Pure Beauty.
Like Arrows.
Pure fucking beauty that spoke to my soul, even got me to shed a tear and we all know I’m the unemotional one of this blogging partnership, the one who is all `yeah it was emotional ` while my bestie is a sobbing wreck telling me I have no heart or soul! I think the reason this story touched me so deeply is I`ve been Kimeo, without giving away huge spoilers because nothing is worse than a review that does that, I`ll just say that the lack of control over aspects of your life due to medical issues if you`ve lived it hits deep, body issues and how society dictates and judges hits deep, but when an author is as talented as Ms Barker is at real, REAL characters, people you can see yourself actually knowing.... People you can see YOURSELF in, combined with hot as fuck and romantic then to it`s very core you have a special and haunting story that stands out from the crowd.
If you`ve read From Dust then you know already that darker and emotional is in Freya`s repertoire, if you are familiar with the Cedar Tree series you`ve met Mal, you know some of his history and difficult past so may be expecting that different tone to this one, but when you add Kimeo and her story into the mix it`s heart-breaking perfection. Every ingredient is in here that we’ve come to expect, snappy sassy dialogue, recurring characters, family made by choice as well as blood with strong loyalties, hot as fuck sex, real issues not sugar coated or dismissed yet done with such sensitivity and class that it adds to the story while not taking away any of the fantasy we read these alpha romances for and did I remember to mention the hot as fuck sex?!?!?!?!?!!
Freya really puts a lot into the cultivation of her characters and in this book especially the heroine. She is a woman that you can relate to in some ways if not all ways. We all have our physical drawbacks and a person in our lives that makes us feel inadequate but when it’s those who should love and support us unconditionally that do this then the damage is worse. When Kim finds her backbone I was cheering in my head and twirling pompoms!
“It`s no wonder you two have to put up with each other, with personalities that ugly, it`s no wonder I`m the one standing here with a good man, a decent man-“ I lean in for more emphasis, “-and yes, a gorgeous man at my side. There isn`t a man worth his salt who would put up with such ugliness.” Mal tugs at my hand but I`m not done. “You think you can tell from the outside what a person represents? What their life is like? You think you know by just one look? Well feast your eyes as my fat ugly ass walks away with my amazing boyfriend. And in case you were wondering? He`s hung like a stallion and knows how to use it.”
Mal has his demons as we already know and as the relationship unfolded I was thinking they could fix each other, this is gorgeous, then right at the last quarter of the book a twist gets thrown in that had me unable to put the book down, turning the pages in horror, crying (never, never happens) and thinking no HEA was going to be, WTF is going on, NOOOOOOOOO…………………….I should have trusted Freya because we get a HEA and it`s beautiful.
Real.
Warts and all.
Life, Karma, Beauty.
Total fucking perfection.
“I love all of you Malachi. Each part, every nuance, the dark, the light, the protective, the vigilant, the tender, the wounded-I love them all. Each separately and all combined. There isn`t a part of you I want to hide from or want hidden from me. I love you.”
(I normally call dibs on all of Freya`s boys but for this one I’m calling dibs on Boo!)