When three domestic abuse offenders are found beaten to death, DC Maggie Jamieson knows she is facing her toughest case yet.
The police suspect that Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood – who is connected to all three victims – is hiding a dark secret. Then a fourth domestic abuser is brutally murdered. And he is Lucy’s husband.
Now the finger of suspicion points at Lucy and the police are running out of time. Can Maggie and her team solve the murders before another person dies? And is Lucy really a cold-blooded killer?
Noelle Holten is an award-winning blogger at www.crimebookjunkie.co.uk. She is the PR & Social Media Manager for Bookouture, a leading digital publisher in the UK, and worked as a Senior Probation Officer for eighteen years, covering a variety of risk cases as well as working in a multi agency setting. She has three Hons BA's - Philosophy, Sociology (Crime & Deviance) and Community Justice - and a Masters in Criminology. Noelle's hobbies include reading, attending as many book festivals as she can afford and sharing the booklove via her blog.
Dead Inside - her debut novel with One More Chapter/Harper Collins UK is an international kindle bestseller and the start of a new series featuring DC Maggie Jamieson.
Dead Inside is the first book of the DC Maggie Jamieson series but interestingly it is focused mostly on the story of a probation officer, Lucy Sherwood. Lucy deals with domestic abuse cases as a part of her work. Yet she is dealing with her an abusive marriage with her husband Patrick. Meanwhile, DC Maggie Jamieson is dealing with mysterious serial killings of domestic abuse offenders and knows that she is facing her toughest case yet.
The book was less of a police procedural and more of a dark dramatic thriller. Through the central character, Lucy Sherwood, the author paints an authentic picture of the probation service and its role in managing dangerous criminals and abusers. The author’s long experience as a probation officer clearly shows and it adds great degree of authenticity to the story.
The story takes us deep into the world of domestic violence and abusive relationships. More than a story, it’s a character study of both perpetrators and victims of domestic violence. We see Lucy’s life slowly crumble as Patrick makes her life a living hell. You get depressed and at times, frustrated at Lucy’s inability to take any action. But in a way, it also reflection of real life, as we realise why so many real-life victims suffer abusive relationships silently. There is also a serial killer case on a parallel track but the story is much more than a murder mystery.
The writing was compelling and Lucy’s story was especially disturbing. The author did well to merge both the storylines with Lucy at the center, in a very unique manner. The story moves ahead slowly and there was a lot of chapters dedicated to getting to know new characters. The large cast of characters often slows down the story. There was not enough of the murder investigation as it remains limited mostly to some interviews and team meetings. Even Maggie Jamieson had precious little to do in the story. Instead, the story focuses a lot more on the characters and their relationships with each other. In a way, It was disappointing because the murder mystery track had much more potential.
Overall, Dead Inside is a dark thriller which tackles a really important social evil. The engaging storyline will make you want to read until the end. 3.5 stars out of 5
Many thanks to the publishers Harper Impulse and Killer Reads and NetGalley for the ARC.
Noelle Holten's debut crime fiction certainly packs an emotionally intense punch as she takes us into the world of domestic violence, abusive relationships, dysfunctional families, and damaged individuals. Holten takes us into the lives and interior worlds of both perpetrators and victims, outlining why victims might find it so hard to leave their horrifying relationships, even when they should know better. Whilst this series is billed as the DC Maggie Jamieson series, in this book the central character really is probation officer, Lucy Sherwood, as unusually we are given an authentic picture of the probation service and its role in managing dangerous abusers. The reason why the portrayal of the probation service is so realistic is that the author has extensive experience of working within it.
Maggie has just joined the Domestic Abuse and Homicide Unit (DAHU) in Staffordshire, after the effects of a previous case involving Bill Raven under DI Abigail Rutherford. DAHU takes a multi-agency teamwork approach to the problematic issues surrounding abuse, and is led by DI Joseph Calleja and DS Jim Hooper. The unit includes PC Mark Fielding who liaises with and built a strong relationship with Lucy, PC Kat Everett and the new addition of criminal psychologist, Dr Kate Moloney. Apart from working with the probation office, on the team is Sharon Bairden, a advocate for victims. The police unit finds itself under overwhelming pressure as someone is murdering men with a history of abusing women, killing them in particularly gruesome and brutal ways, is there a vigilante on the loose? The only connection that emerges is that they were all being supervised Lucy, could she possibly be involved?
The narrative gives us the perspectives of a wide range of individuals, including Shell, a woman who runs a cleaning company, and Lucy's volatile, controlling and manipulative husband. Patrick Quinn. Holten's writing is skilful in creating a claustrophobic intense atmosphere, achieved primarily with the characters that she creates. She has us feeling for and rooting for Lucy working in a tough environment in trying to keep a handle on many of her terrifying clientele. The scary and menacing mind set of the abusers gives us a picture of what abusers can be like and their dangerous personalities, and just how far they will go. DAHU has teething problems in trying to make the multi-agency approach work, whilst at the same time trying to get to the bottom of who is killing abusers. This is a dark and unsettling debut, as might be expected from the subject matter, but it is never less than compulsive reading. Many thanks to Harper Impulse and Killer Reads for an ARC.
I’ve been anticipating this book for so long. If you are a book blogger you will understand why I said that.
This is a debut novel, first in a series and boy oh boy what an example of a high standard of work here. It would easily shoot up in the ranks of Best Selling Authors who are already established.
