p.14 – Moscow and St. Petersburg danced through the ‘sixties and ‘seventies – during the social season balls were given daily and young people attended two or three of them in the course of one evening. I remember those balls. The guests would arrive in four-in-hands and six-in-hands, with their lackeys sitting stiff in their liveries on the coach-boxes or standing behind on the footboards. Bonfires would be lighted in the street opposite the house, and the drivers were served food as they gathered around. The lower stories of the house were given over for the entertainment of the lackeys. Flowers and glittering finery would be seen everywhere. The ladies came with necks and bosoms covered with jewels.
p.28 – The huge auditorium [of the Bolshoi Theatre] and the thousands of spectators that filled the parquet, galleries and boxes, the drone of human voices that only stopped when the curtain went up and revived in the intermissions, the discordant notes as the orchestra would begin tuning up, the gradually darkening house, and the first bars of music, the rising curtain, the great stage on which men looked like dwarfs, the trapdoors, the fire, the stormy waves painted on canvas, the wrecked property shop, scores of big and little fountains, fish and whales that swam at the bottom of the state sea, caused me to redden, to turn pale, to sweat, to weep, to grow cold, especially when the kidnapped ballet beauty begged the terrible pirate to let her go. I loved ballet, fairytales, romances.
p.29 – Sometimes, on week-days, we would give an impromptu ballet performance. But we never wasted a Sunday on it. Sunday was set off for the circus. Our governess was the ballet master and musician all rolled in one. We played and danced to her singing.
p.32 – Father and mother started taking my brother and me to the Italian opera when we were quite young, but we did not care for it. […] Music bored us. Nevertheless, I am deeply grateful to my parents for having made me listen to music when I was young. I am sure that it has a beneficent effect on my hearing, on my taste and on my eye, which got accustomed to all that was beautiful in the theatre. We had a ticket for the whole season, i.e. for some forty or fifty performances, and we always occupied a box near the orchestra. The Italian opera left an indelible impression – and a much deeper one, I must confess, than the circus. The reason, I think, is because in those days the effect, tremendous though it was, imprinted itself on me spiritually and physically without my being conscious of it.
p.33 – St. Petersburg spent a lot of money on the Italian opera, just as it did on the French and German theatres – only the best French actors and the best singers of the world were engaged.
p.36 – The actor must see (and not only see but understand) all that is beautiful in all the spheres of his own and other people’s art and life. He needs impressions of good plays and performances, concerts, museums, journeys, paintings of all schools, academic and futuristic, for no one knows what will thrill him and reveal his talent.
p.53 – The little outbuilding on our estate near Moscow, where I made my stage début at the age of three, rotted away, and everybody was sorry to see it fall into such a state. It was the only place where we could dance, sing, and make noise without disturbing anyone.
p.76 – Fired by our stage activity, father built us a fine theatre in our Moscow home. It was a large room connected by an arch with another one in which we were able to place the platform of a stage or take it away to form a smoking-room. On ordinary days it was a dining-room. On days of the performance it was our theatre. To turn it into a theatre it was enough to light the gas footlights and lift the fine red curtain concealing the stage. Behind it we had all the necessary facilities. All we had to do was to open the theatre.
p.85 – When I entered the theatrical school, I found myself in a group of pupils who were much younger than I. There were schoolboys and schoolgirls of fifteen, while I was one of the directors of the Musical Society and chairman of many charitable institutions. The difference between us and our attitude towards life was too great for me to feel at home in the school and among the pupils. […] I left the school, after I had been there no more than three weeks. I had no regrets since Glikeria Fedotovva, for whose sake I had entered the school, also left at about that time.
p.89 – At the time the operetta reigned supreme in Moscow.
p.94 – Nevertheless, the operetta and vaudeville are a good school for actors. It was not for nothing that our old actors always began their careers in the operetta or in vaudeville, studying there the fundamentals of dramatic art and developing their technique. Voice, diction, gesture, movement, light rhythm, quick tempo, unforced and sincere gaiety which easily infects the spectator are the first necessity in the light genre.
p.103 – Balletomanes regarded going to the theatre as a sort of duty. They did not miss a single performance, but they invariably arrived late in order to walk ceremoniously down the centre aisle to their seats to the accompaniment of ballet music.
p.106 – I attended ballets not because I wanted to study them, but because I like the mysterious, picturesque and poetic life of the theatre.
