I literally love and adore everything about this book. The single, solitary thing I disliked about it was that it ended.
When my brother was moving out of the house we grew up in, he intended to donate this book. He ended up donating it to me, and in return, he received a look of exasperated disbelief. I could not understand - and still can’t - why he would want to get rid of this. It’s been sitting on my bookshelf for many years, and it fits quite well with my empty liquor bottle bookend "decor". (I swear I don’t have a drinking problem.)
I finally decided I had to read it immediately and so I did. I deeply regret not having read it sooner, and I cannot wait to read it again (and again and again and again).
Kurt Cobain was/is a deeply intriguing human being, which is clearly evident in his artwork. His song writing, his instrumental abilities, his paintings, drawings, the alterations to his various collectible figurines, so on and so forth. His artistic talent was/is uncanny, almost unfathomable. He unfortunately met an early demise and so many hearts - including my own - are still hurting for him. Kurt expressed that he was “too sensitive”, extremely empathetic, and felt very deeply. He also struggled with severe depression for most of his life. In those ways, I relate to him A LOT, and I think, for me, that makes reading about his life that much more meaningful.
Aside from the subject matter, this book has so much to offer. It’s extremely well written, extensively researched, and the author took such care with seemingly minute details that ended up feeling really important to me in terms of attempting to understand not only Kurt, but the progression of Nirvana - all of their success and their gradual departure as a band.
My initial plan to tackle this book was to read it chapter by chapter, like any other book. This book is not like any other book, so that plan swiftly went out the window. It’s an interactive book, with so many pictures and footnotes to rifle through that reading it chapter by chapter just didn’t work out for me. Instead, I read the excerpts in each chapter first, and then went back and scoured the pictures and footnotes, which proved a much better way to read this. Aside from pictures of him, there are other things included, such as Nirvana stickers similar to the ones Kurt made when he was self promoting Nirvana, flyers for Nirvana shows, actual loose leaf letters, notes and journal entries that you can remove from the page and hold in your hands. There are so many pictures of things he collected, art he created, and objects he modified, as well as lists for album and lyric ideas. All of these things combined really help the reader immerse themselves in at least a small portion of his mind - the way he interpreted the world and how he felt about everything.
Reading this book was an immersive experience. I don’t have previous experience reading such an interactive book like this, so maybe I am naive in thinking this particular one is fantastic. I enjoyed it more than I originally thought possible and I always love when that happens.
Upon visiting the authors GoodReads page to see what else he’s written, I discovered the biography Heavier Than Heaven: A Biography of Kurt Cobain, which I cannot wait to read. I also intend to watch Montage of Heck, in which the filmmaker Brett Morgan uses materials from Cobain's personal archives to delve further into his childhood experiences, his career, and his untimely death. Of course, I’ll also be listening to Nirvana a little bit more frequently than I already do.
Guys, I enjoyed this book so much that I now consider this a personal treasure of mine. It went from sitting untouched and unread on my highest, unreachable-without-a-step-stool bookshelf to being in my lap as we speak so I can gently caress it to show my utmost appreciation for it. I wouldn’t lend this to my best friend if asked because I never want it to be out of my possession. Maybe that’s taking it too far, but you get the idea, right?
If you’re not a fan of Nirvana and find you don’t really care about Kurt Cobain, I’d say to just avoid this. For fans of Nirvana and Cobain, like myself, I think this is absolutely worth every second you’ll spend exploring it. It is unique and special and deserves to be appreciated.