The storyline is fierce, prompt, has pitch, power and pace, just the way I like it to keep my reader juices salivating to read more.
Lucy who is a probation officer for domestic violence is also experiencing this herself in her home life. We see how this affects her and her job.
Maggie and her team are investigating several men going missing then things turn to more towards Lucy because the 4th man to go missing is Lucy’s husband.
It’s an intense fast paced read that will keep you turning pages.
There are a lot of characters that are introduced in quite a short time, but I was able to follow.
The only thing I had to get my head around were the familiar names in the book. Too many whom I knew on the net that for me knocked off one star.
Using one or two familiar people would be OK it’s been done plenty of times before, I’ve even been in a book once or twice, I just felt it was overloaded with familiar “known” people around the net.
That said..... Once I got used to seeing them “in character” within the book itself it didn’t tend to matter so much.
An excellent read. And I can’t wait to see more from her in book 2
*these opinions are mine and may not reflect others*
Noelle Holten’s debut was dark, disturbing, and brilliant. This is the first book in the DI Maggie Jamison series but it really centered on Lucy a probation officer. Three men have been murdered, three men that were convicted of domestic abuse, three men whose probation officer was Lucy sherwood. When Lucy’s own abusive husband is killed, she becomes the primary suspect. But could Lucy possibly be a killer? And is murder ever justified?
This was less of a crime investigation and more of a dark character study of abusers and the abused. Noelle worked for 18 years as a probation officer and I thought this really shown through in this book and gave it some major authenticity. Abuse is a dark and difficult subject, but I think it was handled with a careful hand in this story. I thought it was important that the book really showed you that abuse doesn’t discriminate, anyone regardless of their background or Socio economic status is vulnerable. It is easy to say why don’t you just get out, but unless you have been there I don’t think that is a fair statement. Lucy was such a complex character she had so much strength and yet was so vulnerable. Maggie is a character I am really looking forward to getting to know even better in future books.
This was a well told story with a large cast of characters. It took me a while to get all the characters straight. Additionally if you are a book blogger or follow book blogs there are lots of familiar names in this book. This distracted me and took me out of the story quite a few times in the beginning, until it didn’t. And Noelle i’m certain there is a Berit in the next book, right? Murder victim, murderer, best friend of the murderer, I’m not picky! The murder mystery in this book even though it wasn’t as prevalent as I thought it would be it was compelling and I was super surprised by the outcome. Simply put this was a compulsively readable dark tale that will have you coming back for more. Well done Noelle!
*** thank you to Harper Impulse for my copy of this book ***
I am going to try my best to keep this review to the point because this entire read is an experience you don’t want to miss if you enjoy police procedurals!
Maggie Jamieson is an investigator, and her next case involves three domestic abuse offenders found beaten to death.
The main suspect? Lucy Sherwood, a probation officer tied to all three victims. Well, the spotlight really shines on her after her husband is found murdered, and he’s a known abuser as well.
Is Lucy guilty? Will Maggie be able to protect the next victim by finding the murderer?
Dead Inside is tightly written and tautly paced! The suspense starts from the very first page and never lets go. Stemming from the author’s experience and inside knowledge as a probation officer, Lucy’s perspective felt so real completely authentic.
Overall, Dead Inside is a dark (it’s definitely dark!) police thriller that leaves you feeling unsettled, draws on all your emotions, and completely enthralls you from beginning to end. I read this book in one sitting because I could not put it down until I found out if Lucy was guilty or not. Well-done, Noelle! I’m ready for number two now!
I received a complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.
Wow what a read! Hard to believe it's a Debut! Dead Inside is a pacy, gritty, at times dark Domestic Crime mystery that kept me on my toes!
DC Maggie Jamieson is new to the Domestic Team (DAHU) and has been tasked to help solve the case of who has been killing off Domestic Abusers. I mean it's not like I cared that they was being popped off.
Lucy is a Probation officer and finds herself in the thick of the investigation as she has connections to all three murder victims. But what really is her connection?
This is Noelle's Debut Novel but you wouldn't know that. But what is very clear is that she pulls on her job experience to make this book Authentic, Suspensful, Dark and utterly Compelling. I always find that the best Thrillers are those who use life experiences, ie police force etc..
Dead Inside is the first book is a new series and I can't wait for more! There are some sensitive subjects such as abuse and violence but Noelle has handled them with the right amount of sensitivity to still make a powerful impact.
Dead Inside is a Highly Compelling, Gritty, Suspenseful and Pacy read I couldn't put down. The police procedural was Authentic, the plot perfectly written with cleverly plotted twists and turns that kept me intrigued. The're are alot of Characters but they are strong, well developed and all fitted in seamlessly.
So if you are looking for a Authentic, Gritty, Powerful New Police Procedural, Crime Fiction Series, Then I Highly Recommend Dead Inside!
Thank you to Sarah at Book On The Bright Side and Killer Reads for this copy which I reviewed honestly and voluntarily.
I had anticipated this book was going to be good, I just didn't realize how flipping fantastic it was going to be. OMG I loved it! It was way darker than I expected and that is a winner in my book. The graphic details just made this book really stand out in my mind. Noelle Holten knocked it out of the park with this debut.
Admittedly police procedural series are not my favorite go to books, but yet I had to get my hands on this one. What I loved about this is the fine balance between police procedural and the characters lives. I think the author found a fantastic line between the two and gave me everything I was looking for in a book. We have the depth of great character development and yet the shock and horror of the crime scenes. It just gives me a chill thinking back to those crime scenes! Brutal murder after murder are occurring and yet they all have something in common...or shall I say someone in common...