Have you ever stopped to think how beautiful and quaint is the background on the stage, illuminated by blue, red, violet and other lights? With a dreamy river “flowing” in the distance? A vast darkness rising endlessly, it seems, towards the roof; a mysterious depth in the trapdoor.
p.107 – At the time I was in love with ballet the famous Italian dancer Zucchi, then on a tour in Moscow, visited us very often. After dinner she sometimes danced on our stage.
p.108 – After the ballet, under the influence of Mamontov, the opera reigned supreme among my artistic interests. The seventies saw the Russian national opera on the upsurge. Chaikovsky and the other musical celebrities began to compose for the theatre. I was carried away by the general enthusiasm, and deciding that I was born to be a singer, began to prepare for a career in the opera.
I took lessons from the famous Fuodor Komissarzhevsky, the father of the famous actress Vera Komissarzhevskaya and Fyodor Komissarzhevsky, well-known stage director. Each day after work, I went to the other end of the city to my new friend for a lesson in singing. I don’t know what brought me more good, the lessons or our conversations after them.
p.109 – Standing on the same stage with good singers I understood that my voice was not fit for the opera and that I did not have sufficient musical experience. I realized that I would never be a singer and that it was necessary for me to forget the idea of launching on an operatic career.
p.114 – Thanks to frequent appearances in amateur theatricals, I became quite well-known among the Moscow amateurs. I was often invited to play in one-nighters and to take part in dramatic circles, where I came to know all the amateurs of the time, and worked under many stage directors. I had an opportunity to choose roles and plays, and that gave me a chance to test myself in many parts, especially in those that were dramatic, and of which young men always dream.
p.121 – Our Society of Art and Literature opened its doors at the end of 1888. […] Actors from every theatre in Moscow appeared on our stage, as readers or impromptu players; others thought up charades, danced, sang, and what amused all was that dramatic actors would appear as opera singers and ballet dancers, and ballet dancers would appear as dramatic actors. The opening night attracted all the intellectuals of any import.
p.143 – The Society was a financial flop in its first year, but that did not shake our faith in its eventual success.
p.145 – When you act a good man, look to see where he is evil, and in an evil man, look to see where he is good.
p.216 – Like me, Valadimir Ivanovich Nemirovich-Danchenko saw no hope for the theatre as it was at the end of the 19th century – a theatre in which the brilliant traditions of the past had degenerated into a simple though skillful technical method of playing. […] Dreaming of a new theatre, looking for suitable people to help us create it, we had sought each other for a long time. It was easier for Nemirovich-Danchenko to find me, for as an actor, stage director and director of an amateur circle I constantly appeared in public. His school’s performances, on the other hand, were rare; most of them, moreover, were private affairs which not everyone could attend.
p.217 – That is why he found me first and invited me. In June 1897, I received a note asking me to come for a talk in the restaurant “The Slavic Bazaar.” We met, and he explained to me the purposes of our meeting. They lay in the establishment of a new theatre, which I was to enter with my group of amateurs, and he with his group of pupils. To this nucleus we were to add his former pupils Ivan Moskvin and the Maria Roksanova, and other actors from Petersburg, Moscow and the provinces.
p.221 – My first conference with Nemirovich-Danchenko, which had decisive importance for our future theatre, began at 2pm and lasted till 8am on the following day. It continued without a break for eighteen hours. But our pains were rewarded, for we came to an understanding on all fundamental questions and reached the conclusion that we could work together. A great deal of time remained before our theatre was to open in the autumn of 1898, a year and four months, to be exact.
p.224 – The program we set out to implement was a revolutionary one. We were protesting against the old manner of acting, against theatricality and affected pathos, declamation and over-acting, against ugly conventionalities and scenery, against the “star” system which was harmful for the company, against the way plays were written, against poor repertoires.
p.225 – In order to rejuvenate art we declared war on all the conventionalities of the theatre: in acting, direction, scenery, costumes, interpretation of plays, etc. The stake was high – our artistic future. We had to be successful at all costs.
p.262 – Actors engaged in Chekhov’s plays are wrong in trying to play, to perform. In his plays they must be, i.e. live, exist, proceeding along the deep inner like of spiritual development.
p.283 – It was with a great deal of fear, and only because of economic necessity, that we undertook our first trip to Petersburg in 1901. Our fear was due to the fact that there had always been a great deal of animosity between the two capitals. All that came from Moscow was a failure in St. Petersburg and vice versa. Our fears, however, were in vain: we were received very well.
p.385 – I attended Isadora Duncan’s concert quite by accident, having heard nothing about her until then. Isadora Duncan’s first appearance did not make a very big impression. Unaccustomed to see an almost naked body on the stage, the spectators hardly noticed or understood the art of the dancer. But after a few numbers, one of which was especially convincing, I could no longer remain indifferent to the protests of the general public and began to applaud demonstratively. By the time the intermission came, I was already an ardent admirer of the great artiste and rushed to the footlights to applaud.