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215 pages, Paperback
First published June 6, 2019
“Time heals all wounds.” Sam offered the old cliché.
“Time causes a lot of them, too.”
We humans care about what is, about what’s in front of us. Untouchable realities are too academic. If a man is starving to death on our street we empty the larder to feed him. Move him to a country a thousand miles away and our compassion shrinks a hundredfold.
A good mathematical proof is a gem. It sparkles in the same way, and like a diamond it’s impervious to time. It takes and multiplies the light of understanding, refracting it through many facets.
[T]here are fabulous beasts that swim in the seas of mathematics. Multidimensional behemoths of incredible beauty that even the best of minds struggle to glimpse. The equations we battle with, the proofs that we use to nibble at the edges of such wonders: these are the shadows cast by those we hunt.We also love the retro feel of the novel and Kat, especially, can relate to these characters since she was also starting college in the fall of 1986. (And she will admit to occasionally, like Nick, wallowing in teenage misery while listening to Sisters of Mercy ― though she didn’t have as compelling reasons as Nick.)


“Hope,’ said Demus, ‘is an essential tool in any torturer’s kit bag. Hope is the thing that we will torture ourselves with after he’s knocked off and gone home for the night.”
“I glanced around. I’d spent more time than I wanted to on hospital wards, and the main thing about them is that they are boring as hell. A good book helps,”
“we humans care about what is, about what’s in front of us. Untouchable realities are too academic. If a man is starving to death on our street we empty the larder to feed him. Move him to a country a thousand miles away and our compassion shrinks a hundredfold. Move a child to another universe and we cease to care.”

“The universe is trying to kill you.” The girl stepped fully into view. “And we need to get out of here.”
The hammer’s aftershocks filled both the flashes of brilliance and the darkness between them with possibilities. New tomorrows streamed away from every moment, a billion billion versions of me, each heading into the next heartbeat on slightly different trajectories. I walked through it all, spawning an infinity of futures, just as all of us do every second of our lives.
But now, it’s like… It’s like me and Mia are fated to be together. It’s like there’s no choice and we know where we’re heading.’
‘Pressure, dude!’
John always said ‘dude’ as if he were trying it on for size. But he was right. Romance and love can endure external pressure to end them. Being told no just made Romeo and Juliet get serious. But those emotions don’t do so well if that pressure is trying to make them happen instead of trying to make them stop. It’s like having a gun to your head and being told to laugh convincingly at a joke or you get a bullet.
‘Hope,’ said Demus, ‘is an essential tool in any torturer’s kit bag. Hope is the thing that we will torture ourselves with after he’s knocked off and gone home for the night. That, sadly, is one of the lessons standing between you and me.’
Simon came out to watch me unchain my bike. Shadows filled the street; the summer sun lingered only on the rooftops. I had one of those moments when you become suddenly hyper-aware of your surroundings. A car went past and birdsong filled the space it left behind, a sharp complexity of tweets and trills, pretty little threats levelled against all the world. The wind in the leaves, ten thousand almost separate sounds. All of it underwritten by the ever-present rumble of distant traffic. I stood with the chain in my hand, noting every gleam and glint from the cars lining the street, seeing the green flutter of the stunted cherry trees planted at twenty-yard intervals, and the houses themselves, bland 1940s terraced homes slowly succumbing to double glazing and central heating.I rarely want a book to be longer, but here there were parts in the second half that I would love to spent more pages with, in particular Nick's allies' off-screen interactions.