Our focus is not only on solving these gruesome murders but also on the life of Lucy Sherwood a probation officer. I feel that this book was so relatable because it showed a clear connection in how you never know what a person is going through. I find that in life many people pick a profession based on their personal experience. Lucy deals with domestic abuse a great deal in her everyday work. Yet she is dealing with her own dark, twisted abusive relationship in her private life. She knows she needs to get out but it is not as easy as one would think. She finds herself falling into the cycle of abuse day after day to her monster of a husband Patrick. Does Lucy finally snap? Is she seeking redemption for the victims at the hands of these predators that she deals with everyday?
The research and personal experience was very evident in this debut novel. Brilliant writing, edge of seat terrifying details! The graphic details of the physical and psychological abuse pulled me right in. Both were welcomed by me and I felt necessary to truly understand and being able to empathize with what the victims where going through. I found it an enthralling read that I could not put down. I was shocked towards the ending as I did not see it coming and I feel we were left with a great ending that could lead us right into book number 2! I can't wait to see what Noelle has in store for us next! I highly recommend getting your hands on Dead Inside (perfect title by the way). Just plan on pulling an all nighter and having a hell of a book hangover!
Nothing makes me more excited than reading a debut and when it’s an exciting, dark and incredibly well written debut? Then I’m over the moon! Dead Inside surely fit the bill and although I had been eagerly awaiting this book for what feels like forever, it was well worth the wait in the end.
I love a book with a large ensemble cast and although this is the first in a new series following Maggie, it was truly Lucy’s story at it’s core. I loved the combination of a classic police procedural and domestic suspense, there was a lot going on here and although it took me a few chapters to settle in once I did I was well and truly hooked. Lucy is a probation officer and the authors insight and experience in this profession was heavily apparent and heartbreakingly raw and honest. It goes very dark and disturbing, just how I like my crime novels to be and it felt very authentic and truthful.
Overall this was a very compelling read and was sometimes a bit hard to read due to the subject matter, it’s hard hitting and bold. But again, I like my crime fiction dark and thought it was extremely well done and I can’t wait to see where this series goes next!
Dead Inside in three words: Dark, Disturbing and Bold.
A dark, powerful, emotional and compelling and at times an uncomfortable and painful read, Dead Inside is Noelle Holten’s debut novel and is the first in the DC Maggie Jamieson series. The author having been a probation officer herself, the book has an authenticity and a realistic and honest approach to domestic abuse, the abusers and the abused.
Three men with a history of violence and domestic abuse are murdered. Is this the work of a vigilante or are the killings more personal? Lucy, who has painful secrets of her own, is a probation officer and has the unenviable job of dealing with the scumbag (excuse my choice of word), every day. The three victims have one thing in common. They all have Lucy as their probation officer. It is up to DC Jamieson and her team to find the answers. But when Lucy’s husband becomes the fourth victim, Maggie fears that the culprit they are looking for may be someone they know quite well.
Well done Noelle!
Thanks to the author, Harper Impulse and Killer Reads and the NetGalley for an advanced copy.
This is the author, Noelle Holten's debut novel. Three domestic abuse offenders have been found dead. Maggie Jamieson is new to the Domestic Evidence Unit. Her first case is to investigate and find out who has beaten the offenders to death. Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood has connection to the three men. Lucy also has a secret,that no one, not even her friends know, she also suffers from domestic abuse from her husband. Noelle Holten was a social worker before becoming a writer and she has used the knowledge she acquired doing the job and put it into this well written book. This is a tense and fast paced read. Maggie and her team have tough challenge to solve. The characters were true to life. Not a subject matter that will suit everyone. A little predictable at times but overall a well written debut novel from an author to look out for.
I would like to thank NetGalley, Harper Impulse & Killer Reads and the author Noelle Holten for my ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Wow - what a debut novel Dead Inside is! Well done Noelle Holten! This book had me absolutely hooked and wanting to keep reading . It deals with a difficult theme but the authors obvious experience in this area was clear. It was realistic and powerful and I really enjoyed reading it. I look forward to more from Maggie Jamieson in the near future, with a start like this one it is going to be a cracking series. I have followed Noelle's reviews for a while now and am so pleased that she is now a published author. I will be recommending this book to my book loving friends to enjoy as well.
3 wife beaters are dead - and not many people seem to feel sorry about it all. Maggie Jamieson has to track down this killer - easier said than done when the victims are not seen as victims to all. Probation officer Lucy Sherwood is linked to all of the dead men but could she be a killer. On the outside she is a strong woman, who is good at her job. But at home she is a victim of domestic abuse. Her husband Patrick is a pig to be honest, who constantly belittles Lucy and also physically hurts her. She knows she has to leave but there is a step daughter involved. But then her husband is victim number 4 - and Lucy is the prime suspect.
This book is dark and graphic and is hard to read in parts. But it makes it real, shows just what these men are doing to the women that they supposedly love. And shows that it is not always easy to leave or change things for the women. It is fast paced and will leave you wanting more. The ending took me by surprise and I did not pick who the guilty party was - that is something that I love in a book. There are a lot of familiar names on this books as well, writers and book bloggers are all there.
A pleasure to read and enjoy this book. Thank you to Harper Impulse, Killer Reads and Netgalley for my advanced copy of this book. All opinions are my own and are in no way biased.
