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All He Ever Needed
Some secrets are too heavy to hold on to forever.
For Ethan, pretending has become second nature. After all, he’s spent the last decade pretending to be straight, pretending to be happy, and pretending he isn’t desperately in love with his best friend. But in a single moment of raw honesty, all those lies come crashing down around him and he’s left wondering what to do next.
When Jase learns his best friend is going through a breakup, his first instinct is to come to Ethan’s rescue, and he knows just the thing to help. The cabin where they spent summers as kids is sitting vacant, and a week there is the perfect remedy to start healing a broken heart.
In the seclusion of the mountains, long-buried fears and emotions take their friendship into unexplored territory that will either bring them closer together… or tear everything apart.
For Ethan, pretending has become second nature. After all, he’s spent the last decade pretending to be straight, pretending to be happy, and pretending he isn’t desperately in love with his best friend. But in a single moment of raw honesty, all those lies come crashing down around him and he’s left wondering what to do next.
When Jase learns his best friend is going through a breakup, his first instinct is to come to Ethan’s rescue, and he knows just the thing to help. The cabin where they spent summers as kids is sitting vacant, and a week there is the perfect remedy to start healing a broken heart.
In the seclusion of the mountains, long-buried fears and emotions take their friendship into unexplored territory that will either bring them closer together… or tear everything apart.
214 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 19, 2018
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Cate Ashwood
53 books504 followersCate discovered her love for books of all kinds early on, but romance is where her heart truly lies. She is addicted to the happily ever afters and the journey the characters take to get there. Currently residing in British Columbia, Cate loves living just a stone's throw from the water. When she's not writing, she can be found consuming coffee at an alarming rate while wrangling her children, her husband, and their two cats.
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October 4, 2023
Ethan was mine, and I was his, and all I wanted was to show him how much I wanted him.
childhood best friends to lovers will always have my heart.
this was my first cate ashwood but definitely will not be my last. i started this on a whim (as my reads usually go) and could not seem to put it down immediately after starting. the writing is incredibly easy to follow. despite its short length, every dialogue, moment, and interaction is natural. nothing ever wavered or felt forced. ashwood’s writing is effortless; it never felt difficult to follow or decipher.
the relationship between ethan and jase is heartfelt. there are little moments and mentions of their friendship as kids, but we’re still able to get an idea of their differences. being friends since the age of eleven, the two know each other like no one else. jase is more of a caretaker. kind and good hearted naturally, his protective instincts run wild. his jealousy and protectiveness towards ethan are sincere and not done just to get a kick out of it. ethan, on the other hand, is more slender in size but still a companion at heart. when he breaks things off with his girlfriend after coming out as gay, the first person on his mind is jase. being secretly in love with him doesn’t help the situation. both men are living realistic and average lives; jase being a firefighter and ethan not knowing what to do with his life after graduating college. as a recently graduated college student, every doubt and niggle he had about his academic career was so relatable. every time he thought about how people he knows have families or career paths lined up, meanwhile he’s stuck as a barista unsure wtf to do with both his degree and life? me too ethan, me too.
“You don’t need to have everything figured out all at once. There’s no requirement that says you need to know exactly what you’re doing with the rest of your life by the time you’re twenty-two. You’ve got tons of time to make decisions—and mistakes—and figure out what you want. No one has their shit together at our age.”
jase, being his planning self, takes ethan to his uncle’s cabin, where he and ethan have shared memories when they were kids. the friendship between the two shines here. there aren’t dates but there’s enough build-up. they fish, they cook, they talk, they watch tv, share drinks, and bond more during a bonfire. there’s a lot of forced proximity; lines are crossed and blurred, feelings arise, complications take turns. there’s a lot of intimacy that isn’t just sexual and physical. the moments between them are platonic yet the author shows the tenderness between them, making the relationship unconsciously and naturally developed. because of their long friendship, nothing feels weird. there’s plenty of physical contact that is comforting, and there are domestic moments between them that have become unconscious routine.
“You’re it for me too, E. I have never been able to imagine a life without you, and now, knowing that I can have every part of you… I can’t describe it. It took me a long time to realize it, but you’re everything I’ve ever wanted and all I’ve ever needed.”
i’ve noticed some mark this as gfy, but i’d disagree, because jase acknowledges his bisexuality (or potential bisexuality since he’s still unsure which label to use). there’s no denying how he feels exactly, but there is some fear and confusion. while the story is low angst, there’s a minor conflict related to sexuality and identity crisis. jase, at first, shows confidence and reassurance, but when it’s time for him and ethan to go back to real life, he freaks out. personally, i found this authentic. sexuality is so weird and confusing. you can go from being confident to confused in a matter of seconds. jase didn’t want to hide, but he wasn’t sure how to broach the topic. i think the authors intention was to not sugarcoat this reality. with both men being young, there’s gonna be different reactions. the times they shared in the cabin, secluded, don’t just change real life. coming out isn’t an easy process, and it’s not something you can easily bring into conversation. i wish we didn’t need to come out. i wish we could just be, without needing to explain how we feel and why. why should people care if jase comes back from his cabin with a man instead of a woman? some of y’all will never need to worry about explaining to people why and how you love who you love, or why you are wired the way you are, or why you don’t like this but like that, and for that i will always be envious.
“So, just like that, you’re just gay now?” Murello asked, finally breaking the silent stupor he’d seemed to be in.
“Well… no. It’s not like a switch that gets turned off and on. I guess I’ve always had some attraction to other guys, but it wasn’t the same as the attraction I felt for women. If I had to pick a label, I’d go with bisexual, but until Ethan, I had a stronger preference for women than men. Still, though, it was always there.”
…
“This doesn’t change anything,” I assured them. “I’m still the same guy, I just have a different partner at home.”
in conclusion, i adored this. i’d rate this five stars if i wasn’t so picky. i enjoyed it and loved it, but still didn’t find it perfect. i wish there were more moments or mentions of what ethan and jase’s lives were as kids. i’m a sucker for flashbacks between the characters as kids, and we see them growing up together. i also thought the pace of the relationship could’ve been slower, especially with ethan’s newfound feelings and epiphany. the sex felt a little rushed, and then i thought it took over a little too much, but this is usually always a common problem i have. i personally appreciated the fade to black/closed door sex scenes. regardless, i really enjoyed this, and i hope i end up finding more winners in this authors catalog.
childhood best friends to lovers will always have my heart.
this was my first cate ashwood but definitely will not be my last. i started this on a whim (as my reads usually go) and could not seem to put it down immediately after starting. the writing is incredibly easy to follow. despite its short length, every dialogue, moment, and interaction is natural. nothing ever wavered or felt forced. ashwood’s writing is effortless; it never felt difficult to follow or decipher.
the relationship between ethan and jase is heartfelt. there are little moments and mentions of their friendship as kids, but we’re still able to get an idea of their differences. being friends since the age of eleven, the two know each other like no one else. jase is more of a caretaker. kind and good hearted naturally, his protective instincts run wild. his jealousy and protectiveness towards ethan are sincere and not done just to get a kick out of it. ethan, on the other hand, is more slender in size but still a companion at heart. when he breaks things off with his girlfriend after coming out as gay, the first person on his mind is jase. being secretly in love with him doesn’t help the situation. both men are living realistic and average lives; jase being a firefighter and ethan not knowing what to do with his life after graduating college. as a recently graduated college student, every doubt and niggle he had about his academic career was so relatable. every time he thought about how people he knows have families or career paths lined up, meanwhile he’s stuck as a barista unsure wtf to do with both his degree and life? me too ethan, me too.
