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369 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 18, 2019
... You represent women. You shouldn’t route the trafficking of our identity politics through some gaudy money dump that only exists as decoration for the world’s richest people,” I insisted. ...Our anonymous narrator and protagonist lost her paintings and had to suck up to her super rich and influential 'friends'in the art world to save her budding reputation and lucrative income. While receiving their assistance in unimaginable ways, she constantly attacked them for being privileged. That was a kind-of deal-breaker to me. But alas, she persisted and she came up trumps in the end.
...For the first time in my life, I had buckets of money, and I put every cent into Rich Ugly Old Maids, the show that I was making for Milot. I spent the next two years on seven paintings: Humility, Obedience, Chastity, Modesty, Temperance, Purity, and Prudence. ...
... They were an exorcism of the words that named them, from the guilt that had dogged me through years of wondering how I was supposed to be a person who pursued only her own interests, who was never aligned, who was never part of a family, who did not wake up every day ashamed of herself for being childless and alone. I was not pure of heart, chaste of body, obedient to authority, humble before others, prudent in my actions, temperate in my behavior, or modest in my appearance—and I no longer felt bad about it. I was free from the burden of being only a girl. I had become an old maid, a woman of my own, a master of my medium. They were my crowning glory. And all seven of them were in my loft on the day it burned to the ground.
A No-Name (literally and figuratively) young female painter develops a fan-girl crush on Carey Logan, the most visible and successful member of an art collective known as Pine City, who all graduated from No-Name’s art school about six to ten years ahead of her. That crush-torch is carried from a distance for 15 years, during which time Carey Logan commits suicide. Then No-Name’s studio burns, along with six paintings she’s promised for an upcoming show. A lucky encounter gets her an in to work at the Pine City colony, and maybe to learn a bit more and finally understand her idol.This book has a problem which is not entirely its own fault. The official jacket blurb, different from what I’ve written above, promises a psychological suspense/thriller-type story. But the story that’s actually in these pages? Is definitely not that kind of story. It’s an utter fail in that what I was anticipating was not at all what I got. So then the question becomes, how do I feel about what this book actually is? The answer to that is: very, very mixed.