Insightful, moving and dramatic! Lucy is a probation officer, dealing often with men who have beaten their wives and are still a threat to them....but Lucy also has her own terrible hidden secret from colleagues and friends... 3 of these men are found murdered, Maggie Jamieson is on the case, but is anyone really that bothered about these evil men being murdered, and who could have actually done what many had threatened.....Lucy seems to be the ideal suspect, but is she a bit too ideal... The book is a fascinating, often harrowing and a very real to life story of domestic abuse, abusers, victims and the Police and Probation work and workers and how they all fits together when the above mentioned murders happen The detail and obvious knowledge of the Probation Service makes the book flawless in that respect and gives a very clear understanding of what it is like to work in the service, this was intriguing to me as a reader with little knowledge of it Sadly the abuse side of the story, how it affects victims and how their lives are is also very close to the author and I found this very moving and powerful The story is in quick easy to read chapters and once you get to know all the characters flows well and moves quickly A book that you can read and say ‘this author knows 100% what she is talking about’ via her experiences, well written and a great start to a series 10/10 5 Stars
This book was a hard core, dark gritty read which dealt in great detail with domestic abuse, the way men hit women, the scars which the women carried, both physical and mental. It told me how the cops and other disciplinary services were sometimes so helpless, the scrap of paper which was the restraining order was basically useless.
Though this was the cop Maggie Jamieson series, the book described the Probation Officer Lucy's life in great detail and what she went through in her personal and professional life. Her life was nothing but a series of IRONY.
Author Noelle Holten in her debut has written a realistic novel using all her experiences as a Probation Officer for 18 years. The story showed me how every agency tried to keep the women safe, sometimes successful, often times not so much. But they all tried.
The effects of abuse along pain, fear, desperation, helplessness, and the impotent anger of the victims played on my mind completely and had me in shivers. I had to keep closing my kindle to shake off the feeling of suffocation. All the emotions that leapt off the pages overwhelmed me. Ms. Holten was honest in her portrayal of the realities of such a life. The team of cops working with Maggie in the investigation were great; they were relentless in their work. I wanted to see more of Maggie in the book.
Then came my niggles slowly creeping in. What the blurb promised me was only a minor part of the story. I wanted more of the suspense and mystery and the murder investigation. Abuse filled the majority of the book which depressed me completely and triggered my nightmares. The book had so many characters right from the beginning that keeping them straight in my mind took me more than half the book.
The multidisciplinary police investigation and the mystery surrounding the murders were great, and that made it a fun read. And the killer was a surprise, not in my list of suspects. 4.25 🌟
Wow! Wow! Wow! I seriously can not believe that this is the authors debut novel!
This is the first book in the DC Maggie Jamieson crime series. What a way to start a series off! Whilst it is a series featuring Maggie and her team, the main character in this story is Lucy. Lucy’s character I loved. She works in probation, of which was a job I didn’t envy her whatsoever, dealing with some offenders that even prison would be to good for them to end up.
Due to the story line dealing with domestic abuse, some parts do make for uncomfortable reading but it also makes for a compelling read. What I really loved was getting to see the probation side of things as to often in a crime book we only ever get to see things from the side of the police which isn’t really a true reflection of what actually happens with these sort of crimes.
There is vast amount of characters and this just goes to show how talented the author is as not even once did I feel overwhelmed with how many there are and trying to remember their part in the story. Every one of them plays a very important role and I really hope to see some of them again throughout the series.
The story starts off with a prologue that grabbed me straight away. I knew from that point that this was going to be an emotional roller coaster ride of a read and I wasn’t wrong. It carries on flowing effortlessly so that I was totally wrapped up in what was happening in the story and totally oblivious to what was going on in the real world.
Dead Inside is an impressive debut that had me hooked from the first to the last page. It is a powerful and hard hitting story that shows the inside of the victims and abusers minds. It made me go through an array of emotions, though mainly anger at the abusers and sadness for what the victims were going through. This really is a great start to a brand spanking new series of which I am a huge fan of already. All the stars for this one and will be counting down the days until the next one is out.
What a debut this is, and I can easily say I'm looking forward to book 2.
To start with I was struggling a bit as it seemed like a new character was introduced every chapter - and if you are a book blogger you may find a lot of the character names were incredibly familiar. In fact that was possibly what I had the most trouble with initially, as every time a familiar name appeared, I felt pulled out of the book, and was just laughing.
Well that lasted for the first stint of reading the book which took me to 30% and when I returned to it on the return train journey, I was fully into the story, and I had clearly taken in all of the background, and key scene setting, character introductions, as I found myself completely hooked by it.
I needed to know what was happening in poor Lucy's lift, given the marriage she has and then the not overly easy day job. I enjoyed getting to know a new police team, and in particular DC Maggie Jamieson.
It was interesting to see how her new team, the DAHU was working, its the team investigating Domestic abuse and homicide - while Lucy herself is a probation officer for domestic abusers.
To say a lot of the subject matter is on the heavier side, would not be too much of an understatement, but it wasn't any more graphic than strictly needed in order to illustrate the horrificness of the situations.
I felt no sympathy at all towards any of the murdered people, but I'll admit I was fairly positive who had done things relatively early on for me, and I was in some respects correct, but still even after the police worked that out there were still some shocks, that did surprise me.
Written with a short, snappy writing style, I loved the very short chapters, the flicking of viewpoints between each one, and getting insight into a whole range of people's lives.
