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236 pages, Paperback
First published July 31, 1945

"These baked apples are very good,' said the Wing Commander.
'I had the recipe from Villette. I like to get my recipes from good literature,' Julia explained.
'It takes a woman novelist to describe a dish of food.'
'If we invert that, what a prodigious novelist Mrs Beeton would have been,' said Roddy.
'Oh, I agree,' said Julia, 'but it isn't often true. Remember how it is always mutton in Jane Austen. I can't recall them eating anything else. Oh, gruel, of course...'
'One of the best meals I ever ate in my imagination was the Boeuf en daube in To the Lighthouse,' said Julia. 'I see it now and smell it–the great earthenware dish and its' (she closed her eyes and breathed slowly) 'its confusion of savory brown and yellow meats, and its bayleaves and its wine.'"
I never wanted to be a Madame Bovary. That way for ever - literature teaches us as much, if life doesn't - lies disillusion and destruction. I would rather be a good mother, a fairly good wife, and at peace.
"I am a little worried about Julia lately," said Eleanor. "She is moody and unlike herself."This is Taylor's debut. I'm glad I liked it, because this begins a year of reading her 12 novels, one each month. I expect it to be a delightful year.
Roddy suppressed the thought that Julia had been unlike herself ever since he had first known her.
"To myself, I seem like a little point of darkness with the rest of the world swirling in glittering circles round me."
But Roddy wanted love only where there was homage as well, and admiration. He did not want merely to be reckoned at his own worth.
"How can you love what you do not respect?" he asked bitterly.
"Women have to," she replied....
Contemplating brutality makes you used to it. It's a way of saving our reason-of putting armour over one's nerves. If I really imagined what I'm doing now, I couldn't do it. It is the first step towards committing atrocities on human beings. At first, you are nervously repelled, then take it for granted, then look to it for excitement and, finally, for pleasure and ecstasy. Then you're done for and must be shot. Actually, you're done for by the time you've got half-way up the ladder.
She exasperated him. Society necessarily has a great many little rules, especially relating to the behaviour of women. One accepted them and life ran smoothly and without embarrassment, or as far as that is possible where there are two sexes. Without the little rules, everything became queer and unsafe.
"'Lucky for us Emily [Bronte] was not a man,' said Julia, 'or she might have drank herself to death at the Black Bull. It was better to write Wuthering Heights, but she really had no choice. Men are not forced to turn their desolation to advantage as women are. It's easier for them to despise their passion, quell their restlessness in other ways. The Bronte girls just couldn't slip down to the pub. So they had to take to writing.'"
The awful thing about life is only having one. And not being able to keep your cake and eat it.
'When we are young, or well, we say "I like" or "I hate"; we never say "It is good for me", "It is bad for me."'