Depression: A story about the 4 questions that changed my life

by Aladdin Happy

- Why should I keep going? What’s the point? It makes no sense. I wanted this so much; I believed I could do it. Even though I put my heart and soul, sweat and blood into it, in the end, it all just fell apart. Why am I such a loser? I don’t know what to do or where to go. I can't even raise my arms and force them to do anything. All I can do is sleep and cry. I have no energy left; I feel so empty. I have no hope. My life sucks. I was discouraged, and my internal batteries were almost drained. I didn’t know how to energize them, and I lacked the energy to even consider searching for a way to recharge them; I didn’t even see any reason to try. That state lasted for about 9 horrible months until one day a spark of hope and joy lit up in my eyes again, which turned into a fire that hasn’t burned out since.

40 pages, Paperback

Published August 18, 2018