This left me very disappointed. I have read most of Paige Toons books and she is the only 'chick lit' author that I read. I mostly read other fiction, but I devoured all of her books, especially the earlier ones (Lucy in the Sky, Johnny Be Good). I always tried to read a little slower so as to savor the experience more. It was different with this one. I found the writing from the perspective of a five-year-old (and also, ages 10 and 15) quite boring at times and not very relatable. However, as this is the only time the protagonists really spend time together, I see the point of writing it like this.
It seemed implausible at times how the author made sure that Nell and Van could not be together. And it makes you wonder about the skipped times of their lives. After Nell and Joel broke up, for example, why didn't the two of them make it work then? The obstacles in their way seemed a little artificial and just to stretch the story. You follow the characters' lives for decades. You keep thinking, will they FINALLY be able to be together now, now that this or that is out of the way? Being together, for me, felt like the only right choice.
I hated the whole Ed storyline from the beginning. I got a sick feeling in my gut as Nell spent time with the guy, went over to his place etc. I found myself skipping whole paragraphs, because I just didn't care for Ed and Nell as a couple. It felt so wrong. I lost hope towards the end, only to think, in the last chapter, that it could work out after all - Van's daughter starting university in the UK and everything. But no, Nell has long since married Ed, had a couple more kids and the book actually tries to tell you that's the right choice?! I didn't feel it. I felt heartbroken.
When I read a book like this, it's to be uplifted. To feel really good, happy for the protagonists, a kind of escapism. This one just didn't do that for me. I would have liked it better if Nell had ended up with Nick, because he was described in more detail and sounded more likable as a romantic partner than Ed. It is plausible that Nick and Nell broke up, though, but I'm just saying, better him than Ed. The ending is very unsatisfying. I don't know why Paige Toon keeps doing that, she did it in 13 Weddings, too. She introduces a whole new character in the last few pages that the reader doesn't even have time to like and is opposed to anyway, as they would most likely be rooting for the two protagonists that the whole book is about.
I feel sad for Nell, ending up with a second choice. What will their kids think one day when they learn that their parents left their true love just because of them? I would feel horrible, even though I can understand that you make decisions based on the happiness of your children. Once they're older, however, don't you deserve happiness, too? It all seemed strange and I regret having spent time with this book. Not so sure I'll read future books of the author, which makes me very, very sad as she used to be one of my favorite authors. But if I feel let down and angry afterwards, what's the point?