“You don’t need to have everything figured out all at once. There’s no requirement that says you need to know exactly what you’re doing with the rest of your life by the time you’re twenty-two. You’ve got tons of time to make decisions—and mistakes—and figure out what you want. No one has their shit together at our age.”
jase, being his planning self, takes ethan to his uncle’s cabin, where he and ethan have shared memories when they were kids. the friendship between the two shines here. there aren’t dates but there’s enough build-up. they fish, they cook, they talk, they watch tv, share drinks, and bond more during a bonfire. there’s a lot of forced proximity; lines are crossed and blurred, feelings arise, complications take turns. there’s a lot of intimacy that isn’t just sexual and physical. the moments between them are platonic yet the author shows the tenderness between them, making the relationship unconsciously and naturally developed. because of their long friendship, nothing feels weird. there’s plenty of physical contact that is comforting, and there are domestic moments between them that have become unconscious routine.
“You’re it for me too, E. I have never been able to imagine a life without you, and now, knowing that I can have every part of you… I can’t describe it. It took me a long time to realize it, but you’re everything I’ve ever wanted and all I’ve ever needed.”
i’ve noticed some mark this as gfy, but i’d disagree, because jase acknowledges his bisexuality (or potential bisexuality since he’s still unsure which label to use). there’s no denying how he feels exactly, but there is some fear and confusion. while the story is low angst, there’s a minor conflict related to sexuality and identity crisis. jase, at first, shows confidence and reassurance, but when it’s time for him and ethan to go back to real life, he freaks out. personally, i found this authentic. sexuality is so weird and confusing. you can go from being confident to confused in a matter of seconds. jase didn’t want to hide, but he wasn’t sure how to broach the topic. i think the authors intention was to not sugarcoat this reality. with both men being young, there’s gonna be different reactions. the times they shared in the cabin, secluded, don’t just change real life. coming out isn’t an easy process, and it’s not something you can easily bring into conversation. i wish we didn’t need to come out. i wish we could just be, without needing to explain how we feel and why. why should people care if jase comes back from his cabin with a man instead of a woman? some of y’all will never need to worry about explaining to people why and how you love who you love, or why you are wired the way you are, or why you don’t like this but like that, and for that i will always be envious.
“So, just like that, you’re just gay now?” Murello asked, finally breaking the silent stupor he’d seemed to be in.
“Well… no. It’s not like a switch that gets turned off and on. I guess I’ve always had some attraction to other guys, but it wasn’t the same as the attraction I felt for women. If I had to pick a label, I’d go with bisexual, but until Ethan, I had a stronger preference for women than men. Still, though, it was always there.”
…
“This doesn’t change anything,” I assured them. “I’m still the same guy, I just have a different partner at home.”
in conclusion, i adored this. i’d rate this five stars if i wasn’t so picky. i enjoyed it and loved it, but still didn’t find it perfect. i wish there were more moments or mentions of what ethan and jase’s lives were as kids. i’m a sucker for flashbacks between the characters as kids, and we see them growing up together. i also thought the pace of the relationship could’ve been slower, especially with ethan’s newfound feelings and epiphany. the sex felt a little rushed, and then i thought it took over a little too much, but this is usually always a common problem i have. i personally appreciated the fade to black/closed door sex scenes. regardless, i really enjoyed this, and i hope i end up finding more winners in this authors catalog.
October 1, 2023
3.5 Stars
Cate Ashwood has delivered yet another seamlessly sweet and sexy friends-to-lovers feel-good romance in All He Ever Needed.
Best friends for life, Ethan and Jase suddenly face some new and unanticipated feelings (at least for Jase) when they head off to a relatives secluded cabin in the aftermath of Ethan breaking up with his long-time girlfriend and revealing that he is gay.
Ethan’s been suppressing his true self since they were thirteen years old, and has been secretly harboring some major feels for Jase for just as long. Finally coming out of the closet is an overwhelming and scary experience for Ethan, but he’s tired of hiding.
Ethan’s confession triggers deep-seated feelings in Jase that he’s ignored for a long time. His attraction towards other men has always been fleeting and he’s never truly considered acting on those feelings, but when Ethan admits he’s gay, it’s like Jase’s whole world view shifts, and suddenly his abstract desires now have a laser point focus and a very real possibility to be explored.
Alone in the cabin, away from the pressures of their real lives, Ethan and Jase become engrossed in one another, slipping effortlessly into a passionate and significant romantic relationship.
When it’s time for Ethan and Jase to return to the real world, they find that sustaining their newfound bliss proves to be trickier than expected. But, thankfully, with a love as strong as theirs they find there isn’t much they can’t overcome together.
I’ve always really appreciated Ashwood’s easy and engaging writing style and this latest experience was no different. I think she’s also one of the best in the genre when it comes to stories featuring a friends-to-lovers trope, and Jase and Ethan’s heart-warming story is another prime example of that.
Though, I will admit that there was one thing about this story that bothered me, and I don’t know if it was due to my particular mood or what, but Jase’s dude-bro firefighter friends annoyed the ever loving hell out of me. Every time they were on page, one or more would say something rude or insensitive, making me want to smack Jase for even being friends with them in the first place. Workplace necessary relationships aside, these douchebags were wholly unappealing and mostly made me cringe every time they made an appearance. Like I said, this could completely be a mood related reaction, but sadly they ended up taking away an itty bitty bit of the easy enjoyment I was having reading this story.
Douchebags notwithstanding, I liked the majority of side characters featured here. The women in Ethan’s life were particularly noteworthy, first with his ex, Allison, who was portrayed in a strong and positive light despite the circumstances of their breakup, and second, with his sassy and supportive co-worker Mina, who stood out for me even though she only featured in one measly scene. I love a well portrayed female character in an MM romance and I appreciated seeing a few of them here.
Ethan and Jase’s romance was light on the angst and quick to unfold, although the latter was easily acceptable due to the longevity already established in their friendship.
Fans of friends-to-lovers romance will surely have a lovely time with this one.
***A special thanks to the author for providing an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Cate Ashwood has delivered yet another seamlessly sweet and sexy friends-to-lovers feel-good romance in All He Ever Needed.
Best friends for life, Ethan and Jase suddenly face some new and unanticipated feelings (at least for Jase) when they head off to a relatives secluded cabin in the aftermath of Ethan breaking up with his long-time girlfriend and revealing that he is gay.
Ethan’s been suppressing his true self since they were thirteen years old, and has been secretly harboring some major feels for Jase for just as long. Finally coming out of the closet is an overwhelming and scary experience for Ethan, but he’s tired of hiding.
Ethan’s confession triggers deep-seated feelings in Jase that he’s ignored for a long time. His attraction towards other men has always been fleeting and he’s never truly considered acting on those feelings, but when Ethan admits he’s gay, it’s like Jase’s whole world view shifts, and suddenly his abstract desires now have a laser point focus and a very real possibility to be explored.
Alone in the cabin, away from the pressures of their real lives, Ethan and Jase become engrossed in one another, slipping effortlessly into a passionate and significant romantic relationship.
When it’s time for Ethan and Jase to return to the real world, they find that sustaining their newfound bliss proves to be trickier than expected. But, thankfully, with a love as strong as theirs they find there isn’t much they can’t overcome together.
I’ve always really appreciated Ashwood’s easy and engaging writing style and this latest experience was no different. I think she’s also one of the best in the genre when it comes to stories featuring a friends-to-lovers trope, and Jase and Ethan’s heart-warming story is another prime example of that.
Though, I will admit that there was one thing about this story that bothered me, and I don’t know if it was due to my particular mood or what, but Jase’s dude-bro firefighter friends annoyed the ever loving hell out of me. Every time they were on page, one or more would say something rude or insensitive, making me want to smack Jase for even being friends with them in the first place. Workplace necessary relationships aside, these douchebags were wholly unappealing and mostly made me cringe every time they made an appearance. Like I said, this could completely be a mood related reaction, but sadly they ended up taking away an itty bitty bit of the easy enjoyment I was having reading this story.
