I face the void with Valium and a needlepoint of daisies.
Squeezed into a window seat, suspended between the black Atlantic and the sky with its stars that have already burned out, I pull white yarn through canvas making petals one by one.
I look for signs.
Orion skims the wing of the plane like a cosmic benediction.
Across the aisle - two nuns in traditional garb. I'm not religious, but we wouldn't crash with them aboard, would we?
I focus on bringing daisies into being, stars of the earth strewn across the sky by my own hand.
My friend, playing solitaire with tiny magnetic cards, is bored with my petals. She'd like me to make a center for a change.
I switch to yellow yarn, feel calmer. The petals flying off in every direction will finally have something to hold onto.
Iris Miller grew up in Reading, Massachusetts. She has worked as an art teacher, visual artist, clinical art therapist, shamanic healer. She summers on Monhegan Island in Maine.
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