**SPOILERS AHEAD** Actual rating of 2.5
I love anything to do with the Titanic, and to be honest the first third of the book had me hooked. It was a bit cheesy, but I don't mind cheesy. What kept my interest was the writing. I'm not sure if I enjoy Danielle Steel's writing style, but I could feel the emotion strongly. I even took a break after the sinking, just because her writing conveyed sorrow well. I cannot imagine loosing my parents and fiance.
Now, many people had issues with Edwina stopping her life to raise her siblings and particularly choosing not to marry or court or even allow herself to be interested in any other man other than Charles (fiance). I didn't have a problem with that - in fact, I often thought that is exactly what I would have done in that situation (I realize I am in the minority, but it is the way I felt). What bothered me was the sudden romantic interest of the family friend, Ben. He was Edwina's father's best friend and 20 years her senior and suddenly after the sinking he sees Edwina as this marvelous creature and proposes to her, after seeing how beautiful and strong and resilient she is. The only reason I didn't put this book down is because of Edwina's mindset mentioned above. That whole thing make me feel gross. Who does that?
I enjoyed the rest of the story, only stopping to feel mildly irritated that the focus was on how strong and wonderful and beautiful Edwina was (all good things) but she seemed to only attract old, 50 year olds? I get she was "past her prime" in her thirties but there wasn't a single bachelor that was not 10+ years older than her?
My rating plummeted at the last 5-6 chapters. It felt like a whole different book had it not been for the characters. Suddenly, Edwina gets back on a ship to rescue her sister and meets Patrick, whom she "falls in love with" literally after accidentally running into him two times in like a four day timeframe. Suddenly, they are star-crosses lovers and after some cheesy dialouge and a "blissful two weeks" Edwina has forgotten Charles and has just become madingly in love with this Patrick, who told her from the start, that he was married (loveless marriage) but he would not leave his wife. Did I mention this is also Charle's cousin? All of this made me roll my eyes more than reach for tissues. I feel like Steel dropped the ball including all of that in the last five chapters, but if she had included it earlier I would have probably not finished the book. I understand that mourning and trauma can manifest in many ways, but I just feel they undid Edwina's character in three chapters, and then she didn't even get to keep the guy.
She returns home and decides to be with Sam, who happens to be her brother's father-in-law and who is also 25 years older than she is and just - Why? Why does it have to be so weird? I want her to have a happy ending but really? That was the best she gets, after everything she's been through and all her praises. I just am confused. I dropped a whole two ratings after that. I'm just irritated that that is the best Edwina gets. I think not.
Basically, one star for the Titanic material, one star for the emotion and half a star because I did like the storyline when Steel was not trying to pair off Edwina with men who were almost twice Edwina's age. Was not the worst thing I read, but I won't need to read it again. Not sure if I would recommend it either.
Thank you for coming to my rant. :)