Douchebags notwithstanding, I liked the majority of side characters featured here. The women in Ethan’s life were particularly noteworthy, first with his ex, Allison, who was portrayed in a strong and positive light despite the circumstances of their breakup, and second, with his sassy and supportive co-worker Mina, who stood out for me even though she only featured in one measly scene. I love a well portrayed female character in an MM romance and I appreciated seeing a few of them here.
Ethan and Jase’s romance was light on the angst and quick to unfold, although the latter was easily acceptable due to the longevity already established in their friendship.
Fans of friends-to-lovers romance will surely have a lovely time with this one.
***A special thanks to the author for providing an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
September 11, 2018
This was a very light, sweet and fluffy little "friends to lovers" story. It may sound like a GFY, but for me it wasn't. Even though neither of them have ever been with another man, they have both thought about. Ethan has known he's gay for a long time and Jase has felt an attraction to guys before. They have just never acted on their feelings.
Ethan and Jase have been best friends for a very long time. And Ethan has been in love with him, since the moment he knew what love/lust really was... That didn't stop him from getting into a relationship with a girl though.. He has been with Allison for years, they grew up together, but enough is enough and he just can't lie to himself any longer....So he breaks up with her, and in doing so, he falls apart..a little bit.
Of course Jase, being the awesome best friend that he is, wants to do everything he can to make things better for Ethan. So he takes him away for a couple of days, to his uncle's cabin in the woods. Now he just needs to find out why Ethan and Allison broke up and what he can do to make his best friend feel better. What will he do when he finds out what's Ethan has been struggeling with..
Now these two were really cute together..and HOT, did I mention HOT ? They did move a bit fast though, this book is pretty heavy on the insta-love/lust. I didn't mind too much though, since they have been best friends for ages. That said..a bit slower might have been better ;) I could understand where Ethan was coming from, but Jase gave in a bit fast and easily.
I highly recommend this one, to those looking for something hot, sweet and fluffy. These two were definitely adorable, 3,5 stars from me ;)
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September 22, 2018
~3.5~
If you're in the mood for a gentle best-friends-to-lovers story with some scorching lovin' and a HEA, all you need is All He Ever Needed.
I like Cate Ashwood's writing. Her prose is fluid and accessible. The dual POV gives insight into each MC's thoughts, desires, and fears.
Ethan has been living a lie for years: in a relationship with his dear friend Allison but secretly pining for his other bestie, Jase.
Jase is a firefighter. He's felt a pull toward men but not enough to do anything about it, not until Ethan confesses he's gay.
The men escape to Jase's uncle's cabin, a place they frequented as kids. They skinny dip in the lake and get lost in one another. When Ethan tells Jase the truth about his breakup with Allison, Jase realizes he wants Ethan as more than just a friend.
The lust strikes hard and fast, and the guys hit the sack at lighting speed, like a couple days after Ethan breaks up with his girlfriends of TEN YEARS.
Don't get me wrong; the sex was HOT, but it sort of rushed the relationship. I wanted a longer slow burn (and more steam toward the end of the book; the sexual tension peaked early on and fizzled out as the book progressed).
Once the guys leave the cabin, Jase freaks out about his bisexuality and starts avoiding Ethan. His on-again, off-again girlfriend makes an appearance. This was predictable. Eventually, the MCs do talk it out, and Jase stands up for his man.
I love friends-to-lovers stories, and Jase and Ethan's friendship was a beautiful thing. I had no doubt they could make their romantic relationship work because they already knew each other so well and had great chemistry.
I liked Allison, who was loyal and kind, probably more understanding than Ethan deserved. (Thank you, baby jesus, for no ex-girlfriend drama-llama.)
I wanted to know more about how the rest of the firefighters handled Jase having a boyfriend, but the ending was a solid HEA and quite satisfying.
If you're in the mood for a gentle best-friends-to-lovers story with some scorching lovin' and a HEA, all you need is All He Ever Needed.
I like Cate Ashwood's writing. Her prose is fluid and accessible. The dual POV gives insight into each MC's thoughts, desires, and fears.
Ethan has been living a lie for years: in a relationship with his dear friend Allison but secretly pining for his other bestie, Jase.
Jase is a firefighter. He's felt a pull toward men but not enough to do anything about it, not until Ethan confesses he's gay.
The men escape to Jase's uncle's cabin, a place they frequented as kids. They skinny dip in the lake and get lost in one another. When Ethan tells Jase the truth about his breakup with Allison, Jase realizes he wants Ethan as more than just a friend.
The lust strikes hard and fast, and the guys hit the sack at lighting speed, like a couple days after Ethan breaks up with his girlfriends of TEN YEARS.
Don't get me wrong; the sex was HOT, but it sort of rushed the relationship. I wanted a longer slow burn (and more steam toward the end of the book; the sexual tension peaked early on and fizzled out as the book progressed).
Once the guys leave the cabin, Jase freaks out about his bisexuality and starts avoiding Ethan. His on-again, off-again girlfriend makes an appearance. This was predictable. Eventually, the MCs do talk it out, and Jase stands up for his man.
I love friends-to-lovers stories, and Jase and Ethan's friendship was a beautiful thing. I had no doubt they could make their romantic relationship work because they already knew each other so well and had great chemistry.
I liked Allison, who was loyal and kind, probably more understanding than Ethan deserved. (Thank you, baby jesus, for no ex-girlfriend drama-llama.)
I wanted to know more about how the rest of the firefighters handled Jase having a boyfriend, but the ending was a solid HEA and quite satisfying.
May 5, 2019
I absolutely *LOVED* the first parts of this book, where the MC's were at the cabin, after Ethan had broken up with his long-time girlfriend, having finally come out.
There was angst and longing and UST, eventually leading to sheet-scorching steam and flirty times skinny dipping in the lake.
There were deep feelings of belonging and completion.
THEN THEY WENT HOME...
After that, meh.
Also, I wanted to punch Jase in the dick. Repeatedly.
They saw one another a few times once they were back in Seattle, but it wasn't the same.
Then Jase completely ghosted Ethan for TWO WEEKS.
Wait, whut?
Although the story does end with an HEA and a nice epilogue, I just wasn't very entertained by where the book went post-cabin, so I'd rate this book at around 3.5 stars.
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September 27, 20183.5 Stars
Overall enjoyable read.
It was cute. It was sweet. It was low angst. It had some nice steam.
All positives, no doubt. But it didn't wow me. I wasn't dying to read more.
It was good. Not great.
Overall enjoyable read.
It was cute. It was sweet. It was low angst. It had some nice steam.
All positives, no doubt. But it didn't wow me. I wasn't dying to read more.
It was good. Not great.
October 4, 2018
**3.5 stars**
It’s a sweet, friends-to-lovers romance between tow young men whose bound and care for each other are deep. Their transition to love is hot and cute to witness.
A few niggles for me from time to time (ones well explained by Dani), but in overall, a comforting read with low angst, no dramalala, a lot of sexy times, and of course, a nice HEA just as I enjoy.
It’s a sweet, friends-to-lovers romance between tow young men whose bound and care for each other are deep. Their transition to love is hot and cute to witness.
A few niggles for me from time to time (ones well explained by Dani), but in overall, a comforting read with low angst, no dramalala, a lot of sexy times, and of course, a nice HEA just as I enjoy.
September 9, 2018
This was so sweet, and lovely, and cute, and hot, and wonderfully low angst...Man, this gives me all the fluffy feels.
I loved Jase and Ethan. I totally bought into the setup; the way Jase and Ethan interact had me sold that this could totally happen.
I loved how Cate Ashwood portrayed Ethan's coming out, and also that she didn't make this a "GFY" or "STG" story, but instead allowed the Bi to shine for Jase.
I loved how the relationship between Jase and Ethan, when they're not worrying about the outside world, was pretty effortless and had me sighing with hopeful longing. When Ethan realizes Jase loves him back? Oh, my heart.
