Terribly written novel! This book was so choppy and in the end, so much of the story made no sense. It starts off seeming that the main premise is the summer affair pact, but what did that really have to do with the way the book ended? What purpose did the character, Ryan, really even serve? Why on earth did Caroline and Annabelle need to involve him in the big goings-on at the barn? It had NOTHING to do with him! And Caroline thinks she spots the long-dead love of her life at the very beginning, but then embarks on an affair with Ryan...which is just so off from the beginning: one minute she’s noticing his middle pudge and not-so-great body, then next thing you know, his body is described as nearly perfect. And, this poor guy, Joey, literally had to fake his own death 13 YEARS ago and lose the woman he loved more than anything (for dealing POT, no less), but yet suddenly came back to town after all this time being presumed dead by everyone except his own dad, and he makes sure the guy who caused all of it AND married the love of his (Joey’s) doesn’t go to jail and reassures Caroline that Eddie really did love her?? And after all this hugely life-altering events that have taken place, Caroline flippantly admits to an affair with Ryan—TO HER BOYFRIEND WHO JUST RETURNED FROM THE DEAD—by laughing and saying ‘only on Tuesdays!’ This was without a doubt the stupidest, worst written, sorriest excuse for a book I have ever read.