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Riven #3
Raze
Sometimes the walls we build to save ourselves have to come tumbling down.
For the last ten years, Huey has built his life around his sobriety. If that means he doesn't give a damn about finding love or companionship for himself, well, it's probably better that way. After all, the last thing he wants is to hurt anyone else. Until Felix Rainey walks into his bar, fresh-faced, unbearably sweet—and, for some reason Huey can't fathom, interested in him.
As the eldest of five kids, Felix Rainey spent his childhood cooking dinner, checking homework, and working after-school jobs. Now in his twenties, he's still scrambling to make ends meet and wondering what the hell he's doing with his life. When he meets Huey, he's intimidated . . . and enamored. Huey's strong and confident, he owns his own business—hell, he's friends with rock stars. What could he ever see in Felix?
As Huey and Felix get closer, the spark catches and soon they can't get enough of each other. But Huey's worked hard to avoid intimacy, and Felix threatens his carefully constructed defenses. Huey realizes he needs to change if he wants to truly put his past behind him—and build a future with Felix.
Roan Parrish's pitch-perfect Riven novels can be read together or separately:
RIVEN * REND * RAZE
For the last ten years, Huey has built his life around his sobriety. If that means he doesn't give a damn about finding love or companionship for himself, well, it's probably better that way. After all, the last thing he wants is to hurt anyone else. Until Felix Rainey walks into his bar, fresh-faced, unbearably sweet—and, for some reason Huey can't fathom, interested in him.
As the eldest of five kids, Felix Rainey spent his childhood cooking dinner, checking homework, and working after-school jobs. Now in his twenties, he's still scrambling to make ends meet and wondering what the hell he's doing with his life. When he meets Huey, he's intimidated . . . and enamored. Huey's strong and confident, he owns his own business—hell, he's friends with rock stars. What could he ever see in Felix?
As Huey and Felix get closer, the spark catches and soon they can't get enough of each other. But Huey's worked hard to avoid intimacy, and Felix threatens his carefully constructed defenses. Huey realizes he needs to change if he wants to truly put his past behind him—and build a future with Felix.
Roan Parrish's pitch-perfect Riven novels can be read together or separately:
RIVEN * REND * RAZE
284 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 2, 2019
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Roan Parrish
37 books2,392 followersRoan Parrish lives in Philadelphia, where she is gradually attempting to write love stories in every genre.
When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.
She is represented by Courtney Miller-Callihan of Handspun Literary Agency.
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When not writing, she can usually be found cutting her friends’ hair, meandering through whatever city she’s in while listening to torch songs and melodic death metal, or cooking overly elaborate meals. She loves bonfires, winter beaches, minor chord harmonies, and self-tattooing. One time she may or may not have baked a six-layer chocolate cake and then thrown it out the window in a fit of pique.
She is represented by Courtney Miller-Callihan of Handspun Literary Agency.
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April 28, 2019
2.5
I wanted to love this,I really did but something just wasn't pulling me into this.It started off promising enough but I just got bored and felt disconnected to the story.
Huey and Felix both had issues and I honestly got them,especially Felix.Yes,he might have been a tad needy and insecure but that's the kind of character I love.I really admired the way he sacrificed his own life and put his family first.
Huey just infuriated me.Period.I hated the way he treat Felix at times.Again,he had demons he was dealing with but I kind of became indifferent to them.
Have to mention the covers for this series.Honestly some of the most stylish book covers ever.
Overall,just ok for me.
Review copy provided by the publisher via NetGalley
I wanted to love this,I really did but something just wasn't pulling me into this.It started off promising enough but I just got bored and felt disconnected to the story.
Huey and Felix both had issues and I honestly got them,especially Felix.Yes,he might have been a tad needy and insecure but that's the kind of character I love.I really admired the way he sacrificed his own life and put his family first.
Huey just infuriated me.Period.I hated the way he treat Felix at times.Again,he had demons he was dealing with but I kind of became indifferent to them.
Have to mention the covers for this series.Honestly some of the most stylish book covers ever.
Overall,just ok for me.
Review copy provided by the publisher via NetGalley
October 20, 2019
3.15 stars for the story
Audiobook
Kirk Graves - 5 stars
Tor Thom - 3 stars
I had to switch to reading the ebook, KG narration was amazing but Tor? He has a really good voice but his style was not working for me, he sounded bored and the breathing was just annoying.
I had a hard time connecting with this story until around 60%. The writing is good, and i like that Roan writes stories about everyday guy. His characters are normal and some might find that boring but i like it.
My big problem was Huey and Felix, damn they frustrated me.
Huey was a big brick, non movable, he was hard to love or even like, i can say i just tolerated him. I get what the author was doing, but that didn't only frustrate Felix, i too didn't get to know Huey.
Felix on the other hand was ok but OMG he was the neediest person ever, the self pity was too much, but i felt like i got to know him better that i did Huey.
Them as a couple also took some time to warm upto, i didn't feel the connection until later on.
The cat was my favourite and seeing the previous characters made my heart warm and fuzzy.
Overall, it was and ok read.
Audiobook
Kirk Graves - 5 stars
Tor Thom - 3 stars
I had to switch to reading the ebook, KG narration was amazing but Tor? He has a really good voice but his style was not working for me, he sounded bored and the breathing was just annoying.
I had a hard time connecting with this story until around 60%. The writing is good, and i like that Roan writes stories about everyday guy. His characters are normal and some might find that boring but i like it.
My big problem was Huey and Felix, damn they frustrated me.
Huey was a big brick, non movable, he was hard to love or even like, i can say i just tolerated him. I get what the author was doing, but that didn't only frustrate Felix, i too didn't get to know Huey.
Felix on the other hand was ok but OMG he was the neediest person ever, the self pity was too much, but i felt like i got to know him better that i did Huey.
Them as a couple also took some time to warm upto, i didn't feel the connection until later on.
The cat was my favourite and seeing the previous characters made my heart warm and fuzzy.
Overall, it was and ok read.
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July 23, 2022
this was disappointing bc i loved the first two books and i was looking forward to Huey's happy ending but, honestly, i didn't feel the connection or chemistry between Huey and Felix. as much as i didn't mind Huey as a side character, i couldn't get into his (or Felix's) character in this.
i loved seeing my favs in this though. <3
i loved seeing my favs in this though. <3
September 2, 2019
Audio – 3.5 stars overall because….
Kirt Graves – 5 stars, Honestly, KG could have narrated the entire book. His performance was that good and the only reason I didn’t stop listening and request a refund.
Tor Thom – 2 stars – Yes, he has a great voice, but his less that subtle intake of breaths cancels that out, as does his lack of performance. Most of the time, he was just reading and breathing.
Story – 3.5 stars rounding up because I know I would have enjoyed the story A LOT more if the audio had been better.
This was a tough one for me to rate because I loved both MCs, Felix and Huey, as individuals and as a couple. There wasn't much going on in the story other than these guys figuring out how to be in a relationship with one another. At least, that’s what I got out of it.
Felix was a bit of a whiner, he cried a lot and he was needy. I couldn’t find too much fault with that because he’d spent so much of his time helping his single mom and siblings instead making friends and finding his own direction in life. So, when he no longer had to give so much of himself and time to his family, he felt lost.
Huey was…. complicated!!! The obvious things about him were that he’s older, a recovering addict, and had an intimidating presence because of his large size. He liked routine and staying busy. His busy schedule made being in a relationship challenging.
As far as the relationship, Felix had to learn to ask for what he wants and not be afraid that Huey would leave him. Huey in turn had to learn that being in a relationship means making changes to his schedule so that he could be there for his partner.
Kirt Graves – 5 stars, Honestly, KG could have narrated the entire book. His performance was that good and the only reason I didn’t stop listening and request a refund.
Tor Thom – 2 stars – Yes, he has a great voice, but his less that subtle intake of breaths cancels that out, as does his lack of performance. Most of the time, he was just reading and breathing.
Story – 3.5 stars rounding up because I know I would have enjoyed the story A LOT more if the audio had been better.
This was a tough one for me to rate because I loved both MCs, Felix and Huey, as individuals and as a couple. There wasn't much going on in the story other than these guys figuring out how to be in a relationship with one another. At least, that’s what I got out of it.
Felix was a bit of a whiner, he cried a lot and he was needy. I couldn’t find too much fault with that because he’d spent so much of his time helping his single mom and siblings instead making friends and finding his own direction in life. So, when he no longer had to give so much of himself and time to his family, he felt lost.
