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Sinfully Mine
Four years ago, mistakes were made, lines were crossed, rules were broken. It was wrong, and it never should have happened. But, the past refuses to stay buried, wrongs start feeling right, and lines begin to blur. Sometimes, the heart wants what the heart wants, and nothing will stand in its way. Consequences be damned. Rules be damned. Sometimes, secrets are sinfully delicious. **This book contains content of a taboo nature**
292 pages, Paperback
First published August 22, 2018
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Nicky James
75 books2,255 followersI live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
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October 6, 2022
The blurb is vague; we're told the book contains content that's taboo. I don't feel I'm spoiling the story even a little by revealing the taboo in reference is sexual feelings between two brothers. This is obvious from the first paragraph, when Emerson, the older, responsible brother, has a conversation with his mother, where she mentions that his younger brother, Kaiden, was in a car accident.
Emerson is immediately worried. He's always been his brother's keeper. But Emerson and Kaiden had a falling out four years ago. Emerson left town, and they haven't spoken since.
Kai, always moody and wild, has hit rock bottom. He hangs out with the wrong crowd, dabbles in drugs, and has been convicted of vandalism. Emerson, now a high school teacher, knows Kai doesn't want to see him, but he comes home anyway.
Kaiden is bitter and defensive. He's been embroiled in a weird triangle with the preacher's son and daughter, the same preacher who has an anti-homosexual agenda and helped drive Emerson away. When things blow up, Emerson takes Kai home with him.
We slowly find out what happened four years prior (it's not a great suprise). Kai taunts Emerson, makes him feel ashamed and guilty, even as he wants his brother to take control and ravage him.
Emerson vows to stay away from Kai, but Kai pushes. He flirts with other people in front of Emerson, driving him crazy. The sexual tension is insane.
But it does this book a disservice to focus on the illicit sex between the men. Nicky James, in typical fashion, explores a romance that's not within the boundaries dictated by society.
Incest is the biggest taboo. In all but two states, incest is criminalized, even between consenting adults; the laws are there for two reasons:
1. The abuse of power when an older male (middle-aged uncle) forces a younger female (17-year-old niece) into a sexual relationship makes consent nebulous at best. Most instances of incest constitute rape.
2. Inbreeding reduces the genetic diversity of a population and causes various problems related to a too-small gene pool, including a host of genetic disorders and mental illness. Genetic diversity is paramount for human survival.
In the case of Emerson and Kaiden, these two reasons don't apply.
We are programmed to find sexual relationships with close relatives repulsive. Proximity creates feelings of altruism, and seeing a sibling as a newborn creates a particularly strong aversion to incest.
But even though the MCs are full brothers, raised together, Emerson and Kaiden aren't typical siblings.
Their father died when Kai was 6 and Emerson 10, and their mother has an attachment disorder, meaning she feels no love for her children. On occasion, she goes through the motions of acting like a parent, but it's rote and manipulative. She forgets about her kids; they don't matter until their actions affect her in some way. There is a reason for this, but I still hated their mother until the end; there was only one scene where I felt incredibly sad for her.
Emerson was always Kai's rock. He saw no one but Kai. I liked watching Kaiden become more focused and self-confident. It was undeniable that being with Emerson was good for him.
While the book is almost entirely focused on the complex relationship between the brothers, there is a side plot involving one of Emerson's students. I didn't really like how that thread progressed and wasn't sure it was necessary.
This book made me think, and I'd be lying if I said the sex wasn't hot. But the story is more complicated than that.
I wasn't entirely satisfied with the ending. It was a HEA, yes, yet I couldn't help but feel that things weren't really settled (how do you go through life hiding such a big secret?).
I recommend this book even if you have an aversion to incest stories, like I do. Don't go in expecting a sex fest, because that's really not what this story is about.
Sinfully Mine explores a forbidden love between two brothers. Can a bond that strong be wrong?
Emerson is immediately worried. He's always been his brother's keeper. But Emerson and Kaiden had a falling out four years ago. Emerson left town, and they haven't spoken since.
Kai, always moody and wild, has hit rock bottom. He hangs out with the wrong crowd, dabbles in drugs, and has been convicted of vandalism. Emerson, now a high school teacher, knows Kai doesn't want to see him, but he comes home anyway.
Kaiden is bitter and defensive. He's been embroiled in a weird triangle with the preacher's son and daughter, the same preacher who has an anti-homosexual agenda and helped drive Emerson away. When things blow up, Emerson takes Kai home with him.
We slowly find out what happened four years prior (it's not a great suprise). Kai taunts Emerson, makes him feel ashamed and guilty, even as he wants his brother to take control and ravage him.
Emerson vows to stay away from Kai, but Kai pushes. He flirts with other people in front of Emerson, driving him crazy. The sexual tension is insane.
But it does this book a disservice to focus on the illicit sex between the men. Nicky James, in typical fashion, explores a romance that's not within the boundaries dictated by society.
Incest is the biggest taboo. In all but two states, incest is criminalized, even between consenting adults; the laws are there for two reasons:
1. The abuse of power when an older male (middle-aged uncle) forces a younger female (17-year-old niece) into a sexual relationship makes consent nebulous at best. Most instances of incest constitute rape.
2. Inbreeding reduces the genetic diversity of a population and causes various problems related to a too-small gene pool, including a host of genetic disorders and mental illness. Genetic diversity is paramount for human survival.
In the case of Emerson and Kaiden, these two reasons don't apply.
We are programmed to find sexual relationships with close relatives repulsive. Proximity creates feelings of altruism, and seeing a sibling as a newborn creates a particularly strong aversion to incest.
But even though the MCs are full brothers, raised together, Emerson and Kaiden aren't typical siblings.
