissors Sisters, Ariana Grande) are gleefully dead-on for small-town white gays.
4. I really like the initial meeting between Sam and Tom and the scene on the river. It’s sweet and has a great captivating sense of summer and possibility.
5. I like the fact that Tom is the first boy Sam has kissed and I like the frank sexuality of Ford’s books/the reference to the mutual jack-off session that is Sam’s only other point of comparison for sex.
I believe Ford genuinely wants to write a good novel with good representation, and I think he’s competent at this in the extreme–when it comes to gay boys and drag spaces. He is also good at writing about family, grief, and the eternally relatable rural feeling of driving long distances on foggy country roads for small errands.
That said, I think Ford’s trans representation could use work. I don’t believe he wants to be transphobic, but his laziness has resulted in transphobic tropes making their way into his book.
The issues I have with Tom, the “Love” in Love and Other Curses, are as follows:
1. Tom is obsessively focused on transition. This is the main issue I have with most trans representation written by cis people (for instance, the first season of Transparent). Cis authors seem to believe that trans people only think about our own bodies and our own identities, to the exclusion of everyone else in our lives. Tom’s obsessive focus on himself and his angry, disproportionately explosive outbursts at Sam when Sam makes predictable mistakes makes him an unlikeable, unsympathetic character who comes across as boorish, idiotic, and one-dimensional. This depiction communicates to readers that trans people are irrational, abusive narcissists, which can sometimes be true but generally isn’t.
2. Tom has an unrealistic lack of trans community or quality medical information. It’s 2018. Tom wears Dr. Who binders (a dorky and yes, realistic touch–the Adventure Time shirt is also something that a real trans teen would definitely wear). But having access to that means he is plugged in to some kind of online trans community. Because of the Dr. Who obsession, I think Tom would probably be on Tumblr, which would expose him to reams of good and bad information on transition, gender politics, safety, and resources. If he wanted to he could reference lists of books and films related to trans content and seek out information on people like him. He would likely find Susan Stryker’s Transgender History, or The Nearest Exit May Be Behind You by S. Bear Bergman or Morgan M. Page’s trans history podcast One From The Vaults. He could also access many comics and a lot of art by trans people featuring their ideas and ideologies. Tumblr is a weird mix of information resource and cesspool, and it’s true that there as many people trying to exploit teens as there are people providing good resources or sharing information. I think it’s reasonable that Tom would make bad decisions sometimes, including trusting people unnecessarily and having hypocritical ideas about gender (particularly transmisogynistic ones, like those he hurls at Sam after Sam tries to suck his dick). However it is ALMOST CERTAIN that Tom, like the thousands (millions) of trans kids around the world who are on the internet, would have read somewhere at some point that black market hormones are a bad idea. Spoilers: It is also almost certain that NO reasonable trans adult would sell black market hormones to a teenager. Most trans adults would instead try to direct a teenager toward an informed-consent medical provider which could legally and safely connect that teenager with consistent HRT or other services. There are Planned Parenthood resources in the Upper Hudson area, near where Tom and Sam live. In New York, Planned Parenthood provides HRT at a cost which, while steep to an uninsured teen, is not more than one would pay for online hormones. The experience of going to a doctor for the first time and explaining one’s needs around transition is one every closeted trans teenager will someday face. I don’t know ANYONE who buys their hormones online except during manufacturer shortages. Trans people also very rarely SELL hormones to other trans people, in my experience, particularly not closeted trans people in need. We’re a community and (not always, but usually) act like it. I can see an older trans man giving T to a trans kid while also referring them to a doctor, but not selling it to him.
3. Tom’s dysphoria is one-dimensional and not representative of the complicated feelings trans people often have about our bodies. While some trans men, especially straight ones, have extreme dysphoria about their bodies, many of us do not, and feel comfortable sometimes or all the time with our genitalia and our chests and the rest of us. Even if we do have dysphoria, we likely still experience some level of sexual pleasure and arousal even before transition. While you aren’t obligated to show Tom as comfortable with himself, I think it’s realistic to show him as capable of joy and self-love. As a gay trans teenager, I only got on hormones at age 16, and had my first sexual experience after that, but I jerked off prior to getting on hormones and had lots of crushes, and I even occasionally thought of my body positively. There are lots of things online about trans men being hot these days, and plenty of online validation available to transgender teenagers that can help assuage the shame or disgust we feel with our own bodies. There’s also a large amount of porn of trans men where trans men love women and men joyfully (though fetish blogs tend to prefer videos where trans men get fucked by cis men, which I imagine would make Tom, who thinks of himself as straight and has a lot of dysphoria around his genitals, fairly uncomfortable). Even if some days we wake up and hate the way we look or feel, that isn’t necessarily something we would share with someone we just met.
4. Warning: spoilers and NSFW: I am down with the scene of Sam sucking Tom off while Sam is in girl drag! It’s extremely corny, but it’s cute and plausible. What I’m not into is the discourse that happens immediately after where Tom yells at Sam for wearing drag and wanting to crossdress during sex. Tom would CERTAINLY know that Sam was having some kind of gender moment, and it’s only a truly despicable trans person that would react in such an extremely cruel way to someone’s gender experimentation, even if they were freaked out and in a sexual situation they were no longer sure about. There is bad drag discourse out there and trans mascs eat it up, but I think Tom would at least pause to ask if Sam felt like a girl–he HAS to realize that there is something complicated going on.
5. Warning: Spoilers and suicide attempts/cutting: Tom’s subsequent freakout and cutting feels bad an voyeuristic and deeply upsetting to me as an adult. It would feel even worse to a gay trans teenager.
I don’t know if you remember when gay men of all kinds were mainly shown dying, killing themselves, or wanting to die (Ray Bradbury’s “Tangerine” was one of my first encounters with gay representation). I don’t like it! I don’t think we need more of it. Discussing suicidal ideation is one thing; suicide attempts as plot points is something else.
6. We get no sense of Tom and his summer girlfriend Anna-Lynne’s connection. This is unfair to both characters. I want to know why they get along and what she sees in him and what he sees in her! All we get is details about how it feels to kiss her, which dehumanizes her. I want to know what she likes, what she gives Tom and makes him feel, and what she wants. She also seems exceptionally chill with trans people, and I want to know how she sees herself in relation to Tom in the future.
7. We get no sense of what Sam sees in Tom. All he ever does is talk about himself and his transition and angst. Sam’s a complex boy who likes a lot of music and has a lot of secrets and ideas about metaphysics–why would he be satisfied with that? The only thing left is physical attraction, which translates to voyeurism, and that feels really bad. I have had a LOT of cisgender men express attraction to me and my body for a range of reasons, but when they start waxing poetic about the novelty of my body, or the surprise of it, or whatever, I’m very frustrated and disgusted.
8. It’s the Trump era, and trans people are political. Even an extremely out of touch trans person would want to talk about the fear the government inspires in us. Bathrooms and other public spaces are places people want to legislate us out of. Tom would know about this.
EDIT (may 26 2020): since people are liking this review again, I should say one more thing that went unmentioned in earlier reviews-- after his suicide attempt, Tom goes to the hospital, where the doctor MISTAKES HIS T SHOT MARKS FOR TRACK MARKS and gets him in trouble with his abusive parents. In case anyone doesn't know, T shots don't really leave any marks at all, and definitely nothing that could be confused with track marks.
So that’s my list. Basically: this book is not written for trans kids. It’s written for people who know we exist, think we can be hot, and might be interested in fucking us, but who generally see us as angst-vortexes in need of a pity hug, or as rage-machines irrationally lashing out at people who give us said pity hug.
That’s no fun!
I really hope that Ford thinks about these issues with his text. I hope he has time for revision before publication and that he will consult with more trans people about the content in his book. He may have already spoken to sensitivity readers, but I am here to say that the current text remains a problem for potential trans readers who are in the target age range for this book. As someone who was a teenager not long ago, this book would have distressed and frustrated me–it paints a picture of trans people totally hemmed in by our own pain and unable to relate effectively to others. While the main character obtains freedom, the trans character is stuck in tropes. What could be a really excellent, glittering LGBT YA is consequently made into a wet blanket of a book for me.
Sam is a gay boy in a small town in upstate New York, and his life–while fulfilling–is pretty full of secrets. At home, he avoids telling his three magic-practicing, pie-eating grandmothers that he spends much of his free time at the Shangri-La, his town’s only gay bar. When he’s at the Shangri-La, meanwhile, hanging out with drag queens Lola, Farrah and Paloma and trying on his own drag personas, he has to conceal the curse that has haunted his family for generations: whenever a Weyward child falls in love before age seventeen, their beloved inevitably meets with disaster. The curse has stalked Sam’s great-great-grandmother, his great-grandmother, his grandmother, and his father–Sam’s mother has been missing since his birth, and Sam believes her to be dead. Sam has almost made it to age seventeen, but just when he thinks he is safe, a new boy, Tom, shows up for the summer, and Sam develops an unfortunate crush that he’s afraid will turn into something worse. Readers of Becky Albertalli, Adam Silvera, David Levithan and Mackenzi Lee will be interested in this realistic, magic-laced coming-of-age story about friendship, grief, family, and growing up.
NOW.
What this book doesn’t advertise on the jacket–but what is revealed in the first page after the introduction of Tom Swift, Sam’s love interest–is that Tom is a trans boy.
As a gay trans man who came out in 2010, I can say with assurance that there has not been very much widely-consumed representation of trans men in fiction in the media I grew up with, and recent years have–despite much media coverage– not much changed that fact. When we appear, we tend to either be background characters or be exploited as a source of pathos and angst (Boys Don’t Cry, Cole on the Fosters in early seasons, Albert Nobbs, 3 Generations). Representations of transmasculine spectrum people also tend to still be written by cisgender people, resulting in portrayals that are focused heavily on transition narratives, pain, suicide attempts, and voyeurism. The best representation of a teenage trans boy (and one of the only gay trans boys in any popular art that I know of) is Max, the central character in Taylor Mac’s play Hir . Mac, who uses “judy” as a gender pronoun, is trans spectrum of some kind, so judy’s detail and emotionally visceral and authentic writing in Hir makes sense. When I first realized that the love interest in Love and Other Curses was trans, I was excited that for the first time there might be a fully developed trans gay boy love interest in a YA which could provide solace and hope to closeted or recently-out trans teens (plus reassurance and excitement to the boys and others who are into them). Unfortunately, at the end of the book, I came away disappointed.
Before I talk about issues I have with Tom Swift’s characterization in Ford’s book, I want to name the things in Ford’s book that he does well.
1. I LOVE the Practical Magic spin-off premise with a gay boy protagonist. If you could pick my subconscious for most-wanted YA novels, “17 year old weird drag queen with three generations of magic-practicing grandmas living in a rural house and working at an ice cream store and having conversations on the phone with strangers for fun” is pretty close to the top. In general I like the curse arc, and how it’s resolved.