This is the first book I've read in absolutely ages where I disregarded all my piles of work, in order to make sure I was able to sit and read the remainder of it in one sitting, with complete obliviousness to my surroundings.
I wouldn't be surprised if elements of this book make it very hard for me to sleep this evening, and I suspect I could be thinking about Lucy for a good while longer. In part because although the main character in theory is Maggie, as she is the detective, I found I was reading more about Lucy, and getting to know her the best out of the whole myriad of characters.
Noelle Holten is definitely a rising star in terms of crime books, and I honestly can't wait for book two to be released, to be able to hopefully jump straight in and feel at home with the writing, and some of the characters at least.
Thank you to Killer Reads and Netgalley for this copy which I have reviewed honestly and voluntarily.
From the shocking and disturbing prologue I knew this was one of those books I would get so caught up in, and god help anyone who disturbed me whilst I was reading it. Part Domestic noir, part crime thriller this novel was a cracker, when you read as many books as I do in these genres you are always looking for “that” book that offers you that something extra, something that makes it standout out from the crowd, and OMFG the author has certainly managed that.
Domestic abuse is not the easiest subject to write about, how do you convey the emotions, the abuse without overstepping the mark? This is a subject that’s emotive and very disturbing but the author writes about the subject with a great deal of insight, understanding and empathy. One thing I noticed when I was reading this book is the author’s ability to write in such away you feel like you’re a voyeur watching from the sidelines, rather like a car crash you want to look away, but you are compelled to read on as the characters move from one crisis to another. The writing is gritty and pulls no punches, although this can feel uncomfortable it makes the read all the more shockingly credible, I should point out though the violence isn’t gratuitous and is very much in keeping with the plot and subject.
The author has created an array of characters some are much more likeable than others, you will love them, you will hate them, you will hope some of them get their “just desserts” but each character brings something different to this riveting tale. You will feel their emotions, their despair and their anger, you need to read on as your desperate for at least a couple of the characters to find an escape from their very unhappy and violent relationships. I thought this book was original as not only do you get the POV of the abused and the abusers but also the many agencies who are involved, supporting the victims and in some case their perpetrators. As I mentioned this is part crime thriller, and again the author keeps you riveted to the pages, as crimes are committed and the suspects mount, never giving away too much detail to spoil the read, at times the tension and suspense reached fever pitch.
There are a huge amount of fictional books that deal with domestic violence on the market, so what makes Dead a Inside any different? I hear you say, It’s original, highly engaging, the writing is confident and bold with memorable characters, add in a compelling plot, and you have the perfect mix for a crime thriller. The one thing I wasn’t expecting was the raw emotion within the pages, as I reached the last page I felt emotionally drained. Personally I’m already excited for second book from the very talented Noelle Holten, in my opinion she is an exciting and refreshing voice in Crime fiction and one whose journey I will be following with avid interest.
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It is with bated breath that I attempt to write this review. As I was reading the pages of this book I felt like I was experiencing what I was reading, although nothing in this book has ever happened to me. However, for some reason, I was amazingly affected by Dead Inside. How an author, a debut author at that, could pen words that could tear my soul apart is one I am honored to read. I did have to take a break from reading for several hours. To say that this touched a cord with me is an understatement.
I find this book by Noelle Holten to have two primary characters. For starters, it is the first book in the DC Maggie Jamieson series, so she is the first. In addition, there is Lucy Sherwood, a probation officer who proved to be the catalyst for the story.
Lucy works with violent domestic abusers with hopes of keeping them in line and away from their former victims. She deals with some very rough men on a professional basis. However, it is what is happening in her private life that is a deep, dark and well-kept secret. Her marriage is not what it seems, so Lucy is forced to have two personas, and manages to live this life for quite a long time.
With regard to Maggie, she has begun a new job in a newly formed unit. After dealing with a gruesome murder case, working with domestic situations might be a bit easier for her to deal with. However, as she immediately begins her first case, it is that of a man violently murdered. In short order, other murders occur, and Maggie and her team have a difficult battle on their hands finding the killer before yet another person dies.
Meanwhile, things are happening with Lucy - and her awful husband Patrick - that begin to shed light on some awful scenarios. As mentioned, Lucy's home life was a secret. None of her colleagues were aware of the horrors she was experiencing. Ultimately, Lucy is faced with a murder charge. Has her job, and her personal life become too much? Has she finally cracked?
As mentioned, this story was intense. It was dark, haunting and heartbreaking. The fact remains that women experience the horrors of domestic violence each and every day. I applaud Ms. Holten for writing such an effective story. As the book ends, readers are left eagerly anticipating the next book.
Many thanks to Harper Impulse, Killer Reads and to NetGalley for this ARC to review in exchange for my honest opinion.
So, Noelle Holten's Dead Inside is supposed to be her debut. I'm not so sure about that. This is a polished, pacey and believable crime thriller that draws heavily on the author's 18 years in the probation industry giving the narrative real depth and structure. The characters are strong, particularly the protagonist, Maggie. Although the subject matter is difficult - domestic abuse - it never feels grim and unending. A confident start to a new series (there's a 3 book deal announced now). And, Mr Ian Rankin himself no less, is a fan. If that's not enough to persuade you to pick up this book, I don't know what is...
Behold Dead Inside, the debut crime novel from fellow blogger Noelle Holten, who as a former probation officer has put her years of experience to incredible use to come up with a dark and disturbing story of domestic abuse.