Their father died when Kai was 6 and Emerson 10, and their mother has an attachment disorder, meaning she feels no love for her children. On occasion, she goes through the motions of acting like a parent, but it's rote and manipulative. She forgets about her kids; they don't matter until their actions affect her in some way. There is a reason for this, but I still hated their mother until the end; there was only one scene where I felt incredibly sad for her.
Emerson was always Kai's rock. He saw no one but Kai. I liked watching Kaiden become more focused and self-confident. It was undeniable that being with Emerson was good for him.
While the book is almost entirely focused on the complex relationship between the brothers, there is a side plot involving one of Emerson's students. I didn't really like how that thread progressed and wasn't sure it was necessary.
This book made me think, and I'd be lying if I said the sex wasn't hot. But the story is more complicated than that.
I wasn't entirely satisfied with the ending. It was a HEA, yes, yet I couldn't help but feel that things weren't really settled (how do you go through life hiding such a big secret?).
I recommend this book even if you have an aversion to incest stories, like I do. Don't go in expecting a sex fest, because that's really not what this story is about.
Sinfully Mine explores a forbidden love between two brothers. Can a bond that strong be wrong?
August 25, 2018
3.5
Well,I'm not entirely sure what to say here.The blurb doesn't give much away apart from it being taboo and that's just the kind of tease that makes me interested in reading something.I'd much rather go into something relatively blind and look forward to the story unfolding.
Unfortunately,starting this,I already knew what the subject was but that didn't deter me from reading it.That said,I'm not going to go into the subject matter or the story.
There's no doubt that it is taboo and that isn't my issue here at all,in fact the more taboo and risky the better as far as I'm concerned.But,and it's a huge but to get away with this subject the story has to be believable and this wasn't for me.When I finished it I was left feeling pretty underwhelmed....
I ended up not really liking either MC very much and just wasn't feeling or totally getting the connection between them.Ok,they grew up in a pretty dysfunctional environment but (for me) that didn't really justify what happened...a lot of people don't get the love they need growing up but don't go down this road.And,I'm totally not judging their actions,I just wasn't buying the reasoning behind it.
On a positive note the writing is compelling,the story completely drew me in and I was racing to the finish line.Due to the subject you're kind of waiting for the car crash to happen with growing trepidation....what actually happened was a mild collision and the ending was too rushed to have much credibility for me.
Most people loved it,it ended up just ok for me.
Available on KU.......
Well,I'm not entirely sure what to say here.The blurb doesn't give much away apart from it being taboo and that's just the kind of tease that makes me interested in reading something.I'd much rather go into something relatively blind and look forward to the story unfolding.
Unfortunately,starting this,I already knew what the subject was but that didn't deter me from reading it.That said,I'm not going to go into the subject matter or the story.
There's no doubt that it is taboo and that isn't my issue here at all,in fact the more taboo and risky the better as far as I'm concerned.But,and it's a huge but to get away with this subject the story has to be believable and this wasn't for me.When I finished it I was left feeling pretty underwhelmed....
I ended up not really liking either MC very much and just wasn't feeling or totally getting the connection between them.Ok,they grew up in a pretty dysfunctional environment but (for me) that didn't really justify what happened...a lot of people don't get the love they need growing up but don't go down this road.And,I'm totally not judging their actions,I just wasn't buying the reasoning behind it.
On a positive note the writing is compelling,the story completely drew me in and I was racing to the finish line.Due to the subject you're kind of waiting for the car crash to happen with growing trepidation....what actually happened was a mild collision and the ending was too rushed to have much credibility for me.
Most people loved it,it ended up just ok for me.
Available on KU.......
August 30, 2018
** 2 It was Ok Stars **
Normally Nicky's stories grab me by my imaginary balls with a firm grip, giving it a painful good squeeze.
That’s right.
Ouch.
But you know..., I like when it hurts.
So... I was over the moon when my partner in this crime told me about this story. Sinfully Mine didn't pull me in though. Actually, the first 60% dragged and I was having a hard time warming up to it. Therefore, I have more negative points to highlight than positives.
Emerson was ok, but Kaiden REALLY got on my nerves in the beginning because he didn't act like a 23 year old guy at all. In fact he was careless and reckless even in the end with an act that brought on a lot of trouble for them. On top of that, I think Mrs Cartwright's character left a lot to be desired, she was flat, undeveloped. I couldn't understand her at all. There was Elijah who seemed to be created in order to justify Mrs Cartwright's bizarre behaviors. I must have missed something because I couldn't understand if the detachment issue was prior or due to Elijah? She couldn't give a shit about Emerson and Kaiden but Elijah was a whole new story, she was very much attached to him.
The whole Bradley/Emma/Reverend thing felt loose in the plot AND weak, not to mention Alexa. All these characters felt contrived and weren't woven smoothly in the story.
The taboo? Well, in my jaded opinion, it was missing that edgy, reckless thrill that makes sinful and forbidden stories very alluring to me. I just couldn't feel it. Sorry guys, perhaps I was born a sinner.
On the bright side, the smexy times between the guys was hot! Well done. Hence the 2 stars.
Normally Nicky's stories grab me by my imaginary balls with a firm grip, giving it a painful good squeeze.
That’s right.
Ouch.
But you know..., I like when it hurts.
So... I was over the moon when my partner in this crime told me about this story. Sinfully Mine didn't pull me in though. Actually, the first 60% dragged and I was having a hard time warming up to it. Therefore, I have more negative points to highlight than positives.