2. I LOVE the feeling that Sam’s scenes at the small-town gay bar Shangri La evoke in me. I grew up gay in a small town with one gay bar too, and I know what it feels like to need mentorship but to not be allowed into any of the spaces of revelry or solidarity that provide gay community. Unlike Sam, I had an LGBT youth group and a lot of punk friends who invited me to gay shows –and I had an annual drag show to look forward to, and a yearly Queer Rock Camp. But the loneliness was still real! I love the mentorship and love that Farrah, Paloma, and Lola provide to Sam, and I like the descriptions of Sam’s own explorations of drag. These scenes are homey and touching and affirm how good gay family can be.
3. The scene where Sam dresses up as mysterious day-glo drag queen Kandy Korn for Pride is OUTSTANDING and captures really beautifully what it feels like to be in gay community and do drag and try on new faces. It reminds me somewhat of Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore’s beautiful descriptions of club life, but it’s accessible and teen-focused and also feels like the scene in the Perks of Being A Wallflower movie where the characters are dancing to “Come On Eileen“. It’s an authentic image of queer youth, and the music references (MIKA, Scissors Sisters, Ariana Grande) are gleefully dead-on for small-town white gays.
4. I really like the initial meeting between Sam and Tom and the scene on the river. It’s sweet and has a great captivating sense of summer and possibility.
5. I like the fact that Tom is the first boy Sam has kissed and I like the frank sexuality of Ford’s books/the reference to the mutual jack-off session that is Sam’s only other point of comparison for sex.
I believe Ford genuinely wants to write a good novel with good representation, and I think he’s competent at this in the extreme–when it comes to gay boys and drag spaces. He is also good at writing about family, grief, and the eternally relatable rural feeling of driving long distances on foggy country roads for small errands.
That said, I think Ford’s trans representation could use work. I don’t believe he wants to be transphobic, but his laziness has resulted in transphobic tropes making their way into his book.
The issues I have with Tom, the “Love” in Love and Other Curses, are as follows:
1. Tom is obsessively focused on transition. This is the main issue I have with most trans representation written by cis people (for instance, the first season of Transparent). Cis authors seem to believe that trans people only think about our own bodies and our own identities, to the exclusion of everyone else in our lives. Tom’s obsessive focus on himself and his angry, disproportionately explosive outbursts at Sam when Sam makes predictable mistakes makes him an unlikeable, unsympathetic character who comes across as boorish, idiotic, and one-dimensional. This depiction communicates to readers that trans people are irrational, abusive narcissists, which can sometimes be true but generally isn’t.
2. Tom has an unrealistic lack of trans community or quality medical information. It’s 2018. Tom wears Dr. Who binders (a dorky and yes, realistic touch–the Adventure Time shirt is also something that a real trans teen would definitely wear). But having access to that means he is plugged in to some kind of online trans community. Because of the Dr. Who obsession, I think Tom would probably be on Tumblr, which would expose him to reams of good and bad information on transition, gender politics, safety, and resources. If he wanted to he could reference lists of books and films related to trans content and seek out information on people like him. He would likely find Susan Stryker’s Transgender History, or The Nearest Exit May Be Behind You by S. Bear Bergman or Morgan M. Page’s trans history podcast One From The Vaults. He could also access many comics and a lot of art by trans people featuring their ideas and ideologies. Tumblr is a weird mix of information resource and cesspool, and it’s true that there as many people trying to exploit teens as there are people providing good resources or sharing information. I think it’s reasonable that Tom would make bad decisions sometimes, including trusting people unnecessarily and having hypocritical ideas about gender (particularly transmisogynistic ones, like those he hurls at Sam after Sam tries to suck his dick). However it is ALMOST CERTAIN that Tom, like the thousands (millions) of trans kids around the world who are on the internet, would have read somewhere at some point that black market hormones are a bad idea. Spoilers: It is also almost certain that NO reasonable trans adult would sell black market hormones to a teenager. Most trans adults would instead try to direct a teenager toward an informed-consent medical provider which could legally and safely connect that teenager with consistent HRT or other services. There are Planned Parenthood resources in the Upper Hudson area, near where Tom and Sam live. In New York, Planned Parenthood provides HRT at a cost which, while steep to an uninsured teen, is not more than one would pay for online hormones. The experience of going to a doctor for the first time and explaining one’s needs around transition is one every closeted trans teenager will someday face. I don’t know ANYONE who buys their hormones online except during manufacturer shortages. Trans people also very rarely SELL hormones to other trans people, in my experience, particularly not closeted trans people in need. We’re a community and (not always, but usually) act like it. I can see an older trans man giving T to a trans kid while also referring them to a doctor, but not selling it to him.
3. Tom’s dysphoria is one-dimensional and not representative of the complicated feelings trans people often have about our bodies. While some trans men, especially straight ones, have extreme dysphoria about their bodies, many of us do not, and feel comfortable sometimes or all the time with our genitalia and our chests and the rest of us. Even if we do have dysphoria, we likely still experience some level of sexual pleasure and arousal even before transition. While you aren’t obligated to show Tom as comfortable with himself, I think it’s realistic to show him as capable of joy and self-love. As a gay trans teenager, I only got on hormones at age 16, and had my first sexual experience after that, but I jerked off prior to getting on hormones and had lots of crushes, and I even occasionally thought of my body positively. There are lots of things online about trans men being hot these days, and plenty of online validation available to transgender teenagers that can help assuage the shame or disgust we feel with our own bodies. There’s also a large amount of porn of trans men where trans men love women and men joyfully (though fetish blogs tend to prefer videos where trans men get fucked by cis men, which I imagine would make Tom, who thinks of himself as straight and has a lot of dysphoria around his genitals, fairly uncomfortable). Even if some days we wake up and hate the way we look or feel, that isn’t necessarily something we would share with someone we just met.
4. Warning: spoilers and NSFW: I am down with the scene of Sam sucking Tom off while Sam is in girl drag! It’s extremely corny, but it’s cute and plausible. What I’m not into is the discourse that happens immediately after where Tom yells at Sam for wearing drag and wanting to crossdress during sex. Tom would CERTAINLY know that Sam was having some kind of gender moment, and it’s only a truly despicable trans person that would react in such an extremely cruel way to someone’s gender experimentation, even if they were freaked out and in a sexual situation they were no longer sure about. There is bad drag discourse out there and trans mascs eat it up, but I think Tom would at least pause to ask if Sam felt like a girl–he HAS to realize that there is something complicated going on.
5. Warning: Spoilers and suicide attempts/cutting: Tom’s subsequent freakout and cutting feels bad an voyeuristic and deeply upsetting to me as an adult. It would feel even worse to a gay trans teenager.
I don’t know if you remember when gay men of all kinds were mainly shown dying, killing themselves, or wanting to die (Ray Bradbury’s “Tangerine” was one of my first encounters with gay representation). I don’t like it! I don’t think we need more of it. Discussing suicidal ideation is one thing; suicide attempts as plot points is something else.
6. We get no sense of Tom and his summer girlfriend Anna-Lynne’s connection. This is unfair to both characters. I want to know why they get along and what she sees in him and what he sees in her! All we get is details about how it feels to kiss her, which dehumanizes her. I want to know what she likes, what she gives Tom and makes him feel, and what she wants. She also seems exceptionally chill with trans people, and I want to know how she sees herself in relation to Tom in the future.
7. We get no sense of what Sam sees in Tom. All he ever does is talk about himself and his transition and angst. Sam’s a complex boy who likes a lot of music and has a lot of secrets and ideas about metaphysics–why would he be satisfied with that? The only thing left is physical attraction, which translates to voyeurism, and that feels really bad. I have had a LOT of cisgender men express attraction to me and my body for a range of reasons, but when they start waxing poetic about the novelty of my body, or the surprise of it, or whatever, I’m very frustrated and disgusted.
8. It’s the Trump era, and trans people are political. Even an extremely out of touch trans person would want to talk about the fear the government inspires in us. Bathrooms and other public spaces are places people want to legislate us out of. Tom would know about this.
EDIT (may 26 2020): since people are liking this review again, I should say one more thing that went unmentioned in earlier reviews-- after his suicide attempt, Tom goes to the hospital, where the doctor MISTAKES HIS T SHOT MARKS FOR TRACK MARKS and gets him in trouble with his abusive parents. In case anyone doesn't know, T shots don't really leave any marks at all, and definitely nothing that could be confused with track marks.
So that’s my list. Basically: this book is not written for trans kids. It’s written for people who know we exist, think we can be hot, and might be interested in fucking us, but who generally see us as angst-vortexes in need of a pity hug, or as rage-machines irrationally lashing out at people who give us said pity hug.
That’s no fun!
I really hope that Ford thinks about these issues with his text. I hope he has time for revision before publication and that he will consult with more trans people about the content in his book. He may have already spoken to sensitivity readers, but I am here to say that the current text remains a problem for potential trans readers who are in the target age range for this book. As someone who was a teenager not long ago, this book would have distressed and frustrated me–it paints a picture of trans people totally hemmed in by our own pain and unable to relate effectively to others. While the main character obtains freedom, the trans character is stuck in tropes. What could be a really excellent, glittering LGBT YA is consequently made into a wet blanket of a book for me.
September 19, 2022
DNF at 50%
I have a lot of feelings about this book and there were many things I didn’t like. I’m not even gonna bother focusing on the things that were okay or done well, because I‘m choosing to focus on the negatives & potentially harmful content.
In regards to the writing:
- The writing was terrible. The sentence structure was so poor that it was difficult, clunky, and sometimes confusing to read. I wondered many times why the author chose to write like this, if it was supposed to come across as stream-of-consciousness from Sam, but it was not enjoyable to read.
- The characters and the relationships were SO FLAT. There’s not one character that I felt a connection to, and I honestly don’t know how they felt connected to each other because there was a lack of chemistry in every single interaction.
Onto the content:
- Tom, our trans male love interest, is consistently misgendered by his unsupportive family and is often deadnamed, and our main character is forced to engage in this all well when he’s around Tom’s family. This maybe wouldn’t make me feel so uncomfortable if it wasn’t that these scenes, mixed with the poor, poor writing, just made it feel like they’re written for the sake of making Tom uncomfortable and essentially torturing him with his unsupportive family. It wasn’t /executed/ well enough to include it, in my opinion. There’s a difference between painting a picture of an unsupportive family, and actually showing that unsupportive family when it’s harmful for the character and potential readers.
- Sam also consistently misgendered the drag queens that he’s friends with. They correct him multiple times when he misgenders them, and they even provide ‘guidelines’ for when to use she/her vs he/him pronouns. Even after this, Sam continues to misgender them during his inner narrative. This continued all the way through what I read, never improving.