Dead Inside is the first instalment in the DC Maggie Jamieson series. She has temporarily been transferred to another unit and is forced to hit the ground running when an unsuspecting member of the public finds a dead body in the park. The victim was a convicted domestic abuser and he won’t be the last.
But this story is less about Maggie and more about Lucy Sherwood, a probation officer who deals with, well quite frankly, some serious scum of the earth. This is where Noelle Holten’s experience really shines through and all the things Lucy has to deal with on a daily basis come across as extremely realistic and believable. Outside of work, Lucy has a secret and it may just land her in deep trouble.
I must admit it took me a while to get to grips with a rather big cast of characters but once that happened, it was plain sailing all the way and this turned into quite the quickie read for me, helped along immensely by some short and snappy chapters. As you may have guessed from what I’ve said already, this isn’t always a comfortable story to read. Noelle Holten doesn’t hold back on the abuse some of these characters suffer and some of the events really chilled me to the bone.
As for the murder investigation, there was one part I figured out, although that may have just been a lucky guess. Nevertheless I felt immensely smug. However, there was something else that I didn’t quite see coming, prompting me to utter the words “nice one!” while at the same time feeling incredibly sad.
Dead Inside is a powerful debut. Extremely dark and gritty, with characters that will get under your skin, it tackles an immensely difficult topic but I dare say Noelle Holten did it sensitively and the inevitable violence required to make the story work is never gratuitous.
The ending perfectly sets the scene for the follow-up in this series and I have no doubt many a reader will be back for more from DC Maggie Jamieson. Well played, Noelle, well played!
Dead Inside came highly recommended on Goodreads and after all the hype surrounding it, I succumbed to the temptation. This dark and twisty thriller is Noelle Holten's debut novel and is the first in the DC Maggie Jamieson series. This one of those books that will grab you by the first chapter and won't let you keep the book down, no matter the place or time. It's that good! When three vicious wife-beaters are found brutally murdered, DC Maggie Jamieson a brilliant and diligent officer of the law is faced with what is probably the toughest case of her career. Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood – who is connected to all three victims – is hiding a dark secret. Then a fourth man is brutally murdered - Lucy's husband. Will Maggie be able to catch the cold-blooded killer? Dead Inside provides a true and difficult-to-digest insight into victims of domestic violence..Given that Noelle used to be a probation officer, the events in this book, while fiction, sound brutally honest. The plot of this book is very clever; I couldn't guess who the murderer was in this ruthless cat-and-mouse game. All characters are well-defined and sound so realistic. While, I did find that the number of characters that the story follows more than what I am comfortable with (I found myself confused few times, at the start), I like how all of them pull their weight and contribute to the case. In all, this was a fantastic read! Thank you, NetGalley, Killer Reads & Noelle Holten for an arc!
In the first in a new, exciting police procedural series, DC Maggie Jamieson finds herself at the centre of her most challenging case yet in which the line between good and evil is blurred adeptly. The police are deeply suspicious that there is corruption within the probation service. They aren't sure how high it may go but they believe Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood, who has links to all four of the men found brutally murdered, is hiding a huge, dark secret. So is Lucy really involved, and if so, how? Can Maggie work it all out quick enough to stop a fifth victim being killed?
This is a tense, race-against-the-clock and the subject at the centre of it — domestic violence — is tough to read about but the story importantly raises awareness of what many women have gone through or are going through. It is treated sensitively and carefully. Given the author is a former probation officer herself it's safe to say that the parts about Lucy and procedure surrounding her job are set in fact. To muddy the waters even more Lucy is herself a battered woman and is broken and vulnerable because of it.
It's a real page-turner, moves at a decent clip and the writing is very readable and easy to follow. My only slight issue was that there was a humongous cast of characters which could get confusing at the beginning but it also could be seen as a positive as it makes it impossible to predict the killer and those involved. It's a compelling, emotional, dark and gritty read which I thoroughly enjoyed. Many thanks to Harper Impulse and Killer Reads for an ARC.
You know when you’re really busy but really want to read even though you know you should be doing more productive things.... and for that reason, you’re very grateful that you are reading a book with short chapters? That was the best thing about this book. I was able to pick it up and put it down as and when I could, without losing any momentum. To be fair, that wasn’t difficult anyway. The story was solid but predictable, I had guessed who the perpetrator was as soon as they were introduced to the story (less than midway through) .... always frustrating. There were too many characters and this became boring. It could have been so much better if some more thought had been put in to it, and if there were less clichés. 2 stars.
The first instalment in a new crime series is always exciting. Fab debut and a refreshingly different angle for a crime book. I just couldn’t wait to get my hands on a copy of this. As a book blogger at Crime Book Junkie, Noelle Holten writes a fantastic blog. She obviously knows the secrets of a good story. Being a former probation officer the author has real life knowledge. The familiarity of character names was unnerving at first, if you’re a blogger you’ll know what I mean, but I soon got used to them as fictional characters. The depth of the characters jumps out of the page. Some of the scenes are very gritty, so well described that I was cowering away. There are lots of twists and turns in the plot, lots of suspicions, making it a real page-turner. This is a sure fire winner, I loved it and I look forward to the rest of the series. Thanks to Killer Reads and NetGalley for the review copy in which I give my honest opinion.
Three men were murdered, and they all had two things in common: a history of domestic violence and Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood. DC Maggie Jamieson and her team are in the midst of their investigation when Lucy's husband becomes the fourth victim. Is it all a terrible coincidence, or is Lucy a killer? The team needs to solve these crimes, and soon... before someone else turns up dead.