Emerson was ok, but Kaiden REALLY got on my nerves in the beginning because he didn't act like a 23 year old guy at all. In fact he was careless and reckless even in the end with an act that brought on a lot of trouble for them. On top of that, I think Mrs Cartwright's character left a lot to be desired, she was flat, undeveloped. I couldn't understand her at all. There was Elijah who seemed to be created in order to justify Mrs Cartwright's bizarre behaviors. I must have missed something because I couldn't understand if the detachment issue was prior or due to Elijah? She couldn't give a shit about Emerson and Kaiden but Elijah was a whole new story, she was very much attached to him.
The whole Bradley/Emma/Reverend thing felt loose in the plot AND weak, not to mention Alexa. All these characters felt contrived and weren't woven smoothly in the story.
The taboo? Well, in my jaded opinion, it was missing that edgy, reckless thrill that makes sinful and forbidden stories very alluring to me. I just couldn't feel it. Sorry guys, perhaps I was born a sinner.
On the bright side, the smexy times between the guys was hot! Well done. Hence the 2 stars.
September 21, 2018
2.75
Well I’m disappointed 😞
You guys know I love my brothers boning but this fell short of heat and just overall enjoyment.
First, I didn’t like Kaiden. He’s a brat and just couldn’t get behind him as a character.
Second, the whole build up to what happened “that night” was over exaggerated and I didn’t like the reveal.
Third, the portrayal of a teen with Aspergers (Autism). NO!!! The portrayal came off more like a person with a mental illness than that of a person with autism. They don’t just float about staring at things. I’m honestly very annoyed by it.
Last, the story just wasn’t very entertaining. All the mama drama, and blown out of proportion storyline mad everything felt flat. Man, I’m just disappointed as hell...
Overall, it was alright but nothing for me to rave about 🤷🏽♀️
Well I’m disappointed 😞
You guys know I love my brothers boning but this fell short of heat and just overall enjoyment.
First, I didn’t like Kaiden. He’s a brat and just couldn’t get behind him as a character.
Second, the whole build up to what happened “that night” was over exaggerated and I didn’t like the reveal.
Third, the portrayal of a teen with Aspergers (Autism). NO!!! The portrayal came off more like a person with a mental illness than that of a person with autism. They don’t just float about staring at things. I’m honestly very annoyed by it.
Last, the story just wasn’t very entertaining. All the mama drama, and blown out of proportion storyline mad everything felt flat. Man, I’m just disappointed as hell...
Overall, it was alright but nothing for me to rave about 🤷🏽♀️
March 18, 2023
"I want to be your brother, your lover, and everything in between. I don't care how wrong it is."
sinfully mine by nicky james is definitely my weakest taboo incest read so far. it was barely 3 stars for me to be honest. some parts i truly liked while the others were kinda.... okay. the other taboos from nj are much more gripping, more choking, and definitely more taboo. i enjoyed this somehow but yeah not my favourite. if you want some good taboo incest i would recommend secret & lies (father x son) by the same author and brother mine (brother x brother) by seth kirkcauldy.
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September 8, 2018DNF
BR with my Brasileña guapa ❤❤❤
BR with my Brasileña guapa ❤❤❤
November 22, 2024
Why stop at one incest book, when Nicky James has graced us with multiple in her taboo series?!
While I enjoyed reading ‚End Scene‘ quite a bit more, I couldn’t put this one down either.
And even though the books share the same taboo nature, they couldn’t be more different: the brother’s sub/dom dynamic, their backstory with their detached mother and deceased father, how they get together in this book and how it all started - with an incident four years prior to when this story takes place. And here lies my biggest critique: I wanted more of how they started developing inappropriate feelings, how their dynamic shifted from being brothers to being sexually attracted to each other, to understand them, their pining, their desires in the present better.
I’d even go so far as to categorise this as a twisted slow-burn second chance romance or simply the second half of a story. And it worked like that but I also kinda really wanted the first half?
Either way, Nicky James‘ writing is addictive, I loved Kai’s character growth and Emerson’s fierce protectiveness, and the whole thing was hothothot - no surprise on that front! 🥵
3,5⭐️
While I enjoyed reading ‚End Scene‘ quite a bit more, I couldn’t put this one down either.
And even though the books share the same taboo nature, they couldn’t be more different: the brother’s sub/dom dynamic, their backstory with their detached mother and deceased father, how they get together in this book and how it all started - with an incident four years prior to when this story takes place. And here lies my biggest critique: I wanted more of how they started developing inappropriate feelings, how their dynamic shifted from being brothers to being sexually attracted to each other, to understand them, their pining, their desires in the present better.
I’d even go so far as to categorise this as a twisted slow-burn second chance romance or simply the second half of a story. And it worked like that but I also kinda really wanted the first half?
Either way, Nicky James‘ writing is addictive, I loved Kai’s character growth and Emerson’s fierce protectiveness, and the whole thing was hothothot - no surprise on that front! 🥵
3,5⭐️
September 15, 2018
This was so good I'm a little bit speechless right now...
I'm going to say it's a must read for fans of incest. The level Nicky James goes into the relationship between the brothers, the alternating points-of-view as they analyze and debate and relate to each other was absolutely flawless. The slow build up to when they finally move forward, and commit to bringing their relationship to the next level works so well - there's way more going on with the plot than just hot sex between siblings (though there definitely is that as well).
Everything that's involved in both these characters, the life changes and relationships, not to even begin to discuss their mother. Well, I'm incredibly impress and can't wait to read my next book by Nicky James.
I'm going to say it's a must read for fans of incest. The level Nicky James goes into the relationship between the brothers, the alternating points-of-view as they analyze and debate and relate to each other was absolutely flawless. The slow build up to when they finally move forward, and commit to bringing their relationship to the next level works so well - there's way more going on with the plot than just hot sex between siblings (though there definitely is that as well).
