I really shouldn't be surprised that each book in this series is somehow worse than the last, but this...this one is the worst thing I've read since Ship It. (And y'all know how much I despised that book.) This was published in 2019 and I have no clue why these books are still a thing, especially when the final product is uninspired preachy trash like this.
I don't have to use quotation marks for the main character's name this time, because her name was actually Bailey. She had a last name, too, but I can't be bothered to remember what it was. She's at a new prestigious boarding school and almost immediately gets involved with a group of kids who make crystal meth and sell it in the neighborhoods surrounding the school. That's not an exaggeration, by the way. Not even 20 pages in and she's already found out about the Science Club's agenda. No build up, no suspense, because why have that when we can just pad this thing out needlessly?
This is the longest of the anonymous diaries, and it has no need to be. The others were at least mercifully shorter, never exceeding 280 pages. This was close to 400 and I have to ask why. What was the purpose of that? I didn't care about Bailey's problems because she was an idiot, failing her classes and screwing her life up just so she could have so-called "friends". I didn't care about anyone else because they were all jerks and too absorbed in their own success to realize that their meth was ruining lives. Warren especially was a terrible human being, because he was manipulative and a pathological liar and a hypocrite. "It's okay if I take all these addictive drugs, but I'm totally not like my dead addict brother. I'd never do heroin because I have standards!"
I realize Warren was supposed to be an abusive boyfriend, and he definitely was, but things like that are best left to people who actually know what they're talking about and can write that kind of thing with respect. Warren fell into the trap that so many white boy villains do in modern media, where he's woobified and made to look like a victim and his toxic behavior is made out to be okay because of his tragic past. I'm so tired of that narrative because it just excuses terrible people doing terrible things, when in reality that is far from okay. It also plays into the bad boy who needs to be fixed with "true love" trope that is also disgusting, because of course Bailey's only concern besides cooking meth is to make sure Warren's feelings aren't hurt and that he knows how much she loves him. No thank you.
The only part of this book I was invested in was Bailey's home life. Her grief over losing her mother felt like the only genuine thing in the book, especially with the different ways her family dealt with grief. It wasn't focused on enough to make it a saving grace, but I didn't want to throw the book across the room when reading those scenes, so I suppose that's about as good as it gets.
NITPICK CORNER
-How did Bailey not realize Emily was doing meth? She was exhibiting some pretty obvious withdrawal symptoms, some of which are similar to ones Bailey had when she hadn't taken her illegal meds. But no, Bailey's too wrapped up in her own sad stupid life and too busy whining about Warren to give anything else two seconds of thought.
-The collateral video was such a let down. From the way Bailey talked about it, I was expecting her to have been filmed naked or something. But no, collateral is just a boring old "I'm the mastermind behind all this meth business and I made everyone do my bidding" video. I was kind of annoyed that I didn't know what it was at first, but now I think I wish it would have been kept a secret. That's pretty weak blackmail considering the kind of meth these kids are dealing out.
-The Science Club has been around for a few years...somehow? How has no one found out that there are students selling meth? They've bribed one cop, but somehow that cop makes sure no one ever finds out? This whole book banks on the fantasy that no one would ever figure it out so easily, but with the rising meth use in the area, wouldn't there be a bigger investigation?
-Bailey wanting out meant she had to stay behind at school while the other three idiots went off to the Cayman Islands, and she had to make a new batch of meth to prove she wasn't going to narc. What a stupid plan. She's all by herself and the three geniuses behind this whole operation are miles away without any way to know what she's up to. For all they know, she could have ratted them out. Why wouldn't one of them stay behind to babysit her? I know they were expecting Bailey to be too much of a wuss to do anything like that - and they were right - but I would have thought that they wouldn't be that careless when they're so "concerned" she's going to ruin everything. Yes, let's just leave the potential snitch by herself with access to our lab while we go away on vacation! What a brilliant idea.
-WHY WAS SPRING BREAK AT THE END OF APRIL?????
It may only be January, but I don't think I'm going to read worse than this in 2020. There's no possible way that's going to happen. And Simon Pulse, if you're considering publishing any more of this garbage, just don't. Please, for the love of God, don't kill any more trees and waste valuable resources making more awful stories like this one.