I've had the pleasure of reading several unputdownable crime thrillers since I started book blogging, and I've come to have high expectations for novels in this genre. I want several characters who seem shady enough to be a viable suspect. I want to be shocked when something unexpected happens. Most importantly, I want to be surprised when the killer is revealed.
Holten's spectacular debut easily met all those expectations.
Dead Inside is a well written story told from multiple points of view, which I enjoyed because I like to get into the head of several characters. Getting into the heads of the abusive men in the story was disturbing at times, but the realistic portrayal of them was necessary to the story, in this reader's opinion.
I was somewhat taken aback to find myself feeling a momentary glimmer of sympathy after reading one of the victims final thoughts. That is something I wouldn't have thought possible as he had done something pretty awful in a previous chapter. I rarely feel anything other than disgust for such an unlikable character. For an author to make me feel compassion, instead, is quite impressive. Well done. Very well done!
The ending blew me away, knocked me off my feet, and now I'm dying to read book two of the series. I can't wait to see what comes next for DC Jamieson!
If you love crime thrillers and you're looking for a new author to read, I highly recommend this book... and I hope you love it as much as I did!
I received an advance reading copy of this book courtesy of Killer Reads via Netgalley.
Dead Inside by Noelle Holten is her debut novel and the first in the DC Maggie Jamieson series and what a brilliant read it is. Three men are murdered, and they all have something in common, they both have history of domestic violence and they are all connected to Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood. Lucy deals with domestic violence and is good at her job, but we learn that when she goes home, she suffers the same fate in the hands of her husband Patrick. It’s DC Maggie Jamieson first case with the DAHU and she is investigating three men going missing only to find them ending up dead, with no sign of a struggle and a fourth one goes missing turns out to be Lucy’s husband Patrick. Wow what a debut novel this is. You wouldn’t have guessed this is a debut. This is quality writing and is very realistic police procedural. It has a great plot with strong characters and very grim in parts. I devoured every minute of it. I love and this book and if I thought this was good, I can’t wait for the what’s instore in the next instalment. Well done Miss Holten you are going to go far. Thank you NetGalley and Killer reads for a copy of this book.
Dead Inside is a brilliantly crafted novel that's fast-paced, punchy and intriguing.
Although it features detectives and police, and various cases which were being investigated (violent abusive men who've been murdered - is there a link?), it feels to me like more of an intense mystery/ drama, rather than your usual crime novel. This is in part because the characters felt so well fleshed out and very convincing, so I could feel myself completely sucked into the story, finishing this in no time at all.
Dead Inside is an easy, quick read in terms of language, because the plot and writing flows so well, but the subject matter gets pretty dark and disturbing at times; obviously it centers around abuse and violence within relationships, so this is to be expected, but some parts made me feel SO angry and indignant for the women who were abused - particularly Lucy who I really liked - that I felt myself wanting to scream at the men within its pages. It takes some skilled writing to evoke such strong emotions, and I felt this demonstrated what a great writer Noelle is.
I can't believe this is a debut novel, as I enjoyed it so much and would happily read many more - so I'm already looking forward to book number 2! Addictive, compelling and definitely dark.
A reading experience I would put somewhere between a panic room and emotional breakdown!
This is such an intense domestic violence read that at times I felt like I was on an emotional rollercoaster; sheer nervousness with and for the characters. Not for the faint-hearted and difficult to read in places as it seemed so accurate and definitely well-researched. A far too real a portrayal for some readers I would imagine.
Despite DC Maggie Jamieson appearing in the first of a series of novels as the protagonist, this read centres on Probation Officer Lucy Sherwood. Maggie is an interesting character and I will be reading Book Number Two but she is not the focus. Thus, it is less criminal investigation and far more about the damage humans inflict on one another.
Powerful, thought-provoking, at times dark and chilling, there is something very real about this novel. Excellent debut by Noelle Holten.
Wow! What a fantastic first book. I loved this and am so glad there’s more to come in this series. Maggie is on secondment and is soon involved in a murder case. We also get to know Lucy who works for the Probation service with abusive/violent people and their victims. Lucy is living her own nightmare as her husband is abusing her and she feels trapped. Soon another body is found of a known domestic violence criminal and Maggie and the team try to tie the two deaths together. We also get an insight into the local pub and one girl’s struggle with alcohol and men. Vicki unfortunately comes across the wrong man and whilst she thinks she knows the signs, she’s not prepared for what happens. Another body is discovered and the pressure is really on for the Police to find the killer, until another death provides them with the identity of the killer - or does it? The story races to a conclusion and will have you on the edge of your seat. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and look forward to reading more in this series. Thanks to Killer Reads and NetGalley for the opportunity to read this brilliant book.
DC Maggie Jamieson has been seconded to the newly formed Domestic Abuse and Homicide Unit (DAHU) after successfully closing a serial murder case with the murder team out of Staffordshire. She finds that the police team of her new unit is fully integrated with different agencies, including probation and domestic violence advocates. Almost immediately, the colleagues become involved in the search for a killer -- one who is murdering men who are domestic abusers.
Lucy Sherwood from Markston Probation has her hands full as she oversees the supervision of several different men who've been released after serving prison time for some sort of domestic violence offense. Lucy enjoys her job even though interacting with these abusers reminds her of her own personal situation and the issues with her husband, Patrick. When some of her probationers end up dead in particularly gruesome ways, everyone wonders if this is some sort of revenge or act of vigilantism.
