Rating 3.5
Not Without Risk was enjoyable thought not without faults of course.
Emily is a high-school teacher in the tough part of town, that's a choice she has made. She isn't wealthy and has to count her pennies and is enjoying spending time on a yacht with a man she's dating who never has to worry about money when she hears something that shows her that her boyfriend is not the paragon of society as he pretends to be but instead deals drugs, so she goes to the cops.
There people don't seem to believe her when she says she's not some vengeful woman and that no her relationship is not sexual except for one detective Felipe Salazar who makes her talk with his boss and they agree that the best way to get to the truth is that put one of their own undercover as Emily's brother.
That guy turns out to be Jim, who broke Emily heart seven years ago when she was a 18 year old college student. Jim came in contact with Emily on a campus rape case and despite trying to resist her, ended up on her dorm asking her for a date. Emily never made any demands on him and detected the hint of sadness he used to carry and was there for him when he shot her but he broke up with her.
They both are shocked to see each other and not happy but agree to go along with it. Jim regrets the way he broke up with Emily, since he loved her and still has feelings for her but he felt he never deserved her so he let her go. Being in her house and around her makes him feel hurt since it doesn't seem to effect Emily and she tells him she dislikes him, and then her boyfriend Alex adds to his jealousy. I really enjoyed this part, seeing Jim hurting and regretting what he had done and seeing Emily who had moved on and acted almost indifferent towards him.
Emily was hurt but she put up a good front, she told him to stick to the business and not touch her, and even when they are about to get physical she puts a stop it, self-preservation girl and she doesn't even let him rail-road her about the case. When he tells her that he loves her after they have sex, she just walks away from him and he literally has to track her down and beg to make her listen to the reasons why he broke up with her.
His job got his brother killed eight years ago and he still feels guilty over it, so they get back together but she never says the three words to him and then he kind of proposes. After this comes the part the book went down for me, after chasing her and re-starting with her, Jim becomes a coward again and hurts her by withdrawing. Hello, she didn't want anything to do with you but you couldn't have that now, you are chicken again?
Off to read Felipe's book, which sounds good.