Huey was…. complicated!!! The obvious things about him were that he’s older, a recovering addict, and had an intimidating presence because of his large size. He liked routine and staying busy. His busy schedule made being in a relationship challenging.
As far as the relationship, Felix had to learn to ask for what he wants and not be afraid that Huey would leave him. Huey in turn had to learn that being in a relationship means making changes to his schedule so that he could be there for his partner.
September 12, 2019
4 STARS!
I'm a big fan of books that are mostly about 'nothing' (lol). I love the emotional nitty-gritty of two people learning to love one another. And that describes Raze to a T.
I can see why this book isn't as well-loved as the first two though.
Felix and Huey, while very much three dimensional characters, weren't especially likable in the traditional sense.
Huey deals with his addiction problems by mentally, building up walls, and physically, sticking to a strict routine . . . and I found him to be robotic. But I think that was the point. His character was meant to be in direct contrast to Felix's.
And Felix. Yikes. He wasn't just needy, he was NEEDY. A few times, I wanted to shake him and yell, Pull yourself together, man! But again, that was the point.
These two were real and flawed and vulnerable . . . and neither had any idea of how to deal with the other's actions or reactions. Their journey together was filled with doubt, heart-string pulling moments, and a steep learning curve.
My favorite part of the story was Ms. Parrish's uncanny ability to write incredibly telling sentences that show the nuances of her characters. It's too bad I don't have any highlights (because I listened, rather than read), but I managed to note down one of my favorites.
Plus, the epilogue was wonderfully satisfying. And that, my friends, is what good writing is all about.
Audio: 3.5 STARS
Lyn, I couldn't agree more with you that Kirt Graves could have (should have, imo) narrated the whole book!
Looks like Coco and Sophia's book might be next . . . and I'll be reading my first F/F. Can't wait!
"You're in your power when you know what you want."~SIGH~ Nobody does character-driven romance like Roan Parrish!
I'm a big fan of books that are mostly about 'nothing' (lol). I love the emotional nitty-gritty of two people learning to love one another. And that describes Raze to a T.
I can see why this book isn't as well-loved as the first two though.
Felix and Huey, while very much three dimensional characters, weren't especially likable in the traditional sense.
Huey deals with his addiction problems by mentally, building up walls, and physically, sticking to a strict routine . . . and I found him to be robotic. But I think that was the point. His character was meant to be in direct contrast to Felix's.
And Felix. Yikes. He wasn't just needy, he was NEEDY. A few times, I wanted to shake him and yell, Pull yourself together, man! But again, that was the point.
These two were real and flawed and vulnerable . . . and neither had any idea of how to deal with the other's actions or reactions. Their journey together was filled with doubt, heart-string pulling moments, and a steep learning curve.
My favorite part of the story was Ms. Parrish's uncanny ability to write incredibly telling sentences that show the nuances of her characters. It's too bad I don't have any highlights (because I listened, rather than read), but I managed to note down one of my favorites.
It was terribly sexy the way he'd perform movements without talking, like he was inviting me to watch him without the distraction of words.Huey would probably be mortified that Felix thinks such things, but at the same time, it's most likely true that unconsciously Huey is putting on a show for him. It's so sweet in the context of the story.
Plus, the epilogue was wonderfully satisfying. And that, my friends, is what good writing is all about.
Audio: 3.5 STARS
Lyn, I couldn't agree more with you that Kirt Graves could have (should have, imo) narrated the whole book!
Looks like Coco and Sophia's book might be next . . . and I'll be reading my first F/F. Can't wait!
April 21, 2019
The world is made up of people and ideas and desires and roaches and, like, hunks of plastic, and puppies.
This is the kind of line that makes me love Roan Parrish’s stories. They are everyday relationships, depicted beautifully. People who are vulnerable but not weak. To quote her recent tweet, her protagonists’ enemies are themselves. The conflicts in her books aren’t corny, contrived drama that you’ve read umpteen times — they are real issues that arise between people due to the baggage that they bring into a new relationship.
I leaned in and kissed him, then, because he was beautiful and alive and today I was a person.
I loved reading this story of Huey and Felix. At first I was concerned that it would feel like a knock-off of Riven due to some parallels with addiction issues, but the Raze characters distinguished themselves. And I alternated between feeling frustrated with and protective of both of them, which I appreciate because it feels real.
His smile was small and sweet, and I was dangerously aware that I’d go to great lengths to be able to put it on his face again.
Sigh. I have to add… This is the first time I’m feeling fewer than 5 stars from Roan. (I haven’t read them all, this is just my fourth, but I’ve felt the previous ones were damn near perfect.) And I’m torn on how much to dwell on the “imperfections” of this one, because they aren’t so much flaws as elements that weren’t quite as masterful as the others. I’m going to put these notes behind a spoiler tag, although I’ll do my best to avoid actual spoilers.
None of this keeps this book from being a solid recommend! I will await her future releases with bated breath. And here's hoping I can always buddy read them with my amaaaazing fellow Roan fans, Hayley & Hollis!
**ARC requested and received from NetGalley and the publisher.
This is the kind of line that makes me love Roan Parrish’s stories. They are everyday relationships, depicted beautifully. People who are vulnerable but not weak. To quote her recent tweet, her protagonists’ enemies are themselves. The conflicts in her books aren’t corny, contrived drama that you’ve read umpteen times — they are real issues that arise between people due to the baggage that they bring into a new relationship.
I leaned in and kissed him, then, because he was beautiful and alive and today I was a person.
I loved reading this story of Huey and Felix. At first I was concerned that it would feel like a knock-off of Riven due to some parallels with addiction issues, but the Raze characters distinguished themselves. And I alternated between feeling frustrated with and protective of both of them, which I appreciate because it feels real.
His smile was small and sweet, and I was dangerously aware that I’d go to great lengths to be able to put it on his face again.
Sigh. I have to add… This is the first time I’m feeling fewer than 5 stars from Roan. (I haven’t read them all, this is just my fourth, but I’ve felt the previous ones were damn near perfect.) And I’m torn on how much to dwell on the “imperfections” of this one, because they aren’t so much flaws as elements that weren’t quite as masterful as the others. I’m going to put these notes behind a spoiler tag, although I’ll do my best to avoid actual spoilers.
None of this keeps this book from being a solid recommend! I will await her future releases with bated breath. And here's hoping I can always buddy read them with my amaaaazing fellow Roan fans, Hayley & Hollis!
**ARC requested and received from NetGalley and the publisher.
April 19, 2019
No chill was had in the waiting-to-read-this-closer-to-pub-date when this ARC landed on my kindle. I was done within a day. Also, forever sending apologies to my buddy-readers, Hayley & Moony, for being the worst. Again. Whoops?
"I forgot you're not supposed to bring up masturbation at the dinner table on the first date."
"Yeah, that's strictly second-date dinner convo."
Right off the bat, I have to say, this cover does not do Felix justice. I wasn't really a fan of it to begin with but after seeing how the character was not only described but acted? There's no match-up here whatsoever. But, having said that, at the end of the day it's about the content, not the window dressing.
Felix seemed like a map folded up small and perfect that would sprawl when unfurled, and show you everything. And I.. fuck, I wanted to see it.
This is easily my favourite series by Parrish and while RAZE didn't match my love for RIVEN, and nor did REND, each book has been emotional, lovely, heart wrenching, beautiful, tough, real, all the things. Oh and swoony and sexy af. The author devastates with the simplest of things, like a hug, and exposes very real insecurities in her characters that I think everyone can immediately connect with. No matter their size or strength, no matter their fame or success, no matter what they've overcome or shouldered, each individual is struggling or hiding or avoiding something. Just like every day humans. And it's this connection that makes these books, even set as they are around rockstars and the music industry, even only peripherally (at least since book one), so so easy to love. Just as it's impossible not to love these imminently precious characters who, in some form or another, feel they aren't worthy or deserving of love; or are just overlooked, maybe even just held back.. by outside forces or themselves. Never seen or pursued by the right person.
The problem with feeling so much pleasure, so much joy, so much contentment -- with feeling so much, period -- after so long spent feeling very little, was that I instantly craved more of it.
If you're looking for sweetness and sexiness, with a solid foundation of grit and realness, I would definitely recommend this series.