Everything that's involved in both these characters, the life changes and relationships, not to even begin to discuss their mother. Well, I'm incredibly impress and can't wait to read my next book by Nicky James.
June 16, 2025
I kind of like that these two got caught. Not seriously enough for there to be dire consequences but enough that they had to sit through some very awkward conversations lol.
Jagger is a lot more understanding than I expected 💀
I miss my taboo reading era. I need to get back to it. Though this wasn't as exciting as End Scene.
ALSO WHY DO NONE OF THESE COUPLES EVER JUST MOVE AND START OVER IN A NEW PLACE WHERE NOBODY KNOWS THEM?
It solves like 90% of the issues.
Jagger is a lot more understanding than I expected 💀
I miss my taboo reading era. I need to get back to it. Though this wasn't as exciting as End Scene.
ALSO WHY DO NONE OF THESE COUPLES EVER JUST MOVE AND START OVER IN A NEW PLACE WHERE NOBODY KNOWS THEM?
It solves like 90% of the issues.
September 4, 2018
Lo de que sean hermanos me da igual, los tópicazos de inicio a fin me han sacado de la historia, que en un principio prometía. Uf, la dinámica pseudo bdsm es horrible. 😔
September 14, 2018
I knew going in what the taboo was and it's one I read and enjoy.
The story here was just okay for me. I thought the first part of the book went very slowly. There's a lot of internal struggling as Emerson and Kai reconnect and Emerson tries to help Kai straighten out his life, as well as a lot of vague references to the event that had Emerson running. I enjoyed seeing them bonding again and rebuilding some trust, but I had a bit of trouble really connecting with the romantic relationship between them. I would've like to have had some more time spent on the relationship between Kai and Emerson before the four year gap so I could understand just where the love and lust turned to "in love" on Emerson's part as opposed to Emerson liking that Kai would allow Emerson to be protective and would submit to his control. I really just wanted to see where Emerson's feelings developed and I didn't get that.
I also thought there were too many sub-plots running through the story instead of focusing on just one. Mostly, I didn't understand the necessity of the storyline about Kai and the preacher's children.
You know something is going to happen to out the relationship and it does, but the ending felt rushed and the way things wrapped up still left things on shaky ground in some respects making it more HFN. .
Not a winner for me, but it did keep me reading to see how things would work out.
The story here was just okay for me. I thought the first part of the book went very slowly. There's a lot of internal struggling as Emerson and Kai reconnect and Emerson tries to help Kai straighten out his life, as well as a lot of vague references to the event that had Emerson running. I enjoyed seeing them bonding again and rebuilding some trust, but I had a bit of trouble really connecting with the romantic relationship between them. I would've like to have had some more time spent on the relationship between Kai and Emerson before the four year gap so I could understand just where the love and lust turned to "in love" on Emerson's part as opposed to Emerson liking that Kai would allow Emerson to be protective and would submit to his control. I really just wanted to see where Emerson's feelings developed and I didn't get that.
I also thought there were too many sub-plots running through the story instead of focusing on just one. Mostly, I didn't understand the necessity of the storyline about Kai and the preacher's children.
You know something is going to happen to out the relationship and it does, but the ending felt rushed and the way things wrapped up still left things on shaky ground in some respects making it more HFN. .
Not a winner for me, but it did keep me reading to see how things would work out.
November 26, 2024
*reading update*
I did a re-read because I felt like reading something different. I have to admit that it didn’t last over time. Back then I was just plunging into mm romance and loved just about everything I read, specially when Nicky James was the author. But I have become much more critical since then and though my original review will still be here (because those were my honest feelings at that time), I do take 2 stars off because right now it feels more like a 3,5 star read than the original 5 I gave.
*original review*:
The first book I read by Nicky James - Love me whole - made such an impression on me that it stayed with me for days. It's still one of the most beautiful books I read.
So I'm always looking forward to a new book by her hand. I love her writing style and the emotional depths in her stories, the struggle her MC's mostly go through, so beautifully written it makes you part of all the feelings as if you are right there with them.
'Sinfully mine' (I love the title, by the way) has a lot more steam than 'Love me whole', but the emotions and feels are still raw, still pull you in; there's no way to escape them. I thought Emerson's and Kaiden's story felt so real, so sad too, but all that came from it seemed natural, despite the taboos surrounding it. I felt for Emerson when he tried to fight all he felt for Kaiden, all he craved, all he needed, and all of it was thought to be so wrong, unnatural. But I felt for Kaiden as well, when his world seemed to have gone afloat after Emerson left and there was nobody who cared enough to give him directions in his life.
When they finally came together, it was simply beautiful.
I'm already looking forward to a new Nicky James.
Just as 'Love me whole' this book will stick with me.
I did a re-read because I felt like reading something different. I have to admit that it didn’t last over time. Back then I was just plunging into mm romance and loved just about everything I read, specially when Nicky James was the author. But I have become much more critical since then and though my original review will still be here (because those were my honest feelings at that time), I do take 2 stars off because right now it feels more like a 3,5 star read than the original 5 I gave.
*original review*:
The first book I read by Nicky James - Love me whole - made such an impression on me that it stayed with me for days. It's still one of the most beautiful books I read.
So I'm always looking forward to a new book by her hand. I love her writing style and the emotional depths in her stories, the struggle her MC's mostly go through, so beautifully written it makes you part of all the feelings as if you are right there with them.
'Sinfully mine' (I love the title, by the way) has a lot more steam than 'Love me whole', but the emotions and feels are still raw, still pull you in; there's no way to escape them. I thought Emerson's and Kaiden's story felt so real, so sad too, but all that came from it seemed natural, despite the taboos surrounding it. I felt for Emerson when he tried to fight all he felt for Kaiden, all he craved, all he needed, and all of it was thought to be so wrong, unnatural. But I felt for Kaiden as well, when his world seemed to have gone afloat after Emerson left and there was nobody who cared enough to give him directions in his life.