- Sam also has a lot to process when he learns that Tom is trans—sure, understandable! However, while Sam is trying to process this, he does so in a way that is disrespectful to Tom. Sam has a lot of inner turmoil about Tom looking /like/ a boy, dressing /like/ a boy, acting /like/ a boy, instead of Tom BEING a boy, or BEING trans. Sam also gets confused about his feelings about Tom because, as a gay male, he’s confused by his feelings toward someone who‘s AFAB, completely disregarding Tom’s identify as male. It felt to me like Sam was regarding Tom’s ‘trans-ness’ as a disguise, or dressing up or portraying a new character, and not showing Sam having respect and understanding that Tom IS a boy. Idk if that makes sense. But moving on.
- Finally, Tom makes it clear that he is straight. He likes girls. But Sam is gay and he’s interested in Tom. Now I didn’t read enough of the story to really see how this played out, but from the title and the synopsis, it seems like it’s setting the characters up for some kind of romantic relationship. Again, and it’s because of the writing, this makes me feel so icky to read because it feels like Sam is never respecting Tom’s identify or his preferences or his boundaries. Sam is lusting over/pining after Tom throughout the whole thing, getting jealous of female characters who Tom shows interest in. It’s not written in a way where Sam is having to cope with unrequited feelings, or cope with having feelings for a best friend. It comes off obsessive and uncomfortable, especially mixed with the lack of chemistry and connection I felt from the characters.
I obviously didn’t finish the book so I have no idea how these issues play out or if/how they get resolved. I also know from other reviews I read that there are more harmful situations that come up in the second half of the book, including suicide and self harm (which is another issue in and of itself in relation to trans rep).
I have a lot of feelings about this book and there were many things I didn’t like. I’m not even gonna bother focusing on the things that were okay or done well, because I‘m choosing to focus on the negatives & potentially harmful content.
In regards to the writing:
- The writing was terrible. The sentence structure was so poor that it was difficult, clunky, and sometimes confusing to read. I wondered many times why the author chose to write like this, if it was supposed to come across as stream-of-consciousness from Sam, but it was not enjoyable to read.
- The characters and the relationships were SO FLAT. There’s not one character that I felt a connection to, and I honestly don’t know how they felt connected to each other because there was a lack of chemistry in every single interaction.
Onto the content:
- Tom, our trans male love interest, is consistently misgendered by his unsupportive family and is often deadnamed, and our main character is forced to engage in this all well when he’s around Tom’s family. This maybe wouldn’t make me feel so uncomfortable if it wasn’t that these scenes, mixed with the poor, poor writing, just made it feel like they’re written for the sake of making Tom uncomfortable and essentially torturing him with his unsupportive family. It wasn’t /executed/ well enough to include it, in my opinion. There’s a difference between painting a picture of an unsupportive family, and actually showing that unsupportive family when it’s harmful for the character and potential readers.
- Sam also consistently misgendered the drag queens that he’s friends with. They correct him multiple times when he misgenders them, and they even provide ‘guidelines’ for when to use she/her vs he/him pronouns. Even after this, Sam continues to misgender them during his inner narrative. This continued all the way through what I read, never improving.
- Sam also has a lot to process when he learns that Tom is trans—sure, understandable! However, while Sam is trying to process this, he does so in a way that is disrespectful to Tom. Sam has a lot of inner turmoil about Tom looking /like/ a boy, dressing /like/ a boy, acting /like/ a boy, instead of Tom BEING a boy, or BEING trans. Sam also gets confused about his feelings about Tom because, as a gay male, he’s confused by his feelings toward someone who‘s AFAB, completely disregarding Tom’s identify as male. It felt to me like Sam was regarding Tom’s ‘trans-ness’ as a disguise, or dressing up or portraying a new character, and not showing Sam having respect and understanding that Tom IS a boy. Idk if that makes sense. But moving on.
- Finally, Tom makes it clear that he is straight. He likes girls. But Sam is gay and he’s interested in Tom. Now I didn’t read enough of the story to really see how this played out, but from the title and the synopsis, it seems like it’s setting the characters up for some kind of romantic relationship. Again, and it’s because of the writing, this makes me feel so icky to read because it feels like Sam is never respecting Tom’s identify or his preferences or his boundaries. Sam is lusting over/pining after Tom throughout the whole thing, getting jealous of female characters who Tom shows interest in. It’s not written in a way where Sam is having to cope with unrequited feelings, or cope with having feelings for a best friend. It comes off obsessive and uncomfortable, especially mixed with the lack of chemistry and connection I felt from the characters.
I obviously didn’t finish the book so I have no idea how these issues play out or if/how they get resolved. I also know from other reviews I read that there are more harmful situations that come up in the second half of the book, including suicide and self harm (which is another issue in and of itself in relation to trans rep).
March 27, 2019
*ARC provided by Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review*
This was such a disappointment.
The story in itself wasn't bad. I liked the plot, the characters seemed cool and diverse (drag, trans and gay rep) which was amazing. There were some elements that would've made me absolutely love this book which is why this is super bittersweet. This book had a real opportunity to win me over : it has magic, multidimensional characters, great rep that I had never seen before (it's my fault 100%).
But that's not how it turned out.
The MC ruined the book for me. His behavior was so out-of-line and gross I could not get over it. If you want more details :
We were never given answers to some question which pissed me off
The magic elements I thought were so interesting and I wanted to see more of it. Honestly, if it weren't for the actions of the MC, this book could've been a 3.5 or 4 stars.
Brb being sad about this book.
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This was such a disappointment.
The story in itself wasn't bad. I liked the plot, the characters seemed cool and diverse (drag, trans and gay rep) which was amazing. There were some elements that would've made me absolutely love this book which is why this is super bittersweet. This book had a real opportunity to win me over : it has magic, multidimensional characters, great rep that I had never seen before (it's my fault 100%).
But that's not how it turned out.
The MC ruined the book for me. His behavior was so out-of-line and gross I could not get over it. If you want more details :
We were never given answers to some question which pissed me off
The magic elements I thought were so interesting and I wanted to see more of it. Honestly, if it weren't for the actions of the MC, this book could've been a 3.5 or 4 stars.
Brb being sad about this book.
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October 30, 2018
I love this book! Written in a comfortable style with some familiar movements and themes, it is easy to read without thinking too hard about what is actually happening. However, if you really, really read it the colors are blindingly vivid! So many issues are touched on without digging too deeply. There is something to be learned by everyone who peeks between the covers.
Sam's family knows he is gay. While they don't actively object, and they obviously love him and support him, they don't seem to really get him. He finds solace and community at the local gay bar where he finds an interest in drag. I like the way gender/pronouns are addressed. We learn along with Sam how deal with pronouns. Sam often forgets whether to use "he" or "she" when addressing some of the ladies in drag, but we are reminded along with him that a person's gender can be fluid, and that we should listen to the individual on the matter rather than making our own judgement.
In contrast to Sam, Tom Swift comes to town for the summer, and we soon learn that Tom has a serious struggle to deal with. The author takes us by the hand and guides us in understanding that even though Tom was born with a girl's body, he identifies as a boy, and likes girls. This doesn't make him a homosexual girl, but a straight transboy. The trauma for Tom is that his parents not only do not support his identity, but they refuse to accept who he is and force him to be the girl they want him to be. We are left to imagine the pain that Tom must be suffering through and he endures the remaining years of his adolescence. We can only hope that he finds freedom once he escapes into adulthood.
Music is a huge part of this book. I need a soundtrack. Lots of great classic songs are referenced as well as some amazing original lyrics. Wrongskin in particular got under my skin and I found myself searching for a tune to sing it to so I could keep it with me.
There are so many rich characters in this book! I would love to know more about each and every one of them. There certainly needs to be a follow-up on Paloma and Farrah, as well as a back story on Lola. These are the drag queens who took Sam under their wings. I'm sure there is an entire book to be written on the lives of Sam's parents, grand parents and great-grand parents. I need to know more about Linda, the ghost Sam accidentally calls on the phone and Linda's mother who Sam first encounters in a dream. I don't know if I can go on living if I don't know what happens to Tom after he leaves town at the end of summer to go to his new school. And Millard Fillmore just needs to come home with me. That's all.
Just trust me, you need to read it.
Sam's family knows he is gay. While they don't actively object, and they obviously love him and support him, they don't seem to really get him. He finds solace and community at the local gay bar where he finds an interest in drag. I like the way gender/pronouns are addressed. We learn along with Sam how deal with pronouns. Sam often forgets whether to use "he" or "she" when addressing some of the ladies in drag, but we are reminded along with him that a person's gender can be fluid, and that we should listen to the individual on the matter rather than making our own judgement.
In contrast to Sam, Tom Swift comes to town for the summer, and we soon learn that Tom has a serious struggle to deal with. The author takes us by the hand and guides us in understanding that even though Tom was born with a girl's body, he identifies as a boy, and likes girls. This doesn't make him a homosexual girl, but a straight transboy. The trauma for Tom is that his parents not only do not support his identity, but they refuse to accept who he is and force him to be the girl they want him to be. We are left to imagine the pain that Tom must be suffering through and he endures the remaining years of his adolescence. We can only hope that he finds freedom once he escapes into adulthood.
Music is a huge part of this book. I need a soundtrack. Lots of great classic songs are referenced as well as some amazing original lyrics. Wrongskin in particular got under my skin and I found myself searching for a tune to sing it to so I could keep it with me.
There are so many rich characters in this book! I would love to know more about each and every one of them. There certainly needs to be a follow-up on Paloma and Farrah, as well as a back story on Lola. These are the drag queens who took Sam under their wings. I'm sure there is an entire book to be written on the lives of Sam's parents, grand parents and great-grand parents. I need to know more about Linda, the ghost Sam accidentally calls on the phone and Linda's mother who Sam first encounters in a dream. I don't know if I can go on living if I don't know what happens to Tom after he leaves town at the end of summer to go to his new school. And Millard Fillmore just needs to come home with me. That's all.
Just trust me, you need to read it.
November 29, 2020
Overall I expected more from this read. The author included a lot of important themes in this novel, which is something I usually appreciate, but in this case I'm not really sure he managed to pull off all the things he set out to do.
I feel like Sam could have had the opportunity to be a good character who gets to experience what it means to grow up and also to learn from his mistakes, but I think that these aspects weren't fully developed, even though I believe it was the real intention of the author. Sam's behaviour towards Tom was just a big no for me. I didn't like their interactions because they often resulted in Sam being offensive and insensitive towards Tom.
Moreover, there were some fantasy elements that I didn't see coming and that I didn't particularly feel like the story needed.
The author's writing didn't really keep me glued to the pages of this novel.
I just think there are definitely better books out there.
I feel like Sam could have had the opportunity to be a good character who gets to experience what it means to grow up and also to learn from his mistakes, but I think that these aspects weren't fully developed, even though I believe it was the real intention of the author. Sam's behaviour towards Tom was just a big no for me. I didn't like their interactions because they often resulted in Sam being offensive and insensitive towards Tom.