** I received an ARC from NetGalley and the publisher (thank you!) in exchange for an honest review. **
"I forgot you're not supposed to bring up masturbation at the dinner table on the first date."
"Yeah, that's strictly second-date dinner convo."
Right off the bat, I have to say, this cover does not do Felix justice. I wasn't really a fan of it to begin with but after seeing how the character was not only described but acted? There's no match-up here whatsoever. But, having said that, at the end of the day it's about the content, not the window dressing.
Felix seemed like a map folded up small and perfect that would sprawl when unfurled, and show you everything. And I.. fuck, I wanted to see it.
This is easily my favourite series by Parrish and while RAZE didn't match my love for RIVEN, and nor did REND, each book has been emotional, lovely, heart wrenching, beautiful, tough, real, all the things. Oh and swoony and sexy af. The author devastates with the simplest of things, like a hug, and exposes very real insecurities in her characters that I think everyone can immediately connect with. No matter their size or strength, no matter their fame or success, no matter what they've overcome or shouldered, each individual is struggling or hiding or avoiding something. Just like every day humans. And it's this connection that makes these books, even set as they are around rockstars and the music industry, even only peripherally (at least since book one), so so easy to love. Just as it's impossible not to love these imminently precious characters who, in some form or another, feel they aren't worthy or deserving of love; or are just overlooked, maybe even just held back.. by outside forces or themselves. Never seen or pursued by the right person.
The problem with feeling so much pleasure, so much joy, so much contentment -- with feeling so much, period -- after so long spent feeling very little, was that I instantly craved more of it.
If you're looking for sweetness and sexiness, with a solid foundation of grit and realness, I would definitely recommend this series.
** I received an ARC from NetGalley and the publisher (thank you!) in exchange for an honest review. **
August 14, 2019
No sé muy bien qué decir, siempre que escribo sobre un libro de Roan tengo la sensación de decir lo mismo. No me gusta contar nada sobre la historia que he leído, más bien suelo hablar de las sensaciones que me despierta o lo que me gusta del autor. Este libro es un ejemplo maravilloso de lo que más me gusta a mí de Roan como autora. Lo que ocurre no es verdaderamente lo importante de lo que nos está contando. El centro son los sentimientos, la construcción de una relación, cómo empieza, cómo florece, cómo se hacen sentir el uno al otro. Yo leo y Roan a veces me pone los pelos de punta de lo mucho que me emociona, no sé si hay una cosa mejor que puedes decir sobre un libro o un autor. Qué diálogos, muy fan.
Un age gap con unos protagonistas absolutamente maravillosos, qué pena no poder conocer a los personajes de ese mundo que crea Roan. Para mí, toda esta serie es un 10, pocas he leído más románticas.
Un age gap con unos protagonistas absolutamente maravillosos, qué pena no poder conocer a los personajes de ese mundo que crea Roan. Para mí, toda esta serie es un 10, pocas he leído más románticas.
April 22, 2019
3.5 Stars!
I've been really looking forward to Huey's story. I was intrigued by his character in the first two books. And I must say he did not disappoint.
However, I will say this is my least favorite book of the series so far. I just didn't care for Felix.
I found him needy, whiny and immature for the majority of the book.
As with the other two books, the writing was great. I would say this one wasn't as angsty and somber and heavy as the other two. But it was still mildy to moderately so. It wasn't rainbows and unicorns and flowers.
Anyone know if this is the end of the series? Maybe some of the band members will have books?
Regardless of my feelings on this particular book, it's a great series. One I definitely recommend.
ARC kindly provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
I've been really looking forward to Huey's story. I was intrigued by his character in the first two books. And I must say he did not disappoint.
However, I will say this is my least favorite book of the series so far. I just didn't care for Felix.
I found him needy, whiny and immature for the majority of the book.
As with the other two books, the writing was great. I would say this one wasn't as angsty and somber and heavy as the other two. But it was still mildy to moderately so. It wasn't rainbows and unicorns and flowers.
Anyone know if this is the end of the series? Maybe some of the band members will have books?
Regardless of my feelings on this particular book, it's a great series. One I definitely recommend.
ARC kindly provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
April 23, 2019
4.5 S T A R S
Roan Parrish is my fave M/M author and when I got approved for this ARC I was jump-on-the-bed-screaming excited. AND it was even better because my fave ghoulfriends, Moony and Hollis, received an ARC as well, which meant super hilarious, all caps text sessions to come. It also meant another disaster (but the fun kind) of a buddy read where this time I was the one who finished before anyone else started.
Roan Parrish… is my girl. She’s built herself a cozy little home in my heart, and there she has stayed – writing M/Ms that feel like they have been perfectly tailored to me (Except for Rend, but we won’t talk about that). There’s affection and love, baggage and giggles, swoons and small moments of tenderness, and such a profound respect and grace when it comes to mental health struggles. I honestly do not know how she does it, but I hope that she never stops.
There is just something so special about reading a Parrish novel. Her stories are little pieces of lives that feel so real. I see myself in her characters, I see people in them. Her characters jump off the pages, their emotions and struggles overflow and spill into my hands and my eyes until they become mine, and I am so invested. That’s exactly how I felt while reading Raze. I was so caught up in Felix and Dane’s story. I felt them so deeply and I devoured the pages of this book.
I loved Felix so much. I loved that he wore pastels, shirts buttoned to the collar, and makeup. I loved that he cried and snotted, and was unashamed of his feelings and unapologetic of who he was. In a genre that is full of carbon copies of big, muscled, super alpha male characters, this is so refreshing. He was so sweet and caring, and I just really, absolutely loved him. Can you tell? And I loved Dane, with his quiet calm, need to be in control and his fears. I loved them so much, but what I loved even more was that I've read multiple Parrish novels and I've never seen two characters that are copies of one another. While this book also tackled addiction, the characters, with different life experiences and outlooks, brought different perspectives and ways of processing -- which gave a completely different feel and journey to a situation that is shared with other characters in this series.
Another thing Parrish does exceedingly well is relationship development. Parrish’s characters slide so easily into relationships and yet it doesn’t feel rushed or insta-lovey, but instead like the natural progression of things. And although this is a romance, with sweet characters and completely swoon-worthy moments, in true Parrish fashion it’s so much more than that. It’s an exploration of what happens when two people: with all their little life hurts, their successes and failures, their joys and fears and sorrows, come together and try to build a life together. How they need to learn to exist in a partnership, to be vulnerable and compassionate and learn how to fight with each other, and for their relationship, in a healthy and constructive way. I loved the life lessons and messages that were written in this one. They were insightful and really spoke to me.
With how much I loved this, I did have one little niggle.
Raze is full of quirks and laughs, heartache and struggles -- so many small touches of affection and tenderness that I don’t find in other romances. There is a level of psychological understanding that Parrish waves through her stories that blow my mind. She is seriously gifted and brilliant.
Also, the fact the Parrish stated that cats let their humans live with them. Queen.
**Received ARC from Netgalley and publisher in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
I leaned in and kissed him, because he was beautiful and alive and today I was a person.
Roan Parrish is my fave M/M author and when I got approved for this ARC I was jump-on-the-bed-screaming excited. AND it was even better because my fave ghoulfriends, Moony and Hollis, received an ARC as well, which meant super hilarious, all caps text sessions to come. It also meant another disaster (but the fun kind) of a buddy read where this time I was the one who finished before anyone else started.
Roan Parrish… is my girl. She’s built herself a cozy little home in my heart, and there she has stayed – writing M/Ms that feel like they have been perfectly tailored to me (Except for Rend, but we won’t talk about that). There’s affection and love, baggage and giggles, swoons and small moments of tenderness, and such a profound respect and grace when it comes to mental health struggles. I honestly do not know how she does it, but I hope that she never stops.
There is just something so special about reading a Parrish novel. Her stories are little pieces of lives that feel so real. I see myself in her characters, I see people in them. Her characters jump off the pages, their emotions and struggles overflow and spill into my hands and my eyes until they become mine, and I am so invested. That’s exactly how I felt while reading Raze. I was so caught up in Felix and Dane’s story. I felt them so deeply and I devoured the pages of this book.