When they finally came together, it was simply beautiful.
I'm already looking forward to a new Nicky James.
Just as 'Love me whole' this book will stick with me.
March 30, 2025
4.5 stars ...
(Re-read: March '25)
I was just slightly concerned early on because it wasn't really grabbing me like Nicky James' books always have before. But no worries ... Nicky has never let me down and she didn't this time, either!
Having finished the story, I can now see how the rather long "set up" was necessary to fully appreciate the story arc. So definitely read this and know that the beginning is a means to the end. Nicky's books ALWAYS have great plots with wonderful characters that you fall head-over-heels in love with and can't help but pull for.
(Re-read: March '25)
I was just slightly concerned early on because it wasn't really grabbing me like Nicky James' books always have before. But no worries ... Nicky has never let me down and she didn't this time, either!
Having finished the story, I can now see how the rather long "set up" was necessary to fully appreciate the story arc. So definitely read this and know that the beginning is a means to the end. Nicky's books ALWAYS have great plots with wonderful characters that you fall head-over-heels in love with and can't help but pull for.
January 27, 2022
3 stars ⭐️ Nicky James was one of the authors who came to my mind when I was thinking of reading a taboo romance. I loved her ‘End Scene’ so much. Even though my memory is too weak, I still remember what happened in the story. 😄
Overall I did enjoy this book because it was well written and I wasn't bored out of my mind. That is a plus point. Needless to say, the sex scenes were hot AF too. 🔥🔥
But I had a hard time connecting with both Emerson and Kaiden. I didn't like the whole Emma, Bradly, and Kaiden scene. For me, that whole drama was unnecessary.
Overall I did enjoy this book because it was well written and I wasn't bored out of my mind. That is a plus point. Needless to say, the sex scenes were hot AF too. 🔥🔥
But I had a hard time connecting with both Emerson and Kaiden. I didn't like the whole Emma, Bradly, and Kaiden scene. For me, that whole drama was unnecessary.
November 18, 2020
Dear Nicky James,
You’ve done it again. You have ruined me in the best way possible.
And I couldn’t be more thankful.
Okay, let’s try to get my deranged brain together to write this. I should eat, because I have spent the whole day (and most of the night) reading that I forgot I have actual adult responsibilities. You know, like eating. Hygiene.
*gulps water because is dehydrated*
Okay, bare with me here.
Let me start by saying that this was the hottest book I’ve ever read. But it was so much more than that. Emotional, raw, intense. I’m always amazed by how Nicky James fully draws each character so that they’re unique. No cardboard cutouts here, folks.
Emerson is a high school teacher who fled his hometown four years ago due to a terrible mistake he made with his brother. The “mistake” is pretty obvious from the get-go, and there’s little hints splattered throughout.
Four years after the incident, Kaiden is a mess. He refuses to talk to his brother, his rock, the one who raised him. Their mother was unable to form attachments to her children due to losing her second born in infancy. She doesn’t have the ability to love or care for them like a parent should. This was interesting to read about, although I could have used more insight.
At 23, Kaiden has not held down a job and gets into trouble. After he’s in a minor car accident, their mother calls Emerson so he can deal with him. Her church friends keep judging her, and she can’t have that.
Emerson has always been able to get through to Kaiden, but after the incident, they haven’t spoken. He’s apprehensive about suddenly showing up in Kaiden’s life again, worried his feelings might seep through his actions. Shameful. Wrong. Sinful.
Kaiden needs a firm hand. Someone to take away his control, to dominate him. And it scares him that his brother, his own flesh and blood, brings out this innate submissive side.
The chemistry these two share is...intoxicating. Drugging. Liberating. Shame interweaves with longing and guilt. How could Emerson feel this way about his brother? And how could Kaiden want to be at his mercy, in more ways than one?
This was a slow burn. A slooowwww burn. With this kind of story, it works. And I thoroughly enjoyed the pining.
Kaiden is one of the biggest brats I’ve ever met. And I loved every second of it. He flirts with other people in front of Emerson, trying to make him jealous. Egging him on. He wants to bring out that side of him that makes him weak in the knees, that tone of voice that makes him obey without a second thought.
There is a lot going on in this book. Maybe a little too much. A lot of subplots that could have been avoided, but overall, I think it all had a purpose. Loose ends piss me off, but their chemistry made up for it.
This is a relationship focused book. It is about two men, brothers by blood, slowly accepting this new dynamic to their relationship and the repercussions it could have within society.
I would’ve liked to see more glimpses of their childhood. What I did see made perfect sense about why and how they fall in love. Nicky James is a master at writing taboo.
I’m giving this 4.5, just because there is A LOT going on. I really enjoyed this, and the storyline was unique. I wish it was condensed a bit more. I love me some angst, but holy shit, give me a little breathing room, Nicky!
You’ve done it again. You have ruined me in the best way possible.
And I couldn’t be more thankful.
Okay, let’s try to get my deranged brain together to write this. I should eat, because I have spent the whole day (and most of the night) reading that I forgot I have actual adult responsibilities. You know, like eating. Hygiene.
*gulps water because is dehydrated*
Okay, bare with me here.
Let me start by saying that this was the hottest book I’ve ever read. But it was so much more than that. Emotional, raw, intense. I’m always amazed by how Nicky James fully draws each character so that they’re unique. No cardboard cutouts here, folks.
Emerson is a high school teacher who fled his hometown four years ago due to a terrible mistake he made with his brother. The “mistake” is pretty obvious from the get-go, and there’s little hints splattered throughout.
