When Sophie Harlow, a sixteen year old teen from the village of Vale Dean, disappears, it is quickly accepted that she ran away due to the note she left behind and the postcards she sent over the ensuing months. But, two years later, Kate’s daughter is still missing and, despite everyone else moving on, she is still stuck firmly in the past. Between her marriage splitting up and Kate’s nightmares that have her dependent on a sleeping medication, she finds herself obsessing over Sophie’s case, even wading through online forums. After all, if she could just get her head around her precious daughter running away, just maybe she’ll be able to accept it and move on.
The one thing, however, that Kate regularly leaves the house for since “before” is her volunteer position at the local helpline for runaway teens, Message in a Bottle. While they might not receive many phone calls, she hopes she can be of some use to individuals like her Sophie. One night, though, that mission takes on startling new meaning when she answers only to discover that it is, in fact, a young woman she believes to be her daughter. At least, she is fairly certain it is…because the call is marred by static and missing words. But she swears it’s Sophie’s voice. And she couldn’t possibly mistake that, could she?
Unfortunately, her friends and family think she’s misunderstood. Or that her grief is getting the better of her. After the police sing the same tune as her loved ones, she decides that she’ll just have to get the answers herself. Suddenly, it appears that perhaps she’s on the right tack when she discovers troubling information and the distinct feeling someone has been inside her home. However, Kate refuses to give up. Because if Sophie needs her, she will stop at nothing to find answers. Even if someone is willing to go to extreme lengths to stop her.
Emma Rowley is one seriously talented author. Starting from the get-go of Where the Missing Go, I was actually afraid that this was going to be a slow family drama. Boy, was I wrong. Because that slow burn start transformed into an addictive, suspense building, unpredictable thriller when Kate began to investigate her daughter’s disappearance. Speaking of which, even the premise and plot were original. And now I already wish I could read it again blind (despite having just put it down).
But what really hooked me were the awe-inspiring twists as they transformed a plot that I thought I’d figured out into something simply breathtaking. Not so out of the realm of possibility that I found myself questioning it, but far enough from my guesses that I was shocked into reading each page faster as I got closer to the end. And what a conclusion it was (like it was written for the silver screen)! I can’t say too much as I don’t want to spoil this near perfect finale, but even when you think it’s over (I mean how could anything additional take place?), there’s one more shocking twist to be had.
I think, however, my favorite aspect was the character building. Kate and Sophie to be specific. Kate was the perfect embodiment of the grief that comes after the loss of a child, but it’s also mixed deftly at some points with the denial that the unanswered questions would surely leave bare. And Sophie! I might even love her more, but I can’t say much about why or you’ll definitely lose the ignorance every reader should have at the start of this book.
Done and dusted, I couldn’t be more in love with Where the Missing Go (and just wait until you learn what’s behind the title). And, despite the slow start that alternated between memories of Sophie and Kate’s depressing reality, this absolutely is my favorite read of 2023 so far. Thick with grief, desperation, and a mother’s love, it was compelling in a way I wouldn’t have expected from a thriller on top of being intense and chilling. If you haven’t read Rowley’s debut fiction novel yet, please take my advice and run out and get it now. Rating of 5+ stars.
Trigger warning: missing child (suspected runaway), dementia, prescription drug and alcohol use, gaslighting, teen pregnancy, false imprisonment, physical and emotional abuse, breaking and entering, stabbing