The book has a great pace, and I was loathe to put it down the few times I had to. I liked the side characters (except Harmon and I'm not sure about Murello), and was thrilled none of the women are portrayed negatively. I'm absolutely enamored.
All He Ever Needed is told in first person, dual POV, and is a best friends to lovers romance, with low angst, scorching hot sexy times, and a super sweet happy ending.
Advanced Review Galley copy of All He Ever Needed provided by the author in exchange of an honest review.
This review will be cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
I loved Jase and Ethan. I totally bought into the setup; the way Jase and Ethan interact had me sold that this could totally happen.
In a single heartbeat of naked honesty, when the lie became too heavy to hold on to, the tight grip I’d kept on the truth had slipped and my world crumbled from the inside out.
I loved how Cate Ashwood portrayed Ethan's coming out, and also that she didn't make this a "GFY" or "STG" story, but instead allowed the Bi to shine for Jase.
“So, just like that, you’re just gay now?”
“Well… no. It’s not like a switch that gets turned off an on. I guess I’ve always had some attraction to other guys, but it wasn’t the same as the attraction I felt for women. If I had to pick a label, I’d go with bisexual, but until Ethan, I had a stronger preference for woman than men. Still though, it was always there.”
I loved how the relationship between Jase and Ethan, when they're not worrying about the outside world, was pretty effortless and had me sighing with hopeful longing. When Ethan realizes Jase loves him back? Oh, my heart.
Everything was clicking into place. It had only taken setting my life on fire for it to happen, but if I’d known then what I knew now, I’d have done it years sooner.
The book has a great pace, and I was loathe to put it down the few times I had to. I liked the side characters (except Harmon and I'm not sure about Murello), and was thrilled none of the women are portrayed negatively. I'm absolutely enamored.
All He Ever Needed is told in first person, dual POV, and is a best friends to lovers romance, with low angst, scorching hot sexy times, and a super sweet happy ending.
Advanced Review Galley copy of All He Ever Needed provided by the author in exchange of an honest review.
This review will be cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
September 21, 2018
Friends to lovers is my crack, so when All He Ever Needed by Cate Ashwood came up, I immediately requested it for review. I'm so happy to report that it lived up to my expectations.
Some highlights:
-Dual POVs
-Bisexual discovery.
-The friendship between Jase and Ethan felt genuine.
-Smooth, easy pace.
-Low angst, feel good.
-No unnecessary drama
-Steamy ;)
-And it'll give you all the feels.
If you're a fan of friends to lovers and want a story that'll take you to a happy give this a go.
4 Solid Stars!
September 6, 2021
Ethan and Jase have been friends since second grade and they have an easy demonstrative relationship and a solid foundation ... which gets shaken when Ethan breaks up with his long-time girlfriend Allison, who he has been dating since he was 13 (and they have been living together in a house for the past four years while attending college!) While Ethan may be precocious in the area of relationships, it has taken him a while to finally realize that he is gay.
Jase takes his best friend to the cabin where they spent many happy summers as kids, and after Jase acknowledges he is probably bi (as in, in about one or two hot seconds), they share a very sexy, very sweet week together. Their close friendship turns into a low-angst romance, until the two head back to the real world. There, Jase is less than willing to immediately come out to his friends, family and fellow firefighters and almost runs away from any confrontation with Ethan. The story has a sweet HEA, but it takes a while to get there (once you get past Jase's somewhat annoying co-workers).
"All He Ever Needed" hit it out of the ballpark with the friends-to-lovers theme, but the whole age / time frame of the story seems off to me. Jase mentions at the lake that they had been best friends since second grade, and then later says "Of course, you should have fucking said something, E. You should have said something a decade ago. Or two." (my boldface) Ethan mentions that "everyone else I knew had started checking off their life boxes. Careers or partners or houses. Some of my friends had started on their 401(k)s and investment portfolios." Also, it appears Jase has worked as a firefighter for several years. For these reasons, Ethan and Jase "read" older than 22 year olds, and it wasn't entirely clear to me why the two MCs need to be so young for the purposes of the plot. Of course, I realize that this obsession with the ages isn't going to distract from the story for most readers. 3.5 stars for "All He Ever Needed."
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Jase takes his best friend to the cabin where they spent many happy summers as kids, and after Jase acknowledges he is probably bi (as in, in about one or two hot seconds), they share a very sexy, very sweet week together. Their close friendship turns into a low-angst romance, until the two head back to the real world. There, Jase is less than willing to immediately come out to his friends, family and fellow firefighters and almost runs away from any confrontation with Ethan. The story has a sweet HEA, but it takes a while to get there (once you get past Jase's somewhat annoying co-workers).
"All He Ever Needed" hit it out of the ballpark with the friends-to-lovers theme, but the whole age / time frame of the story seems off to me. Jase mentions at the lake that they had been best friends since second grade, and then later says "Of course, you should have fucking said something, E. You should have said something a decade ago. Or two." (my boldface) Ethan mentions that "everyone else I knew had started checking off their life boxes. Careers or partners or houses. Some of my friends had started on their 401(k)s and investment portfolios." Also, it appears Jase has worked as a firefighter for several years. For these reasons, Ethan and Jase "read" older than 22 year olds, and it wasn't entirely clear to me why the two MCs need to be so young for the purposes of the plot. Of course, I realize that this obsession with the ages isn't going to distract from the story for most readers. 3.5 stars for "All He Ever Needed."
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September 12, 2018
3.5 stars
On the one hand I really like friends-to-lovers GFY stories, but on the other hand, I loathe it when one of the characters has trouble coming out. I just don’t like that kind of trouble within the relationship.
This started out pretty good with Jase and Ethan going away to the cabin of Jase’s uncle. Jase has taken Ethan there after Ethan’s relationship with his girlfriend ended.
Ethan is grateful for the chance to get his bearings. But of course Jase wants to know why he ended things with Allison. And telling Jase he is gay, is a hard thing to do. Ethan doesn’t want things to change between them. Especially since he’s been in love with Jase for forever.
But when Jase learns Ethan is gay, he suddenly finds himself looking at Ethan in a completely different way. And it is not long before Jase suddenly can’t repress the urge to kiss Ethan anymore…
At first I was a bit puzzled about Ethan’s relationship. Apparently he was young, but came out of a relationship of 9 years. Turns out he was 22 and got together with Allison at 13. I didn’t quite expect that.
I did really like the first part where Jase and Ethan were at the cabin and were simply enjoying each other’s company (and the sexy times were pretty decent too). But I’m never a fan of the whole, I’m scared to come out, and please tell don’t tell anyone we’re together, trope. Jase got on my nerves quite a bit. Of course everyone should come out at their own pace, but the way he ran from Ethan did not earn him any point in my book.
I’m going with 3.5 stars because I did like the fluffy first half.
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On the one hand I really like friends-to-lovers GFY stories, but on the other hand, I loathe it when one of the characters has trouble coming out. I just don’t like that kind of trouble within the relationship.
This started out pretty good with Jase and Ethan going away to the cabin of Jase’s uncle. Jase has taken Ethan there after Ethan’s relationship with his girlfriend ended.
Ethan is grateful for the chance to get his bearings. But of course Jase wants to know why he ended things with Allison. And telling Jase he is gay, is a hard thing to do. Ethan doesn’t want things to change between them. Especially since he’s been in love with Jase for forever.
But when Jase learns Ethan is gay, he suddenly finds himself looking at Ethan in a completely different way. And it is not long before Jase suddenly can’t repress the urge to kiss Ethan anymore…
At first I was a bit puzzled about Ethan’s relationship. Apparently he was young, but came out of a relationship of 9 years. Turns out he was 22 and got together with Allison at 13. I didn’t quite expect that.
