"No, where are you really from?"
A brutal question to be asked when you are an American, born in America, raised in America. Hard to believe this is even a question asked in this century. But if your skin is brown and your parents are Bengali immigrants and you live in Atlanta, it's a painful reality.
This debut novel is written by Devi S. Laskar, an American poet. The style is poetic, with short chapters (many only a sentence long) and characters given nicknames rather than traditional names. She employs a distinct, fragmentary technique that may not work for some readers. I found it effective and powerful.
The main character is a woman living in the American south (a suburb of Atlanta, Georgia) who one day finds herself shot in her own driveway, by the powers-that-be, for no-good-reason. It is based on the author's own life experience.
The chapters are the recollections of this woman, as she lies on the pavement, dying, trying to answer the question: "How did I get here?" She is trying to make sense of it all, I suppose, as she bleeds onto the concrete and her life flashes through her mind.
The flashes are unrelentingly awful. I was sickened, almost in disbelief, that a brown person living in Georgia can meet consistently with danger, suspicion, distain and discrimination, on a daily basis. In every single aspect of life - work, neighbours, strangers, the dry cleaner, even family (her inlaws are white). I kept thinking "this can't be present day! Is this possible?" It's not that I disbelieved the author, or that I'm overly naive, but I guess I have never been aware of this type of outrageous racism before and it shocked me.
At first this alienated me somewhat. I had a hard time with there being a lack of even one example of a good white person. Even her husband, "the hero", is anything but a hero. He is always absent due to work, leaving his wife to fend for herself with the kids in such a hostile world.
My reaction probably comes from a deep uncomfortableness that I have, a sense of responsibility I carry, for how white people treat people of colour. I felt it simply couldn't be this bad because I don't want it to be true. Also because I know there are lots of wonderful white people who are examples of decent human beings.
I gradually have come to realise that this book about a woman who is laying in a pool of blood in front of her own home, does not need to make me feel better about white racism. This book doesn't have to be fair or equitable, showing consoling evidence that "of course not all white people are like this". We know this already, anyway. Instead, The Atlas of Reds and Blues is a painful and ruthless declaration that we have a long, long way to go.
This was a punch to the solar plexus. I'm a reader whose eyes have been opened wider about the continuing experiences of people of colour in America, and the world. I'm glad that Ms. Laskar has used her voice in the way that she has. Elegant, angry, accusing, essential.