As Maggie and Lucy, as well as the rest of the interdisciplinary team, look into the lives of the victims, survivors and perpetrators, they become convinced that the killer has an agenda. NO SPOILERS
This was a fast-paced debut that highlighted a department that I don't know much about -- probation officers. I would definitely have liked to learn more about different aspects of the job and more about Lucy in that role. But, as she's a secondary character in this crime novel, most of the book focused about her personal dilemma as a woman subjected to domestic assault. It seems that Maggie's stint with the DAHU is over and she's going back to her previous job in homicide. Not sure what will happen with the many different characters that were introduced in this story but they had not really been fully developed or become relatable yet anyway. For awhile it seemed that Lucy was the main character and the reader learns more about her than about Maggie Jamieson! I would be interested in reading the second book in this series to see the direction it goes and who goes along!
Thank you to NetGalley and Harper Impulse and Killer Reads for the e-book ARC to read and review. Domestic violence/abuse is everywhere and much too little help is given to those affected by it. Those who are subjected to it can't be safeguarded to any degree and those who perpetrate it can't seem to be cured of their anger and controlling tendencies. And those who witness it need help as well. This is a particularly difficult subject as there is such an inclination for people to judge and blame, excuse or condemn. I think most people don't believe it could happen to them and I surely hope it doesn't.
So. This is interesting. A book I have been looking forward to reading from a long time from an author I know relatively well and someone whose journey from blogger to published author I have been following. It makes it both a great and also scary prospect when you sit down to read as it becomes a question of what happens if you don't enjoy the story and, if I do, will people even believe what I have to say about the book anyway? I could lie and say I've never heard of Noelle's blog, but blogging is a very small world, made smaller by the power of social media, and to say we've never met would be a lie as the photographic evidence is there all over the tinterweb.
Well - thankfully I don't have to worry about the first half of that question as this is a book that had me hooked from the start, a book that I literally tore through finishing in a few hours. With Dead Inside, Noelle Holten has created a world which brings together the many facets of a police investigation, and all of the agencies who are integral to solving crimes. Many of them are typically overlooked in favour of the common or garden Police Detective, the lads and lasses with the warrant cards etc who do the digging, the plodding and the arresting and make life generally difficult for the bad guys. There inclusion in Dead Inside adds a new and interesting perspective to the book, giving it a sense of authenticity which is then backed up by an entertaining and engrossing plot.
The basic premise is clear from the blurb, so I don't need to go far into the plot itself. Whilst this is billed as a Maggie Jamieson story, and Maggie, the main Detective in this novel, will join us throughout the series, this is really Lucy's story. Lucy is a probation officer, one who has ties, sometimes tenuous, to domestic abusers and sex offenders, some of whom find themselves on the receiving end of some pretty rough, and ultimately deadly, justice. Needless to say that despite her job and her links to the police, the commonality between the deceased and Lucy as their PO is just too obvious to be ignored. But is Lucy a murderer or a victim?
Well, you're going to have to read the book to find out. I really liked the way in which the author set up the characters in the book, particularly in creating the complex domestic situation which Lucy found herself in. She has captured that feeling of isolation and resignation that defines so many victims of abuse, and the way in which an abuser can turn on a dime. Charming to friends one minute, wielding his fists or his tongue the next to his spouse or partner. You could feel the helplessness, the sense of defeat which Lucy experienced, but also the ultimate strength she had within her to face these types of people every day in her job and not crumble. This is where the author's own experience as a Probation Officer shines through as the scenes between Lucy and her assigned offenders, and also between Lucy and her colleagues, including the police, felt very real and believable. And Lucy is a very human character, with all the typical flaws and attributes that we can recognise, including an overwhelming sense of protection for her husband's children. Very noble, very sincere, very likely to be the cause of her undoing.
There are a lot of characters to get to know in this book, many of them we will no doubt meet again in other investigations. They were all diverse, capturing the true nature of people from all walks of life. Some were easy to like, Maggie and Lucy being chief amongst them. Psychologist Kate Moloney was an interesting introduction to the team, but we're really only just getting to know her in book one so I'm intrigued to see how the character is developed in the following books. Now there may be some very familiar names amongst the characters for some readers, but many are placed in very unfamiliar settings and situations so while it will likely make some people smile, there may be a few surprises in store for you too.
As for the killer - well, their identity is cleverly woven into the story and if you keep your wits about you there are enough clues for it to become apparent before the end, but also enough red herrings to keep even the most intrepid Miss Marple/Hercule Poirot on their toes. What I can say is that this book kept me turning pages all afternoon - I only stopped reading for a quick bite to eat - and in a year where I am struggling to focus on reading for more than a few minutes at a time, that is no small feat.
For me the author pitched this book just right. this isn't a book which trivialises abuse, and the victims of the abusers are portrayed in a very sensitive way, contrasting against the increasingly aggressive manner in which the abusers meet their ends. The author's love for all things crime fiction shines through in a compelling narrative, and I'm sure that it's just the first in what will be a very popular and successful series. And if you want to get ahead of the curve then book two, Dead Wrong, is already available for pre-order. I personally can't wait to see what Maggie and co get up to next as the ending of this book promised something very exciting to come.
A compelling, wonderfully layered, entertaining and occasionally quite emotive story that crime fiction lovers are going to eat up. Nice one Noelle. More please.