I did really like the first part where Jase and Ethan were at the cabin and were simply enjoying each other’s company (and the sexy times were pretty decent too). But I’m never a fan of the whole, I’m scared to come out, and please tell don’t tell anyone we’re together, trope. Jase got on my nerves quite a bit. Of course everyone should come out at their own pace, but the way he ran from Ethan did not earn him any point in my book.
I’m going with 3.5 stars because I did like the fluffy first half.
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November 10, 2018DNF at 40%
I'm not going to rate it. I thought the writing was good, but for me, the story lacked plausibility. I can't tell you why without spoiling it so... 🤷
I'm not going to rate it. I thought the writing was good, but for me, the story lacked plausibility. I can't tell you why without spoiling it so... 🤷
September 18, 2018
***3.75 Stars***
"Jase?" Ethan asked, his voice soft.
"Yeah."
"This is good, right?"
"Better than good."
He nodded. "Yeah. Better than good."
I will jump at the chance to read any and every friends to lovers book, so it's no suprise that I jumped on this book like I was trying to break internet speed records.
Jase and Ethan have been friends since grade school and Ethan just came out to his long-time girlfriend. Not knowing the cause of the breakup and seeing his best friend in pain, Jase takes Ethan away to one of their favorite places growing up as kids, his uncle's cabin.
Ethen reveals the cause of the breakdup, Jase has a lightbulb moment and ding...the switch is flipped and Jase wants Ethan.
While I enjoyed this sweet, low angst read and really liked Jase and Ethan together...I feel like the transition was a little too quick and a little too easy. They go from best friends to lovers in the amount of time it takes to turn a page and walk across a room.
I needed a little bit more buildup and more development. Jase's backstory about his passing attraction to men was quickly breezed through and didn't give me any of the slow burn I was looking for based on the history of their friendship.
But once these two were together, it was really sweet and quite hot. These two can't keep their hands off each other. Yeah, we get a little bit of angst once they return to the real world and Jase is hit with the reality that for the first time in his life he's with a man and that it's his best friend...but overall, things were resolved rather quickly.
And props to Cate Ashwood for not including ex-girlfriend drama, which would have been easy to do.
If you want a sweet, low angst, friends to lovers read, definitely pick this up!
"I've been falling in love with you for as long as I've known you. It was slow, gradual enough that I didn't realize it until there was no way back from it, like swimming too far out into the lake, not understanding until you've passed the point of no return that there's nothing to do but succumb to your fate. I've been drowning in you for years."
***ARC courtesy of author in exchange for an honest review***
September 14, 2018
3.5★'s Rounded Up!
There is always something so comforting about reading one of Cate's books and this was no exception. She has the best ability to make you just fall into a story and believe it because it is how you wish it could always be. No questions, just hot and sweet and full on romance.
How hot was watching these two besties discover each other? Hot. Very hot. But just as sweet.
I love how she can write such an easy, breezy, beautiful romance sprinkled with just the right amount of drama, it's a great formula and she does it effortlessly.
So, overall I totally enjoyed myself with just a couple little niggles. I'll admit I am not a fan of the long term girlfriend. I never wish hurt like this on anyone and sometimes wish this wasn't a setup because it keeps me sometimes trapped in my head. I also admit to not being a fan of how the fireman were portrayed in this story, even if is probably accurate. I know fireman and at the Station, well, yeah. I just didn't like reading about their behavior, at all.
At the end of the day this was just what I wanted and what I expect from one of Cate's books and well, that just makes me a happy girl.
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There is always something so comforting about reading one of Cate's books and this was no exception. She has the best ability to make you just fall into a story and believe it because it is how you wish it could always be. No questions, just hot and sweet and full on romance.
How hot was watching these two besties discover each other? Hot. Very hot. But just as sweet.
I love how she can write such an easy, breezy, beautiful romance sprinkled with just the right amount of drama, it's a great formula and she does it effortlessly.
So, overall I totally enjoyed myself with just a couple little niggles. I'll admit I am not a fan of the long term girlfriend. I never wish hurt like this on anyone and sometimes wish this wasn't a setup because it keeps me sometimes trapped in my head. I also admit to not being a fan of how the fireman were portrayed in this story, even if is probably accurate. I know fireman and at the Station, well, yeah. I just didn't like reading about their behavior, at all.
At the end of the day this was just what I wanted and what I expect from one of Cate's books and well, that just makes me a happy girl.
**ARC provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.**
October 5, 2018
*3,5 stars*
This was easy and light and a most pleasant read.
The friends to lovers theme is explored in a very non-angsty and cute way.
If you need a light read you should go for this.
I really liked the connection between Ethan and Jase, although Jase‘s revelation seemed to come out of nowhere.
But I enjoyed the rest for what it is ... pure escapism with two cute guys.(loved Allsion btw! )
This was easy and light and a most pleasant read.
The friends to lovers theme is explored in a very non-angsty and cute way.
If you need a light read you should go for this.
I really liked the connection between Ethan and Jase, although Jase‘s revelation seemed to come out of nowhere.
But I enjoyed the rest for what it is ... pure escapism with two cute guys.(loved Allsion btw! )
September 30, 2018
3.25 Stars
October 12, 2018
3.25 stars!
RTC...
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This wasn't too bad a book, it had enjoyable parts, enjoyable elements, and Ethan and Jase weren't horrible together, by any means, and there was enough chemistry for me to like them together.
But there's was something missing from this, for me, that I don't usually find missing with Ashwood books.
Maybe because it was so short and so it didn't feel like it took it's time, like it was rushed. Because Jase goes from believing he's straight to realizing he has feelings/attraction towards Ethan and not being too bothered by it and just going for it pretty damn quick, after 22 years of at least believing he was straight. (Although later in the book he talks about being bi - which he is - but that he was mainly attracted to women, but there was still attraction to men, and that made me go "where did that come from? We never got that in his thoughts before, that he'd ever been attracted to a man before Ethan.")
And while Jase realistically freaks out eventually, because the book skips a few weeks, it feels quick when he comes to terms with it - and about a month after he realized his feelings? Feels quick. And then once he's ready to come out, there isn't a whole lot of hesitation after he'd been so scared to before.
It just didn't feel quite right. Like the reactions and timing was a little off. Also, while I enjoyed Jase and Ethan together, I didn't feel as much chemistry between them as I usually feel with a Cate Ashwood couple.
Overall though, this is enjoyable, it just felt kinda "meh" at times throughout it at the same time, for the reasons I talked about above.
RTC...
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This wasn't too bad a book, it had enjoyable parts, enjoyable elements, and Ethan and Jase weren't horrible together, by any means, and there was enough chemistry for me to like them together.
But there's was something missing from this, for me, that I don't usually find missing with Ashwood books.
Maybe because it was so short and so it didn't feel like it took it's time, like it was rushed. Because Jase goes from believing he's straight to realizing he has feelings/attraction towards Ethan and not being too bothered by it and just going for it pretty damn quick, after 22 years of at least believing he was straight. (Although later in the book he talks about being bi - which he is - but that he was mainly attracted to women, but there was still attraction to men, and that made me go "where did that come from? We never got that in his thoughts before, that he'd ever been attracted to a man before Ethan.")
And while Jase realistically freaks out eventually, because the book skips a few weeks, it feels quick when he comes to terms with it - and about a month after he realized his feelings? Feels quick. And then once he's ready to come out, there isn't a whole lot of hesitation after he'd been so scared to before.
It just didn't feel quite right. Like the reactions and timing was a little off. Also, while I enjoyed Jase and Ethan together, I didn't feel as much chemistry between them as I usually feel with a Cate Ashwood couple.
Overall though, this is enjoyable, it just felt kinda "meh" at times throughout it at the same time, for the reasons I talked about above.