I loved Felix so much. I loved that he wore pastels, shirts buttoned to the collar, and makeup. I loved that he cried and snotted, and was unashamed of his feelings and unapologetic of who he was. In a genre that is full of carbon copies of big, muscled, super alpha male characters, this is so refreshing. He was so sweet and caring, and I just really, absolutely loved him. Can you tell? And I loved Dane, with his quiet calm, need to be in control and his fears. I loved them so much, but what I loved even more was that I've read multiple Parrish novels and I've never seen two characters that are copies of one another. While this book also tackled addiction, the characters, with different life experiences and outlooks, brought different perspectives and ways of processing -- which gave a completely different feel and journey to a situation that is shared with other characters in this series.
Another thing Parrish does exceedingly well is relationship development. Parrish’s characters slide so easily into relationships and yet it doesn’t feel rushed or insta-lovey, but instead like the natural progression of things. And although this is a romance, with sweet characters and completely swoon-worthy moments, in true Parrish fashion it’s so much more than that. It’s an exploration of what happens when two people: with all their little life hurts, their successes and failures, their joys and fears and sorrows, come together and try to build a life together. How they need to learn to exist in a partnership, to be vulnerable and compassionate and learn how to fight with each other, and for their relationship, in a healthy and constructive way. I loved the life lessons and messages that were written in this one. They were insightful and really spoke to me.
With how much I loved this, I did have one little niggle.
Raze is full of quirks and laughs, heartache and struggles -- so many small touches of affection and tenderness that I don’t find in other romances. There is a level of psychological understanding that Parrish waves through her stories that blow my mind. She is seriously gifted and brilliant.
Also, the fact the Parrish stated that cats let their humans live with them. Queen.
"Rituals are kinda their own magic, aren't they?" Felix said. "Maybe they don't do anything but them remind you what you want."
**Received ARC from Netgalley and publisher in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
July 2, 2019
In a series where each of the characters has touched me so deeply, I have to say Roan Parrish has outdone herself with Raze. Parrish gets into the very essence of these incredible men, building a story for each of them and exploring what makes them tick. Whether it’s overcoming addiction or finding what sparks your passion, for the couples from the Riven series, simply surviving isn’t enough.
My favorite part of a Roan Parrish novel is how thoroughly she explores her characters. Parish gets deep into the very psyche of these men, and finds the things that make them real. Defeating obstacles, healing past wounds, and finding a way to move forward in a positive way are some issues that apply to all of us. Being able to actually relate to these guys makes a Roan Parrish novel so special.
Huey’s story is heartbreaking, but empowering as well. Coming off a life completely ruled by drug use, every moment for an addict is about just surviving. Huey has created coping mechanisms as well a complex schedule to fill his days and avoid relapse. He’s taken back control, unfortunately there’s no time or space left for having a meaningful life.
Freed from the responsibilities of caring for his family, Felix is finally in a position to make a life for himself. Acting on his initial attraction to Huey, Felix actively pursues the older man. The scene where he’s asking Huey on a date is completely adorable, and is a glimpse at some of the fire that’s inside him. It’s clear that with a bit of attention and encouragement, Felix will flourish.
I fell in love with these two remarkable guys and it’s extremely satisfying to watch them work it all out. Although they’ve got some serious baggage, the angst isn’t overwhelming. I found the positive message Ms. Parrish’s continually weaves throughout Raze to be very uplifting, and the romance between Huey and Felix is toe-curlingly delicious.
Looking ahead, I’d love to get Riven guitarist Coco Swift’s story. Between her romance with Felix’s sister Sophie and the challenge of keeping the band together after Theo’s retirement, this is one strong woman! Whatever story Roan Parrish chooses to tell next in this standalone series, I know it’s going to be a good one.
My favorite part of a Roan Parrish novel is how thoroughly she explores her characters. Parish gets deep into the very psyche of these men, and finds the things that make them real. Defeating obstacles, healing past wounds, and finding a way to move forward in a positive way are some issues that apply to all of us. Being able to actually relate to these guys makes a Roan Parrish novel so special.
Huey’s story is heartbreaking, but empowering as well. Coming off a life completely ruled by drug use, every moment for an addict is about just surviving. Huey has created coping mechanisms as well a complex schedule to fill his days and avoid relapse. He’s taken back control, unfortunately there’s no time or space left for having a meaningful life.
Freed from the responsibilities of caring for his family, Felix is finally in a position to make a life for himself. Acting on his initial attraction to Huey, Felix actively pursues the older man. The scene where he’s asking Huey on a date is completely adorable, and is a glimpse at some of the fire that’s inside him. It’s clear that with a bit of attention and encouragement, Felix will flourish.
I fell in love with these two remarkable guys and it’s extremely satisfying to watch them work it all out. Although they’ve got some serious baggage, the angst isn’t overwhelming. I found the positive message Ms. Parrish’s continually weaves throughout Raze to be very uplifting, and the romance between Huey and Felix is toe-curlingly delicious.
Looking ahead, I’d love to get Riven guitarist Coco Swift’s story. Between her romance with Felix’s sister Sophie and the challenge of keeping the band together after Theo’s retirement, this is one strong woman! Whatever story Roan Parrish chooses to tell next in this standalone series, I know it’s going to be a good one.
June 24, 2019
*4.5 stars*
I left this sitting in my kindle for a long time, afraid I wouldn’t like it. Early reviews said that the characters are needy, closed off and impassive. The reviews are definitely right, but I still loved EVERYTHING about them.
Maybe what made it work so well for me was that the characterization was so perfectly consistent. Felix didn’t read like a caricature, a guy who threw hissy fits out of the blue or somebody who would whine about minor things. No, he read like a guy who naturally wanted, needed, someone to care for him and show it. No half measures about it.
Huey, on the other hand, is so focused on staying clean and helping others stay clean from drugs and alcohol, he has completely forgotten how to communicate his feelings. He’s almost turning into a robot, and Felix came and changed all that. Felix needs, and Huey wants to give, but doesn’t know how.
I loved that the secondary characters, the protagonists of the first two books, are not here just for the reader to get a glimpse of their HEA, but their role is crucial and it matters to the plot.
The angst is not overwhelming but it’s ever present. The sex is smoking hot, very emotional, very intense. The quality of writing is top notch, and this goes for the whole series. I truly think this series is Roan Parrish’s best work to date.
Recommended!
"We looked into each other's eyes and breathed each other's air and tasted each other's lips over and over and over
I was living.
We were together."
I left this sitting in my kindle for a long time, afraid I wouldn’t like it. Early reviews said that the characters are needy, closed off and impassive. The reviews are definitely right, but I still loved EVERYTHING about them.
Maybe what made it work so well for me was that the characterization was so perfectly consistent. Felix didn’t read like a caricature, a guy who threw hissy fits out of the blue or somebody who would whine about minor things. No, he read like a guy who naturally wanted, needed, someone to care for him and show it. No half measures about it.
Huey, on the other hand, is so focused on staying clean and helping others stay clean from drugs and alcohol, he has completely forgotten how to communicate his feelings. He’s almost turning into a robot, and Felix came and changed all that. Felix needs, and Huey wants to give, but doesn’t know how.
"All the times I'd stayed silent so that he would never stop talking to me because I loved the sound of his voice...
And he didn't know.
My beautiful Felix thought I didn't care. And it was my fault."
I loved that the secondary characters, the protagonists of the first two books, are not here just for the reader to get a glimpse of their HEA, but their role is crucial and it matters to the plot.
The angst is not overwhelming but it’s ever present. The sex is smoking hot, very emotional, very intense. The quality of writing is top notch, and this goes for the whole series. I truly think this series is Roan Parrish’s best work to date.
Recommended!
May 19, 2023
Re-read 05/2023: My annual re-read was great, this is the type of book that reminds me why I love this genre. I really love this book so much 😍😍😍😍
Re-read 06/2022: I still love this book so much.
re-read 09/2021: I still adore this book! I forgot to point out in my review that I really appreciate the fact that both men know their sexual orientation before meeting each other and their identity is not a problem for either of them. That's refreshing. They still have a lot to figure out but I felt their hurdles rang true. This book is pure romance in the sense that there are not really any side plots: everything is moving forward thanks to the romance and the elements that can be seen as external have an impact on the romance itself and the character growth. Both MCs grow in this one. I really LOVE this book 🥰😍
I love this book that I have read several times and enjoyed more on re-read. The way those two hurt men negotiate their relationship is very sweet and realistic, the dialogues are amazing when they do, the good communication is refreshing. They lean on each other to adjust to the changes in their lives but they don't save each other. The couples from the previous book are present and the feeling of found family is strong. There is no unnecessary drama. I can't recommend this one enough.