Four years after the incident, Kaiden is a mess. He refuses to talk to his brother, his rock, the one who raised him. Their mother was unable to form attachments to her children due to losing her second born in infancy. She doesn’t have the ability to love or care for them like a parent should. This was interesting to read about, although I could have used more insight.
At 23, Kaiden has not held down a job and gets into trouble. After he’s in a minor car accident, their mother calls Emerson so he can deal with him. Her church friends keep judging her, and she can’t have that.
Emerson has always been able to get through to Kaiden, but after the incident, they haven’t spoken. He’s apprehensive about suddenly showing up in Kaiden’s life again, worried his feelings might seep through his actions. Shameful. Wrong. Sinful.
Kaiden needs a firm hand. Someone to take away his control, to dominate him. And it scares him that his brother, his own flesh and blood, brings out this innate submissive side.
The chemistry these two share is...intoxicating. Drugging. Liberating. Shame interweaves with longing and guilt. How could Emerson feel this way about his brother? And how could Kaiden want to be at his mercy, in more ways than one?
This was a slow burn. A slooowwww burn. With this kind of story, it works. And I thoroughly enjoyed the pining.
Kaiden is one of the biggest brats I’ve ever met. And I loved every second of it. He flirts with other people in front of Emerson, trying to make him jealous. Egging him on. He wants to bring out that side of him that makes him weak in the knees, that tone of voice that makes him obey without a second thought.
There is a lot going on in this book. Maybe a little too much. A lot of subplots that could have been avoided, but overall, I think it all had a purpose. Loose ends piss me off, but their chemistry made up for it.
This is a relationship focused book. It is about two men, brothers by blood, slowly accepting this new dynamic to their relationship and the repercussions it could have within society.
I would’ve liked to see more glimpses of their childhood. What I did see made perfect sense about why and how they fall in love. Nicky James is a master at writing taboo.
I’m giving this 4.5, just because there is A LOT going on. I really enjoyed this, and the storyline was unique. I wish it was condensed a bit more. I love me some angst, but holy shit, give me a little breathing room, Nicky!
April 12, 2022
2.25⭐️
it was kinda dragging and idk if its bc this is the third book in a row that is mm incest (ya i know there is something very wrong in that statement) but i actually didn't see the chemistry between them.... it felt forced.
bla bla bla and then suddenly a hard on bla bla bla no please i can't he's my bro bla bla bla i'm in love with my bro <3
it was kinda dragging and idk if its bc this is the third book in a row that is mm incest (ya i know there is something very wrong in that statement) but i actually didn't see the chemistry between them.... it felt forced.
bla bla bla and then suddenly a hard on bla bla bla no please i can't he's my bro bla bla bla i'm in love with my bro <3
October 6, 2023
It is called Autism or ASD. If you use the word Asperger, you’re an ableist in my book. Secondly, it’s also worth noting that this book was published back in 2018, and awareness may have evolved since. So, consider this as exactly that, tq.
Anyway, back to the review :)
If I had read this earlier, maybe in 2021, I’d like it better. But I’m saying 3 stars better. The only good thing was, I couldn’t stop reading. Just what I needed. This was a slow burn, it didn’t make me feel bored but it surely felt long. The other plots with bradley’s family, alexa and adam that come together in this book were quite messy and lacked of depth to me. It felt so out of place.
This has nothing to do with the MCs but let’s talk about the ASD issue with Alexa. First, the representation here was obviously fucked because that kid was portrayed problematic and has mental issues. Also, nobody believed her in the end, supported by Jagger covering up for the two MCs. Jagger said “it is what it is” against alexa’s diagnosis. What a fucking low blow against the “problematic and stalker” autistic person who nobody ever going to believe and using her diagnosis to get out of a silly mistake. Sounds sus to me.
All in all, things that happen near the end took my mind of off the MCs that I couldn’t care less anymore. I didn’t like this book, didn’t enjoy it, but appreciate the easy writing as NJ always delivers.
Anyway, back to the review :)
If I had read this earlier, maybe in 2021, I’d like it better. But I’m saying 3 stars better. The only good thing was, I couldn’t stop reading. Just what I needed. This was a slow burn, it didn’t make me feel bored but it surely felt long. The other plots with bradley’s family, alexa and adam that come together in this book were quite messy and lacked of depth to me. It felt so out of place.
This has nothing to do with the MCs but let’s talk about the ASD issue with Alexa. First, the representation here was obviously fucked because that kid was portrayed problematic and has mental issues. Also, nobody believed her in the end, supported by Jagger covering up for the two MCs. Jagger said “it is what it is” against alexa’s diagnosis. What a fucking low blow against the “problematic and stalker” autistic person who nobody ever going to believe and using her diagnosis to get out of a silly mistake. Sounds sus to me.
All in all, things that happen near the end took my mind of off the MCs that I couldn’t care less anymore. I didn’t like this book, didn’t enjoy it, but appreciate the easy writing as NJ always delivers.
December 11, 2018
I originally gave this book 2 stars. After reading The Brothers Bishop I need to change my rating for 1 star! Too many similarities to be a coincidence IMHO!
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*2,5* stars
March 31, 2025
A bit of a slow start but then started picking up steam. The absolutely perfect ending was just enough to bump this up to 4.5 stars rounded to five!
February 29, 2020
3.75
Every time I read a Nicky James blurb, I’m always intrigued with the psychology of her characters/story and feel a strong urge to read her books. I’ve finally finished my first one!!