October 3, 2023
I really liked the beginning even though it felt quite rushed. I enjoyed the entire cabin stay. When they came home though, Jase turned into a complete dick and it felt like a prolonged 80% breakup-ish scene that started around 55%. It was sad and exhausting and Ethan deserved better. Too little too late in the end and the epilogue was useless and absurd.
The side characters in this were absolutely disgusting. The misogynistic and bigoted language they spewed made me second guess finishing the book, especially because Jase would laugh along with them. I cannot believe how women were talked about in this book - I kept waiting for it to be framed as a scene for the MC to step up, but nope. I also hated how it was implied that Ethan knew he was gay for a while before breaking up with Allison. What a shitty thing to do to a woman.
The side characters in this were absolutely disgusting. The misogynistic and bigoted language they spewed made me second guess finishing the book, especially because Jase would laugh along with them. I cannot believe how women were talked about in this book - I kept waiting for it to be framed as a scene for the MC to step up, but nope. I also hated how it was implied that Ethan knew he was gay for a while before breaking up with Allison. What a shitty thing to do to a woman.
October 3, 2018
I really appreciated that All He Ever Needed by Cate Ashwood was a pretty low angst book especially give the circumstances. This was definitely a friends to lovers story, but I balk at calling it a GFY (gay for you) story as both main characters had long term relationships with women and one was clear to call himself bisexual. This was a sweet love story between two best friends and I enjoyed it although parts of it felt a bit uneven and rushed.
Getting a phone call from his best friend’s girlfriend telling him they’ve broken up and he needs to go be there for him has Jase rushing out to help Ethan his best friend since childhood. Finding Ethan desolate, Jase whisks him away to his uncle’s cabin where they spent many summers as kids and teens where Ethan eventually tells Jase he is gay and ready to come out of the closet.
Both these characters were easy to like and it was easy to see the friendship they’d had over a decade. While I had no issue with Ethan coming out, I honestly was curious as to how he had maintained an 8 year monogamous relationship with a woman and never acting on his true sexuality and it felt like something was missing from this book from the start. I get that he’d been in love with Jase since he was a teenager, but felt he couldn’t even tell his best friend in the world he was gay for fear of losing him. While their easy affection didn’t seem out of place, them beginning a sexual relationship so quickly especially with Jase never thinking about men (until he admits this way later in the book) felt odd.
They had a nice little bubble of love going on at the beach, so it wasn’t unexpected that when they got back to “real life” things imploded a bit. I hurt for them as they tried to figure out their new normal and was a bit disappointed at their lack of communication, but thankfully they figured things out without a whole lot of drama. I did appreciate that Jace’s fellow firefighter’s reactions were varied as it added some realism into the story. While we’d all like to believe that in this day and age everyone would be accepting, unfortunately that is not always the case.
While I liked All He Ever Needed, I didn’t love it, the relationship moved at lightning speed when both men were a bit vulnerable making it hard to believe and accept.
September 21, 2018
When Jase’s best friend Ethan breaks up with his long time girlfriend, Jase isn’t sure what to do. Yeah, he has plenty of experience with breakups — a lot of them with his currently ex-girlfriend — but Ethan’s sudden breakup is on a whole ‘nother level. Jase honestly would have bet on wedding rings instead of tearful phone calls telling him he needed to get to Ethan’s house. Stat.
When he finds the man crying and unable — or unwilling — to explain what happened, Jase knows he has to do something. So he bundles his best friend into his car, and drives them out to his uncle’s cabin. He hopes that the short escape will help Ethan calm down and maybe explain what exactly went down. Little did he know that the answer has the potential to change both their lives forever.
Sweet and simple is how I would best describe this story. It is two men figuring out who they can and want to be to each other, and not a lot more. There are not many huge problems here for them to solve, but really just them trying to understand who they are. Ethan is having to deal with coming out to people for the first time, and Jase is having to face up — if only to himself — to the fact that all those fleeting thoughts about guys as he was growing up might lead to a lot of real feelings for Ethan. And while both these issues create problems for them to overcome it never becomes overly angsty. They do a good job of making sure the plot keeps in motion, but don’t let it wander too far off course either.
It was just a very relaxing read. Even when I was reading it while stuck at the DMV. And if a book can keep me relaxed while having to listen to the world’s worst game of BINGO ever, that is one hell of an achievement.
I think the only thing I can say that didn’t work for me is the sex-to-story ratio. But I’ve been leaning more towards fade-to-black these days, so I can’t say with any surety that it is a problem for the wider audience. Those scenes were well written, at least, so if that is your thing you should be happy.
All in all, a very good book.
4-stars. Would read in a DMV again.
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When he finds the man crying and unable — or unwilling — to explain what happened, Jase knows he has to do something. So he bundles his best friend into his car, and drives them out to his uncle’s cabin. He hopes that the short escape will help Ethan calm down and maybe explain what exactly went down. Little did he know that the answer has the potential to change both their lives forever.
Sweet and simple is how I would best describe this story. It is two men figuring out who they can and want to be to each other, and not a lot more. There are not many huge problems here for them to solve, but really just them trying to understand who they are. Ethan is having to deal with coming out to people for the first time, and Jase is having to face up — if only to himself — to the fact that all those fleeting thoughts about guys as he was growing up might lead to a lot of real feelings for Ethan. And while both these issues create problems for them to overcome it never becomes overly angsty. They do a good job of making sure the plot keeps in motion, but don’t let it wander too far off course either.
It was just a very relaxing read. Even when I was reading it while stuck at the DMV. And if a book can keep me relaxed while having to listen to the world’s worst game of BINGO ever, that is one hell of an achievement.
I think the only thing I can say that didn’t work for me is the sex-to-story ratio. But I’ve been leaning more towards fade-to-black these days, so I can’t say with any surety that it is a problem for the wider audience. Those scenes were well written, at least, so if that is your thing you should be happy.
All in all, a very good book.
4-stars. Would read in a DMV again.
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November 7, 2024
Well written, and enjoyed the first half at the cabin, despite the fact it was hard to take Jase’s sudden attraction seriously. However, my main issue was their happiness came at the expense of another. I just couldn’t respect Ethan for lying to his girlfriend for years. 3.5 Stars ✨
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October 4, 2018
Un libro muy dulce, y uno de los protagonistas es bombero, eso siempre suma puntos positivos. Quizás no es una historia inolvidable, pero es un bonito Friends to lovers y esa es quizás mi trope favorita. Lo he disfrutado.
September 9, 2018
Feelz, feelz, so much feelz, but...
Ethan and Jase are the kind of friends who are very close to each other, and don't shy away from some hugging. So it wasn't that shocking that Jase started seeing Ethan in a different way, when he came out to his best friend. The air was crackling between them from start to finish, though I doubt a guy would be this forward the first time he's with a man, but Jase is a confident person. And even if his interest in his best friend seemed a bit sudden, it was still believable. So they're up there in the cabin for a whole week, just the two of them, away from the city, from friends and family and judgement. They're in a bubble. They know when it's time to go home it wont be that easy. It's dreadful. Eventually they go home, and the bubble bursts.
That's when the air of the story changed instantly. The first part of the book was very passionate and sweet, really all the feels, I enjoyed every minute of it. And then it was like I was dropped into ice cold water. Which is what the story required. My problem was mostly, that the other half of the book wasn't as emotionally powerful. The contrast between the two half was too big. As hard as they clung to each other at the beginning, back in the city they somehow deflated, Especially Ethan's behavior disappointed me. I expected him to fight harder, since he loved Jase all his life, but he just accepted when
There were some cheesy moments with the love declarations, and cliché moments with coming out. This all happened in the other half of the story. So as much as I loved the first 50%, the other 50 brought it down. But overall I liked it so 4 stars.
*an ARC was gifted to me by the author through the MM Romance Group Celebration 2018*
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January 10, 2024DNF at 27%. So far this one feels ~fine~ but 🤷🏻♀️ not for me. Lots of little things are rubbing me the wrong way and I’m getting a lot of little ick vibes. I’d already decided to throw in the towel but reading Todd’s review cements that quitting is the right choice.