Moreover, there were some fantasy elements that I didn't see coming and that I didn't particularly feel like the story needed.
The author's writing didn't really keep me glued to the pages of this novel.
I just think there are definitely better books out there.
February 23, 2019
E-ARC provided by Edelweiss+ in exchange of an honest review
This book caught my attention because of its title and cover and I started to read it without having much idea of what it was about, but I am so glad I did.
The Weywards have lived under a curse for years: if a family member falls in love before the age of seventeen, the loved one dies. Sam Weyward lives in a small town in New York with his father, grandmother, great-grandmother and great-great-grandmother. The Grands play cards, eat a lot of pie and strongly believe in magic.
Sam divides his time between working at the ice cream shop with his father and at night at the Shangri-La, the only gay bar in town. He just started experimenting with drag with the help of Lola, Farrah and Paloma, the queens of the bar. But Sam's summer changes when Tom arrives in town, a really handsome boy that he has an instant crush on. But there's the curse issue and what Sam must do to avoid it.
Love and other curses is a novel that has several plots that are developed at the same time and they all meet with Sam: his crush on Tom, how to avoid the curse of his family, his friendship with the drag queens at the Shangri-La and the mystery of the person he is talking to on the phone, someone he calls "Linda". It seems complicated to follow but it is not, they all flow very well thought the whole novel.
It's a story about growth and acceptance, since Sam is at a point in his life that he is defining what he wants to do with his life post-highschool and getting to know his drag personality. At the same time it is a story about family, since the Weyward family is quite atypical: Sam lives without his mother since she left him as a child and only left him a collection of longplays. He was raised by a father who did not marry again and three very special grandmothers. All of them have lost their loved ones therefore they believe that curse is still alive and will affect Sam in the future.
Music is very important here and I loved it because just like Sam's father, I love classic rock and the music that Sam listens to because of his mother is really great too (I'll have to reread the book and write all the songs and records names). The whole issue about diversity is present in this book and I think is well represented (in my opinion). Sam is gay and his family accepts him, drag culture as an artistic manifestation that is part of the LGBTQ + community is present and it is really nice to see it. The novel shows that as people we make mistakes, and how we understand what we are, what we like and how we refer to others (I can not talk more because spoilers) but I think it shows the process we all go through.
I loved the characters, they all have had moments to establish a relationship with Sam and are not just mere shadows in the background. The writing style is nice and engaging and I think it is quite easy to read. I think the whole matter of the curse and the magical realism that is present in the story gives it a special touch and you can truly believe it. I liked the ending as well.
In conclusion, I really liked Love and other curses. I think it's a fun, entertaining novel that you can reread to experience again everything it has to offer. I loved the inclusion of music, magical realism and drag queens. Who doesn't love them?
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RESEÑA EN ESPAÑOL
Este es uno de esos libros que me llamó la atención por su título y su portada, y lo pedí para leerlo en Edelweiss pro esa razón, sin tener mucha idea de qué se trataba. Recuerdo que leí muy brevemente la sinopsis y me convenció de leerlo.
La familia Weyward sufre de una maldición desde hace décadas: si un miembro de la familia se enamora antes de los diecisiete años, la persona amada muere. Sam Weyward vive en un pueblecito pequeño de Nueva York con su padre, su abuela, su bisabuela y su tatarabuela. Las abuelas juegan a las cartas, comen mucho pastel y creen firmemente en la magia. Sam divide su tiempo entre trabajar en la tienda de helados con su padre y en las noches en Shangri-La, el unico bar gay del pueblo experimentando con el drag con ayuda de Lola, Farrah y Paloma, las queens que trabajan allí. Pero el verano de Sam cambia cuando Tom llega al pueblo, un chico muy guapo que llama su atención. Pero está presente el asunto de la maldición y lo que debe hacer para evitar que haga daño a sus series queridos.
Love and other curses es una novela que tiene varias tramas que se van desarrollando a la par y se concentran en nuestro protagonista llamado Sam: su interés amoroso por Tom, como esquivar la maldición de su familia, su amistad con las drag queens del Shangri-La y el misterio de la persona con la que está hablando por teléfono, alguien a quien el llama "Linda". Parece complicado de seguir pero no lo es, y a que todas van fluyendo y la historia no se ve afectada por ello.
Diría que esta novela es una historia de crecimiento y aceptación, ya que Sam está en un punto de su vida que está conociéndose más como persona, definiendo qué quiere hacer cuando empiece su último año de colegio y conociendo su personalidad drag. Al mismo tiempo es una historia sobre la familia, ya que la familia Weyward es bastante atípica: Sam vive sin su madre ya que lo abandonó cuando era niño y solo le dejó una colección de discos, así que fue criado por un padre que no se volvió a casar y tres abuelas muy especiales. T odos han perdido a sus parejas y por eso creen que maldición sigue viva y afectará a Sam en el futuro.
La música en esta historia es muy importante y y es algo que me ha encantado y me ha llegado, ya que como el padre de Sam me encanta el rock clásico y la música que Sam escucha por su madre pienso escucharla en el futuro (tendré que releer el libro y escribir todos los títulos de discos y de canciones). Todo el asunto de la diversidad está presente en este libro y creo que en el libro está bien representado (desde mi opinión). Sam es gay y su familia lo acepta, el drag que es una manifestación artísitica que hace parte de la comunidad LGBTQ+ y realmente es bueno verlo en un libro juvenil. La novela muestra que como personas cometemos errores alrededor del asunto de la sexualidad y como entendemos lo que sentimos y como nos referimos a otros (no puedo ampliar por spoilers) pero creo que muestra de una buena forma como alguien va descubriendo su identidad.
Los personajes me han encantado, todos han tenido momentos para establecer una relación con el protagonista y no han quedado como meras sombras correteadoras con nombre . La novela tienen una narración fluida y amena y creo que es bastante fácil de leer y engancharte con él. Creo que todo el asunto de la maldición y el realismo mágico que está presente en la historia le da un toque especial y puedes creerte todo lo que muestra. La novela tienen una resolución buena y creo que te deja bastante satisfecho.
En conclusión, Love and other curses me ha gustado mucho. Creo que es una novela amena, entretenida y que puedes releer para volver a experimentarla. Me ha encantado la inclusión de la música, el realismo mágico y las drag queens ¿Quien no las ama? Cuanto se publique en inglés, corran a leerla.
This book caught my attention because of its title and cover and I started to read it without having much idea of what it was about, but I am so glad I did.
The Weywards have lived under a curse for years: if a family member falls in love before the age of seventeen, the loved one dies. Sam Weyward lives in a small town in New York with his father, grandmother, great-grandmother and great-great-grandmother. The Grands play cards, eat a lot of pie and strongly believe in magic.
Sam divides his time between working at the ice cream shop with his father and at night at the Shangri-La, the only gay bar in town. He just started experimenting with drag with the help of Lola, Farrah and Paloma, the queens of the bar. But Sam's summer changes when Tom arrives in town, a really handsome boy that he has an instant crush on. But there's the curse issue and what Sam must do to avoid it.
Love and other curses is a novel that has several plots that are developed at the same time and they all meet with Sam: his crush on Tom, how to avoid the curse of his family, his friendship with the drag queens at the Shangri-La and the mystery of the person he is talking to on the phone, someone he calls "Linda". It seems complicated to follow but it is not, they all flow very well thought the whole novel.
It's a story about growth and acceptance, since Sam is at a point in his life that he is defining what he wants to do with his life post-highschool and getting to know his drag personality. At the same time it is a story about family, since the Weyward family is quite atypical: Sam lives without his mother since she left him as a child and only left him a collection of longplays. He was raised by a father who did not marry again and three very special grandmothers. All of them have lost their loved ones therefore they believe that curse is still alive and will affect Sam in the future.
Music is very important here and I loved it because just like Sam's father, I love classic rock and the music that Sam listens to because of his mother is really great too (I'll have to reread the book and write all the songs and records names). The whole issue about diversity is present in this book and I think is well represented (in my opinion). Sam is gay and his family accepts him, drag culture as an artistic manifestation that is part of the LGBTQ + community is present and it is really nice to see it. The novel shows that as people we make mistakes, and how we understand what we are, what we like and how we refer to others (I can not talk more because spoilers) but I think it shows the process we all go through.
I loved the characters, they all have had moments to establish a relationship with Sam and are not just mere shadows in the background. The writing style is nice and engaging and I think it is quite easy to read. I think the whole matter of the curse and the magical realism that is present in the story gives it a special touch and you can truly believe it. I liked the ending as well.
In conclusion, I really liked Love and other curses. I think it's a fun, entertaining novel that you can reread to experience again everything it has to offer. I loved the inclusion of music, magical realism and drag queens. Who doesn't love them?
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RESEÑA EN ESPAÑOL
Este es uno de esos libros que me llamó la atención por su título y su portada, y lo pedí para leerlo en Edelweiss pro esa razón, sin tener mucha idea de qué se trataba. Recuerdo que leí muy brevemente la sinopsis y me convenció de leerlo.
La familia Weyward sufre de una maldición desde hace décadas: si un miembro de la familia se enamora antes de los diecisiete años, la persona amada muere. Sam Weyward vive en un pueblecito pequeño de Nueva York con su padre, su abuela, su bisabuela y su tatarabuela. Las abuelas juegan a las cartas, comen mucho pastel y creen firmemente en la magia. Sam divide su tiempo entre trabajar en la tienda de helados con su padre y en las noches en Shangri-La, el unico bar gay del pueblo experimentando con el drag con ayuda de Lola, Farrah y Paloma, las queens que trabajan allí. Pero el verano de Sam cambia cuando Tom llega al pueblo, un chico muy guapo que llama su atención. Pero está presente el asunto de la maldición y lo que debe hacer para evitar que haga daño a sus series queridos.
Love and other curses es una novela que tiene varias tramas que se van desarrollando a la par y se concentran en nuestro protagonista llamado Sam: su interés amoroso por Tom, como esquivar la maldición de su familia, su amistad con las drag queens del Shangri-La y el misterio de la persona con la que está hablando por teléfono, alguien a quien el llama "Linda". Parece complicado de seguir pero no lo es, y a que todas van fluyendo y la historia no se ve afectada por ello.
Diría que esta novela es una historia de crecimiento y aceptación, ya que Sam está en un punto de su vida que está conociéndose más como persona, definiendo qué quiere hacer cuando empiece su último año de colegio y conociendo su personalidad drag. Al mismo tiempo es una historia sobre la familia, ya que la familia Weyward es bastante atípica: Sam vive sin su madre ya que lo abandonó cuando era niño y solo le dejó una colección de discos, así que fue criado por un padre que no se volvió a casar y tres abuelas muy especiales. T odos han perdido a sus parejas y por eso creen que maldición sigue viva y afectará a Sam en el futuro.