Re-read 06/2022: I still love this book so much.
re-read 09/2021: I still adore this book! I forgot to point out in my review that I really appreciate the fact that both men know their sexual orientation before meeting each other and their identity is not a problem for either of them. That's refreshing. They still have a lot to figure out but I felt their hurdles rang true. This book is pure romance in the sense that there are not really any side plots: everything is moving forward thanks to the romance and the elements that can be seen as external have an impact on the romance itself and the character growth. Both MCs grow in this one. I really LOVE this book 🥰😍
I love this book that I have read several times and enjoyed more on re-read. The way those two hurt men negotiate their relationship is very sweet and realistic, the dialogues are amazing when they do, the good communication is refreshing. They lean on each other to adjust to the changes in their lives but they don't save each other. The couples from the previous book are present and the feeling of found family is strong. There is no unnecessary drama. I can't recommend this one enough.
April 22, 2019
Absolutely adored this!
I've been enjoying this series so much, and I will definitely say this was my favorite of this series so far - or favorite of the whole series if this is the last book of the series. The last two have been really good and I've enjoyed them so much but have been so angsty that this one feels like a breath of fresh air. That is not to say that this doesn't have angst and that it's a fluff fest, because that is so not the case. But it wasn't as much angst as the past two and it didn't have these two completely blow up their relationship before ultimately fixing it. It was a nice change.
Plus, I just absolutely adored Dane (Huey) and Felix.
Huey is the bartender from the first two books and Caleb's friend and past NA sponsor who is a past addict himself. His real name is Dane Hughes but he doesn't tell anyone that until he meets Felix. Before that for so long he was just known as Huey. Felix calls him Dane though once he learns of his first name.
Huey seems strong and self assured in the previous two books, but then we get to learn more about him in this book and see his POV and learn that's now quite the case. Huey, for the past ten years of being clean, has got a routine down pat and leaves behind an almost steel wall to hide his emotions and feelings behind so he doesn't lose control. He's been able to stay sober with all this routine and control, but he hasn't really been living, at all. He tried to have a relationship 7 years ago, but it didn't work out and he's been by himself ever since.
But then Felix walks into his bar, and into his life, and everything changes. Felix is 25 years old, at least ten years younger than Huey - we never get Huey's exact age in this - and he's the most beautiful person Huey has ever seen.
Felix is 5'8" with no muscles to Huey's 6'4" musclebound body, but Felix likes how big Huey is. And Felix is so sweet and so kind that it draws Huey in.
One thing out of several I loved about this? Felix asks Huey out. As in, neither of them pine away until they give in and kiss and maybe have sex as well, but he actually asks him out, in the most adorable way possible. I feel like not enough mm romance books have the two MC's just asking each other out and this was so refreshing to see. Gimme more MC's asking each other out on a date, just taking the plunge and not just pining away for weeks or months.
The angst was still present in this story, and it centered around, not exactly Huey's struggle with addiction, but how he could actually live his life post-addiction, not just acting almost robotic with the same routine ever single day to keep the addiction in check. For Felix, he's the oldest of 4 siblings and his best friend is his sister, the second oldest, but he always been taking care of them for as long as he could remember, what with their single mom working such long days in order to support everyone. Then when he and Sofia (his sister) were old enough, they got jobs to support the family and then it was just Felix while Sofia tried and got into college.
So Felix has never really done anything for himself, and in his own way he's not really living either, even if it doesn't have anything to do with any addiction, he still is afraid to live his life for himself because he's afraid he'll fail and not be good at anything. He's afraid of no one needing him and being lonely and invisible, but at the same time he doesn't want to seem needy. He's insecure, and that plays a factor in the angst these two share.
But there is no big break up in this, even if there is a few days spent apart at one point and have things to work on, after a few talks with friends and family and whatnot, these two are able to come to each other try to work on it.
I loved Felix and Dane's chemistry, from their first scene together. Dane is just a soft teddybear underneath his hard looking exterior, and Felix is the sweetest, kindest guy and they just worked together, and their sex scenes were phenomenal. They had such passion for each other and such love for each other and I could feel it coming off the page as I read their sex scenes.
They supported each other no matter what, no matter what they wanted to do, and after a hiccup a time or two, they were able to communicate well and learn more about each other and when to give space or not give space and what to do when the other was down or needed comfort. They worked so amazingly well together.
We do get to see Caleb and Theo as well as some Rhys and Matt sprinkled throughout this, so it was great to see them and see them doing so well.
This book was just so solid overall, and I loved all the emotions and the love and the relationships, and I loved Felix and Dane's relationship so much, they were perfect for each other.
Two massive thumbs up from me! Highly recommend, especially if you've been enjoying this series so far <3
***ARC generously provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.***
I've been enjoying this series so much, and I will definitely say this was my favorite of this series so far - or favorite of the whole series if this is the last book of the series. The last two have been really good and I've enjoyed them so much but have been so angsty that this one feels like a breath of fresh air. That is not to say that this doesn't have angst and that it's a fluff fest, because that is so not the case. But it wasn't as much angst as the past two and it didn't have these two completely blow up their relationship before ultimately fixing it. It was a nice change.
Plus, I just absolutely adored Dane (Huey) and Felix.
Huey is the bartender from the first two books and Caleb's friend and past NA sponsor who is a past addict himself. His real name is Dane Hughes but he doesn't tell anyone that until he meets Felix. Before that for so long he was just known as Huey. Felix calls him Dane though once he learns of his first name.
Huey seems strong and self assured in the previous two books, but then we get to learn more about him in this book and see his POV and learn that's now quite the case. Huey, for the past ten years of being clean, has got a routine down pat and leaves behind an almost steel wall to hide his emotions and feelings behind so he doesn't lose control. He's been able to stay sober with all this routine and control, but he hasn't really been living, at all. He tried to have a relationship 7 years ago, but it didn't work out and he's been by himself ever since.
But then Felix walks into his bar, and into his life, and everything changes. Felix is 25 years old, at least ten years younger than Huey - we never get Huey's exact age in this - and he's the most beautiful person Huey has ever seen.
Felix is 5'8" with no muscles to Huey's 6'4" musclebound body, but Felix likes how big Huey is. And Felix is so sweet and so kind that it draws Huey in.
One thing out of several I loved about this? Felix asks Huey out. As in, neither of them pine away until they give in and kiss and maybe have sex as well, but he actually asks him out, in the most adorable way possible. I feel like not enough mm romance books have the two MC's just asking each other out and this was so refreshing to see. Gimme more MC's asking each other out on a date, just taking the plunge and not just pining away for weeks or months.
The angst was still present in this story, and it centered around, not exactly Huey's struggle with addiction, but how he could actually live his life post-addiction, not just acting almost robotic with the same routine ever single day to keep the addiction in check. For Felix, he's the oldest of 4 siblings and his best friend is his sister, the second oldest, but he always been taking care of them for as long as he could remember, what with their single mom working such long days in order to support everyone. Then when he and Sofia (his sister) were old enough, they got jobs to support the family and then it was just Felix while Sofia tried and got into college.
So Felix has never really done anything for himself, and in his own way he's not really living either, even if it doesn't have anything to do with any addiction, he still is afraid to live his life for himself because he's afraid he'll fail and not be good at anything. He's afraid of no one needing him and being lonely and invisible, but at the same time he doesn't want to seem needy. He's insecure, and that plays a factor in the angst these two share.
But there is no big break up in this, even if there is a few days spent apart at one point and have things to work on, after a few talks with friends and family and whatnot, these two are able to come to each other try to work on it.
I loved Felix and Dane's chemistry, from their first scene together. Dane is just a soft teddybear underneath his hard looking exterior, and Felix is the sweetest, kindest guy and they just worked together, and their sex scenes were phenomenal. They had such passion for each other and such love for each other and I could feel it coming off the page as I read their sex scenes.
They supported each other no matter what, no matter what they wanted to do, and after a hiccup a time or two, they were able to communicate well and learn more about each other and when to give space or not give space and what to do when the other was down or needed comfort. They worked so amazingly well together.
We do get to see Caleb and Theo as well as some Rhys and Matt sprinkled throughout this, so it was great to see them and see them doing so well.
This book was just so solid overall, and I loved all the emotions and the love and the relationships, and I loved Felix and Dane's relationship so much, they were perfect for each other.
