I read an ARC of this book, but would have gladly paid for the privilege. I cannot wait until I can post this same review on every site imaginable. And I'm about to tell you why.
I made no secret that Ryker captivated my imagination in the first two books that he appeared in - Breaking His Code and In Her Sights. He was that guy who was wounded enough that talking to strangers was nearly impossible but talking to people he knew was almost as bad. He would reveal himself to no one, because he thought he wasn't someone that anyone would want to know. I knew this from reading those first two books. So I waited....and waited...somewhat patiently, while Patricia Eddy got around to writing his story. And she did NOT in any way, shape, or form disappoint me.
This story is about Ryker becoming human again and much much more. Being one of two men who ever survived Hell (a maze of caves and cells deep underneath the mountains of Afghanistan), to say that Ryker was wounded is like saying a raw lemon isn't sweet. An understatement if there ever was one. Ryker had had to rely on everything inside him to get out of Hell and get back to rescue his fellow soldier, Dax. Unfortunately, for all those around him, thanks to the months he spent in Hell, Ryker doesn't know how to care or love his friends. In fact, he doesn't think he has any friends. He's plagued with nightmares of the torture he endured and believes that he's hurt everything and everyone he's ever cared about. This is the story of how Ryker was proven wrong.
The story is also about a red-headed girl named Wren. She's a hacker extraordinaire. And she's employed by Dax (remember him, the other guy to survive Hell). They meet by accident, she and Ryker, and neither are the same after that. I can't tell you too much about Wren except to say I identified with her panic and anxiety attacks and was taken by the blunt honesty the author used in describing her. But since I have a rule about spoilers, that's as far into the story as I will go. The rest of this review will be about Patricia D. Eddy and why I think she's worth a read, no matter what genre she's writing in.
This book is a masterpiece of pacing. If I were teaching a class on how to build the arc of a story correctly, pace it appropriately, balance the narrative with the dialogue, and create an almost-bottomless depth in characters, this would be the only textbook I would need. Because both Ryker and Wren hold so much in their head, their actions and thoughts are slower in most of the book. And Ms. Eddy matched their thought process with the pace she set for the narrative. It was slow, it built as the characters were built and as the action spun up. It built as the characters adapted themselves to the situations they found themselves in. And at no time reading this book did I feel the need to read ahead in boredom or stop reading because the pacing was too fast, or slow. Believe me, in most books I read, the pace doesn't match the characters or the plot line. This book read perfectly. Just the kind of book you hope to pick up every single time you buy a book.
The characters in action - that's where she grabbed me and held on. I didn't expect the action/adventure that was in this book, but I should have remembered the background of the characters of the other Eddy books in this series. And when they showed up in this book, I shouldn't have had a doubt that this "shit's gonna get interesting". And no that isn't a quote from this book, that's a quote from a man who is currently serving in the Middle East, and it SO fits this book.
And now to the author's talent, because this review would not be complete unless I told you what I thought of her craft. There are a handful of authors in this world that I would like to meet - and they aren't the ones you would think. I'm not really interested in meeting the Patterson's or King's of this world. I'm interested in meeting the indie authors who put everything they are into each book. They become best friends with their characters, and if they are really good at their craft, so do I. Ms. Eddy is one of those authors. They aren't just characters in her books. When I read what she's written, I know they are her creations. In the case of this book, I caught myself tearing up twice while reading about Ryker and it was in places where I would have least suspected. I cried when he didn't have a clue why his friend Dax was angry at him. And I cried when he finally realized that he could learn how to care and how to love. That kind of emotion, endearing, deep, heartfelt, and true, is hard to acheive. Ms. Eddy aced it. It is NOT difficult to write a book that is full of melancholy and is sweet enough to make you cry. This book isn't sweet. In fact, if someone calls this book sweet, I'll call a shrink, cause they need their head examined. This book is raw emotions and it painted pictures in my mind as I read, pictures that are still with me, even though I finished the book hours ago. Note to the author: Your characters are so very rich, but most importantly, they complement their friends and family, just like in real life. Kudos to you. Looking forward to your next book. You and your books are keepers.