Note to self: it’s more than what I’m saying here and it’s more that what Todd’s review highlights. I’ve just become spoiled by wonderful queer voices in m/m and this doesn’t feel like one of them.
Edited to add after reading more reviews:
Whew! Miriah’s review has me thinking I’d have low key rage reviewed this if I’d have continued. And Shan’s review also contains red flags. I don’t think Ashwood is a good fit for me. Misogyny and bigotry without meaningful pushback, jealousy erupting into violent rage, bi erasure, all serious nopes for me.
September 18, 2018
Nice book, good emotional connection between the two MCs. Skirts a GFY storyline that I'm a bit iffy about, but the overall story, the whole sexy 'one cabin, two hot men', hurt/comfort, is well written. The questions raised about what to do after the cabin stay is over, what name did they give to what they were doing - relationship? Love? Friends who were intimate? - were well handled, not in any great depth but enough to give the book extra substance.
Cate Ashwood has a way with character connection and guys who are easy to like, all of which was on full display with All He Ever Needed.
Longer review on the blog
Cate Ashwood has a way with character connection and guys who are easy to like, all of which was on full display with All He Ever Needed.
Longer review on the blog
September 10, 2018
3.5 stars
This was another solid book from Cate Ashwood. I really enjoy her writing style.
Jace and Ethan had been best friends forever. Ethan realizes he’s gay when his love of Jace forces him to finally break up with his long time girlfriend. When Ethan tells Jace the breakup was because he’s gay, Jace started seeing Ethan in a different light. It was a bit sudden and unrealistic, but this is fiction. :). I could have done without Jace’s obnoxious firefighter coworkers who didn’t add much to the story, but this was a sweet, low angst romance.
**ARC provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.**
This was another solid book from Cate Ashwood. I really enjoy her writing style.
Jace and Ethan had been best friends forever. Ethan realizes he’s gay when his love of Jace forces him to finally break up with his long time girlfriend. When Ethan tells Jace the breakup was because he’s gay, Jace started seeing Ethan in a different light. It was a bit sudden and unrealistic, but this is fiction. :). I could have done without Jace’s obnoxious firefighter coworkers who didn’t add much to the story, but this was a sweet, low angst romance.
**ARC provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.**
October 19, 2018
*3.75 stars*
October 12, 2018
The friends to lovers trope are tried and true. They always spark my attention and so does Cate Ashwood’s bookshelf. Put them together? I consider it my lucky day. What makes a besties-to-boyfriends relationship soar above all the others? Quite simply, the bond. And Ashwood knows how to make her boys click. I honestly believe true love and true friendship go hand in hand. My spouse and lover is also my best friend. The one person that sees straight into my soul and understands me unlike any other. I think this quote, “And sometimes if you’re really lucky, you’ll find out that your soul mate was disguised as your best friend the whole time” describes this story perfectly. Ethan and Jase have been best friends for…well, forever. When the ground underneath Ethan crumbles and cracks, Jase is there before the dust settles. He’s not even sure what caused the upheaval. He just knows that Ethan needs him and that’s all that matters. That’s one of the things that I loved about their bond…words aren’t necessary. Jase feels Ethan’s composure shattering and he’s immediately present and holding him together. They are solid. Even when the rest of the world around them isn’t. Take it to the next level, from platonic to passionate, and it’s all he ever needed.
What's to like: Ethan is on an emotional rollercoaster. He’s been coasting along…fairly content with his life. He’s been with his girlfriend, Allison, for a decade. He loves her. But he’s can’t deny something is missing and always has been. When he admits his biggest secret, his hidden desires for Jase, Allison breaks things off. Suddenly he’s free-falling. I liked Allison and my heart hurt for her. I was pleased that Jase cared for her as much as she cared for him. Feelings were crushed but no ugly words were thrown. It was clear they all cared for each other…even if it was in completely different manners. I appreciated how their split was handled. Jase takes Ethan to his Uncle’s cabin, a sanctuary, and place of refuge. Ethan can’t hide the source of the grenade that shattered his life for long. When Jase realizes why Ethan is suddenly single, he quickly pounces on the opportunity. It was fairly speedy but considering their history, it was perfectly progressive.
What's to love: Although they have known each other for many years, this intimate turn was intimidating. The consequences of it failing was harsh and heavy. Putting all your eggs in one basket is…risky. But the rewards can be abundant. I loved watching Ethan and Jase embrace their new status. And it’s uhhh, really really hot. Ethan has secretly desired Jase for years but never allowed himself to hold on to the feelings. Now he hangs on for dear life. Jase recognizes he has held himself back from fully appreciating Ethan and now that he can, he can’t seem to sate his hunger. They spark and explode into scorching red-hot heat. But then…reality comes knocking and they must return to their lives. The perfect escape in the woods is over. Real life hits Jase hard. But the possibility of losing Ethan hits him harder. Thankfully his panic is short-lived but the ecstasy is everlasting.
Beware of: A break up that shatters and rattles three lives. A too-close-for-comfort friendship that blossoms into a fiery blaze of passion. And a beautiful and tender transformation from best friends to soul mates.
This book is for: If you haven’t had the pleasure of experiencing Ashwood’s customary burning romance, this is a beautiful place to start. And if friends-to-lovers is your thing, this is the perfect example that friends do indeed make the best lovers.
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What's to like: Ethan is on an emotional rollercoaster. He’s been coasting along…fairly content with his life. He’s been with his girlfriend, Allison, for a decade. He loves her. But he’s can’t deny something is missing and always has been. When he admits his biggest secret, his hidden desires for Jase, Allison breaks things off. Suddenly he’s free-falling. I liked Allison and my heart hurt for her. I was pleased that Jase cared for her as much as she cared for him. Feelings were crushed but no ugly words were thrown. It was clear they all cared for each other…even if it was in completely different manners. I appreciated how their split was handled. Jase takes Ethan to his Uncle’s cabin, a sanctuary, and place of refuge. Ethan can’t hide the source of the grenade that shattered his life for long. When Jase realizes why Ethan is suddenly single, he quickly pounces on the opportunity. It was fairly speedy but considering their history, it was perfectly progressive.
What's to love: Although they have known each other for many years, this intimate turn was intimidating. The consequences of it failing was harsh and heavy. Putting all your eggs in one basket is…risky. But the rewards can be abundant. I loved watching Ethan and Jase embrace their new status. And it’s uhhh, really really hot. Ethan has secretly desired Jase for years but never allowed himself to hold on to the feelings. Now he hangs on for dear life. Jase recognizes he has held himself back from fully appreciating Ethan and now that he can, he can’t seem to sate his hunger. They spark and explode into scorching red-hot heat. But then…reality comes knocking and they must return to their lives. The perfect escape in the woods is over. Real life hits Jase hard. But the possibility of losing Ethan hits him harder. Thankfully his panic is short-lived but the ecstasy is everlasting.
Beware of: A break up that shatters and rattles three lives. A too-close-for-comfort friendship that blossoms into a fiery blaze of passion. And a beautiful and tender transformation from best friends to soul mates.
This book is for: If you haven’t had the pleasure of experiencing Ashwood’s customary burning romance, this is a beautiful place to start. And if friends-to-lovers is your thing, this is the perfect example that friends do indeed make the best lovers.
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December 9, 2018
So this started out promising but unfortunately it was a bust.
Firstly, Jase and Ethan’s progressing from friends to lovers was very unbelievable; Ethan literally comes out to Jase and then by the end of the night Jase has feelings? Even though he never felt a thing for his best friend before? It pissed me off even more that it was the night after Ethan had ended a nine year relationship with his girlfriend!!