Two massive thumbs up from me! Highly recommend, especially if you've been enjoying this series so far <3
***ARC generously provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.***
June 20, 2019
Readers can always count on Roan Parrish to deliver authentic characters toting excessive baggage while battling personal demons - be it addiction, ghosts, and/or their own insecurities. They're usually their own worse enemy, heavily laden with firm beliefs about their own fate in life along with the certainty they dare not deviate from their designated course. Until something . . . or someone crashes into their world, sending it spinning out of control. As in previous books in the Riven series, Raze relies heavily on a character-driven plotline that seduces readers with different points of view while encouraging them to become intimate with each character.
Huey is big, strong, and always in control with a rigidly structured daily routine that serves as a defense mechanism keeping him on the straight and narrow path of sobriety. His size and demeanor make him appear intimidating, uncaring, and quite stoic as he continually shores up the carefully constructed walls around his heart. And then, on karaoke night at his bar, a very young, timid, long-haired man steps up to the mic and rocks Huey's world sending sensuous vibes sparking between them like shooting stars. While he's tempted, there are so many reasons Huey knows he can't open that door.
Felix is a sweet, innocent twenty-five year old guy who's an outstanding singer, but an even better caregiver - of everyone but himself. An endearing aura of purity and innocence surrounds him, making him appear even younger than he is. And yet, Felix summons the courage to step out of his box and awkardly ask Huey out . . . on a date. I'm not sure who was more stunned - Huey or Felix. As the story unfolds, these two very different men in two different phases of their life come together as the proverbial "odd couple" - one an older, gentle giant fearful of letting his guard down and allowing another to invade his personal space, and the other a youthful man full of hope and wonder, needing to find his place and purpose in life before fully committing to another.
As always, Parrish's writing flows with a lyrical and fluent ease that lures readers in. With simple gestures like hand holding, hugs, and kisses, she paints a beautiful picture of two men falling helplessly in love - one reluctantly, one eagerly. While the sexual energy is off the chart with several spicy 5-Alarm scenes, I appreciate that Parrish dials it back a wee bit in Raze by trusting the character and relationship development to carry the story without the overabundance of fully loaded sex scenes. Likewise with the high angst as it's definitely lower than in previous books. I suspect some readers may find the plotline a little too low-key as there aren't any over-the-top explosive scenes in Raze, but rather a series of smaller yet no less intimate moments and "firsts" in these characters' lives which I greatly enjoyed. I know series' readers will be as delighted as I was to find Theo & Caleb, along with Rhys & Matt, appearing in support roles in this book. All in all, while Riven remains my favorite of the series, Raze is an emotional, sexy, heart-touching Must Read!
*With many thanks to the publisher for an arc of this book via Netgalley!
**Reviewed at Cross My Heart Reviews
Huey is big, strong, and always in control with a rigidly structured daily routine that serves as a defense mechanism keeping him on the straight and narrow path of sobriety. His size and demeanor make him appear intimidating, uncaring, and quite stoic as he continually shores up the carefully constructed walls around his heart. And then, on karaoke night at his bar, a very young, timid, long-haired man steps up to the mic and rocks Huey's world sending sensuous vibes sparking between them like shooting stars. While he's tempted, there are so many reasons Huey knows he can't open that door.
Felix is a sweet, innocent twenty-five year old guy who's an outstanding singer, but an even better caregiver - of everyone but himself. An endearing aura of purity and innocence surrounds him, making him appear even younger than he is. And yet, Felix summons the courage to step out of his box and awkardly ask Huey out . . . on a date. I'm not sure who was more stunned - Huey or Felix. As the story unfolds, these two very different men in two different phases of their life come together as the proverbial "odd couple" - one an older, gentle giant fearful of letting his guard down and allowing another to invade his personal space, and the other a youthful man full of hope and wonder, needing to find his place and purpose in life before fully committing to another.
As always, Parrish's writing flows with a lyrical and fluent ease that lures readers in. With simple gestures like hand holding, hugs, and kisses, she paints a beautiful picture of two men falling helplessly in love - one reluctantly, one eagerly. While the sexual energy is off the chart with several spicy 5-Alarm scenes, I appreciate that Parrish dials it back a wee bit in Raze by trusting the character and relationship development to carry the story without the overabundance of fully loaded sex scenes. Likewise with the high angst as it's definitely lower than in previous books. I suspect some readers may find the plotline a little too low-key as there aren't any over-the-top explosive scenes in Raze, but rather a series of smaller yet no less intimate moments and "firsts" in these characters' lives which I greatly enjoyed. I know series' readers will be as delighted as I was to find Theo & Caleb, along with Rhys & Matt, appearing in support roles in this book. All in all, while Riven remains my favorite of the series, Raze is an emotional, sexy, heart-touching Must Read!
*With many thanks to the publisher for an arc of this book via Netgalley!
**Reviewed at Cross My Heart Reviews
June 8, 2019
It’s probably somewhere around 3.5.
This book is quite in the same vein as the previous books in the series - emotional, sexy, sweet and heartfelt. Huey and Felix are wonderful characters who have to fight their own issues and open their hearts to finally get to be together. It’s a lovely journey, but I somehow didn’t feel invested enough. It’s probably my fault that I kept comparing it to Riven, and I don’t think it’s ever going to be easy to match that brilliant love story. This was still a beautiful read and I would definitely recommend it.
This book is quite in the same vein as the previous books in the series - emotional, sexy, sweet and heartfelt. Huey and Felix are wonderful characters who have to fight their own issues and open their hearts to finally get to be together. It’s a lovely journey, but I somehow didn’t feel invested enough. It’s probably my fault that I kept comparing it to Riven, and I don’t think it’s ever going to be easy to match that brilliant love story. This was still a beautiful read and I would definitely recommend it.
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July 7, 2019dnf @ 50%
Sadly, it's not working for me. I don't really like either of the MCs and there's nothing to keep me invested in their story.
Sadly, it's not working for me. I don't really like either of the MCs and there's nothing to keep me invested in their story.
July 17, 2022
It took me far to long to get through the series and everytime I started with a new book in the series, that one became a new favorite. The romance between the two love interest was so cute, beautiful and swoony. Definitely need to see if my book app has more series from this author. Loved the way the characters where formed as well as the relationships. Kinda sad I've got no more books in the series to go through
July 14, 2019
I’m starting to feel like I’ll never find another Roan Parrish book as good as my favorite one, but this one came closer than most.
As usual with this author, not much happens in terms of plot, it’s all about the characters’ struggles as they go through a particular time in their lives and try to figure out themselves and their relationship. The process is always complex and realistic, so for me the factor that determines how much I like one of her books usually comes down to the degree to which I connect with the characters and their story.
I liked Huey and Felix a lot, I liked their dynamic and how their individual flaws combined to create realistic conflict. I really liked how they managed to communicate their way through most problems without drama.
I also liked the dynamic between the MCs and the secondary characters, especially between Felix and his sister. It was essential to getting the whole picture of Felix’s personality, and I appreciated
Just more proof of the author’s talent for portraying realistic relationships all around, not only romantic ones.
As usual with this author, not much happens in terms of plot, it’s all about the characters’ struggles as they go through a particular time in their lives and try to figure out themselves and their relationship. The process is always complex and realistic, so for me the factor that determines how much I like one of her books usually comes down to the degree to which I connect with the characters and their story.
I liked Huey and Felix a lot, I liked their dynamic and how their individual flaws combined to create realistic conflict. I really liked how they managed to communicate their way through most problems without drama.
I also liked the dynamic between the MCs and the secondary characters, especially between Felix and his sister. It was essential to getting the whole picture of Felix’s personality, and I appreciated
Just more proof of the author’s talent for portraying realistic relationships all around, not only romantic ones.
June 25, 2019
What an overwhelmingly beautiful addition to a favorite series of mine.
The overall tone to this series just should not work for me but it more than does. I have loved each book so far and this one was no exception.
I am not a fan of addiction in my stories but Roan Parrish has a way of making me forget my reasons and fall all in. Like she was able to do with Riven, where we first met Huey, this hooked me and did not let me go. I started and finished in one day. I couldn’t put it down.
I don’t know if I want to say they keep getting better because I probably couldn’t pick a favorite of the three, but they for sure consistently keep up the goodness, no, greatness.