The characterization and premise were on point for me. Kaiden is 23, but never quite matured from his teenage years. Kaiden is abrasive, self sabotages and is stuck in a rut/chaos. Emerson (27) is his authoritative brother who has his life together, raised Kaiden and is the only person that has ever shown genuine love and interest in Kaiden after their mom checked out as a result of her attachment disorder. Kaiden “needs” Emerson to take control and guide Kaiden. This was beautifully done.
There was also the tension with their mutual attraction and inner struggle over giving into their taboo desires, which I ate up.
It’s a slow burn and rightfully so. I enjoyed gradually learning about their shared history and the event on the boat 4 years ago that almost ended their relationship when a line was crossed after a drunken mistake. The secondary characters were interesting as well. Jagger really surprised me in the end, and he ended up doing what I believed Emerson and Kaiden should have done in the beginning.
The Dom/Sub aspects to their relationship, particularly surrounding Emerson’s tone of voice, reminded me of some kind of supernatural mental compulsion. It was...different. I definitely understood the trust, the need for control and to be controlled and how their upbringing factored into their Dom/Sub relationship, which was mild, but I think personally I’m indifferent to that trope.
It was dangerous. Too dangerous. Only twice since I’d been home had I used that tone with him. His reaction was impossibly strong and knee-buckling...It was dangerous. But, he wasn’t giving me a choice. I needed Kaiden out, and in order to do that, I needed to be the one in control. I couldn’t give him any wiggle room. Firm and commanding, then he’d submit and follow me to the ends of the earth. The reality terrified me.
Also, Emerson is hella possessive, which honestly works very well for me in stories, but I guess the mixture between the controlling brotherly role and the possessive lover role didn’t mesh so well for me. But Emerson and Kaiden were SO hot together, and I was excited when they gave in to their desires and became a couple.
I felt the storyline with Alexa was unnecessary, but realized what all the would eventually lead to. That was a wild scene 😂 almost as wild as the scene with the Reverend, Kaiden and Emma. The main drama anticipated occurs around 93% so things are tied up quickly and neatly, but it was an enjoyable read.
Every time I read a Nicky James blurb, I’m always intrigued with the psychology of her characters/story and feel a strong urge to read her books. I’ve finally finished my first one!!
The characterization and premise were on point for me. Kaiden is 23, but never quite matured from his teenage years. Kaiden is abrasive, self sabotages and is stuck in a rut/chaos. Emerson (27) is his authoritative brother who has his life together, raised Kaiden and is the only person that has ever shown genuine love and interest in Kaiden after their mom checked out as a result of her attachment disorder. Kaiden “needs” Emerson to take control and guide Kaiden. This was beautifully done.
There was also the tension with their mutual attraction and inner struggle over giving into their taboo desires, which I ate up.
It’s a slow burn and rightfully so. I enjoyed gradually learning about their shared history and the event on the boat 4 years ago that almost ended their relationship when a line was crossed after a drunken mistake. The secondary characters were interesting as well. Jagger really surprised me in the end, and he ended up doing what I believed Emerson and Kaiden should have done in the beginning.
The Dom/Sub aspects to their relationship, particularly surrounding Emerson’s tone of voice, reminded me of some kind of supernatural mental compulsion. It was...different. I definitely understood the trust, the need for control and to be controlled and how their upbringing factored into their Dom/Sub relationship, which was mild, but I think personally I’m indifferent to that trope.
It was dangerous. Too dangerous. Only twice since I’d been home had I used that tone with him. His reaction was impossibly strong and knee-buckling...It was dangerous. But, he wasn’t giving me a choice. I needed Kaiden out, and in order to do that, I needed to be the one in control. I couldn’t give him any wiggle room. Firm and commanding, then he’d submit and follow me to the ends of the earth. The reality terrified me.
Also, Emerson is hella possessive, which honestly works very well for me in stories, but I guess the mixture between the controlling brotherly role and the possessive lover role didn’t mesh so well for me. But Emerson and Kaiden were SO hot together, and I was excited when they gave in to their desires and became a couple.
I felt the storyline with Alexa was unnecessary, but realized what all the would eventually lead to. That was a wild scene 😂 almost as wild as the scene with the Reverend, Kaiden and Emma. The main drama anticipated occurs around 93% so things are tied up quickly and neatly, but it was an enjoyable read.
October 13, 2019
I liked this book mainly because of the taboo factor but I didn’t fall head over heels in love with this book. 🙂 I adored “Secrets & Lies” by the same author because the emotions and feelings in there about right and wrong were so beautifully conveyed but I didn’t get that same gritty, yummy goodness in this book. It was somewhat lacking. Again, since there are so few taboo books, you might still want to pick this up because it was enjoyable enough. ☺️
3 I love you and I’m in love with you stars
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3 I love you and I’m in love with you stars
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January 25, 2024
There's nothing like forbidden spice! This is really twisted and sue me, but I had fun with it!
The buildup was almost too slow and frustrating for me, and I guess that was what made the climax worth more rewarding. It wasn't as gripping as I wanted it to be. And sometimes I didn't feel that forbidden vibe. But I mostly enjoyed the MCs connection and I found it depressing how they had to experience the brunt of their mom's struggles. I cannot imagine having a mom that's there but doesn't love you. I was also intrigued by Alexa's character. I am in no position to validate her condition and I know NOTHING about it but having that representation is nice.
The spice yall. I don't think there was anything special about it, honestly but somehow, I was really into it lmao. It wasn't even that great. But damn.
This is not the first taboo book I've read and liked from Nicky James and I am hoping it won't be the last.
The buildup was almost too slow and frustrating for me, and I guess that was what made the climax worth more rewarding. It wasn't as gripping as I wanted it to be. And sometimes I didn't feel that forbidden vibe. But I mostly enjoyed the MCs connection and I found it depressing how they had to experience the brunt of their mom's struggles. I cannot imagine having a mom that's there but doesn't love you. I was also intrigued by Alexa's character. I am in no position to validate her condition and I know NOTHING about it but having that representation is nice.