La música en esta historia es muy importante y y es algo que me ha encantado y me ha llegado, ya que como el padre de Sam me encanta el rock clásico y la música que Sam escucha por su madre pienso escucharla en el futuro (tendré que releer el libro y escribir todos los títulos de discos y de canciones). Todo el asunto de la diversidad está presente en este libro y creo que en el libro está bien representado (desde mi opinión). Sam es gay y su familia lo acepta, el drag que es una manifestación artísitica que hace parte de la comunidad LGBTQ+ y realmente es bueno verlo en un libro juvenil. La novela muestra que como personas cometemos errores alrededor del asunto de la sexualidad y como entendemos lo que sentimos y como nos referimos a otros (no puedo ampliar por spoilers) pero creo que muestra de una buena forma como alguien va descubriendo su identidad.
Los personajes me han encantado, todos han tenido momentos para establecer una relación con el protagonista y no han quedado como meras sombras correteadoras con nombre . La novela tienen una narración fluida y amena y creo que es bastante fácil de leer y engancharte con él. Creo que todo el asunto de la maldición y el realismo mágico que está presente en la historia le da un toque especial y puedes creerte todo lo que muestra. La novela tienen una resolución buena y creo que te deja bastante satisfecho.
En conclusión, Love and other curses me ha gustado mucho. Creo que es una novela amena, entretenida y que puedes releer para volver a experimentarla. Me ha encantado la inclusión de la música, el realismo mágico y las drag queens ¿Quien no las ama? Cuanto se publique en inglés, corran a leerla.
May 9, 2021
I read this over a year ago now, and this is the book I give to writers I know when I need an example on heres how to not write a trans character. Seriously, I've read dozens of trans fiction novels of trans fiction books and these one managed to be the worst by a land slide. Also impressive that it manages to still make me made over a year later
January 1, 2019
3.5
This is less of a love story and more of a finding yourself story. I was drawn into this book because it's description vaguely reminded me of The Raven Cycle with the love curse. I was surprised to actually see TRC mentioned in the book.
This book wasn't what I was expecting, but it wasn't bad. I enjoyed the story. I liked it more at the end than I did throughout. I was kind of worried about where it was headed with the potential love interest for a while. Their relationship didn't seem exactly healthy.
I'm still working my feelings out completely on the book, but I would say I did enjoy it and it was worth the read,
This is less of a love story and more of a finding yourself story. I was drawn into this book because it's description vaguely reminded me of The Raven Cycle with the love curse. I was surprised to actually see TRC mentioned in the book.
This book wasn't what I was expecting, but it wasn't bad. I enjoyed the story. I liked it more at the end than I did throughout. I was kind of worried about where it was headed with the potential love interest for a while. Their relationship didn't seem exactly healthy.
I'm still working my feelings out completely on the book, but I would say I did enjoy it and it was worth the read,
July 9, 2019
this book is very transphobic
August 8, 2019
This is hard to review, mostly because as a cisgender straight female, I don't think I have the experience or the knowledge to determine whether the aspects I found to be problematic are, indeed, problematic. As such, I'm going to go over my problems with the narrative and ONLY the narrative. This includes story, characters, pacing, and writing. I'm not going to discuss trans or gay topics because, and I cannot stress this enough, I have no personal experience (aside from having gay friends) and have no other queer knowledge aside from what I've read on the internet and I don't think I have to tell you why that hardly counts. So, with that disclaimer out of the way, let's get down to business with this obvious statement: I didn't like this book.
The story was intriguing and I did enjoy this premise, but HOLY SHIT did it go off the rails towards the end. The ending chapter kind of brought it back together, but DAMN the amount of drama and magical realism bullshit made it hard to take this story seriously. I think the author bit off way more than he could chew and it definitely shows in the final third of the book. The pacing was honestly the best part of this story, making it a fast read. I think the other big issue I had with the story was that there were way too many subplots going on, and some of those subplots only showed up to create more drama.
AND OH MY GOSH, THE DRAMA. Anyone who has read my reviews knows that I love me some good drama, but this was WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH. Between Sam's curse, his family, the Shangri-La, Tom Swift, and Linda, it was so fucking overwhelming to the point that I couldn't focus. It was like the author wanted all of these terrible things to happen at once to make Sam's life horrible, but really just one or two would have sufficed. On top of that, the main drama between Sam and Tom is removed with two "I'm sorry" moments, nice to see all that build up resolved SO FUCKING EASILY.
As for the characters, Sam was fine in the beginning but he kind of grated on my nerves after awhile. Tom I had major issues with, but I won't discuss them due to my aforementioned disclaimer. Everyone else was okay, but I don't think I'm going to remember any of them once I finish this review. The writing was fine, I guess, it was easy to understand and some of the dialogue was fun. That's about it, though.
I don't like giving this book such a low rating, but I have to be honest with myself. While the diversity was refreshing, the story tanked towards the last third, the characters rubbed me the wrong way, and the drama was too overwhelming. I don't recommend this book, but if you want to give it a chance be my guest.
The story was intriguing and I did enjoy this premise, but HOLY SHIT did it go off the rails towards the end. The ending chapter kind of brought it back together, but DAMN the amount of drama and magical realism bullshit made it hard to take this story seriously. I think the author bit off way more than he could chew and it definitely shows in the final third of the book. The pacing was honestly the best part of this story, making it a fast read. I think the other big issue I had with the story was that there were way too many subplots going on, and some of those subplots only showed up to create more drama.
AND OH MY GOSH, THE DRAMA. Anyone who has read my reviews knows that I love me some good drama, but this was WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH. Between Sam's curse, his family, the Shangri-La, Tom Swift, and Linda, it was so fucking overwhelming to the point that I couldn't focus. It was like the author wanted all of these terrible things to happen at once to make Sam's life horrible, but really just one or two would have sufficed. On top of that, the main drama between Sam and Tom is removed with two "I'm sorry" moments, nice to see all that build up resolved SO FUCKING EASILY.
As for the characters, Sam was fine in the beginning but he kind of grated on my nerves after awhile. Tom I had major issues with, but I won't discuss them due to my aforementioned disclaimer. Everyone else was okay, but I don't think I'm going to remember any of them once I finish this review. The writing was fine, I guess, it was easy to understand and some of the dialogue was fun. That's about it, though.
I don't like giving this book such a low rating, but I have to be honest with myself. While the diversity was refreshing, the story tanked towards the last third, the characters rubbed me the wrong way, and the drama was too overwhelming. I don't recommend this book, but if you want to give it a chance be my guest.
May 12, 2021
I understand there are some problematic aspects to the narrative in terms being potentially transphobic. I felt like the protagonist was unsure about every aspect of his life including his introduction to a trans person (and his impending curse, his absent mother, his secret drag self, etc etc) and the author did a great job of depicting how one would try to decipher that in one’s head. I felt like the author was coming at all of the topics with love and sincerity with the goggles of a somewhat sheltered small town teenager who is trying to figure out life, his feelings, and his place in it. Some initial thoughts about a situation in ones own head are often not politically correct particularly when love and sex are concerned. Having had the personal experience of being a gay man falling for a trans man while they are beginning hormone treatment I could relate to the narrative and I appreciate that care and love (albeit mixed confusion and self doubt which can cause one to lash out unfairly) were demonstrated in those scenes and that relationship. It resonated with my experience. In general I thought the book was an original, clever, well-written and fun read.
April 13, 2019
I received an e-arc of this book from Edelweiss plus in exchange for an honest review
While Love & Other Curses has so many fun things going on with the sassy grandmas and drag queens all around, this book doesn’t shy around from heavy topics such as death, gender and sexuality, as well as being trans and having a drag self. I can’t say how accurate this book is in terms of representation, but I feel like this book gives me some insight and more understanding on the issue. Through this discussion, we explore the issue as Sam learns it and eventually, it becomes more of a book about finding and accepting yourself, as well as others. This book also has their bit of magic here and there, from the Weyward curse, the Grands quirky magic, to other coincidences. It’s definitely a summer full of magic for Sam, both real and not real, and I definitely try to read more from the author!
Full review is posted on THE LITERARY HUNTRESS
While Love & Other Curses has so many fun things going on with the sassy grandmas and drag queens all around, this book doesn’t shy around from heavy topics such as death, gender and sexuality, as well as being trans and having a drag self. I can’t say how accurate this book is in terms of representation, but I feel like this book gives me some insight and more understanding on the issue. Through this discussion, we explore the issue as Sam learns it and eventually, it becomes more of a book about finding and accepting yourself, as well as others. This book also has their bit of magic here and there, from the Weyward curse, the Grands quirky magic, to other coincidences. It’s definitely a summer full of magic for Sam, both real and not real, and I definitely try to read more from the author!
Full review is posted on THE LITERARY HUNTRESS
August 12, 2018
Ford, Michael Thomas. Love & Other Curses. HarperCollins, 2019.
Sam's family is under a curse. Every person in his family who falls in love before the age of 17 sees their loved one die. This has happened as far back as anyone in the family can remember. So of course Sam is trying to do everything to stay away from romance for at least a few more weeks. This shouldn't be a problem for the openly gay teen in a small coastal tourist town, until Tom comes into town. And with Tom comes a boatload of trouble for Sam.
There's a lot to unpack in this story. There is the idea of a generational curse, similar to that in Louis Sachar's Holes, along with Sam's family's belief in the supernatural. Additionally, Sam has been sneaking out to spend time at a gay bar (which he isn't legally old enough to do), and while there he spends most of his time backstage assisting the drag queens. On top of all of that, Sam finds out that Tom is transgender and Tom's family is not supportive, deadnaming him and using female pronouns in reference to him. Furthermore, Tom is straight, so even though Sam is attracted to him, it isn't reciprocated.
The overall story arc is interesting enough. Sam's supportive family is a wonderful relief to read about in contrast to Tom's family. The issues Tom has with his family - wearing makeup and feminine clothing around them and hearing them say that obviously he would like those things now that he's tried them, them making references to his need to grow his hair out and allowing him to spend time with Sam under the guise that they are dating - ring true as I am married to a transgender man and witnessed these very types of things when we were dating.
Sam's inability to use consistent pronouns with the drag queens is irritating beyond belief, especially once he is informed that female pronouns are always okay, but male pronouns are only okay when a queen is out of drag. That, combined, with Sam's consistent use of male pronouns for Tom make things weird when he's around the queens and changes pronouns mid-thought or mid-sentence. This is one of those sad books about transgender teens who don't get support at home, and Tom does not get his happily ever after ending, and indeed falls prey to the "transgender person must harm themselves or be attacked or something" plot line that is so overused. Apart from these flaws, the story is a good one.
Recommended for: teens
Red Flags: misgendering and deadnaming of Tom and the drag queens, drug use and alcohol use, Tom and Sam fight and through homophobic and transphobic slurs at each other.
Overall Rating: 4/5 stars
Read-Alikes: Holes, Drag Teen, What If It's Us
I received a complimentary copy of this book through Edelweiss for the purpose of review.