So addiction. I just don’t like drugs in my books. It’s a thing for me. It’s not romantic and I read for an escape so I normally steer clear. There was no way I was going to be able to steer clear of Huey’s book so I just dug in. This exceeded my expectations and gave me a completely different perspective on addiction.
Ok, so to me, addiction in any form always has felt like a part of my identity. This applies to even good addiction. Like, if I stopped reading as much as I do who would I be? I’m addicted to reading and some may say it is bad, not me. That is good addiction. I was a smoker for longer than I like to think about and when I started seriously thinking about quitting I didn’t know how to identify myself without the cigarettes. So, what I’m trying to say is that in order for me to give it up I had to separate myself from it completely. So, I can’t imagine being a Sponsor. I can’t imagine fighting to give something up, fighting a constant battle with myself but facing it every day for someone else. It being in my face would just be too much. I’d want it erased and not always a reminder so I don’t know how Huey did it. I don’t know how he did it. He was constantly surrounded by what held him, what hurt him, in one way or another. Both of his jobs. How strong of a person does it take to be able to do that? Not me for sure.
But, as we learn, sometimes walls turn into sponges and fine isn’t always an option.
Felix. Jesus, this boy. I loved his need. I loved that he felt he could finally show his need. I loved that he had someone in his life that helped him see. Overall I just really loved him. He was selfless for so long I loved when he broke and was nothing but selfish. Bad timing? Maybe. Real. Definitely. I loved his words and his honestly.
Gah. I loved this. Two strong but needy, successful but flawed, found and lost boys. “I’m not fine” are such a powerful group of three little words.
Roan Parrish has again weaved a tale of two seemingly broken boys, going through the motions but not living their lives and united them and gave them life. It is heartbreaking, heartwarming and overall so fucking beautiful, I loved it.
**ARC courtesy of Random House Publishing Group-Loveswept via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review**
The overall tone to this series just should not work for me but it more than does. I have loved each book so far and this one was no exception.
I am not a fan of addiction in my stories but Roan Parrish has a way of making me forget my reasons and fall all in. Like she was able to do with Riven, where we first met Huey, this hooked me and did not let me go. I started and finished in one day. I couldn’t put it down.
I don’t know if I want to say they keep getting better because I probably couldn’t pick a favorite of the three, but they for sure consistently keep up the goodness, no, greatness.
So addiction. I just don’t like drugs in my books. It’s a thing for me. It’s not romantic and I read for an escape so I normally steer clear. There was no way I was going to be able to steer clear of Huey’s book so I just dug in. This exceeded my expectations and gave me a completely different perspective on addiction.
Ok, so to me, addiction in any form always has felt like a part of my identity. This applies to even good addiction. Like, if I stopped reading as much as I do who would I be? I’m addicted to reading and some may say it is bad, not me. That is good addiction. I was a smoker for longer than I like to think about and when I started seriously thinking about quitting I didn’t know how to identify myself without the cigarettes. So, what I’m trying to say is that in order for me to give it up I had to separate myself from it completely. So, I can’t imagine being a Sponsor. I can’t imagine fighting to give something up, fighting a constant battle with myself but facing it every day for someone else. It being in my face would just be too much. I’d want it erased and not always a reminder so I don’t know how Huey did it. I don’t know how he did it. He was constantly surrounded by what held him, what hurt him, in one way or another. Both of his jobs. How strong of a person does it take to be able to do that? Not me for sure.
But, as we learn, sometimes walls turn into sponges and fine isn’t always an option.
Felix. Jesus, this boy. I loved his need. I loved that he felt he could finally show his need. I loved that he had someone in his life that helped him see. Overall I just really loved him. He was selfless for so long I loved when he broke and was nothing but selfish. Bad timing? Maybe. Real. Definitely. I loved his words and his honestly.
Gah. I loved this. Two strong but needy, successful but flawed, found and lost boys. “I’m not fine” are such a powerful group of three little words.
Roan Parrish has again weaved a tale of two seemingly broken boys, going through the motions but not living their lives and united them and gave them life. It is heartbreaking, heartwarming and overall so fucking beautiful, I loved it.
**ARC courtesy of Random House Publishing Group-Loveswept via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review**
May 12, 2019
For everyone who sometimes needs permission to be a person.
With each installment in the Riven series, my expectations have been completely obliterated every time. Roan Parrish has a way of taking the most mundane, daily elements of life and manages to make every moment special. None of these stories are anything like I thought they would be, and I've been blown away every time.
I loved the way they push and pull with each other, I was very happy the drama and angst weren't over-the-top, and that Felix and Dane, despite their age difference, fit so perfectly with each other.
I loved him in a way that felt like it shattered me and held me together all at once.
I loved this. I loved Felix and Dane 😍, I loved the side characters, super loved the dual POV, and the way the words spoke to me on a different level. I love this series, and I'm almost ridiculously excited for more.
"Yes," he choked out. "Yes to everything with you always."
Dual POV, smoking hot sex, some angst, and a wonderful HEA ending. Absolutely recommended!
4.5 Stars
Advanced Review Galley copy of Raze provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
September 27, 2021
I sadly did not like this as much as the first two books in this series. I really really liked Huey. Aside from his hero complex. I had a harder time connecting with Felix, although I didn’t dislike him, I just didn’t really get him.
It was sweet. So sweet. Tiny shy Felix with giant scary Huey (Dane). I loved it. But it was missing angst and feelings compared to the first two books, so I got a little bored.
I loved seeing the couples from the first two books. I loved how happy all three couples are at the end. ❤️
A few things annoyed me. (And spoilers.)
- I was surprised that Theo stayed friends with Riven members. He was never even friends with them to begin with.
- the Coco/Sofia romance. I just don’t like side romances, they take away from the main one, and I didn’t particularly like Sofia or Coco.
- I didn’t get how codependent (or just dependent?) Felix and Sofia were. Growing up and living your own life, separate from your siblings is just normal growing up shit.
- I really wished Huey and his dad tried harder. I’m sad that the relationship wasn’t important enough to be salvaged.
It was sweet. So sweet. Tiny shy Felix with giant scary Huey (Dane). I loved it. But it was missing angst and feelings compared to the first two books, so I got a little bored.
I loved seeing the couples from the first two books. I loved how happy all three couples are at the end. ❤️
A few things annoyed me. (And spoilers.)
- I was surprised that Theo stayed friends with Riven members. He was never even friends with them to begin with.
- the Coco/Sofia romance. I just don’t like side romances, they take away from the main one, and I didn’t particularly like Sofia or Coco.
- I didn’t get how codependent (or just dependent?) Felix and Sofia were. Growing up and living your own life, separate from your siblings is just normal growing up shit.
- I really wished Huey and his dad tried harder. I’m sad that the relationship wasn’t important enough to be salvaged.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 20, 2019
Huey's story wasn't at all like I was expecting. The previous two books were angst filled while Raze had a more slowed down approach. There was angst but not over the top.
The story center's around Huey living his life post-addiction. I felt that aspect of the story was nicely written. He had always come across as strong and steady, but in reality, he was being held prisoner by fear.
Felix, on his end, was going through many changes. From a young age, he became "the man of the house." As he got older, his sister Sofia helped carry the weight, and suddenly she found her life taking off without him. He felt alone and at a loss as to do with his future.
Huey and Felix together were each other's missing piece despite their age difference.
There was a lot to love:
-Romantic (swoon-worthy!)
-Some angst
-Smoking hot chemistry
-Dual POVs
-And a strong HEA.
Why not 5 Stars? There was a point in the story where Felix was needy, and it did begin to irk me. There was a scene in particular where his actions bothered me. He came across as selfish and immature. He did redeem himself, though plus I also put myself in his shoes.
All in all, Raze is an excellent addition to the Riven series. I have fingers, toes, and legs crossed that we get a book for Coco and Sofia.
4 Stars
The story center's around Huey living his life post-addiction. I felt that aspect of the story was nicely written. He had always come across as strong and steady, but in reality, he was being held prisoner by fear.
Felix, on his end, was going through many changes. From a young age, he became "the man of the house." As he got older, his sister Sofia helped carry the weight, and suddenly she found her life taking off without him. He felt alone and at a loss as to do with his future.
Huey and Felix together were each other's missing piece despite their age difference.
There was a lot to love:
-Romantic (swoon-worthy!)
-Some angst
-Smoking hot chemistry
-Dual POVs
-And a strong HEA.
