4.25 stars: Slow start but then it picks up
Listen, I know that not all the books I read will be fast burns or have traditional story/character developments- shoot, I welcome the change (sometimes), but this began very slow for me. I applaud my two buddy readers for continuing when they’ve wanted to tap out 😂.
The book begins with giving us Eden’s perspective. She’s a college student who has to strip for a living in order to pay her bills, rent, and college tuition. She’s on her own and has no family to help her out. Which is fine- she likes being independent and relying only on herself. Enter her intimidating, handsome as f Professor- Damien Caine.
Damien has been watching Eden for months. He ended up at her strip club one day and saw her- which was the cherry to his dessert because he had already been noticing her before. Now he goes to the club and sees her work- and then has her give him private dances- because the temptation to not pursue her is too much and he’ll have her anyway he can.
The intensity, the stares, the protectiveness was hot (it could’ve been spicier in the beginning, but it is what it is). Even at school, there was this visceral connection that was undeniable. Their interactions always had this simmering heat behind each glance and breath. Once they cross the line, it starts heating up (think of it like a pot of boiling water- the bubbles start forming, slowly, and then eventually- BAM, it’s boiling).
The chemistry was 🥵🔥. Professor Caiden- mmm 😋 your alphaness was *chef’s kiss* (once we see it… cause… ahem… it takes a while 😅). The passion, the rawness, the connection was steamy yet beautiful.
I am VERY surprised at how controlled Damien was. I expected him to grab Eden and haul her over his shoulder SO many times (you Jane, me Tarzan style) but it doesn’t happen like that…ever 😐. Is Damien patient? Oh yes… he’s VERY patient. I mean- she continues to strip after they kiss 😳and he lets her 🙈. Even after he makes his intentions clear- she doesn’t listen 🙄and continues working 😬. Um… Damien… step in 🤦🏻♀️. Punish her, consume her, show her who’s boss 😅lol. I 👏🏻will👏🏻support👏🏻you!
I know why he did it. She needs to trust him. She needs to GIVE IN (nicely done Layla Frost), but man… couldn’t we get to the good stuff faster? Lol. Eden has her walls up, for good reasons (which we find out towards the end) and Damien is trying to knock them down. I had a hard time connecting to the MCs in the beginning. We don’t know why she needs to strip; well duh- it’s always about money- but we don’t know why she does that or all necessary details to get us to connect to her situation and character.
For once, I do appreciate that we actually see the h with another man (it rarely happens that way). Luckily, this was all in the beginning of the book.
Overall, I ended up enjoying it. It took a while, but I especially loved the second half of the book.
⚠️ safety squad ⚠️
-no cheating
-mild OWD- the OW that appears ends up being the H’s sister- and when the H takes another stripper to a private room, they just talk (he does this to get the h jealous)
-OMD- the h goes on a date with OM. They have heavy makeout sessions (early in the book), almost have sex- but then they get interrupted
-when the h sees the H with OW (his sister), she seeks OM and they sleep in the same bed… they end up.. petting? massaging? each other and they realized it was heading somewhere and stop