Sam's family is under a curse. Every person in his family who falls in love before the age of 17 sees their loved one die. This has happened as far back as anyone in the family can remember. So of course Sam is trying to do everything to stay away from romance for at least a few more weeks. This shouldn't be a problem for the openly gay teen in a small coastal tourist town, until Tom comes into town. And with Tom comes a boatload of trouble for Sam.
There's a lot to unpack in this story. There is the idea of a generational curse, similar to that in Louis Sachar's Holes, along with Sam's family's belief in the supernatural. Additionally, Sam has been sneaking out to spend time at a gay bar (which he isn't legally old enough to do), and while there he spends most of his time backstage assisting the drag queens. On top of all of that, Sam finds out that Tom is transgender and Tom's family is not supportive, deadnaming him and using female pronouns in reference to him. Furthermore, Tom is straight, so even though Sam is attracted to him, it isn't reciprocated.
The overall story arc is interesting enough. Sam's supportive family is a wonderful relief to read about in contrast to Tom's family. The issues Tom has with his family - wearing makeup and feminine clothing around them and hearing them say that obviously he would like those things now that he's tried them, them making references to his need to grow his hair out and allowing him to spend time with Sam under the guise that they are dating - ring true as I am married to a transgender man and witnessed these very types of things when we were dating.
Sam's inability to use consistent pronouns with the drag queens is irritating beyond belief, especially once he is informed that female pronouns are always okay, but male pronouns are only okay when a queen is out of drag. That, combined, with Sam's consistent use of male pronouns for Tom make things weird when he's around the queens and changes pronouns mid-thought or mid-sentence. This is one of those sad books about transgender teens who don't get support at home, and Tom does not get his happily ever after ending, and indeed falls prey to the "transgender person must harm themselves or be attacked or something" plot line that is so overused. Apart from these flaws, the story is a good one.
Recommended for: teens
Red Flags: misgendering and deadnaming of Tom and the drag queens, drug use and alcohol use, Tom and Sam fight and through homophobic and transphobic slurs at each other.
Overall Rating: 4/5 stars
Read-Alikes: Holes, Drag Teen, What If It's Us
I received a complimentary copy of this book through Edelweiss for the purpose of review.
July 19, 2020
This summer is going to be an imortant one for Sammy Weyward, who lives in northern New York state. It is the summer before his senior year, and it wall also include his 17th birthday. While that would be great for most people, but for Sammy and his family, it is particuarly important. They seem to have a familly curse... if anyone in the family falls in love before they turn 17, the person they love will die. That was true for his grand mother, great grandmother, and great great grandmother. And with his parents, his mother disappeared right after he was born, and Sammy believes that she has also died.
Sammy is gay and out. His family has fully accepted him, and he has (secretly) connected with the owner and drag queens of a nearby gay club, the Shangri-La. In fact, Sammy is trying out the posssibility of doing drag himself. He is just not really sure what direction he wants his drag identity to go in. In the mean time, he will keep working at the Eezy-Freeze, a local ice creamery and restaurant owned by his dad.
Things take a surprising turn when Sammy meets Tom Swift, who has come to town with his parents to spend the summer with his grandparents. Sammy quickly develops a friendship and a crush on Tom, which leads to some person confusion when he learns more about Tom and his own developing identity.
Sammy has a very supportive mulit-generational family and great drag family who are all there for him, but the uniqueness of all of his challenges makes it difficult to talk with those who nows. When a game of making random calls late at night to ask the person on the other end to tell him a story, Sammy connects with a mysterious girl who seems to be willing to be his real confident as he is confronted with the curse, his confusing "love" life, and ironing out what to do about a drag identity.
I have been a fan of Fords for many, many years. I have loved his novels for adults, which are largely filled with gay characters and often are set in Provincetown, Massachusetts. He has an amazing flair with constructing characters with incredible depth and realism that causes the reader to really become invested. He has continued that into his novels for teens. This novel is his second journey into this arena after Suicide Notes. While his protagonists are younger in this novels, they are just as rich and complex as thos found in his books for adults. These are really quite amazing page-turners.
The blending into the story of the supernatural with curses, spirates, and fortunetelling adds a really interesting twist. I couldn't put the book down and read it in 5 hours straight.
Sammy is gay and out. His family has fully accepted him, and he has (secretly) connected with the owner and drag queens of a nearby gay club, the Shangri-La. In fact, Sammy is trying out the posssibility of doing drag himself. He is just not really sure what direction he wants his drag identity to go in. In the mean time, he will keep working at the Eezy-Freeze, a local ice creamery and restaurant owned by his dad.
Things take a surprising turn when Sammy meets Tom Swift, who has come to town with his parents to spend the summer with his grandparents. Sammy quickly develops a friendship and a crush on Tom, which leads to some person confusion when he learns more about Tom and his own developing identity.
Sammy has a very supportive mulit-generational family and great drag family who are all there for him, but the uniqueness of all of his challenges makes it difficult to talk with those who nows. When a game of making random calls late at night to ask the person on the other end to tell him a story, Sammy connects with a mysterious girl who seems to be willing to be his real confident as he is confronted with the curse, his confusing "love" life, and ironing out what to do about a drag identity.
I have been a fan of Fords for many, many years. I have loved his novels for adults, which are largely filled with gay characters and often are set in Provincetown, Massachusetts. He has an amazing flair with constructing characters with incredible depth and realism that causes the reader to really become invested. He has continued that into his novels for teens. This novel is his second journey into this arena after Suicide Notes. While his protagonists are younger in this novels, they are just as rich and complex as thos found in his books for adults. These are really quite amazing page-turners.
The blending into the story of the supernatural with curses, spirates, and fortunetelling adds a really interesting twist. I couldn't put the book down and read it in 5 hours straight.
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October 29, 2018There's a lot about this book I enjoyed, especially the main character's family - both biological and found - and I read the whole thing on a flight, which definitely says a lot for its readability. But it definitely comes with a warning that it's a hotbed of misgendering (pretty much always checked on the page, but also at a point you're just like "What the fuck" because it feels like the MC is completely unwilling to commit shit that really matters to the people he loves to memory) and deadnaming. I think it's an honest and realistic perspective of a cis gay kid who's struggling to understand both what being trans is like for someone and his attraction to someone who is, but it sort of uses that to help him find his way in the drag world and turns the trans character into a tool for his own self-discovery, all while making him forgive shit he definitely would not in real life.
I think a good sign of how you feel about this book will probably be how you felt about Looking for Group by Rory Harrison, but I would be much less likely to give this one to trans readers. (In that I...would not, under any circumstances.)
cw (in addition to deadnaming and misgendering):
I think a good sign of how you feel about this book will probably be how you felt about Looking for Group by Rory Harrison, but I would be much less likely to give this one to trans readers. (In that I...would not, under any circumstances.)
cw (in addition to deadnaming and misgendering):
August 9, 2020
the transphobia really popped out in this one!
November 12, 2019
There was a lot I liked about this book. I liked the representation. I liked so many of the tropes: dead moms who leave music behind, found families, matriarchal magic families, ghosts. I thought the dad was a really cool character.
I guess I really liked everything but the main story. Sam and Tom ruined the book for me. The way they treated each other was terrible throughout the book and then having them make up at the end, despite the horrible things they had both said and done, just... didn’t resonate with me.
Also there were parts of this book that just...made me uncomfortable. I’m not trans and therefore don’t have the ultimate say on stories involving trans characters but I really don’t feel like this was handled very well. I remembered reading Suicide Notes by this author and feeling the same way, uncomfortable at parts even though I really wanted to like it.
If they had cut the “romance” aspect and storyline from the book entirely I think I would have really enjoyed it, but even ignoring that there are some parts I’m just...confused about.
At the end, when even Tom’s girlfriend when told that his parents were cutting off all contact, sending him to conversion therapy and an all girls catholic school was like “it’s okay he’s strong uwu” I was so confused. He might be strong. He’s also a teenage boy being abused by his family and the system. They wrote that off way too easy for me.
There was also the part where Sam tells his dad about the suicide note from his mom, and his dad writes it off and says his mom is definitely alive. Then how did she survive the curse? Sam’s dad said it’s because he didn’t really love her, but later is shown to have been so upset over losing her he drinks himself sick. Also, where is she? Why did she leave a suicide note if she was never intending to kill herself? What was the point of her storyline? It was all very confusing, and I didn’t understand what exactly the author was trying to imply or get at there.
I am really sad this book let me down because, again, there’s so many tropes I really liked and I wanted those to be worth it to me. Sadly, it really wasn’t.
I guess I really liked everything but the main story. Sam and Tom ruined the book for me. The way they treated each other was terrible throughout the book and then having them make up at the end, despite the horrible things they had both said and done, just... didn’t resonate with me.
Also there were parts of this book that just...made me uncomfortable. I’m not trans and therefore don’t have the ultimate say on stories involving trans characters but I really don’t feel like this was handled very well. I remembered reading Suicide Notes by this author and feeling the same way, uncomfortable at parts even though I really wanted to like it.
If they had cut the “romance” aspect and storyline from the book entirely I think I would have really enjoyed it, but even ignoring that there are some parts I’m just...confused about.
At the end, when even Tom’s girlfriend when told that his parents were cutting off all contact, sending him to conversion therapy and an all girls catholic school was like “it’s okay he’s strong uwu” I was so confused. He might be strong. He’s also a teenage boy being abused by his family and the system. They wrote that off way too easy for me.
There was also the part where Sam tells his dad about the suicide note from his mom, and his dad writes it off and says his mom is definitely alive. Then how did she survive the curse? Sam’s dad said it’s because he didn’t really love her, but later is shown to have been so upset over losing her he drinks himself sick. Also, where is she? Why did she leave a suicide note if she was never intending to kill herself? What was the point of her storyline? It was all very confusing, and I didn’t understand what exactly the author was trying to imply or get at there.
I am really sad this book let me down because, again, there’s so many tropes I really liked and I wanted those to be worth it to me. Sadly, it really wasn’t.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 24, 2019
This took me so long to read, holy cow. I was really intrigued by the description of the book when I found it in the library so I decided to give it a shot. The story is about Sam and how he's dealing with a curse that has haunted his family for generations. There was never really any closure about the curse which was a bummer, and we get no closure on Tom Swift. I really wanted to know more about Tom Swift, why he fell in love with Anna-Lynn, what made him who he was. The story really dragged for me at the beginning and I think I went a week without actually reading the book until I went camping this past weekend and got back into it. The execution of the story was lacking, and there wasn't enough magic. Oh well. On to the next book.
May 19, 2019
I really loved this book. There was a lot to it, with many important relationships in Sam's life. There were plenty of plot twists, mistakes, and interesting revelations along the way to keep the pages turning. I am a fan of Michael Thomas Ford, and this one was very riveting.
October 16, 2019
I adored this book. Every Second!
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July 25, 2023dnf after first chapter.
