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30 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 31, 2018
But sometimes—no matter how hard you work, no matter how strongly you feel—you still won’t get the one thing you want. This is what it feels like to have your dreams go up in smoke.

This issue had some very entertaining moments in store. Some made me cheer, some fangirl, some feel sorry. But most of all, I liked which message this installment delivered and well, considering the next issue once had been meant to be the end of this series, I can see what C.S. Pacat had in mind and that this would have been a satisfying outcome. I’m glad, though, we’ll get more in form of graphic novels. Besides, I’m also relieved the try-outs are almost over and I hope for the scenery to leave the gym behind and to see the protagonists in other environments as well. Anyways, let’s get into detail.....
This issue’s bout was between Aiden and Jay Jones (a.k.a. the boy we’ve encountered in issue 3 who was bumped by Aiden and still isn’t over it — poor Ray) and no one should be surprised about the outcome. The actual delight about this is how Jay brought misfortune onto himself:
Aiden stepmother Alice left and Harvard feels the need to comfort Aiden. Since no one knows Aiden better than Harvard, I think he must internally know how Aiden truly feels about being neglected by his family, though, of course, Aiden doesn’t show it. Harvard’s words for him are the sweetest and I loved that scene so much. “I am here. [...] I believe in you.” Awwww! And then Jay comes and is obviously still furious. But while Harvard and Aiden maybe didn’t realize their feelings for each other yet, or maybe each of them took a secret oath to himself to keep quiet about his personal feelings not wanting to ruin their friendship or whatever it is between them...., I came to wonder, what do their comrades see in them? Perhaps I’m overreacting to a statement made in rage. Anyways, Jay’s words and Aiden’s and Harvard’s reactions still made me laugh very much!
Another moment which made me crack up was created by Nicholas and Seiji bring oblivious dorks! (They’re truly so cute and ...pure!)
It’s so charming how they both don’t understand a single thing Eugene says. “I don’t know.” — “I don’t know either.” And Eugene doesn’t even tell them! I as fangirl and shipper at heart, though I don’t really ship Nicholas x Seiji very much, couldn’t help but root: Yesss, figure it out! Soon! Those words were just too well chosen by C.S. Pacat to not take that bait! //insert applause
However, time to focus on Eugene himself. In this issue we learn more about him and how he isn’t so very different from Nicholas. His mother has to work hard to earn the money so Eugene can attend Kings Row, he also has a loving family and siblings who look up to him but most of all he’s always dreamt to become a great fencer and he never loses his optimism and motivation to improve and fight more. I’m glad to have gotten to know this side of him and I like him more now than I did before. Still, the best was when he wrote that letter to their coach. It was so heart-warming of him to step back, so Nicholas could continue attending Kings Row. I couldn’t have been prouder of him. I also couldn’t have been prouder of Nicholas too who was willing to exactly do the same. They are so wonderful characters. Plus, their coach’s answer was the best answer she could have given:
This should be an ideal to anyone and I love the fact that this story includes it. They’re a team and I hope to witness so many more team-moments in the future installments. Here we also see what sets the standards for Kings Row fencing and maybe what’ll be their advantage against Exton. Maybe.
Anyways, this is it. As reader I realize how important Kings Row is, can and will be for Nicholas (as main character). It’s not only his wish to fence and feel comparable to Jesse and therefore good enough for his father to be worthy — which, by the way, is a mindset I’d like knock off his head — but to him Kings Row has also become a home with friends who share his interest in fencing, who some more, some less are like him, most of all who accept him the way he is. Even Seiji. Nicholas feels at home and this is why he seemed to cry, or at least close to crying when he thought he didn’t make the team. Even more so, this is why he looked so stunned with shiny eyes:
I think he’s not very accustomed to being praised and to having someone be proud him. As much as this made me smile fondly, as much it made my heart feel heavy and sad.