Things just haven’t been right for John Carver since his last deployment. That time when everything turned to shit but he walked out the sole survivor, the ‘Miracle of Kabul’. Especially since it heralded the arrival of his new companions: the dead. His former teammates are far from happy with their new circumstances and are more than willing to tell him about it. Repeatedly. The fact that they’re supposed to be six feet under hasn’t stopped them from hanging around sporting seriously bad attitudes. Now PTSD hits hard, but this is a whole new level, and Carver is barely getting by. When he reaches rock bottom, in desperate need of some funds before his loan shark calls in his debt with extreme prejudice, he has no choice but to head back out to the place that haunts both his dreams and his day alike. Taking a high-paid job as a security consultant can’t be that bad, right? Even if it’s in Afghanistan. Even if it brings back all kinds of bad memories. And it really isn’t terrible, until he’s kidnapped….
First off, this was nothing like what I expected. I imagined it following that usual UF format: person finds out they have magic, fights other supernatural creatures, bit of danger, bit of comedy, all is good with the world, the End. Instead, this is a thriller with a hefty splash of magic, but more than that, it’s a book about personal demons, PTSD, tragedy, and what it means to be broken. More real world than fantasy world, the plot doesn’t stretch far from the chilling history of experimentation on humans. It’s a tale rooted in darkest aspects of humanity, immoral researchers willing to do anything to awaken magic in their captured subjects, such powers only emerging from shattered minds twisted with anger and despair. It’s somewhat balanced by a black humour, but even that walks the jagged line between sanity and madness. So much of what happens, of what Carver sees and feels, could be the result of his PTSD. The details of this disorder are so effectively embedded in the plot that when the boundaries of reality are stretched, it seems almost possible. Everything about him as a character grounds the supernatural in his malfunctioning life. On top of that, his first person narrative and devil may care attitude are immediately appealing, he’s not only down on his luck, he’s right out of it. But that’s not going to stop him back chatting his jailers and generally being a serious pain in their collective arses. Oh you know he’s going to cause some trouble…
But Carver isn’t the only one dragged into this Hell. An Australian nurse, Mackenzie, provides the alternate voice through which the story is told. Even though it switches to third person for her sections, it is no less immediate, no less affecting. Being a woman only heightened my connection to her, strapped naked and vulnerable to some rigged up contraption in a dungeon. Traumatised and physically wrecked by her experience, this is her trial by fire. She is pushed to her very limits, forced by the ever increasing torments of her captors to reach that point where she cracks, where she lets go of reality and breaks through to that part of her where the magic hides. But while she might be beaten down, she is never weak. When her time comes, that moment she gets to push back, it is a joy to behold. And boy do they ever regret unleashing her. I think I may have cheered aloud: burn their whole world down, love, they deserve the flames.
So you can, perhaps, tell I got a bit involved. The finale was a veritable explosion of justice and I loved it. It’s high action, bloody, and more than a little fun. Even as I was reading it I was imagining how awesome it would be as a film. The whole thing came as a surprise, but that’s only one of the reasons I won’t forget it. It’s the kind of genre bending, intensely fresh feeling book that successfully integrates deeper themes and a setting that’s wonderfully far away from the norm. I’m hoping there’s more to come, I’d read the hell of a series like this. If you’re looking for something different, that still has heart and one hell of a punch, put this on your TBR. You won’t regret it.
ARC via author