June 21, 2022
3/5⭐
I'll start saying this book was not what I expected it to be. Reading the blurb, I was intrigued. 🔎 "[...] And then there's the Weyward Curse. If Sam can make it to his 17th birthday without falling in love, he'll be the first one in his family to escape it in almost a century. The curse doesn't kill the Weywards—just the people they love. When a new guy comes to town, Sam finds himself in trouble as they strike up a friendship that might be more than that.[...]" INTERESTING, RIGHT???👓
I had higher expectations. The thing is, the blurb sounds phenomenal! But the genres are not represented enough. Tom Swift is a trans guy, NOT into guys, whose parents don't approve of his identity and HE'S A PIECE OF SHIT💀. Seriously, I HATED every bit, every character trait of his. So how would you expect me to root for a relationship that is toxic and impossible. Y'all should know I hate toxic relationships in books no matter how sexy they are💀 So, overall, I'm glad they have stayed friends (and didn't talk after he had left).
But THEN, here comes Hatch at the end😍 AND I DIDN'T GET TO SEE HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SAM UGHHHHH 😵😡 This had so much potential! This could have been the love story that saves the day, but I understand that the author wanted to include a trans character. The problem was that I hated him😇 He was not a good person. I found myself constantly screaming at Sam to keep his distance. There were some good comebacks and lines, won't lie, but that's all memorable I have taken out of their relationship. Hatch on the other hand... seemed like a sweetheart, someone who IS into guys.
Never understood why Sam was so on the fence and in fog during some discussions or scenes. Like it was OBLIVIOUS what what happening, yet he was constantly doubting himself and what he believed in. That's not mystery, mate, that's stupidity. Or closing eyes. Ya name it!
Also, why the heck did Tom Swift kiss Sam if he wasn't into guys??? That scene was one of the oddest. And a disappointment... Out of the blue, their tamed relationship got back to normal? Like being friends... And that's after Tom literally told Sam a piece of his mind once his T was gone... What Sam did was definitely not moral, but I would've done the same😂whom am I kiddin'?. Tom was a bigger jerk, THE biggest jerk.
I was so excited for some queer romance in an urban fantasy novel, but I got almost none of anything... There were fantasy elements that I enjoyed, but were not explored enough. On the other hand, this book is filled with some really interesting tropes: like found family 💝 We have the 3 gurls, the 3 "sistas", the drag queens from Shangri-La: Lola, Farrah and Paloma, who had taken Sam under their wings and I LOVED EVERY ONE OF THEM. Also enjoyed the drama surrounding them and the plot😂
There were many plot holes, quite important ones I may add... I don't know what happened to Ilona, Sam's mother, with Livvie and her curse or Linda/Percy, who, tbh, played my favourite part in this urban fantasy. We also have tarot cards, lucky charms and all this good stuff🃏🍀
The writing is not the best, quite simple, maybe a bit amateurish, but it's a catchy and definitely a page turner. Just don't expect a nice, sweet love story whose power breaks the Weywards free.
To end this, it's a diverse novel, a good read for #pridemonth, but a bit underdeveloped. I was expecting a love story and I didn't get it... but found family made up for it (more or less).
I'll start saying this book was not what I expected it to be. Reading the blurb, I was intrigued. 🔎 "[...] And then there's the Weyward Curse. If Sam can make it to his 17th birthday without falling in love, he'll be the first one in his family to escape it in almost a century. The curse doesn't kill the Weywards—just the people they love. When a new guy comes to town, Sam finds himself in trouble as they strike up a friendship that might be more than that.[...]" INTERESTING, RIGHT???👓
I had higher expectations. The thing is, the blurb sounds phenomenal! But the genres are not represented enough. Tom Swift is a trans guy, NOT into guys, whose parents don't approve of his identity and HE'S A PIECE OF SHIT💀. Seriously, I HATED every bit, every character trait of his. So how would you expect me to root for a relationship that is toxic and impossible. Y'all should know I hate toxic relationships in books no matter how sexy they are💀 So, overall, I'm glad they have stayed friends (and didn't talk after he had left).
But THEN, here comes Hatch at the end😍 AND I DIDN'T GET TO SEE HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SAM UGHHHHH 😵😡 This had so much potential! This could have been the love story that saves the day, but I understand that the author wanted to include a trans character. The problem was that I hated him😇 He was not a good person. I found myself constantly screaming at Sam to keep his distance. There were some good comebacks and lines, won't lie, but that's all memorable I have taken out of their relationship. Hatch on the other hand... seemed like a sweetheart, someone who IS into guys.
Never understood why Sam was so on the fence and in fog during some discussions or scenes. Like it was OBLIVIOUS what what happening, yet he was constantly doubting himself and what he believed in. That's not mystery, mate, that's stupidity. Or closing eyes. Ya name it!
Also, why the heck did Tom Swift kiss Sam if he wasn't into guys??? That scene was one of the oddest. And a disappointment... Out of the blue, their tamed relationship got back to normal? Like being friends... And that's after Tom literally told Sam a piece of his mind once his T was gone... What Sam did was definitely not moral, but I would've done the same😂whom am I kiddin'?. Tom was a bigger jerk, THE biggest jerk.
I was so excited for some queer romance in an urban fantasy novel, but I got almost none of anything... There were fantasy elements that I enjoyed, but were not explored enough. On the other hand, this book is filled with some really interesting tropes: like found family 💝 We have the 3 gurls, the 3 "sistas", the drag queens from Shangri-La: Lola, Farrah and Paloma, who had taken Sam under their wings and I LOVED EVERY ONE OF THEM. Also enjoyed the drama surrounding them and the plot😂
There were many plot holes, quite important ones I may add... I don't know what happened to Ilona, Sam's mother, with Livvie and her curse or Linda/Percy, who, tbh, played my favourite part in this urban fantasy. We also have tarot cards, lucky charms and all this good stuff🃏🍀
The writing is not the best, quite simple, maybe a bit amateurish, but it's a catchy and definitely a page turner. Just don't expect a nice, sweet love story whose power breaks the Weywards free.
To end this, it's a diverse novel, a good read for #pridemonth, but a bit underdeveloped. I was expecting a love story and I didn't get it... but found family made up for it (more or less).
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 13, 2019
I am going to preface this review with letting you know I am a cisgendered bisexual woman. I’ve read other reviews of this book that bring up how various things are problematic, and I will defer to the greater wisdom of those reviewers who are part of a world that I am not.
That said, I think this book is mis-categorized in my library system. It has a Romance sticker on it, and it’s definitely not a romance. I was pleasantly surprised to find that Sam’s new friend Tom Swift is actually a trans boy. It’s disheartening to know that there are still so many peoples out in the world, like Tom’s parents, who refuse to admit that their son is trapped in a body that doesn’t match who he truly is, and it makes my heart hurt for all of the gay and trans kids that don’t have the love and support of their own families.
While I loved the character of Sam, and how he’s navigating his world as a gay boy who also enjoys drag, as well as his family of magic-wielding and multi-generational grandmothers, I was disappointed in some of the other characters. I would like to have heard from Tom about why he likes Anna-Lynn so much, since the boys discussed many other deep topics. But simply the fact that she’s a girl doesn’t seem enough to build a relationship on, even if it’s just a summer fling. I also would have liked to have more scenes with Sam’s drag sisters as well, as they initiate him into that world.
There’s a lot of deep subject matter in this book, and I could see how it would be important for young people to read a book about a gay boy and his trans friend. The author also stresses that this book isn’t meant as a one-size-fits-all trans experience, that every trans person has their own unique experience.
That said, I think this book is mis-categorized in my library system. It has a Romance sticker on it, and it’s definitely not a romance. I was pleasantly surprised to find that Sam’s new friend Tom Swift is actually a trans boy. It’s disheartening to know that there are still so many peoples out in the world, like Tom’s parents, who refuse to admit that their son is trapped in a body that doesn’t match who he truly is, and it makes my heart hurt for all of the gay and trans kids that don’t have the love and support of their own families.
While I loved the character of Sam, and how he’s navigating his world as a gay boy who also enjoys drag, as well as his family of magic-wielding and multi-generational grandmothers, I was disappointed in some of the other characters. I would like to have heard from Tom about why he likes Anna-Lynn so much, since the boys discussed many other deep topics. But simply the fact that she’s a girl doesn’t seem enough to build a relationship on, even if it’s just a summer fling. I also would have liked to have more scenes with Sam’s drag sisters as well, as they initiate him into that world.
There’s a lot of deep subject matter in this book, and I could see how it would be important for young people to read a book about a gay boy and his trans friend. The author also stresses that this book isn’t meant as a one-size-fits-all trans experience, that every trans person has their own unique experience.
September 21, 2025
it might even be 2.5 ⭐ I am not quite sure yet
i am disappointed, i am so disappointed that it pisses me off. i like the story, the plot and the idea behind it and there were a few quotes that I related to, but that's about it.
I tried to give Sam a chance, I tried so hard to like him, to understand him, to relate to him and justify the way he thinks or acts sometimes, but I can't.. I just can't. he's supposedly about to be 17, but at times it felt like the book was narrated by a 13 year old, or even by a toddler sometimes.
the author tried so hard (or at least it looked to me that he tried so hard) to make Sam inclusive, after all he's gay and all, but the way he acted towards Tom? getting pissed off that Tom, a trans guy, isn't into guys and is going out with a girl, outing him, just because he is angry, throwing his testosterone into the river or whatever it was??? sorry not sorry, but he had absolutely no right to do that and he came off extremely transphobic most of the time.. don't get me started on constantly misgendering the drag queens even tho they corrected him so many times... it pissed me off
the book had great potential, the idea about the curse, and the story about Linda/Percy would have made one hell of a good story if it was done probably, I am sad and disappointed, because I really wanted to like this book..
i am disappointed, i am so disappointed that it pisses me off. i like the story, the plot and the idea behind it and there were a few quotes that I related to, but that's about it.
I tried to give Sam a chance, I tried so hard to like him, to understand him, to relate to him and justify the way he thinks or acts sometimes, but I can't.. I just can't. he's supposedly about to be 17, but at times it felt like the book was narrated by a 13 year old, or even by a toddler sometimes.
the author tried so hard (or at least it looked to me that he tried so hard) to make Sam inclusive, after all he's gay and all, but the way he acted towards Tom? getting pissed off that Tom, a trans guy, isn't into guys and is going out with a girl, outing him, just because he is angry, throwing his testosterone into the river or whatever it was??? sorry not sorry, but he had absolutely no right to do that and he came off extremely transphobic most of the time.. don't get me started on constantly misgendering the drag queens even tho they corrected him so many times... it pissed me off
the book had great potential, the idea about the curse, and the story about Linda/Percy would have made one hell of a good story if it was done probably, I am sad and disappointed, because I really wanted to like this book..
