First book: 4 stars
There is no her without him. No me without them. This is the shape of our love.
This first book in the series (the rest aren't out yet) was a roller-coaster ride of suspense and guessing games. For the most part, my feelings for the characters fluctuated throughout the book, but one emotion was consistent: I loved me some Danny Fortnight. For me, he carried this book, what with all his rugged, relatable glory. The first half of the book, I was not a Christine fan. Also in the first half, I was suspicious of Alec. Danny, though? He was who he was. He was the anchor in this whirlwind of a story, and I appreciated that. It was hard to mold him, but once it happened, he was done. Loyal to a fault. Oh, Danny, you're SO my favorite. That being said, people are messy, especially ones that have had a less-than-stellar upbringing. People can't be shoved into boxes; you can't make them into perfect shapes. Relationships are the same way.
But inside I know this is wrong. I feel like the triangle. The sides are unequal, the dynamic is out of equilibrium. There are questions begging to be answered, and an emptiness begging to be filled.
Danny, Christine, and Alec were always meant to be a triangle, but that doesn't mean the space between them all was equal at all times. I did feel the love between them all, though. With Danny and Alec, it took more time, but I still felt it. The opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference, right? Like I said, we always knew where Danny stood. But once I started to understand the love Alec had for Danny, I was done for. I ended up adoring Alec just as much as Danny. I loved experiencing Danny & Alec and their feelings for each other, because in this book, it was very real. It wasn't all roses and candy. There was a good deal of violence and resentment, shame and denial. It was their story, and in the end, I was most intrigued with those two and their dynamic. However, I didn't continue disliking Christine- which, after it was all said and done with, surprised me. Turns out she was a far more complicated character than I ever gave her credit for, and I learned to appreciate that about her.
Whatever this danger is that’s happening to us now isn’t about now. It’s about before. It’s about everything that’s led to today. It’s about karma. It’s about a couple thousand yesterdays of someone else’s anger and retribution stockpiling in wait for us to all become unaware, unprepared, and weak.
This is a story about what happens to a once-in-a-lifetime love between three hardened souls when faced with misunderstanding, lies, and betrayal. Does love really conquer all?
And how will it all end?
Despite the holes in the story and the uncertainty surrounding if any of these people are even good people, I'm definitely curious enough to continue, just so I can discover the answer to that question.