TW: very stark, jarring death as a result of cancer.
@ all the reviews mentioning that they were familiar with the author or at least the outcome of this story ahead of time, being completely unable to fathom a reading experience where that was not previously understood: hi! I try to go into most of my reading experiences with as little knowledge as possible, and I sure didn't expect this memoir to take the turn that it did! Admittedly, I was starting to wonder if the story would conclude midway through treatment when that big, blank page announcing the author's death appeared. I was shocked. I was gutted. I literally shook my head and my jaw dropped. You have to admire the realism and the honesty of the creators who helped put such a project together, but wow was I unprepared.
Down to the Bone depicts Pioli's experience with leukemia from her precursors of pain to her untimely death. A once-healthy woman, she expresses her sadness regarding her body's deterioration and periodic isolation amidst different stages of treatment. While most of the pages are more narrative in nature, the author does pause at times to describe the science behind protocol or anatomical features. These excerpts ultimately culminate with a brief PSA about how one can become a blood marrow donor, potentially saving the life of another human being.
If one can "love" a graphic novel so melancholy, I definitely fell in love with this work of true art. The illustrations were overall to my liking, although there were some pages or elements that were more angular than my preference (particularly in facial profiles). I saw another reviewer say that many pieces of the art style were reminiscent of the author's French background, and while I am personally unsure if this is true, I would believe it. More than the art alone, though, the "characters"/real people displayed here had me constantly rooting for them and wanting to support them. Perhaps it is heartwarming to simply witness someone with a good support system, but I think it's also literarily captivating and allows for more investment in a memoir. These are real people doing real things to try to care and make a difference. It's beautiful to witness even in the worst moments of hardship.
This graphic novel is a translation, and I while I would hate to harp too much on the language, I will say that the fluctuation between past and present tense - alongside a few other mechanical quips and quirks - was my chief concern. It sometimes took me out of the story and is probably what led to my absolute astonishment at the death reveal, even if it wasn't the translators' faults. But the messages of the story were still very much present despite the small language barrier.
As an American, there was one other thing that I took issue with, although it was no fault of the author's. The prices she paid for cancer treatments were indeed expensive, especially because the process is extended over such a long period of time. But my brain can't help taking into account living in America & how much all of this would be, with or without insurance. So many people die because they just can't pay anymore. And in the scenes where she gets ambulances...we could only fathom such a trip without bankruptcy. No one, regardless of country, should have to fight so hard financially just to survive a horrible disease they did not ask for.
I try to read stories like this once in awhile for a few reasons. Even though I would consider myself relatively squeamish when it comes to the medical field, I have great empathy for those who undergo such trials, and I think it is also crucial to continually stay informed. Conditions may differ drastically from one another, but there is often overlap in technology or treatments. In short, I genuinely think that reading this can give you a greater perspective of the world and make you a better person, especially if you work in a position that involves clinical or personal care for others.
This memoir might not have had the happy-ish ending as some others that delve into diagnoses, but I do think it was insightful, informative, and heartfelt. It was even amusing at times, and the cartoony cell illustrations turn big, scientific concepts into comprehensible images. I can tell that this graphic novel will be sitting with me for a long time, and I can definitely recommend it, although I would suggest keeping some tissues nearby and bracing yourself for an emotional ride.