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August 19, 2019
Magical realism, beautifully done. There were a couple of slow spots but it’s worth pushing through them. And I love the Maggie Stiefvater namecheck!
February 9, 2023
Yessssssssss, amazing book
September 3, 2024
I probably should have read some of the reviews before bothering to pick this up, and probably should have dnf-ed when I quickly became bored, as it did not get better.
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August 1, 2022This follows Sam Wayward, an almost 17-year-old gay boy who's anxiously awaiting his 17th birthday, which is 9 days away. Because you see, Sam's family has been cursed for generations. If a Wayward falls in love before his or her 17th birthday, the person they love dies.
It's worth mentioning that is family is kind of magical — we have several scenes with his Grands — is grandmother, great-grandmother and his great-great-grandmother performing magic and making predictions.
Now Sam isn't too worried about the curse because he has no intention of falling in love.
He spends his time working with his dad at their Eezy-Freeze stand serving up burgers and ice cream to the tourists and sneaking out to spend time with the drag queens at the Shangri-La — Lola the owner, Farrah and Paloma — and experimenting with drag a bit himself. The queens have kind of taken him in and they have become sort of a second family for Sam.
So when a cute new guy named Tom Swift shows up at the food stand and Sam strikes up a friendship with him, disaster could result.
The curse in the meantime has gotten more powerful and isn't quite so particular who it's targeting so Sam's in a race against the clock to prevent the curse from harming anyone else who's close to him.
I enjoyed the manner in which gender and gender pronouns are addressed. The queens at the club explain to Sam when to use "he" or "she" when addressing the men in drag and Sam is corrected when using the wrong pronoun in the wrong situation.
This comes up again with the Trans character in the book in which Sam learns that when referring to a trans person or someone whose gender is fluid, it's always important to refer to them according to the wishes of the individual.
There are a few times when Sam deadnames and misgenders the trans character, calling him by his birth name and birth gender, just to be cruel which kind of bothered me, though I do believe it was placed in the book to show how hurtful ignoring the wishes of the individual can be.
That being said, I found Sam to be both likable and unlikeable. There is no doubt that he can be a dick when he wants to. Same goes for Sam's love interesting. Both of them were prone to rage and expressed their anger and hurt by viciously hurting the other.
I suppose it can be said that given that this is sort of a coming of age novel, learning how our words can hurt others is part of growing up and I think Sam learned some important lessons here. So in this way, I think Sam learns a lot about himself through his relationship with others, including his Grands, Lola and the other queens at the club, his father and Tom.
My one major niggle with the book was the trans characters. He felt to me as though he could have definitely done with some further character development.
He was kind of dull in this story and was more or less completely defined by being trans. That is to say, the novel focused heavily on the character's transitions, his genre and sex organs, rather than his personality, likes, dislikes and such.
This character could have had a lot more potential if the author had taken the time to portray him more in depth and in a more complex manner. I did like the fact that Sam experiments with cross-dressing and immerses himself into the drag scene. As he explored this side of him, I enjoyed him learning all about drag culture and the difference between gender identity and sexual orientation both of which were huge themes in this novel.
The novel dealt with the idea of who we are as individual vs what society expects us to be and how many of us try to fit into a mold that's not right for us.
So all in all, I enjoyed this book about a young man coming to terms with who he is and how he fits into his larger community. And regarding the Wayward curse? Well, I got the impression here that the book was more about allowing something or someone to have power over us, just as the curse had power over the family members.
Was the curse real or was it all coincidence? That's pretty much up to the reader to decide. Though the supernatural aspect of Sam's family does pour into his own life in interesting ways, such as his midsummer dreams and his telephone conversations with a mysterious person.
And as for the book, it was laugh-out-loud funny in some places and super-serious and heart wrenching in others, and with the exception of the trans characters, most of the characters in the book were well drawn.
I especially loved Sam's incredible relationship with his father and the quirky Grands. It was refreshing to see healthy family relationships as often in YA literature, they are either minimized or non-existent. But yeah, I enjoyed this book and feel that it's definitely worth a read.
It's worth mentioning that is family is kind of magical — we have several scenes with his Grands — is grandmother, great-grandmother and his great-great-grandmother performing magic and making predictions.
Now Sam isn't too worried about the curse because he has no intention of falling in love.
He spends his time working with his dad at their Eezy-Freeze stand serving up burgers and ice cream to the tourists and sneaking out to spend time with the drag queens at the Shangri-La — Lola the owner, Farrah and Paloma — and experimenting with drag a bit himself. The queens have kind of taken him in and they have become sort of a second family for Sam.
So when a cute new guy named Tom Swift shows up at the food stand and Sam strikes up a friendship with him, disaster could result.
The curse in the meantime has gotten more powerful and isn't quite so particular who it's targeting so Sam's in a race against the clock to prevent the curse from harming anyone else who's close to him.
I enjoyed the manner in which gender and gender pronouns are addressed. The queens at the club explain to Sam when to use "he" or "she" when addressing the men in drag and Sam is corrected when using the wrong pronoun in the wrong situation.
This comes up again with the Trans character in the book in which Sam learns that when referring to a trans person or someone whose gender is fluid, it's always important to refer to them according to the wishes of the individual.
There are a few times when Sam deadnames and misgenders the trans character, calling him by his birth name and birth gender, just to be cruel which kind of bothered me, though I do believe it was placed in the book to show how hurtful ignoring the wishes of the individual can be.
That being said, I found Sam to be both likable and unlikeable. There is no doubt that he can be a dick when he wants to. Same goes for Sam's love interesting. Both of them were prone to rage and expressed their anger and hurt by viciously hurting the other.
I suppose it can be said that given that this is sort of a coming of age novel, learning how our words can hurt others is part of growing up and I think Sam learned some important lessons here. So in this way, I think Sam learns a lot about himself through his relationship with others, including his Grands, Lola and the other queens at the club, his father and Tom.
My one major niggle with the book was the trans characters. He felt to me as though he could have definitely done with some further character development.
He was kind of dull in this story and was more or less completely defined by being trans. That is to say, the novel focused heavily on the character's transitions, his genre and sex organs, rather than his personality, likes, dislikes and such.
This character could have had a lot more potential if the author had taken the time to portray him more in depth and in a more complex manner. I did like the fact that Sam experiments with cross-dressing and immerses himself into the drag scene. As he explored this side of him, I enjoyed him learning all about drag culture and the difference between gender identity and sexual orientation both of which were huge themes in this novel.
The novel dealt with the idea of who we are as individual vs what society expects us to be and how many of us try to fit into a mold that's not right for us.
So all in all, I enjoyed this book about a young man coming to terms with who he is and how he fits into his larger community. And regarding the Wayward curse? Well, I got the impression here that the book was more about allowing something or someone to have power over us, just as the curse had power over the family members.
Was the curse real or was it all coincidence? That's pretty much up to the reader to decide. Though the supernatural aspect of Sam's family does pour into his own life in interesting ways, such as his midsummer dreams and his telephone conversations with a mysterious person.
And as for the book, it was laugh-out-loud funny in some places and super-serious and heart wrenching in others, and with the exception of the trans characters, most of the characters in the book were well drawn.
I especially loved Sam's incredible relationship with his father and the quirky Grands. It was refreshing to see healthy family relationships as often in YA literature, they are either minimized or non-existent. But yeah, I enjoyed this book and feel that it's definitely worth a read.
March 20, 2019
Different and daring, but only to a point.
I've rounded it down to 3, but it's more like a 3+.
Sam has been helping at the local gay club while he still hasn't found his drag self. When summer comes, it also brings Tom Swift, a trans boy who still couldn't fully transition, since his family doesn't support him. Even though Tom is straight, that doesn't stop Sam from developing a crush, and things only get messier because of a decades-old curse afflicting his superstitious family. According to it, a Weyward who survives their 17th birthday will lose the one they love.
As you can see, the book mixes various things but for most of it it was very interesting. The style is refreshing and the situation is definitely different for me, without being too much. And we have to give it to the Weywards, they're such a fun family to read about I'd love to have more stories with them. Above all, reading about transsexuals, drag queens, and not simply about coming out is a novelty when it comes YA, especially since this is no indies publisher.
But the story loses itself at some point. It drags a little too, but I think the problem is how it feels like the plot went all over the place.It's not that I wanted more about Tom Swift, he was probably the most normal part of the story, though the two boys' relationship was also the best part. But the talks over the phone were random from the beginning and yet they ended up the focus by the end.
Despite the gradual decline, this was a great experience. I'm a little iffy about reccing it to people outside the usual target reader but it was a pleasure to read the story nonetheless. If you're curious about YA LGBT reads, it's not everyday you'll find one not revolving around coming out.
Honest review based on an ARC provided by Edelweiss. Many thanks to the publisher for this opportunity.
I've rounded it down to 3, but it's more like a 3+.
Sam has been helping at the local gay club while he still hasn't found his drag self. When summer comes, it also brings Tom Swift, a trans boy who still couldn't fully transition, since his family doesn't support him. Even though Tom is straight, that doesn't stop Sam from developing a crush, and things only get messier because of a decades-old curse afflicting his superstitious family. According to it, a Weyward who survives their 17th birthday will lose the one they love.
As you can see, the book mixes various things but for most of it it was very interesting. The style is refreshing and the situation is definitely different for me, without being too much. And we have to give it to the Weywards, they're such a fun family to read about I'd love to have more stories with them. Above all, reading about transsexuals, drag queens, and not simply about coming out is a novelty when it comes YA, especially since this is no indies publisher.
But the story loses itself at some point. It drags a little too, but I think the problem is how it feels like the plot went all over the place.It's not that I wanted more about Tom Swift, he was probably the most normal part of the story, though the two boys' relationship was also the best part. But the talks over the phone were random from the beginning and yet they ended up the focus by the end.
Despite the gradual decline, this was a great experience. I'm a little iffy about reccing it to people outside the usual target reader but it was a pleasure to read the story nonetheless. If you're curious about YA LGBT reads, it's not everyday you'll find one not revolving around coming out.
Honest review based on an ARC provided by Edelweiss. Many thanks to the publisher for this opportunity.
December 27, 2018
This was a really interesting read - the representation was incredible, but I will say it was a bit transphobic, with Sam using incorrect pronouns numerous times which I could understand if he learned his lesson the first time, but it’s something he continued to do, which was disappointing. I hope this maybe gets fixed before the book comes out next year.
The magical aspect I loved, I loved Sam most of the time, but he could be fairly vicious and there was a particular exchange with Tom that left me reeling - they both were vicious.
I loved Sam’s dad, the Grands, Millard Fillmore, so there was a lot to like about this book but the transphobia lets it down so much.
The magical aspect I loved, I loved Sam most of the time, but he could be fairly vicious and there was a particular exchange with Tom that left me reeling - they both were vicious.
I loved Sam’s dad, the Grands, Millard Fillmore, so there was a lot to like about this book but the transphobia lets it down so much.
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