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169 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 18, 2018
It was my cock. He was raw and overworked. I’m not an idiot. I know I was fucking hundreds of women to try and ease Lana from my memory.
“Our affiliation with Breakneck landed us all where we are today.” I take a breath. “I may be alive, but some days it doesn’t feel as if I am.”
I’m afraid to even try intimacy, and he’s hung up on Lana.
“She’s been violated and had her entire life upheaved by us.”
“Yep. Not so sure I ever loved you now.” It’s a lie, looking at her now, I know I loved her, but she doesn’t need to fucking know it. “Get to it.”
I shouldn’t want to touch her. I shouldn’t want anything to do with her at all. When I’m finally moving on with my life, having a little fun with Jinx, Lana appears out of nowhere.
A piece of her is stuck inside of me and isn’t going anywhere; and with Lana being back and my heart still beating quick when she’s near, I’m lost on what to do.
I mash my lips to hers and push her into my room, kicking the door shut. Her lips are not as soft as I remember. I pull away, studying her eyes, not the baby blue’s I’ve come to admire. Still, I find my hands ripping her dress from her body while my heart beats rapidly in my chest. “This is what you want,” I growl. “Fine.”
...shrug, push her onto the bed, and spread her legs open. “You’re a nasty slut, already wet and I haven’t even touched you.” Lana says nothing as her hands grips my cock, guiding it straight into her pussy, and I try to hold back a groan, but I can’t. I pound into her hard and fast, with no mercy; until my leg starts to cramp up, and I move onto the bed, scooting her up at the same time.
Lana finally gets the hint, not shutting the door behind her; I can’t believe I fucked her. I understand my callous attitude towards her after what she did to me, but she was a spiteful bitch bringing up Jinx after I had just fucked her.
“But you’re giving me mixed signals. I’m cool, but if those mixed signals keep happening along with more love bites from Lana, I probably won’t stay.” I can feel his body stiffen when I mention his hickey. “I’m sorry.” “Nothing to be sorry for, we aren’t a couple,”
I didn’t go to Lana because I wasn’t up to dealing with her, and in the back of my mind, I’m fucking terrified I’ll feel something if I do. I never thought I would be torn between two women.