The spice yall. I don't think there was anything special about it, honestly but somehow, I was really into it lmao. It wasn't even that great. But damn.
This is not the first taboo book I've read and liked from Nicky James and I am hoping it won't be the last.
September 9, 2022
After loving Secrets and lies by this author, I had high hopes for this book. It ended up being pretty meh.
The problems for me were the two unnecessary subplots and the repetitive writing. I didn't hate this book, I liked the tension between the characters and the will they won't they scenes, but overall this book was just okay.
The problems for me were the two unnecessary subplots and the repetitive writing. I didn't hate this book, I liked the tension between the characters and the will they won't they scenes, but overall this book was just okay.
November 18, 2018
BEST BOOK EVER!!
Emerson and Kaiden...
They share a love so deep and true that would be stronger than any pre concept of right and wrong. This is a wonderful tale of a love so strong that will make you see the beauty of their devotion to each other.
Nicky wrote a wonderful book, that will make you feel their love and will make you cheer for them - that they could finally find the happy ever after that they so deserve.
A MUST READ ❤❤❤
Emerson and Kaiden...
They share a love so deep and true that would be stronger than any pre concept of right and wrong. This is a wonderful tale of a love so strong that will make you see the beauty of their devotion to each other.
Nicky wrote a wonderful book, that will make you feel their love and will make you cheer for them - that they could finally find the happy ever after that they so deserve.
A MUST READ ❤❤❤
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May 29, 2021For anyone looking for Nicky James’ taboo books right now (from official website as of May 29): ”TABOO UPDATE: My taboo books have been removed from Amazon and will not be available on that platform any longer. At the moment, only Sinfully Mine, Risk Takers, and Rule Breakers are available on Smashwords. End Scene and Secrets & Lies will be available near the end of June.”
October 23, 2024
really steamy, loved it!
August 24, 2018
I love taboo books, but they are not all of the same caliber. I’m thrilled to have found one to add to my favorites list! This was fantastic.
Many books with a forbidden relationship sort of take place in a bubble, but not this one. Not only is there a lot of realistic internal struggle, but their actions and choices affect others, too. By the time the main characters (explosively!) come together, you really have a feel for who they are and what they’re thinking.
The side characters were very well done. I had conflicted feelings about the mom. I wanted to hate her, but I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her as well.
Highly recommended for anyone who doesn’t have a problem with taboo relationships. Five stars all the way.
Many books with a forbidden relationship sort of take place in a bubble, but not this one. Not only is there a lot of realistic internal struggle, but their actions and choices affect others, too. By the time the main characters (explosively!) come together, you really have a feel for who they are and what they’re thinking.
The side characters were very well done. I had conflicted feelings about the mom. I wanted to hate her, but I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her as well.
Highly recommended for anyone who doesn’t have a problem with taboo relationships. Five stars all the way.
February 8, 2022
This is my second book by Nicky James and I love her writing! The writing in this book didn't disappoint, but the story just wasn't for me. Probably would have dnf if I didn't want to read so much the end.
It is a slow burn, and it was frustrating for me. There were things that happened that I didn't think were really important for the main story, characters that showed in the story out of nowhere for a little bit, a lot of inner turmoil and thoughts, all the things with the mother... and I didn't feel and understand the moment in which "love" turned into "in love" for Kaiden. The love relationship took sooo long to happen that maybe I expected something more or was so frustrated that I felt like something was missing.
It is a slow burn, and it was frustrating for me. There were things that happened that I didn't think were really important for the main story, characters that showed in the story out of nowhere for a little bit, a lot of inner turmoil and thoughts, all the things with the mother... and I didn't feel and understand the moment in which "love" turned into "in love" for Kaiden. The love relationship took sooo long to happen that maybe I expected something more or was so frustrated that I felt like something was missing.
July 4, 2023
If you didn’t know, I love the author’s taboo books. I have been putting off reading this book as, In my mind, it is the end of her taboo books, even though she can write more.
Sinfully Mine is a slow burn of two brothers, Emerson and Kaiden. After the incident, neither talked to each other for four years. While Kaiden is spiraling, Their mother reaches out to Emerson for help. Let me clear this up. The mother is not loving, caring, or thoughtful. Emerson was the only family and a consistent person in Kaiden’s life until that night. Now four years later, Emerson is back and out to help Kaiden.
These two have ways had such a unique bond. While both know it’s wrong, it feels right. I love the author’s taboo book so much is one; there is always a good plot to the point where I don’t want to put the book down. Two, there is no shock value.,it’s when the taboo is well written.
Sinfully Mine is a slow burn of two brothers, Emerson and Kaiden. After the incident, neither talked to each other for four years. While Kaiden is spiraling, Their mother reaches out to Emerson for help. Let me clear this up. The mother is not loving, caring, or thoughtful. Emerson was the only family and a consistent person in Kaiden’s life until that night. Now four years later, Emerson is back and out to help Kaiden.
These two have ways had such a unique bond. While both know it’s wrong, it feels right. I love the author’s taboo book so much is one; there is always a good plot to the point where I don’t want to put the book down. Two, there is no shock value.,it’s when the taboo is well written.
February 5, 2021
Nicky James is now my favourite incest author. There I said the bad word. She sure knows how to craft these stories and I hope they keep coming (ha).
I obviously enjoyed this one a whole bunch, it was more hurt/comfort than End Scene but still light enough. I think I liked End Scene a bit more though.
I obviously enjoyed this one a whole bunch, it was more hurt/comfort than End Scene but still light enough. I think I liked End Scene a bit more though.
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