Secondly, So Ethan always had feelings for Jase and has been in love with him since they were teens. Fair enough, why though, did he continuously string his girlfriend- Who he was with for nine years- along?!! I’m so sick of girls being treated like dog shit in m/m romance novels.
Thirdly, Of course, as soon as Jase realizes his feelings for Ethan it’s all “I’ve never actually been as attracted to the girls I have been with as I thought I did. This is real attraction.” Like NO I’m sick of this!!! People are Bisexual/ Pansexual!!!
Fourthly, How fucking dare Jase grab Ethan roughly when he expected he was dating Tyler!!!! Jealous or not you don’t react like that.
“What the fuck, Ethan,” he said, grabbing me and pushing me up against the wall. His grip was tight, his eyes intense, and he breathed hard enough he could have sprinted over from his house and not been that winded.
The only reason this book isn’t one star was that Jase’s reaction to everything in the last 30% was actually believable( apart from the jealously thing). He freaked out and had trouble coming out to work mates; that was fair, he was still trying to understand his sexuality.
Firstly, Jase and Ethan’s progressing from friends to lovers was very unbelievable; Ethan literally comes out to Jase and then by the end of the night Jase has feelings? Even though he never felt a thing for his best friend before? It pissed me off even more that it was the night after Ethan had ended a nine year relationship with his girlfriend!!
Secondly, So Ethan always had feelings for Jase and has been in love with him since they were teens. Fair enough, why though, did he continuously string his girlfriend- Who he was with for nine years- along?!! I’m so sick of girls being treated like dog shit in m/m romance novels.
Thirdly, Of course, as soon as Jase realizes his feelings for Ethan it’s all “I’ve never actually been as attracted to the girls I have been with as I thought I did. This is real attraction.” Like NO I’m sick of this!!! People are Bisexual/ Pansexual!!!
Fourthly, How fucking dare Jase grab Ethan roughly when he expected he was dating Tyler!!!! Jealous or not you don’t react like that.
“What the fuck, Ethan,” he said, grabbing me and pushing me up against the wall. His grip was tight, his eyes intense, and he breathed hard enough he could have sprinted over from his house and not been that winded.
The only reason this book isn’t one star was that Jase’s reaction to everything in the last 30% was actually believable( apart from the jealously thing). He freaked out and had trouble coming out to work mates; that was fair, he was still trying to understand his sexuality.
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September 20, 2018
Als Ethans langjährige Beziehung zu Allison zerbricht, ist es an Jase sofort für Ethan da zu sein. Seit Kindesbeinen sind sie eng befreundet und für Jase war es immer klar, dass Ethan und Allison für immer zusammen sein würden. Doch Ethan hat ein Geheimnis, das ihn seit Jahren innerlich auffrisst. Und nun ist er an einem Punkt angelangt, an dem er einfach nicht mehr diese Fassade aufrecht halten kann.
Als Ethan ihm gesteht, dass seine Homosexualität der Grund für das Scheitern Beziehung ist, reagiert Jase etwas konsterniert. Doch Ethan hat noch eine andere Überaschung. Denn eigentlich hat er Gefühle für Jase, die er einfach nicht mehr verdrängen kann. All diese Offenbarungen muss Jase, der Ethan an einen wichtigen und abgeschiedenen Ort ihrer Kindheit gebracht hat, erstmal verarbeiten.
Jase selbst steckt in einer on-off-Beziehung, die im Moment pausiert. Während ihres Aufenthalts auf dem Land kommen sie sich jedoch körperlich näher und Jase stellt fest, dass er doch nicht ganz so straight ist, wie er immer gedacht hat. Aber als wirklich schwul kann er sich auch nicht sehen. Schon gar nicht in seinem bürgerlichen Leben, in dem er als Feuerwehrmann arbeitet.
Und das holt ihn schneller wieder ein, als ihnen beiden lieb ist. Jase hat keinen Plan wie er mit Ethan in ihrem Alltag umgehen soll, wie er sich selbst definieren soll. Und vor allem - wie er sich nun in der Öffentlichkeit präsentieren möchte. Für Jase ist es nicht einfach, klar. Aber Ethan durchlebt ein Wechselbad der Gefühle, das ihn erschöpft, deprimiert und verzweifeln lässt.
Während des Lesens war ich oft empört über das Verhalten von Jase. Doch eigentlich ist sein Verhalten durchaus nachvollziehbar, wenn auch nicht immer nett und einfühlsam. Aber auch er hadet mit seinen Gefühlen und mit all den Veränderungen, die nun auch in sein Leben dringen. Ethan mochte ich sehr gern. Auch Allison, die wirklich ungelaublich verständnisvoll war. Aber sie hat auch eine Grenze gezogen um ihre Wunden zu lecken, ehe sie wieder zu einer zaghaften Freundschaft zu Ethan in der Lage war.
Insgesamt war es ein sehr schönes Buch, auch wenn es mir in Bezug auf die Intimitäten zwischen Jase und Ethan fast ein wenig zu flott ging. Das war wirklich so, als würde hier ein Schalter umkippen. Einfach ein bisschen zuviel des Guten, auch wenn die Sexszenen wirklich gut und sehr aufregend geschrieben waren.
Das Ende der Geschichte ist sehr gut gelungen, auch wenn ich mir noch ein wenig mehr Informationen in Bezug auf Jase' Arbeitskollegen und ihre Reaktion gewünscht hätte.
Als Ethan ihm gesteht, dass seine Homosexualität der Grund für das Scheitern Beziehung ist, reagiert Jase etwas konsterniert. Doch Ethan hat noch eine andere Überaschung. Denn eigentlich hat er Gefühle für Jase, die er einfach nicht mehr verdrängen kann. All diese Offenbarungen muss Jase, der Ethan an einen wichtigen und abgeschiedenen Ort ihrer Kindheit gebracht hat, erstmal verarbeiten.
Jase selbst steckt in einer on-off-Beziehung, die im Moment pausiert. Während ihres Aufenthalts auf dem Land kommen sie sich jedoch körperlich näher und Jase stellt fest, dass er doch nicht ganz so straight ist, wie er immer gedacht hat. Aber als wirklich schwul kann er sich auch nicht sehen. Schon gar nicht in seinem bürgerlichen Leben, in dem er als Feuerwehrmann arbeitet.
Und das holt ihn schneller wieder ein, als ihnen beiden lieb ist. Jase hat keinen Plan wie er mit Ethan in ihrem Alltag umgehen soll, wie er sich selbst definieren soll. Und vor allem - wie er sich nun in der Öffentlichkeit präsentieren möchte. Für Jase ist es nicht einfach, klar. Aber Ethan durchlebt ein Wechselbad der Gefühle, das ihn erschöpft, deprimiert und verzweifeln lässt.
Während des Lesens war ich oft empört über das Verhalten von Jase. Doch eigentlich ist sein Verhalten durchaus nachvollziehbar, wenn auch nicht immer nett und einfühlsam. Aber auch er hadet mit seinen Gefühlen und mit all den Veränderungen, die nun auch in sein Leben dringen. Ethan mochte ich sehr gern. Auch Allison, die wirklich ungelaublich verständnisvoll war. Aber sie hat auch eine Grenze gezogen um ihre Wunden zu lecken, ehe sie wieder zu einer zaghaften Freundschaft zu Ethan in der Lage war.
Insgesamt war es ein sehr schönes Buch, auch wenn es mir in Bezug auf die Intimitäten zwischen Jase und Ethan fast ein wenig zu flott ging. Das war wirklich so, als würde hier ein Schalter umkippen. Einfach ein bisschen zuviel des Guten, auch wenn die Sexszenen wirklich gut und sehr aufregend geschrieben waren.
Das Ende der Geschichte ist sehr gut gelungen, auch wenn ich mir noch ein wenig mehr Informationen in Bezug auf Jase' Arbeitskollegen und ihre Reaktion gewünscht hätte.
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