Why not 5 Stars? There was a point in the story where Felix was needy, and it did begin to irk me. There was a scene in particular where his actions bothered me. He came across as selfish and immature. He did redeem himself, though plus I also put myself in his shoes.
All in all, Raze is an excellent addition to the Riven series. I have fingers, toes, and legs crossed that we get a book for Coco and Sofia.
4 Stars
February 14, 2025
3.5- one of those books I really couldn’t decide to round up or down.
This book was pretty good. The couple was very sweet and had a lot of sweet scenes together. Loved the hea and the epilogue.
A few times I wish it had a bit more. Maybe it was a bit too sweet and could have used a bit more angst. Also the characters were a bit annoying at times lol. I did like Huey’s character growth in the end.
At times i couldn’t help but wish I was reading Sofia and coco’s book instead- their story sounded so good.
This book was pretty good. The couple was very sweet and had a lot of sweet scenes together. Loved the hea and the epilogue.
A few times I wish it had a bit more. Maybe it was a bit too sweet and could have used a bit more angst. Also the characters were a bit annoying at times lol. I did like Huey’s character growth in the end.
At times i couldn’t help but wish I was reading Sofia and coco’s book instead- their story sounded so good.
July 3, 2019
Good book!
One of the things I really liked about this book was the way it developed ; especially concerning the relationship between our MCs. I also liked how organic the growth of their relationship was.
However, BOTH our MCs had baggage and lots of it. They both had their issues to deal with : Felix had his "neediness and co-dependence on his sister" baggage and Huey had his "over-rigidity caused by fear of what would happen if he relaxed his hold on his emotions" baggage. Both their issues were truly valid so I had no qualms about reading about them working them out.
Safe to say, the working-out process made for some struggles and some emotional explosions. There were also a lot of notable sections about addiction and the daily struggles ex-addicts go through not to fall off the wagon. It was very real for Huey and I felt every one of his pains.
Even though I truly enjoyed this story, I honestly believe it should've been shorter. It could've easily ended around the time Huey started getting over his demons(around the 87% or 88% mark) after which a page or two could've been dedicated to Felix and his plans for the future with another 2 or so additional pages dedicated to the epilogue.
As it was, I kept waiting for the book to end but it kept going on and on. I'm not saying those ending pages were bad but I knew our MCs were going to be okay and already had their well fought-for and deserved HEAs so I just wanted it to end!! Sigh.
Nevertheless, I would definitely grab another book in this series should another one be released!
*** eARC Copy Was Graciously Provided By The Publisher Via Netgalley In Exchange For An Honest, Unbiased, Review ***
One of the things I really liked about this book was the way it developed ; especially concerning the relationship between our MCs. I also liked how organic the growth of their relationship was.
However, BOTH our MCs had baggage and lots of it. They both had their issues to deal with : Felix had his "neediness and co-dependence on his sister" baggage and Huey had his "over-rigidity caused by fear of what would happen if he relaxed his hold on his emotions" baggage. Both their issues were truly valid so I had no qualms about reading about them working them out.
Safe to say, the working-out process made for some struggles and some emotional explosions. There were also a lot of notable sections about addiction and the daily struggles ex-addicts go through not to fall off the wagon. It was very real for Huey and I felt every one of his pains.
Even though I truly enjoyed this story, I honestly believe it should've been shorter. It could've easily ended around the time Huey started getting over his demons(around the 87% or 88% mark) after which a page or two could've been dedicated to Felix and his plans for the future with another 2 or so additional pages dedicated to the epilogue.
As it was, I kept waiting for the book to end but it kept going on and on. I'm not saying those ending pages were bad but I knew our MCs were going to be okay and already had their well fought-for and deserved HEAs so I just wanted it to end!! Sigh.
Nevertheless, I would definitely grab another book in this series should another one be released!
*** eARC Copy Was Graciously Provided By The Publisher Via Netgalley In Exchange For An Honest, Unbiased, Review ***
May 22, 2019
I need to reread sometime I think because I could not get into this much. This is still the quality writing that Roan Parrish always offers but I disconnected from this around halfway through and skimmed some parts of the rest. Maybe it’s because I couldn’t reconcile Huey as the bar owner slash NA sponsor with how he seemed to be around Felix. I couldn’t feel any chemistry with these two and their behavior started grating on me. Very likely just one of those me-not-the-book situations. #Raze #NetGalley
*An ARC was provided by the author, publisher or a promotional service and I have chosen to publish a fair and honest review*
*An ARC was provided by the author, publisher or a promotional service and I have chosen to publish a fair and honest review*
August 19, 2019
Sin ser mi favorito de los 3, es un libro que está muy bien, me lo he bebido en menos de 24Hk.
Los MC son amor, fantásticos sus diálogos e interacciones, es imposible no empatizar con Félix y Huey, todos en algún momento de nuestra vida nos hemos sentido así, en este universo Parrish eso lo consigue a la perfección, es muy fácil identificarte con cualquiera de los protagonistas de las 3 entregas.
Muy recomendable esta serie.
Los MC son amor, fantásticos sus diálogos e interacciones, es imposible no empatizar con Félix y Huey, todos en algún momento de nuestra vida nos hemos sentido así, en este universo Parrish eso lo consigue a la perfección, es muy fácil identificarte con cualquiera de los protagonistas de las 3 entregas.
Muy recomendable esta serie.
August 23, 2020
DNF 30% -- Putting a pin in this one. I'm not feeling the chemistry at all and I'm bored.
February 14, 2025
3.5 - Reading this made me realise it’s rare to have a bald MC. This is surely disproportionate to real life male hair patterns and I liked the bald guy rep. This is for fans of quirky hobbies - building dioramas and going to Quiz nights. These guys are very sweet and cute. A bit too much for my personal tastes. I found their relationship got meh pretty quickly and both of their personalities annoyed me at times.
This was nice and all but I was desperate for a bit more oomph. Something that Roan Parrish can definitely deliver and has done so very well in other books. I enjoyed River and Rend but Raze has been a bit flat for me. Bonus points sprinkled in for including a fun f/f side couple.
Seriously deliberated between 3 or 4 stars but the writing is solid and I appreciate that the author went with an original storyline of who ended up in the band and non-typical ideas for the characters.
This was nice and all but I was desperate for a bit more oomph. Something that Roan Parrish can definitely deliver and has done so very well in other books. I enjoyed River and Rend but Raze has been a bit flat for me. Bonus points sprinkled in for including a fun f/f side couple.
Seriously deliberated between 3 or 4 stars but the writing is solid and I appreciate that the author went with an original storyline of who ended up in the band and non-typical ideas for the characters.
August 20, 2019
Truthfully, this book straight-up RUINED ME. It dealt with the themes of addiction and recovery so beautifully (Huey and his Sharpie made me cry because REAL). Felix’s feelings about his sister, his family, and the direction of his own life were so honest and relatable. I highlighted almost the entire book because the language and characterisation were stunning. This will probably be like the third time I’ve called a Roan Parrish book a masterpiece but I’M SERIOUS, OKAY.
If you enjoy books that emotionally gut you and wrap you up in a warm, fluffy blanket of love and support all at the same time, you will live and die for Raze.
FAVE QUOTES
“You want to hang out with me.” He didn’t say it like a question, but like he was double-checking an order.
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Felix seemed like a map folded up small and perfect that would sprawl when unfurled, and show you everything.
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His words pulsed through me, hot sweetness stealing through my veins. My name on his lips left me reeling.
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“Rituals are kinda their own magic, aren’t they?” Felix said. “Maybe they don’t do anything, but they remind you what you want.”
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Was there something about me that made me so easy to forget? To push aside? To put last?
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Just because people have opinions doesn’t mean their opinions matter. You have to not let them matter.
If you enjoy books that emotionally gut you and wrap you up in a warm, fluffy blanket of love and support all at the same time, you will live and die for Raze.
FAVE QUOTES
“You want to hang out with me.” He didn’t say it like a question, but like he was double-checking an order.
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Felix seemed like a map folded up small and perfect that would sprawl when unfurled, and show you everything.
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His words pulsed through me, hot sweetness stealing through my veins. My name on his lips left me reeling.
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“Rituals are kinda their own magic, aren’t they?” Felix said. “Maybe they don’t do anything, but they remind you what you want.”
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Was there something about me that made me so easy to forget? To push aside? To put last?
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Just because people have opinions doesn’t mean their opinions matter. You have to not let them matter.
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