Melanie Cantor's piece of contemporary fiction explores one woman's response to receiving the news that she has but three months to live. To be honest, it took me quite a while to get into this book, but once I did, I really enjoyed it. Divorced 43 year old Jennifer Cole, an HR professional, is at the doctor's surgery, when Dr Mackenzie's gives her the shocking news that her blood tests show she has a rare blood disease, it's too late for treatment, with only palliative care an option. It takes some time for Jennifer to process this information as she rails at the fates. Once she starts to take it in, she knows she has no desire to draw up a bucket list, or to travel. She is going to stay put, continue with her job until she is unable to do so. The one thing that she does want to do is address three problematic relationships where she had never been able to speak her mind and be truthful about her real thoughts and feelings. Egged on by her best friend, Olivia, Jennifer decides to communicate through old fashioned means, by writing letters to the three individuals.
There are three letters, one to her ex-husband, Andy, a man with whom Jennifer had to face the trauma of three miscarriages, who cheated on her with the jealous and insecure Elizabeth and left her. Then there is Harry, an ex-lover she adored, who she failed to fight for when he left her for Melissa. Jennifer's friends hated Harry, viewing him as toxic, but to this day, she has never been able to let go of him emotionally, she has always been Sally to him, from the famous movie, When Harry Met Sally, their favourite movie, which they religiously watched around New Year. The final person that Jennifer writes to is her sister, the perfidious and beautiful Isabelle, now married to a wealthy man, with two children. For Jennifer, spilling her real feelings to these three people, is breaking the habits of a life time, requiring an inner courage that comes from knowing she now has nothing to lose.
Cantor's novel celebrates women and their friendships, unfailingly an essential provider of the necessary support when life throws nightmarish challenging and heart breaking events at them. Jennifer’s plight illustrates that sometimes the worst thing happening might just be the best thing that can happen to a person. There are life lessons, simultaneously joys and painful truths for Jennifer to face, but also opportunities to become more resilient, recalibrate relationships, learning to be and accepting of who she is, to be unapologetically truthful in her life without having to resort to letters, long after hurtful acts have taken place. This is a lovely and entertaining read, full of warmth, humour and wit. Many thanks to Random House Transworld for an ARC.